It is impossible for me to be so fierce and cute after crossing into Shen Ji

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Throughout the whole process, she didn't know whether Nicole's master was awesome or not, she only knew that this boss was a real boss.

If it weren't for the head iron, he wouldn't be able to do such hellish things as using his face as a skateboard and hitting his face against a rock.

Before Luo Yan could slow down, the picture in front of her was blurred.

The memory fragments that appear next are very fragmented, most of them are just a few fleeting pictures, and among these pictures, "daily cuteness" accounts for a large proportion——

Nicole's owner not only has a unique style of painting during inspections and tests, but also does many embarrassing things in daily life.

For example, when drinking water, the cup will be lifted high, and then the mouth will be opened wide to catch the water pouring down, and then the water will flow directly all over the body due to clumsiness, making a mess.

In Luo Yan's view, Nicole's master, like Nicole, may be a very special artificial product.

From the perspective of completion, Nicole is more like the master.

As for this strange young lady, she seems to have skipped a few votes. The emergency product that was rushed out in order to suppress public opinion has a superior framework, but the internal optimization can be described as a mess. A product company that is famous for its bugs, is willing to bow down compared to it...

Since it is an artificial product, who is the creator?

Regarding this point, in the long dream before waking up, and in some fragments of memory that I see now, there are actually some revelations.

That is, in the picture, those mysterious existences that can mobilize the mighty power of the universe at will and have similar forms to normal human beings appear on the screen.

She guessed that these people created Nicole's master.

Thinking about it this way, the indifference that appeared in the dream, which is similar to the "observer", did not actually come from the girl's body called "Luo Yan" that he used, but the real owner of this body , that is, the owner of Nicole who never leaves his mouth.

After all, the young lady is an artificial creation without emotion. No matter what she sees, she just reads and records them mechanically. It is only reasonable to observe everything with indifference.

Not to mention those memory fragments that appeared at that time, it is likely to have occurred at the beginning of creation, and the subjective consciousness of this young lady is still at an extremely weak stage...

Luo Yan kept thinking in her heart while looking at the various pictures that appeared like a revolving lantern in front of her eyes.

These memory fragments that appeared one after another have solved many problems that have troubled her for a long time for her, such as who is Nicole's master.

However, during this process, some problems that originally seemed inconspicuous were suddenly highlighted.

Originally, in her opinion, the reason why she saw these strange images should have something to do with her transmigrating into the body of "Girl Luo Yan", but now it seems that it has more to do with Nicole's master.

It's just... why can I see the fragments of Master Nicole's memory?

The connection between her and Nicole's master is at most that she has occupied the magpie's nest and seized the temporary body that the other party was originally planning to use.

In her opinion, this is not enough to build a close connection between herself and the other party, let alone gaining the permission to spy on the other party's memory...

So why exactly?

Just when she was puzzled by this, the scene in front of her suddenly changed.

Judging from the surrounding environment, this time it should be back to the original location, that is, the room where Nicole's master woke up and checked her body in the first picture she saw.

With a bang, the high-density alloy hatch opened, and Nicole flew in head-on.

"Master... Nicole probably won't be by your side for a long time to come, you have to... take good care of yourself."

When she said these words, Nicole's eyes showed an undisguised reluctance, and she no longer had the sense of playfulness and helplessness when they first met.

It can be clearly seen that the time node of this memory should be after the two first met, and there should be a long period of time between these two memories, otherwise Nicole would not have such a big change in attitude...

Luo Yan was quite curious about what happened during this period. After all, with Master Nicole's character, if she really wanted to get along for a long time, the experience might not be very good.

Nicole likes this young lady so much, probably something special has happened, right?

However, if the time span of being with each other is extended, and the two are dependent on each other, it seems that it is not impossible?

"What happened?" Nicole's owner asked.

Although it still has a digital smell, compared to the beginning, it still has a little more human touch. Luo Yan suddenly understands why Nicole has a deep affection for her master.

There are still some changes...

"They said that although you have been preliminarily created, the degree of completion has not been ideal. In addition to the infusion of divinity, there have also been a lot of problems in the soul-so far, you still cannot To form a soul with a complete personality..."

"So are they going to remake me?"

"No, it's useless... The problem of the soul cannot be solved by remaking... we can only find another way..."

"What can be done?"

The girl blinked her eyes, and asked her own question in a calmer tone.

Nicole seems to have answered, but at this critical moment, the picture also began to become blurred.

She could barely read the keyword "soul projection" from Nicole's changing mouth shape.

However, at this time, she still didn't understand what this word meant.

……

When the picture became clear again, Luo Yan couldn't help being slightly taken aback when she saw everything familiar and unfamiliar before her.

"Is this... Blue Star?!"

She never expected that she could still see memory fragments about Lan Xing.

At this time, the field of vision is facing the side window of the bus, and you can see the handrails painted in yellow, the hanging handrails swaying slightly, and the red love seats...

The bustling shopping street is constantly passing by outside the window——

She remembers here, when she was in high school, because she was a day student and did not have a boarding house, she would pass this shopping street to and from school.

She saw pictures like this every day for three years.

Just looking at all this, Luo Yan felt thousands of emotions lingering in her heart.

"So, Nicole's master also lived in Blue Star for a while?"

She thought subconsciously in her heart.

However, she only guessed the beginning, not the end.

