Yukinoshita Yukino has 3 minutes to die

"Actually, it's okay to talk about my past."

[Miyazono Kaoru]: ...

It is said that women like half-hearted, why does this guy look more half-hearted than she looks?

Are you a man or woman?

However, she didn't say those words out of her mouth.

Forget it...

Just say it.

It's fake anyway.

It is the memory in this dream.

"My childhood was spent in solitude. Although my parents were very kind to me, they often traveled on business trips for several months due to work reasons. When I was a child, I could only stand alone on the windowsill, at sunset Looking at the end of the street, imagining that one day, my parents will be able to come back from the other side of the sunset."

"It's back, it's back."

"What came back was nothing but bad news—on the way back, my father was driving fatigued, causing the car to overturn, and my parents died in the sea of ​​fire."

Koyama Yosuke's words were indifferent, as if he was not talking about his own affairs.

And [Miyazono Kaoru]'s heart seemed to be grabbed by a hand, and there was a sharp pain in his heart.

This guy……

Isn't this a dreamland?

Isn't this a false reality?

Why does my heart hurt so violently?

"Before my father left, he insured the insurance company. So I got a large amount of inheritance and compensation, and it can even be said that I have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of my life."

"However, material comfort cannot satisfy spiritual needs. It is normal for people to pursue food and clothing in this world—but when food and clothing are completely satisfied, human beings will be on the verge of facing spiritual needs. exhaustion above."

"And losing my parents was just so depleted."

Koyama Yosuke said lightly.

There was no force of shock in his words, no passion that entered the heart.Not to mention exciting.

But don't know why.

[Miyazono Kaoru] suddenly tore a small hole in his heart.

because……

Touma and yarn in the real world.

Such is her life.

My father is missing, and my mother is away all year round.Although she didn't need to worry about food and clothing, it caused a spiritual emptiness.The spiritual emptiness is like the sword of Damocles hanging above the head, which makes people feel sad and pitiful.

At that time she...

"I met music." Koyama Yosuke said.

He suddenly interrupted Touma and Sha's memories.

"Actually, music didn't move me much. When the keyboard was lightly sounding on my fingers, and when I heard various notes jumping out of the instrument, I didn't feel happy and joyful. Sad mourning."

——“But somehow, I feel a vent.”

"If you press down with one finger, you can get the feedback of one note. If you press down with 10 fingers, you can get the feedback of 10 different notes. When your fingers are dancing, you can get a combination of various notes. Feedback."

"I think this incident is a very incredible incident."

"I never felt that the music I played was good, and I never thought that those staffs were obsessive. Now that I think about it, I just regard these things as a game, a key that can be played with my fingers. Games that get feedback."

"That's why I became what you see."

"Too neat—that means that the way I express my feelings is to engrave my feelings on notes that are absolutely standard and without a trace of error."

"But you don't understand what I said."

"Your life must be passionately devoted to music."

"A guy like me who uses music as a prop to vent his emotions must be despised by those of you who love music."

……

Yosuke Koyama said a lot.

He himself didn't even know what he said, just opened his mouth, and the words flowed out naturally.It's as if human breathing is born naturally, so he said these words naturally.

Not his will, not his heart, but his instinct.

And [Miyazono Kaoru] leaned against Yosuke Koyama.

Then breathe quietly.

"call……"

"Boom..."

"Dong dong..."

"Whoosh..."

This time.

She heard the sound of Yosuke Koyama's heart.

Not only the sound of his heart, but also the sound of his breathing, the sound of his own heart, the sound of his own breathing, the sound of the gurgling river outside, the sound of cherry blossom petals falling outside the tent - and the bustling commercial street opposite. The human voice seemed to pour into her ears.

It's not music.

But also music.

This is not music that humans can make.

But it is music made by nature.

And in this symphony, Yosuke Koyama's words became the main tone of the symphony.

——Because, I live like this too.

【Miyazono Kaoru】Suddenly wanted to answer this way.

