my infinite personality

Chapter 204 Chapter [-] Land of Fantasy Dreams

There are different ways to get along with different people.

What Li Lin wanted to help Fern Ji was to break away from Yoshihara, so he described the vast world outside Yoshihara for Fern Ji, and let Fern Ji know that there is another life worth cherishing outside of Yoshihara.

Fern Ji was originally not interested in life outside Yoshihara, but Li Lin brought some novelty.

Photo!

Colorful photos capture the beauty of nature and describe life outside Yoshiwara.

Fern Ji instinctively refused to change, but her curiosity prompted her to know more novel things.

A career of hundreds of years is nothing but an invariable repetition.But just like these colorful photos, Li Lin brings a different color to Ji Ji's life.

"The moon in front of the window is the same as usual, but it is different because of the plum blossoms." The same sky, the same Yoshihara, at this time, has a completely different style.

Slowly changing Fern Ji, after Li Lin put Fern Ji to sleep, he left again in the dark.

In the bustling Yoshihara at night, there are feasting lights everywhere, the bright moon rises, the red lights hang high, the buildings are row upon row, and the four seasons are full of flowers.

The girl in the grid room holds a pipe and smiles seductively, and the laughter of men and women is endless.

Li Lin even saw a glamorous and noble oiran, dressed in a gorgeous kimono, stepping on three black and thick shackles, and walking with enchanting oiran eight-character steps, holding a fixed-pattern wrestler guard Down, through the street.

It's like the kingdom of the bright moon rising in the darkness, with an ethereal feeling of bliss in the world.

but.......

"Life is always chasing phantom light, but whoever regards phantom light as real will sink into the bottomless sea of ​​suffering."

Both businessmen and samurai regard Yoshiwara as a kind of home, where all the tiredness can be indulged. Edo people are even more fond of talking about this world-famous Yoshiwara, and are proud of it.

But under all the prosperous dreams, there is the deepest darkness and filth.

Yoshihara, built on desire, was forged from the blood and tears of countless women from the very beginning.

Everyone is laughing, only You Nu can never take this dream as real joy.

Li Lin can't change, all he can do is not to step into this turbid current.

Li Lin turned and left Yoshihara, while the prostitute Taro followed Li Lin as usual.

But this time, the prostitute Taro spoke up.

There used to be some people who didn't want to spend the night in Yoshihara, but they hated and despised Yoshihara, and they were no more noble than those in Yoshiwara.

The prostitute Taro would often eat those self-proclaimed nobles, but the prostitute Taro could not see such emotion in Li Lin's eyes.

He was just lamenting and pitying.

So Taro the prostitute spoke up.

"Will Yoshihara really disappear?" In the dark night, the silent friend asked.

Li Lin was not surprised by what the prostitute Taro said, because he believed that a person's sincerity can best exchange the sincerity of others.

"Yoshihara is destined to disappear." Li Lin said firmly, without the slightest hesitation.

"But people's desires will not disappear. As long as people's desires do not disappear, Yoshihara will not disappear." said the prostitute Taro, his figure was hidden in the darkness, unwilling to show his figure.

The hiding place of the prostitute Taro is extremely secret. If Li Lin looked back, he could only see darkness.

But the prostitute Taro doesn't know that Li Lin can actually see him.

In the darkness, there are hidden things that are not human.

But since the prostitute Taro was unwilling to show up, Li Lin didn't make any further observations.

"Indeed, human desires will not perish, wandering girls will not perish, and those lecherous people will not perish, but Yoshihara will perish, and oiran will perish, just like the former husband." Li Lin did not Stop and keep walking.

And the prostitute Taro hid in the dark, still asking Li Lin non-stop.

And Li Lin explained in detail why Yoshihara disappeared for the prostitute Taro.

In fact, since the Meiji Restoration, the scope of activities of the wandering girls has been gradually reduced.

Concentrating all the wandering girls in Yoshihara has greatly prospered Yoshihara, but a birdcage that makes it difficult for the wandering girls to leave has also been gradually built.

Gradually, the prostitute Taro was persuaded by Li Lin.

Maybe Yoshihara is really about to perish, but if Yoshihara perishes, what will happen to their siblings?

The fear of losing his original way of life makes the prostitute Taro start to silence.

Without saying much, Li Lin knew that the other party needed to gradually accept all of this.

In 1969, in her book "On Death and Dying", Swiss-American psychologist Elisabeth Kübler-Ross, for the first time, put human beings in the face of major disasters Grief at the time is divided into 5 stages, namely DABDA which has gradually become known in recent years:

o Denial

o Anger

o Bargaining (compromise/bargaining)

o Depression

o Acceptance

Later modelers mistakenly assumed that the order of the five stages was fixed and that everyone in grief would go through all five stages.

