Offer your allegiance to Chaos!

For normal people, this can be attributed to pure jealousy between lovers, but for Laplande, after the emotional resonance proves that she lacks the emotion of "love", there is another theory that can be established.

That is because of the tragedies of her childhood, adolescence, and youth. Except for Ashe, she has never established a normal intimate relationship with anyone, and she has never felt family affection from her mother.

People who grow up in this distorted time will naturally have a brutal and pathological possessiveness. Even for friends and a doll toy, they all have the madness of "even if it is destroyed, it cannot be given to others" desire.

The three things of housekeeping, Texas, and Ms. Sicily are undoubtedly to completely take Ashe away from Laplande. Under the impact of huge possessiveness, she will naturally do everything possible to start a fight against Ashe. Offensive, trying to keep him by his side.

She has no experience in the intimate relationship of normal people. Driven by the so-called "common sense" instilled in the world around her, her first reaction will naturally attribute her strong possessive desire to "love".

After all, normal people, who would have such a strong possessive desire for friends?

But Laplande is not a normal person!

"If I'm not wrong, if there is no such thing as Penguin Logistics, your attitude towards me will still not change. Probably after we travel together for a few years or even ten years, the really long time will settle down, you Only then will you slowly and truly fall in love with me..."

Ashe sighed: "As a result, when Texas came, and Ms. Sicily came, you were stimulated."

"..." Laplande's complexion was still cloudy, but he still didn't refute what Ashe said.

"Well, this hypnosis is over. You haven't really fallen in love with me, so you can't forcefully bury me and obey the hints of commands." Ashe sighed again, lying on the bed in large characters, a little depressed.

He was not depressed because "Lappland doesn't love him", rather, this incident made him relieved. Love is a mysterious and too heavy burden for him. It is a good thing to have one less right.

However, this time the only insurance is also lost, and the vision of handing over the Book of Slaanesh to Laplande and relying on her to defeat the Sicilian lady seems even more slim.

"What should I do..." Ashe rolled on the bed, extremely troubled.

"What exactly is love?" At this moment, Laplande suddenly whispered.

"You ask me who am I asking?" Ashe was stunned, and spread her paws, "I am worse than you, you just didn't fall in love with me, I don't love anyone."

"No, I just want to ask, what is the difference between the so-called love and family affection or friendship?"

Laplande used to have a high-spirited expression, but now he has become a little ecstatic, and his voice has dropped a lot, "What is it that makes love high, sacred and inviolable, and can surpass family and friendship? up?"

"Ah..." Ashe was stunned, not knowing how to react.

At this moment, Laplande suddenly turned his head and stared straight at him.

She said:

"If friendship can be more loyal than love, if I am willing to be your dog, your sword, your hands and feet, will you still choose to leave me?"

Chapter 74 Psychoanalysis in Lappland

"Are you crazy?"

Ashe's eyes widened: "Or was it stimulated by me? No, no, no, don't get me wrong, I said you don't love me, I just stated an objective fact, not to separate you from Texas, ours The relationship will not become unfamiliar because of this, and I will not leave you, don't be nervous-"

"I'm calm."

As Laplande said, her expression has become extremely calm, it can be said that she has never been so calm, she stared at Ashe quietly as if she had changed, and said softly:

"Isn't the purpose of hypnosis to make me obey your orders at any time and under any circumstances? Since the starting point of love no longer exists, then it is better to implant obedience hints directly in me. I am willing to give you Allegiance."

"This..." Using hypnosis as an excuse, the lines prepared by Ashe are useless. He was stunned for a long time, and organized his words: "Insurance is just insurance. After all, I may not hand over that thing to you , maybe other plans can be successful, and can force Ms. Sicily out of the dragon's door?"

"Don't get me wrong, I really wasn't driven crazy by your words, it's just that the fact that I didn't fall in love with you solved a lot of confusion in my heart and confirmed many of my speculations all along. I was just awakened."

