People in the original god, the innkeeper, oppressing his sister

As I said earlier, just good friends.

Gu Bai felt that once he closed his eyes, he could even guess Qin's reaction at that time.

Hearing my concern, I will thank you seriously, with a little formulaic behavior, but that is a habit I have developed since I was a child. After that, I still haven’t learned to cherish my body, and continue to work as hard as before.

She is actually a very stubborn person, once she decides on something, she will do it without hesitation.

But now, in front of me, this stubbornness has disappeared.

Ever since he found out that Qin replaced the refreshing coffee with black tea, this expected relationship of "good friends" has changed.

It is really hard to give birth to the meaning of rejection.

She is almost synonymous with perfection.

Rigorous and principled in work, gentle and considerate in life, generous and friendly, etc., there are a lot of similar advantages.

Gu Bai still remembers the first time he saw Qin, he was lying on the bed, Qin performed a knightly salute, told him to rest in peace and recuperate, and then cleaned up the shards of glass.

Just like a breeze in the afternoon, it can bring the temperature of the sun.

And for this kind of her, it seems that she can take it easy in the face of any difficulty, let alone such trivial matters as interpersonal communication.

But Gu Bai also slowly realized that this understanding was wrong.

Actually dealing with her, you will feel comfortable, but it will inevitably be a little boring, because she is like this to most people-

Polite but not too close.

Yes, she is polite, gentle, and considerate, whether people like it or admire her, but it is difficult to give birth to the meaning of intimacy.

The same is true of the wind, it is very refreshing when it brushes your cheeks, but you can't grasp its existence no matter what.

For example, Amber, whenever he lifts the piano, although his words are full of trust, there is also unconscious tension hidden.

When getting along with Qin, she always put on a chuckle, but you would rather see other expressions on her face.

That unmistakable smile is like a thin film that separates your relationship.

This may not be her original intention, or in other words, she is actually troubled by it.

Because I pay too much attention to my responsibilities, sometimes I can't help but suppress the true thoughts in my heart.Some emotions are difficult to express directly.

On the one hand, it is the heavy responsibility of the acting head, on the other hand, the current situation in Mond, and on the other hand, the family's sustenance, so there is no room for a moment of relaxation.

She has been walking on thin ice like this, and after getting along for a long time, she will find that Qin is not such a "perfect" person as she imagined.

In addition to the identity of the head of Qin, there is another side, that Qin who is a girl.

Like any other girl of the same age, she also has her own troubles and concerns.

And this side can only be seen in a few people.

For example, Keli, after this little guy got into trouble, it’s not a lie to be angry, she will really raise her eyebrows and give a serious lecture;

You know, even when other adult knights made mistakes, she rarely showed this gesture.

Although my heart softens every time, it is enough to quietly release Keli from the confinement room.

Then hold the little guy in his arms, take out the candy that has been kept in the drawer, or hum a song softly, trying hard to coax him well.

Once he bumped into the scene, he felt a little funny, and wanted to say:

Obviously you were the one who made her cry, but now you have to coax her yourself. If I had known this, I wish I hadn’t used such a harsh tone at the time. It’s really contradictory.

But contradictions belong to contradictions, but they are also a manifestation of intimacy.

If she really wanted to be strict, she wouldn't give Keli a chance to sneak out;

And the candy in the drawer. He didn't know that Jean had a candy hobby.

Maybe even Qin didn't realize that in front of Keli, she was like a sister who was crazy because of her naughty child, often getting headaches with anger, but helpless.

And Lisa, only when the two of them are alone, Qin will take off her disguise, revealing a little tiredness and confusion.

If one day the deputy chief appears in the clothing store, Lisa will definitely be found beside her.

This is because the other party finally pulled Qin out to go shopping.

And the topics they always talk about, besides work, are interesting novels, recent trends, delicious food in the city and new pizza places.

Sometimes she would be teased by Lisa, and then she would refute with a blushing face, and if she couldn't explain it, she would put on the airs of the acting team leader to suppress others.

He remembered that he heard Lisa mention why Qin asked her to help bring breakfast when she was so busy. In fact, it was to let Qin go out for a walk more, not because of laziness.

Of course, all the words uttered by this witch lady with a smile are true and false.

In short, as a friend, she is more like an immature younger sister, being taken care of by Lisa.

Speaking of Barbara, when facing this real sister, her generosity and consideration were completely forgotten.

When the two meet each other, they often don't know what to say, and they often have a tense face and strike up a conversation without saying a word.

