Of course, it's also very cute when it's not frank.
Ayase looked at Kirino softly, and did not rush to speak.The room fell into silence again, only the soothing BGM in the game remained.
Subtly different from the previous two silences, the silence this time was more like an interval of fermenting passionate music, a precursor to something hot breaking out of the ground.
After a while, Tong Nao raised his head from between his knees, rubbed his head against the table next to the bed again, brushed the hair by his ear, and said softly, "After playing galgame, Seems to be a little more energetic."
"That's really great." Without revealing Kirino's inappropriate words, Ayase responded with a smile, as if she didn't see the blush on her face that hadn't faded.
Seeing that Kirino continued to click the mouse to let the galgame continue, Ayase let out a sigh of relief, "It's almost... This should be regarded as Kirino in a delicate state, right?" 』
"Next, it's time to go all out..." Putting her eyes on the screen, after watching a scene with Kirino, Ayase asked softly, "What happened to that text message...?"
"Which one?" Tong Nai watched the story on the screen without stopping the mouse.I don't know if she really didn't understand what Ayase was saying, or if she pretended not to know.
"It's the one I told you about yesterday."
"…………………that's what it means in words." There was a long silence, and the sound of clicking the mouse didn't stop until the options appeared on the screen.
"Let Kosaka Kyosuke throw away all those collections?!" I didn't expect that I had done a long time of ideological work just now, but Kirino's reply was still the same. Ayase couldn't help feeling angry, even forgetting the usual Kyosuke is called "Kyosuke brother" during cosplay.
But Kirino didn't seem to care about Ayase's sudden name change.
"Yes, yes..." Kirino unnaturally moved his face away to the side without Ayase.
"Is it really okay?" Ayase asked again: "Your father is very happy to throw away all your collections, but I took a lot of effort to stop it."
Selectively forgetting that she was only asking Kyosuke to help stop Daisuke, Ayase paused and said, "It's still too late to repent, your collection is still there."
"Don't worry about this matter, Ayase, just let that guy throw it all away for me." The guy Kirino said was naturally referring to Kyosuke.
""EX Melulu Special Edition Doll", "Stardust Ancient Little Witch Melulu DVDBOX", "Should You Fall in Love with My Sister??", "Sister Club", "Sister's Companion", "Brother Underpants" and "Artificial "Sister"... and the secret collection you showed me before you left..." It sounds stupid, but these names were forcefully given to her by Kirino with various excuses before, and they called it "" Learn about otaku culture" let her beat the game.
Every time he uttered a name, Kirino's expression became entangled. Ayase sighed in her heart that "there is something interesting", and at the same time said quite seriously: "Is it really okay to throw all these away?"
According to the memory of Ayase's original world, that is, the plot of the original work, Kirino should be extremely unwilling to throw away all the galgame and other collections at this time, but he just got into a dead end.
Knowing this, Ayase looked very solemn, hoping that Kirino could really see his heart clearly, and would not be more painful because of impulsiveness.
Originally, Ayase thought she was going to succeed.The tangled expression on Tong Nao's face cannot be faked, it is the expression that can only be shown when the real heart is fighting repeatedly.
"Suddenly doing such an abnormal thing, Black Cat, Saori and everyone are worried about you." So Ayase added fire, hoping to defeat Kirino's psychological defense line in one go.
Sure enough, the last sentence was like the straw that broke the camel's back.Although, the pressing direction is biased——
Under Ayase's surprised eyes, Kirino stood up abruptly, and shouted loudly: "So! So! Didn't I say it! Ayase just leave this matter alone!"
Like the sudden eruption of a volcano that has been silent for a long time, the explosive power of the eruption far exceeds that of frequent volcanoes.
"Just throw it all away!"
Kirino shouted loudly, as if he wanted to vent all the grievances and pressure he had suffered recently.Although it was obvious that she was the one who lost her temper, the tears couldn't stop rolling down her cheeks.
Kirino's chest heaved violently, and he stared at Ayase with red eyes.
After the initial outburst of anger, Ayase seems to be moving on to the perfectly innocent target of her own venting.A trace of panic flashed across Tong Nao's face, and he quickly explained: "Ah! I didn't, I didn't want to lose my temper with you... Yes, I'm sorry."
"It's really..." Ayase sighed, and stood up under Kirino's panicked eyes - in Kirino's view, Ayase was angry at her and wanted to leave.
"...It's not reassuring."
However, immediately after, Kirino only felt a pair of warm arms encircling her, and only then did she belatedly realize that she was embraced by Ayase.An unusually soft voice came from Ayase:
"It's okay, because it's Kirino, I will forgive you no matter what, this is Kirino's unique privilege with me."