As if seeing that Ashe was still worried about her mental state, Laplande suddenly sighed and laughed helplessly. She reached out and rubbed the puppet cat's head, and said softly:

"Do you know? After the kissing experiment that day, when I doubted whether I was in love with you, I tried every means to verify this, and I got a lot of unexpected gains."

To be honest, Laplande's current state is really scary, like a beast that has never done anything with a brain, suddenly talked about academics with you in a serious manner, Ashe shrinks her neck in fright, but still listens carefully.

He was even more frightened when he heard it.

Because Laplande was really discussing academics with him.

"I read a lot of psychology textbooks and papers on the Internet."

"???" Ashe was stunned.

Laplande sighed, straightened his face, and rubbed the puppet cat's face viciously, "Don't make that expression, well, I know I used to be a reckless guy who didn't want to use his brain very much, but When it comes to major events in life, I still don't mind wasting my brain cells that have been idle for half my life... Besides, I'm not stupid. My mother forced me to read so many professional books. I'm just too lazy to think, or I can't think .”

After a pause, she continued: "Actually, this is not the first time I have paid attention to psychology. It was as early as when I had a mental breakdown and was thrown to the hospital for psychological treatment by you. Under the guidance of a bunch of doctors, , and my own confusion about the future, I have also come into contact with many similar books, which can be regarded as helpful for me to recover.”

As if he had a little impression, Ashe nodded. He vaguely remembered that when he was visiting a doctor, there were always a few large psychology textbooks on Laplande's bedside, and occasionally there was chicken soup for the soul of life science. He thought it was The doctor forced her to read it, but she didn't expect that she would also be interested in it.

"All in all, the knowledge I have obtained from various channels proves that I am not a normal person... Well, this seems to be nonsense."

Laplande shook his head: "To be specific, the disastrous influence of the native family, the close relationship that was never successfully established from childhood to youth, made my personality distorted beyond correction, borderline personality disorder, Antisocial personality disorder, dependent personality, pleasing personality, it can be said that I have more or less personality problems, it can only be said that it is a miracle that I am not crazy.”

"Such people are not uncommon." Ashe shrugged and interjected: "Modern society distorts everything that can be distorted, and people without any psychological problems are rare animals. As for the original family... well, how many people can How about a pair of parents who can be called qualified? Even if there is no twists and turns, domestic violence and divorce, too much spoiling or too little neglect, it is easy to have a fatal impact on the adult personality."

Halfway through the talk, Ashe thought of her family in the previous life again, and Ashe sighed inwardly.

"Anyway, the comparison is miserable. I will definitely not lose to the vast majority of people." Laplande raised his eyebrows: "Don't interrupt, among these problems, my most prominent psychological defect is passive psychology."

"Passive psychology?" Ashe blinked. He had dabbled in the psychology of the earth in his previous life. After all, he was engaged in financial fraud, but he had never heard of this term. It seems to be the exclusive explanation system of Terra Continent. .

"There are many folk nicknames, such as nu sex, shaking M, and dog, you must have heard of these." Laplande didn't care about the derogatory meaning of these words at all, and spread his hands: "In short, refuse to think independently , relying on external guidance, lack of active response... It is easy to understand, I have lived in the will of my mother since I was a child, and I also listen to your command when I grow up. I am too lazy to use my brain to think because I am afraid that my choice will usher in mistakes I want to live in a safe comfort zone and never think about going out to explore..."

Lappland balabala said a lot, and even Ashe had to admit that the traits she said perfectly matched her own.

"So you resigned to your fate?" But Ash still interrupted her, and said seriously: "Because listening to me is a comfort zone, you plan to be my dog, my sword, my limbs? Shouldn't it be a fight for Get rid of these problems and build an independent personality—”

"Don't use this superior posture to easily encourage others to do things that she can't do."

Laplande sighed: "I have been thinking about these issues for so many years. I have not considered or tried the possibility you mentioned? But when the manpower is exhausted, I can kill you if you ask me to kill. Fighting, how many people in the world have succeeded?"

