The man who got into the cute daily show

"I know……"

Hoshino Miyako turned her face away with a little inferiority.

"Cheer up, mom believes in you, our uterus is no worse than anyone else in terms of appearance, figure, and personality, so there is still a chance!"

"Mother."

"Finally, Mom wants you to remember one more thing, that is, in Mom's eyes, you are no worse than anyone else."

before leaving the living room.

Miyako Hoshino, who was staying on the sofa, saw the gentlest smiling face and firmest encouragement from her mother Hoshino Chizuru last.

……

……

After mom left.

Miyako Hoshino, who was sitting alone on the sofa, looked at the items on the list, and then took a deep look around the entire living room, feeling the desolation and emptiness with only the sound of the TV.

She remained silent.

No one knew what she was thinking.

Even she herself didn't know what she was thinking.

【If you don't change, it will be too late】

Mom's words.

It is always lingering in my heart, and it is difficult to dissipate for a long time.

But so scared...

Woo, the fear and fear of facing strangers really made her feel very painful.

Words that can change.

She thinks too!

She also wants to change, change all these things now!

The Cthulhu and the Girl with the Second Sickness of the Kitchen and the Ba Ying: Chapter 610 The Gap between Ideal and Reality

【Then, let’s try to change a little bit】

After some ideological struggle.

Finally making up her mind, Miyako Hoshino turned off the TV, took off her sportswear, and tried her best to change into a professional outfit that is specially designed for going out, which can greatly reduce the sense of presence and prevent others from talking to her.

Although it is rustic and has no bright spots at all.

But that's fine.

That's right.

In Miyako Hoshino's mind, this is the best. She really can't dress up as brightly, beautifully and cutely as other confident girls.

On the one hand, it may be due to inferiority complex.

On the one hand, it may also be that I saw many girls being accosted by flirtatious men in college before, so I was afraid of encountering the same thing.

It was already hard for her to breathe just facing strangers.

If he was cornered by such a frivolous man, he would probably be so frightened that his legs would go limp, and he would not even be able to stand up.

However, let the other party slaughter.

Extortion or something.

And things like being taken advantage of.

Whoa! ——

Just thinking about those terrible things can make Miyako Hoshino's hairs stand on end, she is too scared.

It is the same situation now.

But there are also differences.

If I stayed with Mr. Yataka, I'm afraid I wouldn't have these troubles.

There is absolutely no need to worry about any bad people, or bad things happening.

Once the words appear.

She can hide behind Mr. Yaying for the first time, and Mr. Yaying will always stand in front of her and help her solve all terrible things and dangers.

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"Now that I think about it, I've always relied on Mr. Yataka."

Standing at the door of the house.

Miyako Hoshino, who finally went out, sighed deeply, carrying a rustic bag.

But Mom was right, too.

If she doesn't even change herself, then many things will really pass by her.

I heard that Mr. Yataka went camping with Xiaohua's family before.

He also took many happy photos.

nice~

She also wants to have such memories. Everyone went camping together, sat around the campfire happily, sang, chatted, strengthened each other's feelings, and drew in the relationship.

"If you think about it more carefully, the relationship between Xiaohua and I seems to have never made any obvious progress."

All this time, she was just trying to seduce Xiaohua with the snacks.

Miyako Hoshino actually knows too.

Xiaohua is willing to come close to her just because she wants to eat the snacks she made.

The only thing I like is the snacks she makes.

It wasn't her Hoshino Miyako.

What a rough road ahead.

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[After finally arriving at the commercial street]

Now that you have decided to change, you might as well try hard!

Miyako Hoshino stood in front of the first store, which was a store selling fresh food. Looking at the list, she should be buying ingredients for the evening, okay!

"That, that..., that uh..."

"Oh oh oh! Welcome, the guests are really new faces, hahaha, is this the first time you come to our store, come here, please, this way please, in our store, there are all good fresh products, I promise not will disappoint you."

however.

The hello just went out.

The immediate response that Miyako Hoshino received was the enthusiastic reception and shouts from the shop owner.

And even stood up on the spot, walked forward actively, and even wanted to welcome her into the shop.

And the moment he saw the boss with big shoulders and a big smile trying to approach him.

For an instant.

Endless fear enveloped Hoshino Miyako's entire heart on the spot, making her face pale on the spot, beyond words.

"Ahhhhh..., yes yes yes..., sorry!!!"

She ran away.

The instinct to survive and the fear of strangers finally defeated her reason again and took control of her body.

Let her escape from here in an instant against time.

Only the boss standing in front of the shop door was left alone, scratching his head, confused.

"What happened to the girl, why did she run away?"

……

"Hu~hu~huhuhu~"

It’s over.

My heart couldn't stop so fast, I felt like I was almost out of breath.

The brain is blank.

After running for a long distance, Hoshino Miyako finally stopped, her thoughts gradually recovered, her forehead was covered with cold sweat, and countless fears remained on her face.

The feeling of wanting to cry hits my heart.

Oh oh oh!

I'm sorry, mom.

She still can't do it, it's too difficult, it's really too difficult for her to go to that kind of store to buy things!

so afraid.

I really want to give up.

Why did she have to be treated like this and suffer like this.

……

After a few minutes.

When Miyako Hoshino finally regained her composure from the fright just now, she strolled on the commercial street, passing by the stores specified on the list.

She stopped and stood in front of every shop and looked at it for a long time, hesitating for a long time.

But every time I wanted to muster up the courage and wondered if I could try again, when I saw the shop owner noticed me, my timidity and shrinking got the upper hand again in an instant.

He hurried away without stopping.

unconsciously.

Wait until she comes back to her senses.

The commercial street was almost finished, but she didn't buy any of the things on the list.

that moment.

When she stood at the same spot and looked back at the commercial street she had already passed behind, she deeply realized that she couldn't even buy one thing, let alone the whole list.

Woo~, already..., I don't want to go back.

Definitely still can't buy it.

As soon as she sees others notice her and look at her, Miyako Hoshino will become extremely nervous for no reason and want to escape.

She sat helplessly on a bench in the corner of the road.

He drooped his head deeply.

After deeply and clearly realizing her own incompetence and uselessness, Miyako Hoshino finally couldn't hold back the tears, moistening the corners of her eyes, woohoo, it's too difficult, it's really too difficult.

It would be great if Hinata was here at this time.

Hinata's words.

Surely it will be fine.

I'm really useless.

People like me who can't even do the most basic little things well... What is the meaning of existence for people like me?

woo woo woo...