Ayase patted Kirino's back lightly, and after the initial stiffness, Kirino's body in her arms gradually softened following her words.Afterwards, Ayase only felt her shoulders were slightly soaked by the warm liquid, and Kirino's choked voice was accompanied by:
"...If I don't do anything, the weakness in my heart will not disappear."
"Are you weak?" Ayase continued to hold Kirino, and started talking to her like this.
"That's right..." Although he couldn't see Ayase's expression, Kirino began to talk about what happened in a soft voice:
"I knew from the very beginning that my power could not be compared with these track and field athletes gathered from all over the world. But originally, I only participated in this study abroad program in order to accumulate experience and allow myself to grow. I also know that it is impossible for everything to go smoothly from the beginning... So, before coming here, I set a limit on myself."
"Restriction?" Since Kirino was finally willing to open up and tell his psychological experience during this period, Ayase naturally would not interrupt, so he asked cooperatively.
Just like what Ayase guessed at the beginning, Kirino has indeed got into a dead end again.In order to be able to motivate myself, I decided not to contact my friends until I beat the same player in the same training once in the official game.
"When I set the limit, I thought that as long as I worked hard, there would always be a chance to achieve it—it can be said to be a moderately difficult goal. I thought so at first. I also want to win immediately...and then report to everyone. What happened and apologize. But..." The next words became unclear because of the crying, but Ayase knew what happened after that.
— So far, there has been no victory.Originally thought to be a goal of moderate difficulty, it was only now discovered that it was hell difficulty.
"Actually, I'm used to this embarrassment, so it's okay, hehe." With a self-deprecating laugh, Kirino tried to make himself more energetic.However, she still couldn't make herself look free and easy, so her laughter became weaker and weaker.
"I'm also sorry for everyone. I'm to blame for this situation, right?"
"You idiot..." After hugging Kirino tightly, experiencing her sense of responsibility and determination, as well as the courage to break the boat, Ayase fell into a deep entanglement in confusion...
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2017年5月5日05:53:19
Full attendance... keep it! ! ! ! ! ! !
It seems that it will break 100 million words soon?There are more than 2000 words? ?
How about I write a side story later [funny]
Well, this is a late update from yesterday, sorry for the delay. 【bow
Because I was too tired yesterday, I slept until two o'clock and got up to write~
Then I'll go to bed first~ good night [or good morning?
Chapter 410 Shall we run together?
"Idiot..." Hugging Kirino tightly, Ayase murmured in her ear like a dream.Looking out of the window with complicated eyes, one hand caressed Kirino's hair unconsciously.
But... how can I make you understand that blindly suppressing your desires will not help you improve your grades?
Listening to Kirino's cry, Ayase deeply understood Kirino's determination to break the boat.But it is precisely because of this that Ayase is able to appreciate her mental pain even more.
——Although on the surface, Kirino can do everything perfectly, but he is by no means a strong person mentally.
In fact, an immature and vulnerable guy, so to speak.It's just that when you encounter unsatisfactory things, you will also feel frustrated.
It's like crying alone in the room after your mobile phone novel was plagiarized;
It was like beating the arcade machine in the game hall angrily after being denied by his father because of his interest in otaku.
But——her sense of responsibility and determination are exceptionally strong, a powerful soul capable of sustaining a fragile spirit.
For example, when Ayase was injured due to her own reasons, she could resolutely choose to move to Ayase's house to take care of her;
For example, when Ayase discovered the hobby of otaku, she was able to suppress her inner timidity and frankly said that neither party would give up.
It is precisely because of this courage to succeed no matter what, Kirino has overcome all difficulties and achieved his current success.
"I'm Kosaka Kirino!" This is often said by her, which seems to be a proud boast, but it also implies another meaning——
Because it is Kosaka Kirino, it will definitely succeed.
Because it is Kosaka Kirino, so it must be successful.
Apart from the courage brought by this name, Kirino couldn't think of any other way to make her greedily grasp everything she had so far.
Whether it's modeling work, hobbies, time spent with friends... everything Kirino wants.
But it is a process of allocating limited power, time, talent, etc., to multiple things with all the "desperate efforts" and carrying out the pain with a firm will.
It is precisely because both hands have firmly grasped what he firmly believes that Kirino will be depressed and sad, but he does not lack the courage to collide with the wall of sighs with his flesh and blood.
That's why Kosaka Kirino is now shining like a proud girl of heaven.
But now, such courage is useless, and it even has the opposite effect.
Use coercive means to suppress inner desires, just in exchange for one victory.The miserable reality of not achieving a single victory.The strong contrast between the two is like a wall of sighs that cannot be broken, causing Kirino to bruise his head, but he still has no hope of shaking the wall.