Ai Xi said halfway through, but he also realized that what he was talking about was just chicken soup for the soul, and he had too many psychological problems to count. Has he successfully corrected one or two?

The country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change.

"Besides, I believe in your character. If I really lose all my dignity and become less human after the hypnosis is over, you will most likely undo the hypnosis after you defeat the Sicilian lady."

Laplande smiled: "Why, are you willing?"

"Well, it's a helpless move."

Ashe shook her head, directed Laplande to lie down on the bed again, and started the second hypnosis.

My dog, my sword, my limbs...

At this moment, Ashe couldn't help becoming curious.

What will Lapland look like after waking up?

Chapter 75 I'm Your Wall Breaker

Compared with the first time, Ashe's second hypnosis to Laplande was both simpler and more complicated.

It's simple, because this time Ashe doesn't need to slowly search for emotional resonance and memory fragments related to "love", and starts directly from the first meeting with Laplande in his memory, and inserts obedient ones unconditionally one by one. Hint command seed, and that's it.

It is complicated because the job of planting seeds is not much different from doing farm work and transplanting rice seedlings. It is really tiring.

Like the most delicate surgical operation, after targeting a memory fragment, Ashe must carefully separate the "target anchor" from the rest, and must not insert the obedience cue in the wrong place, otherwise, the consequences Very serious.

After all, consciousness is a very ambiguous thing that is highly related to each other. For example, if Ashe didn’t make a good cut in the memory scene of “Laplande saw him for the first time in prison”, blindly inserting obedience If the seeds are hinted at, then the seeds are likely to be naturally transferred to things other than "Ash"—for example, concepts such as darkness, prison, and bondage. In this way, Lapland's combat effectiveness in the dark prison environment after waking up It tends to nothing, forming symptoms similar to PTSD. If it is more serious, it may be afraid of the dark or pee your pants at night.

That would really turn Laplande into a beauty dog.

Every time she inserts a seed, Ashe has to give her full attention.

The most terrible thing is that in addition to the accuracy of a single memory fragment, a certain logical closed loop must be formed between each memory fragment, and there must be no gaps in the middle, otherwise all previous efforts will be wasted.

For example, in more than a month after Laplande and Ashe met in prison for the first time, the two actually did not see each other again (Aisie was busy dealing with the aftermath of the war and threw her to the hospital), in order to fill the gap Part of it was blank, and Ashe had to concoct his own image under hypnosis, and stuff it into the memory of the hospital, so that he and Laplande had occasional conversations in front of the hospital bed.

In this way, a complete path can be formed without swaying like a roller coaster.

In short, after doing a whole set, Ashe's mental power has been exhausted to the point of being exhausted, and there is no sun and moon in the mountains. He doesn't even know how long it has passed. When he saw the clock on the wall, he suddenly realized that it was already three. Hours later.

"I hope the effect is enough..." Ashe waited hopefully for Laplande to wake up.

Lapland soon woke up.

And at the first moment of waking up, both Ashe and Laplande's complexions changed, and at the same time they showed expressions of extreme astonishment.

The effect is enough.

Or rather, enough is outrageous.

"..."

Ashe stared blankly at Laplande's eyes, and the two looked at each other, and there was a moment of silence. Suddenly, the two reached out a hand at the same time, and pressed against each other.

The movements are uniform, just like looking at yourself in the mirror.

"My God, is this the real use of hypnosis?" After a long time, Ashe couldn't help feeling emotional.

Laplande didn't respond to him, just blinked.

But he was still at the other end of his heart, feeling the warm pulsation, without words, without words, he instantly recognized that it was Laplande's "smile".

Yes, the other side of the mind.

At this moment, it is difficult for any language or words to describe the wonderful bond between Ashe and Laplande, just like a pair of superpowers with telepathy, the unbreakable wall of sighs between the hearts is broken. Easily destroyed, there is no so-called "heart wall" between him and her.

