Offer your allegiance to Chaos!
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The fuse is simple.
The teacher doesn't like cats, and she once said that she doesn't want to turn Ashe into a kitten around her.
Miss Sicily, on the other hand, is the exact opposite.
This made Ashe couldn't help thinking:
——Which one is the love he wants?
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What is true love?Ashe believes that the views on this issue determine the fundamental difference between the two images of the teacher and the Sicilian lady.
In Ms. Sicily's view, love is exclusive, she is madly obsessed with Ashe, and does not want to share any part of him with anyone, hoping to turn Ashe into her own kitten, and stay with her forever, Even being locked up in a cage is a no-brainer.
For this, she spared no expense.
In the teacher's view, love, true love, is selfless dedication, just like a mother to a child, just like a teacher to a student, they don't ask for much in return. It doesn't matter if it's so far away that one day she can't find it anymore.
She didn't even want to touch Ashe with one more finger, suppressing the natural desire in her heart, and pushed him to the younger Texas.
These two people... If they are two people, they are almost the two sides of the mirror, standing on the two extremes of the balance of love.
So which end of the scale does Ashe prefer?
Just looking at the love for the teacher, maybe the answer is the end of "selfless dedication", but Ashe's rationality tells him that this logic is wrong, it should be the other way around, he fell in love with the teacher first (from childhood redemption and points In the companionship of little by little), I accepted her view of love.
In fact, Ashe is not disgusted with Ms. Sicily's view of love. He doesn't care much about such illusory things as "freedom". If there is no consideration for the safety of Texas and Lapland, he will probably go Be a Sicilian lady's house kitten.
In other words, he himself does not have a so-called concept of love, he follows the crowd, and as long as it does not violate his bottom line (he has no bottom line), he is willing to accept any point of view.
And this also provides a basis for Ashe to resolve the conflict between the teacher and Ms. Sicily.
Yes, during this day, Ashe is almost thinking about how to solve the current conflicts. After all, the security of Texas is guaranteed. It only needs to wipe out the Restoration Alliance, and Ms. Sicily is no longer a threat. The external crisis has already begun. At the end, his biggest problem at the moment is his love for the teacher and the love for the Sicilian lady, which is becoming more and more irreparable.
If Madam Sicily finds out, his end may be very tragic.
So, it has to be solved.
How to solve it?
Ashe already has several proposals in mind.
The first is to give up self-hypnosis and stop the progress bar from incrementing.This plan was discarded as soon as it was proposed. Not to mention that he still has no way to control the shutdown of self-hypnosis. Even if it really stops, wouldn't he be stuck at the door of the second step for the rest of his life without stepping in?He thought that "they" would not tolerate it, and sooner or later something big would happen.
The second, and the third, are all of the same idea, that is to bridge the gap between the two images of the teacher and Ms. Sicily. Even if they cannot be perfectly overlapped, let Ashe pretend as much as possible, and still be able to show love to Ms. Sicily. Instead of subconsciously wanting to resist her when the progress bar is full.
After all, the teacher is just a phantom in a dream, it will disappear when the progress bar is full, and it will only remain in his memory, and Ms. Sicily is the real person who is alive in reality... If he really only loves the teacher and cannot Accepting Sicily, wouldn't that mean that the rest of my life would be spent in a painful and hopeless pursuit?
As soon as this idea was born, the next action was very clear. There were two paths, namely, to change the image of the teacher and Ms. Sicily in his mind, and to bring the two closer to a compromise.
First of all, it is to correct self-hypnosis and change the image of the teacher.Ashe can't control the cessation of self-hypnosis, but she should be able to repair it to a certain extent, try her best to distort the memory fragments directed by her subconscious mind, and "add some drama" to it under the premise of respecting the background setting.
For example, let the teacher really can't restrain his desire for him due to an accident (alcohol, etc.), so he will attack him on a certain day, and then taste the taste of meat and become obsessed with it, and live a life of singing and singing every night... Cough, maybe the actual implementation is not so good It's exaggerated, but the central idea is this. In short, it is to break the teacher's attitude of being too virginal, so that the two images are not so distinct from the perspective of "physical relationship".
Second, is to change the image of Sicilian ladies.
This point requires Ashe to take some risks. He is going to sneak into Ms. Sicily's surface consciousness through hypnotic power when sharing the same bed, and transmit the image of the teacher to her in fragments in the dreams he had in the past two nights. in the dream.