If this continues, both Kirino's mind and body will undoubtedly collapse.
It was also because she understood Kirino's subtext that Ayase fell into a deep entanglement in confusion.
Should Kirino be brought back like this?
Just like in the original plot, although Kyosuke is not here.But Ayase believed that Kirino would obediently go back with her if she spoke up.
After all, Ayase couldn't do what Kyosuke did to destroy the "determination to die" in Kirino's heart.Because of determination, once broken once, there will be a second and third time, and finally it will be completely gone.
Even in the original book, it was mentioned that Kirino surpassed Leah in the game before leaving after playing galgame.But in the final analysis, what made Kirino go back in the end was also because Kyosuke used his own feelings as a shackle, and firmly put it on Kirino.
However, in the final analysis, Kirino still has the right to choose, so...
"...Do you want to go back to the country with me?" Ayase asked, whispering softly in Kirino's ear.
"Don't!" Tong Nao replied without thinking, "If you say that kind of big talk so proudly, and then come to the United States to study for track and field, if you don't even do it for a month, you will find that it is still not good. In the end, you are going to flee back to Japan with your tail between your legs...?"
Although his tone had calmed down, Kirino's body was trembling in Ayase's embrace.
"How could I do that! It's so embarrassing! Even the youngest girl here is a big short of me... How can I apologize to those who lost to me in this country when I go back in this embarrassing situation?" Is that good?!" Kirino stubbornly pushed Ayase away, and glanced to the side.Hitting the wall vigorously with her fist, her face sullen in pain for a moment, then she shouted loudly to the air or to something: "They put their belief in winning on me! Shen Xia, Ayumi, Suguha! I have been through all the way to the present, and I am no longer representing myself!"
Kirino read out the names that Ayase had never heard before—probably all the friends she met in domestic track and field competitions. At the end, she was so emotional that she burst into tears, and couldn't hear the rest. name.
But Kirino's feelings were passed on to Ayase intact.
As I said before, apart from the strange determination that has supported Kirino until now, the rest is the same astonishing sense of responsibility.Letting Tong Nao go back like this is tantamount to breaking the persistence in her heart.
Perhaps the relationship with Ayase can fill this missing corner, and quickly become a new pillar in Kirino's heart-just like Kyosuke Kosaka did in the original book.
"But that...is not my way of doing things." Ayase murmured softly, her complicated eyes quickly became clear, and a determined expression burst out.
Learn from Kyosuke Kosaka's irresponsible solution?
What a joke.
Some things are worth risking everything to protect.Even if your teeth are broken, your knees are broken, and your head is bleeding, you must persevere to the end. It is called pride, and it is called winning.
It was a belief that Kyosuke Kosaka, who just wanted to be an ordinary person, could not understand at all.
But... everything that Kirino said and experienced, I can understand, I can understand.
because I am--
Aragaki Ayase.
"What?" Kirino subconsciously asked without hearing Ayase's murmur.
"It's nothing, I understand Kirino's mood." Ayase smiled and shook her head, although half of her current success is due to the original gift from Ayase, and half is due to the advantages brought by time travel.But understanding is understanding. Compared with Kosaka Kyosuke, Ayase understands Kirino's feelings better.
"In this case... don't stop father from throwing away those things when you go back." Kirino said in a low voice.
With a soft snort as if refusing, Ayase smiled and held out her hand to Kirino, "Shall we go for a run together?"
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Ah, there was something wrong in the middle of Ma De's writing, and the middle was obviously super cool, but the last [-] words were interrupted, so angry.
Then I looked, it seems that there is nothing to say?
Then prepare for the second update...
Oh yes, how many Ye shares did you buy? ? ? ? ?Why is it full of words and leaves?
There are still 248 characters and 100 million, I will write a 248-character fan story...
Chapter 410 Seven Kirino's Accident
"Shall we go for a run together?" Ayase said with a smile as she stretched out her hand to Kirino.
"Huh?" Tong Nai's red eye circles widened, he looked at a loss, and the momentum he had accumulated was also stopped.
The tears hanging from the corners of her eyes matched her stunned look, but it was a little less heavy and a little more funny.
"Huh? Let me say~ let's go~ run~ shall we?" Tilting her head cutely, Ayase said with a smile, "Is there anything incomprehensible?"
Ayase's act of acting cute did not dispel the doubt in Kirino's eyes, it might be better to say that the doubt light in her eyes was stronger than before.
Even though Kirino was thinking about it, he couldn't figure out what Ayase had just experienced, and suddenly his attitude took a 180-degree turn.He obviously persuaded her to go back to the country a few minutes ago, but in the blink of an eye, he went for a run with him again.
Has my ability to persuade others improved recently?
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