Gu Bai shook his head, he thought he would ask a simple question, but when he said it, he inexplicably remembered those bouquets.
He remembered that after Qin went out, she went to the flower shop to buy flowers. She didn't have the ability to have space, and when she came back, those bouquets disappeared.
Thinking of this, Yu Guangyun from the corner of his eyes saw Qin exhale lightly, perhaps because he felt relieved because he didn't ask.
And Qin seemed to have misunderstood something, feeling the other person's gaze had been on her, she turned her face away unconsciously, and then pointed to her cheek with embarrassment in her tone:
"Usually I seldom wear makeup, and I'm not used to it yet."
"……very beautiful."
After a while, Gu Bai said softly.
He had thought about what the first words would be when the two met, and there were many answers, but he never thought that it would be a faint compliment.
It's like seeing a pretty girl at a ball and walking up to say hello politely.
Some things suddenly changed at a certain point, and he didn't know the reason for the change. No, to be precise, he knew the reason. It was because he didn't do well. What really made him lose his mind was why? become like this.
He had imagined what Qin's reaction would be, such as not knowing how to speak, the atmosphere would be tense at that time; even lost and dissatisfied, but the current relationship was beyond his understanding.
But it would be ridiculous to discuss "knowledge" at this time. Before she met, she still had 19 years of her own life, and he hadn't participated in it.
--very beautiful.
So, that's all it seems to say.Especially after seeing Qin being smashed by something.
Gu Bai lowered his eyes and added another sentence:
"Of course, she's always pretty."
"Really, thank you." Qin Wenyan smiled slightly.
After saying this, there was another silence between the two of them.
It can be seen that she is trying to say something, so as not to make the atmosphere dignified, and her caring voice rang in her ear: "I forgot to ask you just now, have you eaten yet?"
"I ate already, how about you?"
Gu Bai remembered the way she hurried in from the outside, "If you haven't eaten yet, I have something to eat here, although it's cold, it's wrapped..."
"I've eaten it too, outside." Qin didn't know what to think of, but it should be something to be happy about, she said with a chuckle, and shared with him: "It's grilled mushroom pizza, it was almost sold out." Finished."
"...Really, just eat it."
"Well, luckily, if we hadn't lined up in advance, it would probably be the same as before."
Talking about this matter made the strangeness between the two of them less, and Qin went to the desk: "Wait a minute, I'll make coffee."
As she spoke, she opened the cupboard and found the cup on the upper shelf, "Which flavor do you want, I remember you don't like too sweet..."
"no need."
Qin stopped the movements in his hands and looked at him.
"Actually, I want to talk to you about something." He put his hands on his knees: "I won't stay long, I just want to say something."
"Hmm." Not surprised, Qin just nodded her chin, sat on the sofa opposite him, holding a cup in her hand: "I will listen carefully."
"First of all, it was the time at Snow Mountain. I always wanted to thank you for this incident. If you hadn't arrived in time, I was sure I would have died there."
"Since you're back, don't mention the near-death thing." Qin shook her head and asked with concern, "Is your injury healed?"
"It's all ready."
"That's good, I'm still worried that it will leave hidden wounds."
"Well... and what happened later, no matter what the reason was, I had better thank you personally because I came back, but it has been delayed until now, because I didn't do well, so, I……"
Qin listened quietly, until she saw that he opened his mouth but never waited for the next text, then asked softly: "What's wrong?"
"……Feel sorry."
"I saw that note." Qin changed the topic: "It's just because something happened that day, I wasn't here, and I came back after you left."
"And...you don't have to worry, my work has been going well recently, there is nothing abnormal in the city, and my life is much more regular than before."
She paused, and comforted: "The reason why I said this is that I want to say that you don't need to apologize."
"That was my own decision. I didn't think too much about the consequences at the time. If I wanted to do it, I did it. I will reflect on it afterwards, but it has nothing to do with anyone. You don't need to blame yourself for it."
She said slowly in a soft tone:
"Besides, I thought about it at the moment before departure. No matter what the result is, I will bear it myself. Besides, I have never regretted it."
"Maybe."
Gu Bai leaned on the sofa:
"But if I say that, it's my own choice that I want to ask you to apologize and thank you, and it has nothing to do with other people. I have to say whether you need it or not."
"Fortunately, I have finished speaking. Before, I always felt that I didn't know how to speak, but now I find it very simple to say it."
He hesitated for a moment, then said:
"Actually, I've been looking for you all afternoon."
"I?"
Qin was stunned.
"It's a pity that I haven't been able to find it. If you didn't come back at night, I guess I will wait for you to go to work at the gate of the Knights tomorrow morning."
Gu Bai made a joke, but there was no smile on his face, he thought for a while:
"To tell you the truth, I thought it was me that caused you to not want to meet for the time being, but I thought you wouldn't have that kind of personality, but I couldn't find you. Now that I chatted, I found that you don't have that personality." mean."
After speaking, he looked at Qin.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to avoid you, but..."
Jean lowered her eyes:
"Because there is something very important to do."
