Yukinoshita Yukino has 3 minutes to die

She even forgot where she was.

who you are.

But a warm pink glow.It covered the entire tent, and the moment she opened her eyes, she was completely shocked.

The tent was pulled open, and the door was opposite the river.At this moment, the opposite side of the river was as bright as day.The brilliant incandescent lamp is like a little sun in the night, gently shining on everything.

Because of the incandescent light, the whole river can be seen clearly.There are brilliant cherry blossoms everywhere.There are flying petals everywhere.The white light shines through the leaves of the cherry tree, becoming pink and clear and transparent.

The entire long river seemed to be set on fire by the cherry blossoms, making [Miyazono Kaoru]'s subconscious heart beat.

"Across the river is the commercial street. Every night at 8 o'clock, the lights are turned on. This river will become a river of cherry blossoms,"

The burning cherry blossoms, the burning river, and the burning heart.

[Miyazono Kaoru] I feel that the pupils can't help but get wet. The gift from nature is really touching.

This shock is only temporary, what makes [Miyazono Kaoru]'s heart beat even more.

A violin piece played.

It's her violin.

She also recognized the tone of this little mention.

——It's "The Moonlight Is So Beautiful".

Chapter 43 Abandon reason

The moonlight is so beautiful.

[Miyazono Kaoru] I still know.

In ancient Japan, so far away, Natsume Soseki was an English teacher in a school. At that time, he was telling a love article and asked to translate "I love you" into Japanese. At this time, a student said "I love you" , but Natsume Suishi said that such a translation is too impersonal.

So he gave an answer that is very characteristic of Neon people.

——The moonlight is so beautiful.

The essence of oriental expression is implicit, euphemistic, and imperceptible.Therefore, the unique feelings of the oriental people have reached the extreme at this moment.This allusion has also become a famous allusion sung throughout the world, [Miyazono Kaoru] could not have known about it.

This allusion has also been changed into a song, [Miyazono Kaoru] once heard this song a long time ago-it is euphemistic and beautiful, with twists and turns.On the extreme of introversion, it has achieved a deeper level of emotion.

The moonlight is beautiful.

Life is reserved.

I stand with you.

I love you.

These words kept colliding in [Miyazono Kaoru]'s head, and the man who made her feel these emotions was standing beside the pink and glittering cherry blossom river, playing an unprecedented violin.

All human beings have developed the so-called art in the historical trend, and the music that makes people very moving is the fourth art. [Miyazono Kaoru] What I heard today was an ode to joy.

Her brain was buzzing.

Now unusually complicated emotions came to her heart.

She is not emotionally moved now.

Not like it either.

Not even hot love.

Her current inner emotion, without a doubt - is guilt.It is the guilt from the bottom of my heart, the most genuine guilt from her.In this dream, it was the first time for her to burst out with such uncontrollable emotions, which swept her heart like a blazing flame.

She suddenly realized one thing.

Whether it's Ogiso snow vegetables or not.

Or Touma and yarn.

The body of [Miyazono Kaoru] that I am using now is also good.

They are for purpose and calculation, for their own wishes.They all chose to use Yosuke Koyama.Koyama Yosuke is not a machine, not a prop, nor an object, he is a human being with flesh and blood, he is a living person with feelings and hatred.

In the real world, Koyama Yosuke just had a complicated relationship with Yukinoshita Yukino and Kasumigaoka Shiwa, and it was difficult to make a choice. He had already hesitated in the complicated and unacceptable abyss.At this time, Touma Hesha suddenly appeared and asked him to help save his mother.

How painful he was at this time.

How difficult is it?

She hadn't thought of it.

I am so shameless.

Throw a guy who has just been hurt emotionally, delete his memory and throw it into a dream.Then she comforted herself, saying that she would help Ogiso Yukina attack him, and use it to appease the feelings on his hand.

but……

Why should she arrange and appease other people's feelings independently?

Why did she decide to help Koyama Yosuke on her own?

?

Doesn't Koyama Yosuke himself have the ability of an adult?

In the final analysis, everything is an excuse—everything is just a lie fabricated by Touma Kazusa in order to treat her mother. This lie is used to convince Koyama Yosuke, Ogiso Yukina, and Yukinoshita Yang Nai.

— also used to convince herself.

Convince her that she is helping others out of integrity and kindness.

but……

no doubt.

She is hypocritical.

If Yosuke Koyama's so-called method of treating her mother doesn't work, then Yosuke Koyama will undoubtedly become her venting bucket, and she may even break up with Yosuke Koyama - but she never thought about it, all of this... …

——What kind of pain did Koyama Yosuke bear.

No matter who it is, it is difficult to move forward on the rough road.This is true of Touma Kazusa, and the same is true of Koyama Yosuke.She who has been alone for more than ten years and has lost her mother's company should understand this feeling best.

But because of her hypocrisy, she tried every means to deceive herself, and she let Koyama Yosuke bear all this.

This is not a discovery of conscience.

But here, Koyama Yosuke is willing to help her complete a false lie.She just felt guilty.