This method has two purposes. One is to try to subtly change Miss Sicily's concept of love, and try to make her understand the teacher's thoughts. Of course, the success rate is not high, and it is at most an addition. After all, the love formed over the years Viewpoint is not easy to change in a dream—this is not deep hypnosis. Ashe does not have the ability to hypnotize Ms. Sicily without her knowledge. At most, she can only have one or two dreams. really.
The second, and most important thing, is to form a psychological placebo effect on Ashe, creating a "Ms. Sicily with the memory of the teacher", so that when Ashe confronts Ms. Sicily, she will not subconsciously feel that this is completely the same as the two. Personally, but remembered that she also knew a lot about the past of the two of them.
The third is also an additional purpose... In the worst case, if Ms. Sicily finds out the truth that the person Ashe loves is not her, Ashe can also save a lot of explanations and make her believe that the teacher is just a dream People—people always make up their brains habitually when they don’t know anything about it, and the more they make up their brains, the worse they get. Letting Ms. Sicily know the truth in advance can make her less bad brains.
After making a decision, it was soon time for dinner.
The atmosphere at the dinner table was much more harmonious than at noon. Ms. Sicily was busy petting and feeding the cat, while Laplande was happily chatting with Ashe. She is enjoying herself, and Ashe has both sides, and moderately shows her good mood of "gradually recovering from the nightmare".
Sure enough, Ms. Sicily was hooked. She was feeding the cat happily on the surface, but her eyes erratically flicked to Ashe. It could be seen that she really wanted to ask about the nightmare and the Rhine life experiment right now.
After dinner, under the subtle eyes of Laplande, Ashe went upstairs first, followed by Ms. Sicily, who wanted to talk, but when she opened the door, Ashe had already gone to the bathroom to take a shower ——and when she entered the door, he pulled her in.
Ashe gave full play to the ancient wisdom of beauty tricks, he didn't give the silver-haired woman any time to react, hugged her naked, beat her clothes wet, and kissed her with his head up, retreating while kissing, Straight into the bathtub.
Next, no need to say much, no matter how doubtful the silver-haired woman is, she will not spoil the scenery at this moment—she naturally explained this scene as Ashe's mood was just slowing down and she urgently needed to relieve her stress.
This time, the mandarin duck bath took a full hour.
And even so, Ashe didn't give up yet, he fully grasped the supreme essence of the beauty trap - not resting until the opponent's physical strength and IQ dropped to zero.
So, with Ms. Sicily's sluggish expression, he ran to the experiment table opposite the big bed as soon as he got out of the bathroom, and picked up the diluent that Ms. Sicily prepared for the next love experiment. I got a shot myself.
Next, Little Ashe was revived on the spot with full blood and demons, and threw herself into the naked arms of Ms. Sicily with great interest, and threw her into bed without any explanation.
To be honest, this is the most active time since Ms. Sicily met Ashe, and he consciously took the initiative... No matter what, you can't miss the opportunity!After a brief hesitation, she put down her plan to ask questions and devoted herself wholeheartedly into it.
Good guy, it's been another two hours this time.
Poor Miss Laplande, the watchdog at the door on the first floor, covered her head with earplugs and earmuffs, and covered her head with a quilt, but she couldn't block the noise from the roof. She couldn't bear it at last, and jumped out of the window to wander outside. up.
However, the tragedy is that she came back four times, and every time she came back, she could still hear the sound. After three hours, she was exhausted, and finally closed the door and threw away the earplugs and earmuffs, and sat on the bed to watch Pick up a book—since life has forced you, and you can’t force it back, you’d better just lie down and enjoy it, as the music accompaniment.
It has to be said that after such a toss, Laplande's mood has really calmed down a lot, and it is estimated that if he persists for a few more days, he will be able to quickly adapt to the new relationship with the two of them.
After a lot of wind and rain, neither Ashe nor Ms. Sicily was too tired to move her fingers. Ms. Sicily could barely wake up with the strength bonus of the Book of Khorne, so Ashe closed her eyes on the spot ,not moving at all.
At this time, Ms. Sicily could naturally see that Ashe still didn't want to tell the past, so she resorted to such tricks. She was a little helpless, but she didn't say anything. Anyway, she was not in a hurry, and she had enough chicken tonight. What's the matter? Let's save it for tomorrow.