"Important matter?" Gu Bai looked at Qin's skirt subconsciously, and explained: "I don't doubt your words, but... I'm a little curious."
"I know."
Qin smiled and said softly:
"But the important things are not necessarily work matters. As you said before, in addition to the role of acting team leader, there is another side in life. I also have my own private affairs to deal with."
"So that's the case. When I saw you coming in just now, I was still wondering what you were doing. I've never seen it before."
Qin Wenyan thought about it seriously: "It really hasn't happened."
"Speaking of which, are they new friends? But Lisa and the others are all in the Knights today, I have seen them, and I also..."
"Sorry." Qin suddenly interrupted him. This was an apology she had said countless times today.
Then she looked directly at Gu Bai, her voice was a little low, and she said slowly with an abnormal posture: "Although it may be a bit abrupt to say this, but..."
"Could you please stop talking about it."
"I……"
Gu Bai stopped what he was saying, and froze on the sofa for a moment.
"I'm going to be very troubled."
It took him a while to come back to his senses, and he even suspected that he had misheard Qin's words, "...I'm not interfering in your affairs, I'm sorry if I ignored your feelings somewhere."
Qin stopped looking at him, but stood up, walked to the window sill, bit her lips tightly, as if she had made up her mind: "Actually, it's for a friend... probably a friend."
"This matter is very important to him, and it is very important to me. It can be traced back to the beginning of our acquaintance..."
Her reflection was reflected in the glass, the light blue long dress, the delicate pretty face, the carefully drawn eyebrows, and the crystal lip gloss, which were worn away due to hard work.
"Actually, all this today is for him. I originally wanted to avoid you, but... when you came back, you happened to be standing in front of the door."
After Qin finished speaking, she pushed open the window, and the night wind blew her hair away:
"I don't think I can hide some things from you, and I... don't want to hide from you either. He means a lot to me. Most importantly, this may be the last chance."
"You know, I just said that the decision I made has nothing to do with other people, that's not really what I thought, the first few days I thought you would come, every night like now, standing in front of the window , Guessing whether you were teleported to the top floor of the Knights, or slowly walked over, but I haven’t waited until now, and I wondered if your ability has not recovered.”
"I'm not waiting for your thanks or apology, I just want to see you, but..."
She did not go on.
"I understand that you also have your own difficulties. I'm not dissatisfied, but it's true that I'm a little bit disappointed, but... sorry, these words are self-willed, but I can only tell you."
She shook her head and curled a strand of hair with her fingers:
"If we had met earlier, maybe it would have been different, maybe this conversation wouldn't have happened, but what if."
"But no matter what, I tried my best."
"There is one last sentence, I have long wanted someone to tell you, no matter whether you appeared in front of me at that time, no matter what kind of result I ushered in, whether it was joy, loss or dissatisfaction, and no matter what will happen in the future How... this sentence has never changed."
Qin turned around, and the wrinkled skirt was also blown by the wind, looked at Gu Bai's face, and said softly in a relieved tone:
"For me, it would be nice if you could come back."
……
"For me, it would be nice if you could come back."
The voice seemed to melt into the wind, and after she finished speaking, Qin walked to the sofa and sat down, completely different from the acting head in her impression.
The time passed in silence, and finally, she said: "I'm in a bad state today, can you give me some more time...I know there are many things you don't understand, but I will explain clearly...I promise."
"I see, is there anything else to say?"
"Sorry, I can't tell you more facts."
In this case, he felt that there was no need for him to stay.
In fact, he thought that Qin still had something to say, but the truth is, he didn't.
"I probably understand what you mean. I wish you the desired result...and, good night."
As he said that, he stood up and deliberately avoided the glass when he went out, because he didn't want to see his expression at this time.
Qin stood at the door, looking a little hesitant.
"Go back and rest."
Gu Bai said without looking back, "No matter what you think, I'm very sorry for what happened before, although it's too late."
He waved his hand into the darkness.
Go up the stairs, step up step by step, and stop at the corner for a while.
Leaning against the wall, he raised his head and looked into the darkness in front of him.
After stopping like this for a while, he then walked up and down, stopping and going, until he came to the corridor on the second floor.
His mind was messed up, and if there was an endless staircase, he thought he could probably walk it forever.
what are you thinking...
Don't think about anything.
All he wanted to do now was to go back to the house, lie on the bed and close his eyes.
He probably understood what Qin meant, but he didn't understand why it was so sudden.
Possessiveness at work?
Who knows.
The emotion of regret has long been lingering in his heart. He was in the tent at that time. If he had already felt it once, he didn't want to feel it again.
It is true that I feel a little uncomfortable, but the loss and sadness are still not counted.
Perhaps it was because he had prepared in his heart at that time, but what happened now just verified his conjecture.
Well, it seems that there are not so many opportunities for him to save time.
What's more, he had already made a choice in advance.
Gu Bai opened the window distractedly, and blew the night breeze for a while like learning the piano, his thinking became much clearer.
Still can't help thinking about it.
After thinking about it, he found that the deepest emotion in his heart was guilt.
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