But if you can be happy for one day now, you can be solidly happy for one day.
This is in Bai Heling's heart.
The most real thought at this moment is that she doesn't want to worry about those future things all the time, she just wants to be in the present without leaving any regrets.
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But it's a pity.
Bai Heling also knows clearly that no matter what her thoughts are, unless she can completely change the persistence in Yan Baying's heart, otherwise... everything is useless.
tired feeling.
overflowing from the heart.
slowly.
She opened her arms and hugged Yan Baying tightly in front of her, with such force, such force, and such persistence.
"?"
Yan Baying was drinking the wine without distraction.
Suddenly, she found that Bai Heling beside her was hugging her, without saying a word, just hugging her so tightly, making people a little puzzled, but inexplicably making people subconsciously want to comfort and care.
"What's wrong with you, drunk?"
"I'm a little drunk, can I just lie down like this for a while?"
Adjusted the posture.
Bai Heling buried her whole body in Yan Baying's arms, buried in the breath of the other party, the feeling of being wrapped warmed every nerve of her, how comfortable could it be?
So comfortable that you forget all your troubles.
The effects of alcohol intoxication began to play side by side.
Let Baiheling's thoughts and brain gradually float up to the clouds, and stop thinking.
"I've only drank a little, so it's okay?"
Looking at the other party, he narrowed his eyes slightly drunk.
Yan Baying laughed cheerfully.
It did not refuse.
Then she continued to hug Lily Ling who was willful in her arms, while drinking some wine and side dishes, quietly admiring Jimbocho under the night, feeling the vitality and atmosphere emanating from this city.
to be frank.
Yan Baying really didn't take Yi Lulu's words to heart, it felt like a little girl said that she would marry her father when she grew up, and he took it as a coquettish joke.
He's not a saint, he's just doing what he can.
The purpose of helping each other is not to expect anything in return.
I just want to change some of the worst things in this world as much as possible.
He is willing to help Ilulu with anything.
But like getting married or something...
Yan Baying shook his head and smiled.
Let’s forget about these.
I am not the best choice for her. In the days to come, Yan Baying believes that Yi Lulu will get back on the right track of her life and regain the happy life that belongs to her. Similarly..., she must also You will meet someone who can accompany you for the rest of your life.
It's just that that person is definitely not him, Yan Baying.
what he has to do now.
Just guarding behind Yilulu well, watching her figure who is trying to move forward with a smile, and being careful not to let her fall and get hurt again.
Wait until the other party is finally on the right track.
After devoting myself to a truly happy life full of joy.
When she stopped again and looked back.
that time.
Ilulu might find out.
The figure who had promised to protect her forever may have slowly disappeared and left without knowing it, and returned all the remaining roads to her alone.
……
Late at night.
Lily Ling in her arms had already fallen asleep completely without knowing when.
Yan Baying carried her back to the room and covered her with a quilt.
Looking at this lovely face familiar in sleep.
Yan Baying let go of his hand.
Some hesitated, but finally pushed away the other party's hand that had been clutching his clothes tightly.
Standing next to Lily Ling.
Yan Baying doesn't know whether his persistence is right or wrong, but no matter what, his original intention has not changed. There are many things that only those who have really experienced will know.
The Cthulhu and the Girl with the Second Sickness of the Kitchen and the Bad King Yan Baying: Chapter 610 [-] You have to be stupefied
Miyako Hoshino has been a little depressed recently, although she doesn't even know why, but she just can't get up, and even the enthusiasm for making new clothes has begun to decrease at a speed visible to the naked eye.
I often listen to songs alone, sit blankly at the desk, look at the pile of unfinished clothes in front of me, and fall into a deep trance.
No motivation to keep going.
There is no more happiness that used to be so carried away.
There is no persistence and love all the time.
leftover……
It seems that there is only the same mentality of completing the task.
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wrong.
It's not right to go on like this.
Miyako Hoshino understood this matter deeply, but even though she was very clear, she still couldn't find her previous working status. What went wrong?
After hesitating for a long time.
Finally, Miyako Hoshino put down her sewing for the time being, opened the door, and walked unsteadily into the living room, where she sat on the sofa aimlessly, watching a boring TV program.
Maybe it's just to pass the time.
Or maybe you just want to find something to do for yourself temporarily.
The information in the phone is empty.
The people who send her emails and text messages every day are basically mobile phone operators, and there are various news reports. Xiaohua will hardly take the initiative to chat with her, even if the two have exchanged email addresses, they can communicate with each other Topics are few and far between.
I often fall into that kind of embarrassing and unending situation.
a long time.
It almost caused Miyako Hoshino to dare not take the initiative to chat with the other party.
Because she was afraid that she would fall into that situation when chatting, besides, she was not the kind of person who was good at chatting and very active, on the contrary..., Hoshino Miyako has always been very clear that she likes a passive personality.
If someone can come to her for a chat, she will probably happily try to keep the conversation going.
But if it's your turn to take the initiative.
That action will be greatly reduced, and finally stop here.
"Woo~ What is Xiaohua doing now? How long ago was the last time I saw Xiaohua?~"
on the sofa.
Hoshino Miyako's mood unknowingly became more depressed.
huh?
How strange.
Obviously she herself used to live this kind of life alone at home, but why does she feel lost and lonely because of it now?
"It seems that I haven't seen Mr. Yataka for a long time. Hinata often goes out to play, and the house always becomes deserted."
Looking back towards the direction of the kitchen.
In an instant.
The old scene of Xiaohua, Naai, Hinata, Yan Baying, and her Hoshino Miyako sitting around the dining table, eating cakes, pastries and biscuits in harmony and livelyness seemed to emerge before my eyes again.
Unknowingly, Miyako Hoshino quietly raised a nostalgic and happy smile at the corner of her mouth.
But after I really came back to my senses.
The table in front of her was still empty.
And the deserted living room with only the sound of the TV.
She hasn't touched the ingredients in the refrigerator for a long time.
The various ingredients prepared for making dim sum before were also eaten by my mother unconsciously.
The new clothes in the room were starting to collect dust.
The battery in the camera has obviously not been charged for a long time, but it is still fully charged.
Miyako Hoshino still remembered it clearly.
There are many photos taken in the past.
With florets.
There is love.
Sunny.
There is also Mr. Hachitaka's.
There are even embarrassing photos of herself being attacked and forcibly taken in a panic.
Although it looked shameful, as a precious memory that had passed away, Miyako Hoshino hesitated again and again, so she never deleted it, so that all the photos were well preserved in the camera.
Anyway, the photos in the camera will not be seen by others, and the only one who can see the embarrassing selfie at that moment in the past is Miyako Hoshino herself.
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"Ah~ It was so good before. Before I know it, another year has passed, and spring will soon be around. It seems that today's festival was not held for some reason. It's a pity to think about it."
Fortunately, she stayed up all night to make a few bathrobes suitable for Xiaohua and the others.
Just because I want to see the cute appearance of Hana in a yukata.
When thinking about festivals.
What kind of happy and happy photos will be taken after everyone is reunited.
"Oh~ I feel that life is almost boring."
Sitting on the sofa.
Miyako Hoshino sighed again, deeply lamenting the loneliness and desolation of being alone in a room.
however……
At this moment, mother Hoshino Chizuru just went out and came back. As soon as she walked into the living room, she heard her daughter lazing on the sofa, looking up to the sky like an old man and old lady, and sighing.
It's annoying to hear.
"Hey, I said Gongzi, why are you moaning there, what happened, you have to be like an old man and old lady."
"Wow!—Mom, when did you come back?"
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