Turn on the light and go to sleep.
However, what Ms. Sicily didn't know was that Ashe's plan was not as simple as gagging her with little Ashe.
After three hours of madness, even Ms. Sicily was exhausted and fell asleep faster and deeper than before.
At this moment, Ashe opened her eyes.
He tried every means to play small movies in his mind, restraining the drowsy desire, just for this moment - when a person's physiology reaches its limit, the mental defense line will be relaxed like never before.
And this is the best time to activate the "hypnosis" ability.
Even if Ms. Sicily didn't take the initiative to open her heart to him, or even didn't know it, Ashe could take this opportunity to invade her spiritual sea in one fell swoop.
Implanting ideas and distorting thoughts can't be done, but it's not difficult to play a super dream movie for her.
Putting her hand on Miss Sicily's forehead, Ashe gently kissed her on the cheek:
"—have a good dream."
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The hypnosis of Ms. Sicily is completely different from the hypnosis of Laplande and herself by Ashe before.
In fact, it shouldn't be called "hypnosis".
What Ai Xi wants to do is to pack her memories in her dreams (specifically referring to the ten days in the village, Ai Xi does not plan to take them out for the next ten years), and send them to the surface consciousness of Ms. Sicily. Let her observe this memory in the form of a dream.
There is neither psychological suggestion nor mind distortion, purely playing movies, Ashe even worried that the effect of doing so would be so weak that Ms. Sicily would forget all the things in the dream after waking up, but he did nothing else. He didn't dare to use a knife on Miss Sicily's brain casually.
Let's just wait and see, anyway, the most important thing is to rely on him to correct his own self-hypnosis, and Ms. Sicily's side is just an addition.
Ashe sighed, closed her eyes and concentrated, and activated her ability.
This time, because of the Book of Khorne, Ashe did not dare to enter the sea of consciousness of Ms. Sicily in person, so no special effects like kaleidoscope appeared, he just sent the information packed in his mind, and then withdrew his hand.
After observing Ms. Sicily anxiously for a while, Ashe found that she had no other reaction except for frowning and turning over, and she was still sleeping soundly, so she breathed a sigh of relief and felt relieved.
Then, it's time to hypnotize yourself.
Familiar with the road, she closed her eyes and fell asleep, and came to the familiar sea of spirits. Looking at the endless memory bubbles around her, Ashe was a little distressed.
Although he had made up his mind, he still had no idea how to correct the "teacher" in the memory fragments.
His purpose is to let the teacher break the taboo restrictions on the physical relationship, let the teacher and him have some unsuitable scenes in the dream, and then bridge the fundamental image gap between the teacher and the Sicilian lady.
However, there are many ways to achieve this goal.
He can go directly to the bottom of the subconscious, and add some new personalities to the "teacher" in the background setting, such as pedophilia... Cough, this is too radical, anyway, this is the way of thinking, and then add all the way to the teacher's life various details.
But Ai Xi doesn't really want to use this method. One is that it is uncontrollable, and it may destroy the teacher's personality, and the other is that he does not want to rewrite the teacher's life like a high-ranking god... Yes, he knows the teacher It's just a phantom in a dream, a creation of his subconscious mind, but even a phantom is an object of his respect and admiration, and he will not allow any contamination.
Is the teacher he rewritten still the teacher he loves?Maybe he will fall into a more painful situation than falling in love with the phantom-even the phantom has disappeared.
So, after thinking about it, Ashe decided to start with herself in the dream. After all, it is self-hypnosis, and it is more direct and efficient to use the knife on herself.
—Yes, he decided to seduce the teacher.
... Ashe didn't want to admit this statement, which made him feel ashamed, humiliated and guilty subconsciously, but he had only this way to choose.
Sorry, teacher.
Three minutes later, in the sea of memory, a smaller bubble appeared in the palm of Ashe's hand. He sent it lightly, and the small bubble floated into the big bubble.
That is the full set of correction factors he wove. In order to ensure that the memory before that conversation (love and champion) was not involved, it started from the continuation of the dream that may be born later, because I don’t know what kind of plot the subconscious will arrange. Ashe can only Start with the safest side.
I hope it can play its due effect, even 50%.
Ashe sighed again, reaching out to touch the memory fragments lightly.