Ashe can feel Laplande's heart, taste her mood swings, and read her shallow thoughts. Everything about her is completely exposed to him. As long as Ashe wants, he can even drill into her head In the deepest part of her heart, she knew the private thoughts that even she didn't know clearly.

He can even remotely control Laplande's body and actions to a certain extent.

Ashe didn't do this for the time being, he was just immersed in boundless happiness.

Yes, happiness.

how to say?Just like the eternal motif of many literary and artistic works, "loneliness" has been accompanied by a person's life since birth, and the root of loneliness is that people exist in the form of individuals, and people cannot see each other Lies, deceit, estrangement, and all kinds of barriers all stem from this. Even if it is the mother or lover who has the deepest fetters, who can fully reveal their hearts to each other?

In the deepest night, when you are lying on the bed, although you have your dearest person beside your pillow, but you are still tossing and turning because of the unspeakable depression in your heart, do you feel extremely lonely?

But now, the loneliness between Ashe and Laplande has been broken. He and her hearts are no longer separated by a thick barrier. ".

It was like a person wandering alone in a dark forest for decades, meeting his own kind for the first time, the boundless sense of happiness flooded Ashe's heart like a sea tide.

He could hardly restrain himself from exchanging emotions with the warm fluctuations at the other end of his heart, without any momentary delay, without the slightest gap, that warmth could discern everything Ashe wanted to express in the blink of an eye, and then in the next blink of an eye, he would be able to recognize what Ashe wanted to express. All feedback comes from.

No language, no words.

【I am very happy】

【I'm glad too】

【are you still there】

【I am still here】

【Can you understand me】

【I can understand】

……

For a short period of time, Ashe was completely immersed in this great happiness and joy, just like the little boy who got his lover's mobile phone number for the first time, he endlessly sent "harassing messages" to Lapland , In addition to bliss, the small cat-shaped body rolled happily on the bed.

However, after 5 minutes, he quickly noticed something was wrong.

Why has he been unilaterally conveying his thoughts to Lapland, but has not received Lapland's active communication?

"Because the transmission is one-sided."

This time, Laplande answered Ashe with her mouth, her expression was a little doting and helpless, and there was a little regret in her smile: "I can feel the fluctuations in your heart, I can accept the emotions from you and Feedback back, I lost my sense of loneliness just like you, but I can’t take the initiative to read your thoughts, and I can’t take the initiative to transmit information to you... Simply put, in this relationship, you are above me, just like my master. "

"what?"

Ashe stared blankly at Laplande, her joyful expression gradually cooling down.

As if being poured with cold water, he finally remembered what the two of them were doing before, hypnosis, yes, the hypnosis of the Book of Slaanesh, hearing these two names, one knew that it was not a natural ability of a kind and lawful camp , how could the "one heart and one body" derived from this basis be so simple?

Laplande also said before that his dog, his sword, his hands and feet... The current situation is just a level deeper than the two imagined. Apart from the obedience of the body, even the mind is being restrained. It's all under Ash's control.

Somewhat disappointing.

It may sound like a strange thought to outsiders, but why is Ashe still not satisfied with having such a beautiful woman as his dog, so intimate that even his heart is undefended?

But in Ashe's view, he actually hopes to have the spiritual bond of "equality and intercommunication" that he mistakenly thought just now.

That feeling is so beautiful, so happy.

In the final analysis, the core emotion of breaking the loneliness is "finding the same kind". Now, as soon as the word "master" in Laplande's mouth is uttered, the value of being the same kind is greatly reduced.

"I...can't I take the initiative to open my mind to you?" Ashe couldn't help asking.

"I don't know, and I don't recommend you to do that." Laplande shrugged: "It may be because my degree of freedom is not as high as yours, and I am not as excited as you, so I can calm down and think Stuff... I guess, if we both opened up our hearts as equals, we'd probably both die."