Afterwards, she always regrets her performance, but when they meet next time, she becomes overwhelmed again.

Such a Qin, in his mind, is actually cuter than the perfect acting head.

Gu Bai thought of himself again.

If there is no what happened that night, Gu Bai can almost be sure that the polite and distanced relationship is inevitable.

But it happened.

With a little dramatic color, during Qin's most confused and weak period, he broke into her day-to-day life.

He remembered that Qin liked to read romance novels.

The girl who longs for love but doesn't necessarily know what love is, feels flustered by a strange emotion, but subconsciously moves closer to herself.

But that's about it.

The two saw another possibility that existed in the future.

Maybe it was not ready, maybe it was not expecting, and then each took a step back.

During the whole process, even if one person takes the initiative, different results will be produced.

But the harp didn't;

Neither did he.

Everything ended like this.

She might not be ready yet.

Gu Bai thought quietly.

Although it is cruel to say this, when she is seriously considering how to prepare and try to find a solution for this future;

When you are fascinated by memories, reminisce in haze, and chuckle in longing;

The relationship is over.

He remembered that afternoon, when he and Qin walked out of the church, talking about that really stupid plan, he picked up a dandelion on the ground, blew it away, and blew it away.

The white fluff was riding the wind and flew smoothly into the sky. He looked at Qin's side face and sincerely hoped that she would become more relaxed like those seeds.

The wind also blew up her hair, and he looked up at the sky, remembering the weather that day.

The light is bright, the sky is cloudless, and there is a breeze on the cheek, which is very impressive.

deep impression……

"It turns out...that's it."

After a long time, he said to himself.

It wasn't that the weather was so good that day that made it impressive.

He originally thought that what he remembered was the wind at that moment.

In fact, it was in the flying dandelions that I saw her smile.

The wind lifted her hair;

So by the way, I remembered the wind.

That's it.

But that's all.

Afterwards, they met Wendy who was making fun of her. Wendy sang a love poem, and the two looked at each other.

In this silence, all haziness and heartbeat end without a problem.

Only then did Gu Bai understand the choice made that day.

I understood why Qin at that time was acting uncharacteristically, why she blushed after saying a few words, and why she showed a girlish posture.

she……

In fact, he was waiting for himself.

She clumsily wanted to get closer to herself, and made up her mind to reveal the feelings in her heart. With the joy and panic, she watched silently from the side with gentle eyes and listened to what she said;

Also waiting to say something.

And himself, he didn't actually say anything.

He always thinks that the future is very long, and many things can be decided later, so he actively pressed the pause button.

But that's not a pause.

Pressing pause in the only one chance is equivalent to——

End.

He can wait, he is a carefree person, free to go to any place, and has enough time to think.

But Qin is different, she shoulders the whole city, companions and family, she has no room to wait.

Perhaps it was due to mustering up her courage, or perhaps it was because she was always restrained that she decided to be willful for a while;

She gave herself the power to choose.

And myself...

Gu Bai still remembers a scene:

It was in the church room, sitting on a chair by myself, turning my back;

Qin was originally lying on the bed, but she didn't know when it turned into lying down. She curled up under the quilt, put her hands on her chest, buried half of her pretty face on the pillow, and looked at herself with light blue eyes. He shook his head so drastically, then tugged at the corner of his clothes.

And he was trying to say something to defuse the awkward atmosphere at the time.

At that time, he didn't realize that some unspoken words had been frozen in that sunny afternoon together with this soft memory.

He suddenly understood.

What I am doing now is not a choice;

But remember.

Remembering the heart of a girl named Qin, who passed away quietly.

Qin chose to retreat because of his attitude. She is a calm and rational person. Since she couldn't wait for him, she chose the former between work and personal.

After that day, the girl named Qin had disappeared. She cleaned up her loss, put on her uniform, tied her ponytail, and became the acting head of the West Wind Knights again.

He naively thought that he was going to choose the more important one and take it seriously.

in fact.

This possibility has long since disappeared.

Gu Bai suddenly felt a little congested in his chest.

He thought of the countless nights spent together.

Think of that Qin who likes to nibble on the fork when eating pizza;

The lute that takes the black coffee late at night;

The Qin who almost didn't stand still, and bowed her head sullenly on the sofa;

That Qin who blushed and took the game seriously, faltered and said "one child is enough";

The Qin who leaned on it with him through the door under the moonlight, listening to each other's breathing...