……
……
When Ashe woke up from the short but long trance, he had already stood in front of the mirror for 3 minutes.
The 15-year-old boy froze for a moment, then looked at himself in the mirror.
A black tuxedo, inlaid with golden borders, and a family crest symbolizing ancient, honor and glory at the neckline, wearing pure white gloves on both hands, looks like a gentleman.
It's probably the first time she's wearing such a gorgeous dress, so she's distracted... Ashe shook her head with a wry smile, retracted her thoughts, and looked towards the door.
Through the gap that was opened, one could see waiters and maids coming and going, busy with all kinds of affairs in a hurry, and the noise of the downstairs hall could be heard in the ear, bustling guests drinking and chatting happily, making it lively weather.
Ashe straightened her tie unnaturally.
Today is his big day.
Three months ago, on the morning of the second day of his 15th birthday party, after the conversation, the confession and the vows, he finally agreed to the teacher's request and was willing to be engaged to the Miss Texas.
Afterwards, intermittently, under the arrangement of the teacher, Ashe and Texas met several times alone, had dinner together, went to the Grand Theater together, and went to the most luxurious clothing store in Paris to choose clothes together. Goodbye to my parents in Texas, the marriage is finalized, the day of engagement is today.
To be honest, several meetings did not make Ash and Texas develop any feelings. The young lady is quite a taciturn person. Every time she meets, Ash uses her skillful social skills to guide the scene. She They cooperated silently, and the scene looked harmonious, but in essence, it was just the two puppets performing the drama adults wanted to see.
But so what?Marriage between people of their level doesn't have any feelings at all, but it's just a few meetings and going through the process. If you really want to talk about feelings, it's also the family affection that has been accumulated for a long time after marriage-in fact It is already very good to have this kind of family relationship. In fact, most political marriages end up in the same room as strangers.
Ashe has accepted the reality, he has no complaints, as long as it is the teacher's order, he will execute it meticulously.
Still, he felt uneasy as the day of his engagement drew closer.
This is a very strange situation.
It's strange because Ashe has consciously accepted the teacher's arrangement, and all he has to do next is to walk step by step as if he had finished his work, so he won't be nervous.
It's strange, but it's because...his "expression" of restlessness is very embarrassing.
Yes, shame.
During this period of time, Ashe has been dreaming, and it is... a kind of dream that is rarely suitable.
This is actually quite normal, he just turned 15 years old this year.
But what is abnormal is that more and more teachers appear in these dreams.
In the past, it's not that Ashe had dreams related to the teacher, especially after the teacher began to share the bed with him habitually, it was normal to smell the rich fragrance of women's body in the bed and listen to the warm breath in the ear. Male creatures will respond.
But he quickly adapted to it, and used amazing willpower to restrain himself from thinking about the teacher. Even after dreaming, he didn't think about it with aftertaste, but was full of guilt.
Because the teacher is sacred and inviolable in his heart, she is his teacher, more like her mother, but also the guide of his life, he can't tolerate his thoughts of defilement on that sacred image.
This way of self-adjusting her mentality, as time goes by, the frequency of Ashe's dreaming about her teacher has decreased a lot.
But it was different recently, no matter how he adjusted his mentality after waking up, that kind of dream still appeared in his night again and again, like a lingering nightmare.
The most outrageous thing is that the content of the dream is getting more and more excessive.
In this way, he woke up almost every morning to face an extremely embarrassing scene. In the first few times, he was able to hide from the sleeping teacher and sneak away to change his underwear, but when the teacher didn't sleep very well, After being caught by her, she looked at him with teasing eyes, and he couldn't hide it anymore.
In the middle of last month, Aixi was finally so thin-skinned that he couldn't bear it any longer. He asked the teacher to sleep alone. The teacher agreed, but his symptoms did not get better because of the bed separation, but became more serious.
Not only that, as the physical problems intensified, his psychology also changed subtly. The specific manifestation is that when working with the teacher, his eyes became more and more erratic, and he couldn't help secretly looking at some sensitive parts of the teacher. Parts... He used to look only at the face, but now it seems that the optic nerve is also controlled by the lower body.
what's wrong with me?Is it really just that when you are old, the physiological hormone secretion problem in adolescence is so terrible?
Or... is it because he is going to be engaged to Texas, and he still loves the teacher subconsciously, and desires even more because of the loss?
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