When the bus arrived at the stop, her vision followed and left the carriage, and then turned into a small alley.

"Wait, this isn't..."

At this time, Luo Yan suddenly realized something, and her heart couldn't help but jump violently.

A very bad premonition welled up in my heart.

isn't it...

No, please, don't go there...

However, her pleading couldn't change anything. The owner of the body walked into the community with ease, then entered the unit building, and got on the elevator.

At this time, Luo Yan's heart had sunk to the bottom, and she even began to pull herself up unconsciously.

At the beginning, I only thought that I was a passerby who eats melons, but I didn't expect that with several twists and developments of the incident, I would have an inseparable connection with myself...

bang, bang bang...

She seemed to be able to hear her increasingly nervous heartbeat.

With a click, the key opened the anti-theft door.

"I am back."

When hearing these words, Luo Yan suddenly felt like the world was collapsing.

The voice here is no longer the elegant and pleasant female voice, but the slightly deep voice of a young man.

It was the voice of my previous life.

……

The pictures are constantly changing, and the next pictures are all various fragments of his previous life.

Not limited to the high school stage, there are memories of all periods.

Although these clips brought back some good memories of Luo Yan, they also exacerbated her sense of collapse at this time.

Suddenly, she remembered what Nicole said to her master, as well as the keyword "soul projection" that she could vaguely recognize from her mouth shape.

"Soul projection... I understand, it turned out to be like this..."

Immediately afterwards, many pictures emerged in my mind irresistibly.

After waking up from the mysterious space, when Ni Ke saw herself, she said this sentence:

"Yes, this time there is no problem at all. If there is another problem, the plan will be completely messed up. It seems that the goddess of luck is still looking after Nicole!"

At that time, she was secretly glad that Nicole didn't find her own problems, but after knowing these things and looking back at this matter, she finally understood what Nicole said at that time, what exactly did she mean... …

"Indeed... If you regard the self in your previous life as a wrong soul projection, then there is no problem with what Nicole said... After all, the gender of the projection is indeed wrong..."

Luo Yan now only feels mixed feelings. When she keeps chewing on the word "soul projection", she has more and more complex emotions mixed with anger, emptiness and bewilderment.

"The combat boots and combat uniform you see now belong to the same suit, called "Lightweight Tight Combat Suit-γ Type".The suit is made of lightweight polymer materials. With its excellent structural design, it can provide good protection for the wearer. At the same time, it also has an excellent shaping effect, which is very popular among women.When Nicole picked out the combat uniform, she carefully picked it out again and again, I believe you will like this gift from me..."

"General! Master, what you see now is the anniversary limited product of the Queen's Scepter series - N37 Flame Candle Red. This lipstick is mixed with fine Ryukin powder..."

It turns out that these meeting gifts are really for me...

If you can laugh now, Luo Yan will definitely not be able to help showing a bitter and helpless smile, and then laugh at herself:

"So... I'm that idiot."

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Chapter 84 The cruel truth

The flashbacks of memory fragments are not endless. When the memories of the projection period are over, it is also time for everything to end.

The boundless darkness shrouded down, dispelling all the light in the memory world.

The prosperity receded like a tide, leaving only a silent void.

At this moment, Luo Yan felt as if she was standing alone in an extremely empty space.

Here, whatever happens is silent, including the explosion of stars, the impact of planets, and the collapse of stars, all of which are not enough to cause the slightest disturbance in the cold universe.

And under such vastness, under the gaze of those creators, the contradictions, pains, struggles, and anger of being deceived in her heart became insignificant.

She never thought that in the 20 years of her previous life, all her joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys were just the product of "soul projection", and her real self was just a special creation of the high gods.

This reminded her, from the time travel to the present, although she has been consciously weakening it, the idea, or cognition, has always been deeply rooted in her subconscious——

Her time travel was a mistake by accident.

I am a boy, so I should also transmigrate into a boy's body, not a girl's body.

It is undeniable that she has gradually been able to adapt to this identity, and can experience unspeakable joy from this completely different life.

However, when it comes to some sensitive emotional issues, this cognition will imperceptibly affect one's own judgment and influence one's choice tendency.

Times are becoming more and more open, but she has always been a traditional person in this regard.

Although many memories of the previous life have been blurred, but in terms of gender recognition, there has never been a change——

What it was like in the beginning, that's what it was like.

These are the three views that she has formed since she was a child, the three views that have been formed in 20 years, and the three views that have been imprinted deep in her soul.

Even though she has traveled through time and started a new life, these things are still there. In her opinion, they are like "anchor".

It seemed like a meaningless insistence, but it was because of these things that she could truly feel that she was still alive.

Now, the emergence of these so-called "truths" has ruthlessly crushed what she has always believed in.

Unconsciously, she remembered what Nicole said to herself after she woke up in the space station:

"Because most of the energy has been used in the advent plan, the remaining energy can only be used for you to experience it again. For you now, this world is still full of danger..."

Although the specific content of the "Advent Plan" is still unclear, she now understands what Nicole means by "experience again"——

The emergence of masculine consciousness is a mistake, and this experience today exists to correct those wrong concepts in the past.

And in order to avoid the same mistake again, this time it is not in the form of "soul projection", but directly let your own body experience it, and it is precisely because of this that Nicole said, "There is only one chance to experience it." .