"Yataka, don't do this."
Still silent.
Bai Heling felt a little regretful, did she talk too much?
Or, she did something wrong.
"Yataka, say something, don't keep silent."
……
until a long time.
Yan Baying finally took one look at her, and opened his mouth hesitantly.
"Sooner or later, I will leave."
said it.
After many considerations and struggles, Yan Baying chose to face the reality bravely.
Because he didn't expect that when everyone is the happiest and feels that life is the best, he will suddenly experience the feeling of losing everything suddenly, which is a very painful thing.
Yan Baying once thought that he was used to it and he was fine.
until today.
Until now.
He just found out——
When he re-enters his emotions and integrates into a real life, the scar that was cut in the past will immediately start to ache, like countless shackles, tightly chaining him in the dark depths of hell .
If he has never seen the light, he will never yearn for the light.
-
Yan Baying gritted his teeth, showing a trace of unwillingness.
This feeling of being powerless and being manipulated and monitored from beginning to end made him angry, angered him, but also made him despair.
He didn't want to look at the photo album any more.
However, the hand that was about to close the album was suddenly held tightly by Bai Heling, and a warm feeling came from her white and silky skin, breaking some of the shackles on Yan Baying's body at this moment.
Do not know why.
He didn't want to look into Bai Heling's eyes, but he was...frightened again.
"It's useless, I don't want to throw cold water on you, but it's the truth.—I suddenly appeared in your life, and I will disappear in your life just as suddenly, and forever... So, please don't show that again ..., such a happy expression..."
"Eight Eagles."
"Promise me that if that day does come, don't be sad, don't care, and move on with your life."
"Eight Eagles!"
"I beg you……"
Cthulhu and the Girl with the Second Sickness of the Kitchen
Just at this time, the little evil god who had just finished playing steel balls, won a small fortune for the first time, and was so happy that he hummed a ditty all the way home, stood at the door, ready to knock on the door, and shouted loudly "I'm back", Then he walked into the house gracefully.
But the sudden voice from the room made her stop for an instant.
That was the voice of Baiheling and Yan Baying.
As if arguing about something, the little evil god, who heard this voice for the first time, subconsciously hid at the door, eavesdropping on every conversation coming out of it.
……
Yan Baying didn't want to do this either, but he had to face the reality, and he had the responsibility to make this matter clear.
He didn't want to see Bai Heling's expression from the beginning to the end.
He doesn't want to see—
He didn't know what Baiheling was thinking now.
He just wanted to use the methods he had used before and repeat the same tricks to minimize all the damage.
【sorry】
At this point, there was really nothing he could do, there was nothing he could do.
He's a loser, and he's a terrible friend.
"Eight Eagles! Eight Eagles!—Listen to me, please, look at me, please look at me."
Lily Ling actually knew.
She knew it all, she hoped that Yan Baying could tell her everything like this now, instead of hiding all the pain in her heart forever, and leaving all the pain to herself.
"Look at me, please."
Forcibly let the other party's eyes intertwine with their own.
The moment Yan Baying looked at each other again, what Yan Baying saw was a pair of strong eyes that seemed to be familiar to him more than once.
What he saw was worry.
What he saw was concern.
Bai Heling was worried about him, cared about him, and didn't want him to show such a painful expression.
……
"Yataka, I know that day will come, but don't you still sit in front of me well now, can't we still touch each other well, and live together well?"
Pain does not need to be borne by one person.
Everyone is an adult.
When you encounter difficulties, you have to try your best to solve them instead of escaping. That can't solve anything, can it?
"Then you also promise me that every minute and every second before you leave, you will stay with us forever, okay?"
Yan Baying didn't want to answer.
He didn't want to make a promise, it wouldn't work that way.
Averted eyes.
Knowing Yan Baying's answer, Bai Heling felt a little unwilling and irritated, so she puffed up her face, "Baying, cheer me up! Don't keep running away, okay? Will that solve the problem? The future will We don’t know what it’s like, but we’ve come all the way. —Look at these photos, aren’t they all evidence?”
"..." Yan Baying
"Even if one day you really..., really leave us, we will be sad, absolutely sad, but these photos will never disappear, I will carry them until I lie in the coffin!"
Lily Ling seemed to be angry.
Puffing her cheeks like a hamster, staring at him so angrily, her eyes are full of reflections of Yan Baying.
……
【Atmosphere of sudden silence】
It also made the two of them stop talking, and another long time passed.
Yan Baying's voice finally spoke quietly again.
"Once——, many people have said the same thing as you, I can't give you any promises and agreements, I'm sorry, I may not be a competent friend, the time I stayed in other worlds was as long as four or fifty Years, but less, as short as thirty or forty days, or one or two days."
He is a traveler.
A man who would come and go without a trace due to various force majeure from beginning to end.
But he also knows clearly.
In the future, after he leaves, every friend he knows in this world may feel sad and sad because of his leaving.
But soon, they will pick up their smiles again, and time will wash away all memories.
till the end……
They will forget him.
And at that time, Yan Baying will take all the memories, cheer up again, with a smile, go away again, embark on a new journey, continue on this endless road forever, go farther and farther ,Farther.
……
--This!
It is the future, a future destined to usher in.
Want to change?
Unless Yan Baying can completely end this journey, or he is lucky enough to stay in this world forever without leaving or disappearing, accompanying Bai Heling and the others until the end of their short life, and finally standing in front of their tombstone , handing over a bouquet of flowers soaked in morning dew.
that time--
He will leave this country and go to various cities in this world.
The little evil god and Medusa will definitely go back to the devil world and reintegrate into their original lives.
Popolo and Pequela will go back to heaven.
Everyone goes their separate ways...
Time is still passing, but everyone is walking on their own path, and under the guidance of fate, they are going to meet their own future one after another.
……
【or】
Yan Baying can be more fortunate to stay in this world forever, he can help all his friends, keep his face, live in this world from generation to generation, no longer grow old, no longer get sick, so that this kind of life can be different in countless ways way, has been going on like this.
But immortality is sometimes not a good thing.
It's something that needs careful consideration.
……
"Yataka, I know what's on your mind."
"No, you don't know."
"I know what you're worried about, what you're suffering, what you're hesitating about——, I just know, how long do you think we've been living together."
Bai Heling's hand stroked Yan Baying's face.
The man's face.
Sure enough, I can't get enough of it all the time.
Bai Heling still looked angry, but when she looked at her, she smiled again for the first time, "Let's leave it to us in the future to think about things in the future, only now..., I only want now... ..., we can still live happily together like this, it's very satisfying, okay?"
"In the end, aren't you running away too?"
"Is that called evasion? I'm called optimistic. I'm not like you. I'm a coward."
Yan Baying's face darkened.
"You're angry?"
Lily Ling smiled.
"No."
"He said he wasn't angry, but I think you are."
"I've already told you, don't look at me."
"No, just look at you, I like to look at you."
"..." Yan Baying
Bai Heling, who was taken aback for a moment, seemed to realize that she had said something wrong.
She blushed and quickly changed her words.
"No, it's not—don't get me wrong."
"I'm not mistaken."
"What!—You're not mistaken!?"
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