In fact, she should have discovered these things a long time ago, it's just that she controlled herself rationally and didn't let her speak out.But at this moment, because of Yosuke Koyama's relationship, she lost her sanity, and her closed emotions suddenly erupted, which broke her heart.

The song is over.

The sound of the violin is as warm as gentle flowers in spring, and the east wind blowing gently under the summer sunset.

"How is it? Are you satisfied with today's drama?"

"This is a secret base that I have been hiding for a long time. Until now, only I know about it, and no one else knows. I want to tell you today that I hope you can be a little bit braver. At least you won't be crushed by fate."

Koyama Yosuke walked to her side and said softly.

He still has a great affection for this girl, although she rejected her, but the affection still lingers.After all, for him, this girl is the first person he likes in his life, so he has a strong affection for her that will never go away.At this time, I suddenly heard that the girl was going to die. Although I didn't know if it was a lie or not, what was the girl's inner thoughts.

But Yosuke Koyama would rather believe in what he has than in nothing.

Even if it was a lie, Koyama Yosuke decided to let her see the hope of life, the beauty of life, and the beauty of love.

Anyway, this is not cheating yourself of money.

He would rather believe that it was true.

"Ah."

"I'm very happy... I'm also very satisfied... I feel very happy... I'm so... Thank you... Thank you so much." She murmured and couldn't speak, and the words she said were intermittent, Difficulty expressing one's feelings.

Her voice is like the snow water that has just melted in spring, or the thin ice that has just broken in winter, which makes people's hearts tremble.

The same is true for Yosuke Koyama.

"Really? Since you feel very happy, then I am very happy." Koyama Yosuke smiled frankly.

Handed [Miyazono Kaoru] the soda in his hand, and then called [Miyazono Kaoru] to sit beside him.

"From 8:10 p.m. to [-]:[-] p.m., the lights of the opposite commercial street will never go dark. Neon lights of various colors are intertwined and become the most beautiful dream. And the afterglow of the neon lights on the opposite bank When illuminated here, through the cherry blossom trees, the lights of various colors will turn into the colors of cherry blossoms of various degrees, deep and light, light and deep. It makes people feel ambiguous and heart-stirring.”

Yosuke Koyama took a sip of soda.

At this time, of course, it is best to have wine.

But obviously, Yosuke Koyama and [Miyazono Kaoru] are still minors and cannot drink alcohol.Moreover, the illness on 【Miyazono Kaoru】may be aggravated by drinking alcohol, so Yosuke Koyama didn't intend to let her drink alcohol.

A bottle of soda is more than enough.

[Miyazono Kaoru] silently opened her red lips, and took a sip of the soda.The smell of soda rushed straight into her brain, making her suddenly speechless.

She looked at Yosuke Koyama who was smiling in front of her eyes.She wants to express something, but she doesn't know what she should express.All kinds of emotions are intertwined, as if all kinds of herbs are intertwined.

The boiled soup has a bitter taste, but it is so sweet.

This guy……

In fact, he is also very handsome.

Her head was dizzy, and the complicated emotions in her heart made her head even more chaotic.

She only knows one thing now, the boy in front of her is obviously showing love to her.Although this love was born of a false scheme, who can say clearly about feelings?

She suddenly realized.

When true feelings appear, no matter how false the scheme is, it will eventually become true love.

guilt...

hesitate……

love...

These emotions were crowded into her head in a chaotic way, and now she couldn't think calmly like usual.She raised her head and looked at the boy who was looking into the distance.The light of the cherry blossoms dyed his cheeks red, and the distance between the two of them was so close that even the breath she exhaled could reach Koyama Yosuke's face.

Her brain short circuited.

The positive and negative poles are connected together.

A violent electric spark was generated.

She stretched out her hand out of nowhere, and hugged Koyama Yosuke's waist.

It is not accurate to say that it is hugging - it is more accurate to say that it is encircling, the two hands are like the grass rings lightly woven in the summer night, with an indescribable mint smell, and they fit together ambiguously .

She didn't realize what she had done until the fingers of her soft hands were clasped tightly together.

The back of the man in front of me is very thick, so thick that it makes people feel warm and heart-wrenching. Her face is burning, and the words on the text seem to be unable to express her feelings. This complicated feeling unspeakable.

All she could hear now was the beating of her heart.

This kind of beating is too violent, this feeling is too surging.

Her heart really couldn't bear this kind of emotion, her brain, her heart, and her inexplicable heart were all firmly grasped by the fiery emotions.

I really want to keep hugging.

I really want to rub him into my body! !

—but obviously it can't be done.

But her reason is warning herself that she has always been a calm person.So her rationality grabbed her hands, trying to get her hands off Koyama Yosuke's waist.

She needs to become more sober.

Don't be fooled by the man in front of you.

however……

Her slender hands did not let go of Yosuke Koyama's waist, but gripped it even tighter.

Because another hand grabbed her hand.

Don't let her loose.

It's Yosuke Koyama.

After the soft palm was grasped by the man's generous palm, it was difficult to break free.Koyama Yosuke is very powerful, at least stronger than her now.