She wanted to answer Koyama Yosuke as Touma Kazusa, not as [Miyazono Kaoru].Touma Kazusa experienced the same things as Koyama Yosuke, but the two took a different path.

Koyama Yosuke's parents died, and music became part of his outlet.

As for Touma Kazusa, her mother was alive. In order to surpass that indifferent guy, she put all her feelings, beliefs and thoughts into music.

Both of them regard music as the sustenance of their feelings, but the paths they take are completely different.

But even if the paths of the two people are completely different, the hatred for this world and the longing for the beauty of human nature are surging in the bone marrow.

The roads between them are different, so they are not the same kind of people.

But the end point between them is the same, they are moving towards the same goal, so they are the same kind of people.

Distinguishing people and using different categories to classify what kind of person this person belongs to are all derived from human subjective ideas.

In the concept of Touma Kazusa, she and Koyama Yosuke are the same kind of people.

Since it is a type of person.

Then it's okay to hug each other to keep warm.

So she turned her body.

Gently stretched out his arms, encircling Koyama Yosuke.

"Is this still crowded?"

There was no trace of blush on her face, her eyes were extremely calm and soft.

Koyama Yosuke was taken aback.

"Squeeze, of course squeeze."

You hugging me still belongs to the space of two people. Since it is a space for two people, it is of course crowded in the tent.

"Squeeze you and bear with me."

[Miyazono Kaoru]'s tone is unquestionable, but her body subconsciously leans against Koyama Yosuke.

"Nowadays……"

"I'm very happy."

"Today's Sakura River is very beautiful, and the tune you played is also very nice. I will remember this place and come to visit every spring—the premise is that if I am still here next spring."

"Can you come with me tomorrow night?"

"I want to take you to a place."

"I've wanted to go to that place for a long time, but because I'm a girl, I'm afraid to go alone. It has been abandoned for a long time, but if you are my boyfriend, you can still protect me, and I think I have Dare to go."

Feeling the hot air from [Miyazono Kaoru]'s soft lips on his neck, Yosuke Koyama was a little dazed.

He was not affected by this ambiguous situation.

"Why not during the day? I can skip classes during the day."

"There are special circumstances tonight, because you can only see the Cherry Blossom River at night. That's why I brought you here for camping tonight."

[Miyazono Kaoru] lowered her eyelids.

She did not speak.

Or maybe she was thinking of an excuse.

After all, during the day, she is Touma Kazusa, who has a bad relationship with Koyama Yosuke.Koyama Yosuke can skip class, so she can't skip class, right?

She doesn't care much about the school in the dream, but once she skips classes, it is easy to directly expose the fact that Touma Kazusa is [Miyazono Kaoru], and her plans will be completely disrupted in the future.

however.

Before she could figure out her excuse.

Yosuke Koyama suddenly pressed her hand with his palm.

Her hands were wrapped around Yosuke Koyama, placed on Yosuke Koyama's waist, and Yosuke Koyama could easily touch her hand.

"You don't need to explain. I believe you have something to hide. Since you said that you will take me to that place tomorrow night, then tomorrow night will be fine. There is no problem on my side, as long as your parents agree."

His voice was so soft that [Miyazono Kaoru] thought it was.

The Koyama Yosuke I was holding was not the real Koyama Yosuke.

"After all, we are lovers now..."

"Isn't it natural for lovers to be considerate and respect each other?"

Chapter 46 Hugging and Sleeping

what……

correct.

He and she are currently lovers.

The so-called lovers should be people who understand each other.

She almost forgot.

Obviously, in the process of getting along with this guy, there is no such thing as a lover, but at this time, this guy can be so serious.Seriously tell her that the two of us are lovers.

"You really don't want to get to the bottom of it?"

She hugged Yosuke Koyama, her palms intertwined, and her thumbs rubbed subconsciously.

She was a little uneasy.

She is afraid of her true identity being discovered.

"The moment I promised you, I became your lover."

"In the end, I was the first to confess. Since I like you, then I must respect you."