But in fact, Kübler-Ross himself mentioned in later research that the order of the stages in the model is not necessarily linear, and that some people may not go through all the stages of grief—they may Will only go through one, two, or three stages.

This is the case with Taro the prostitute. He denied it at first, but now he is angry, extremely angry.

There is no doubt that all the disasters of their brothers and sisters are inseparable from Yoshihara himself, but now Yoshihara has become a part of them, an inseparable part.

But although the prostitute Taro is angry, this anger cannot be vented.Because Li Lin's words have clearly pointed out that this is the natural trend of everything, no matter how many people he kills, he can't stop it.

So the only thing he can do is accept, accept a new way of life.

But it takes time to accept. The reason why Li Lin goes to Yoshihara once a week is precisely to let the stubborn Fern Ji gradually accept this fact.

"Yoshihara itself is not a symbol of bliss, but just a magic cave, a magic cave created by human nature."

After Li Lin finished the last sentence, he stopped talking.

The prostitute Taro stayed in the darkness, just stood silently, looking at Li Lin who was shrouded in white light under the street lamp.

Will he be the one to lend a helping hand? !

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Chapter 205 Chapter [-] Fast Forward Time

Four years later.

"Pliers, quick!"

In the white room, the young doctor is working hard to save the patient.

Li Lin stared closely at the patient's bleeding internal organs, not daring to relax at all, and the entire operating room was even more tense.

From time to time, nurses helped Li Lin wipe off the sweat on his forehead, and Li Lin carefully stitched up the patient's internal organs to prevent their fragmented internal organs from being damaged again.

"The lung wound has been sutured, and the stomach is perforated next." The middle-aged doctor said to Li Lin.

Li Lin nodded and continued to prepare for the operation.

The operation time this time was extremely long, and even lasted from morning to afternoon.

A group of people in black uniforms waited anxiously outside until the tired Li Lin walked out of them.

"Doctor, how's it going?"

Seeing Li Lin coming out, the group of people immediately surrounded him.

"The patient's life is out of danger, but I'm afraid he won't be able to do strenuous exercise in the future." Li Lin said to everyone while enduring his fatigue.

This time, almost all internal organs of the patient's body were penetrated, but the appearance was not damaged at all.

For such a strange injury, so far, it is because Li Lin has the pupil of perspective that he can really perform the operation, and other doctors really can't do anything about it.

Three years ago, Li Lin was promoted to the Faculty of Medicine of the University of Tokyo with honors.

A year ago, Li Lin was hired by a member of the current family as a doctor and began to work in the surgical ward.

After being hired, Li Lin discovered that the hospital was actually supported by the big chaebol behind Sister Butterfly.

However, it is precisely because of this that Li Lin was able to be directly promoted from an intern to an attending physician.

After all, nowadays, the idea that the older the doctor is, the better the interests are still the mainstream.

But in modern medicine, especially the medical treatment that requires actual surgery, the age of 30 to 60 is the right age for a doctor.

It's not that old doctors can't do it. Of course, their experience is great, and their eyes are vicious, but people will always get old, and physical factors cannot be ignored.

Hearing Li Lin's words, a group of ghost killing team members immediately cheered.

But with a coughing sound, a group of members of the Ghost Killing Squad fell silent immediately.

"This is a hospital, so it needs to be quiet." Butterfly Kanae, dressed in a nurse's attire, was looking at the members of the Ghost Killing Squad gently.

With a group of team members leaving, Butterfly Kanae immediately stepped forward.

"Are you okay?" Seeing Li Lin's tired look, Butterfly Chanahui helped Li Lin wipe the sweat off his forehead with great concern.

"I'm fine, just a little overtired." Li Lin said,

Back in the lounge, Li Lin sat on a chair and closed his eyes to rest.

Since joining the office, Li Lin has saved many lives. On the white doctor's uniform beside him, the pattern of a hydrangea flower is so eye-catching.

The act of saving human life made Li Lin happy, but it could not avoid Li Lin's fatigue.

Slowly using the breathing method to relieve physical fatigue, Li Lin still has to complete his graduation thesis.

In fact, until now, no one has denied Li Lin's achievements, and even the University of Tokyo has made it clear that Li Lin can graduate completely.

However, Li Lin is not prepared to give his opponent a chance to attack him, and he also wants to draw a perfect end to his academic career.

"I'm going to trouble you again this time." Butterfly Chana Hui handed Li Lin a glass of warm water.

During the five years from Li Lin to Edo, the two had developed a tacit understanding without words, but this layer of window paper just couldn't penetrate, which made Die Ren so angry that she wanted to hit Li with the hilt of her sword every time. Forest.

Hey, you bastard, my sister is already a leftover woman!

"It's a matter of my duty. It's not troublesome." Li Lin said.

The big boss behind the scenes doesn't often send people to the hospital, but once he does, it's a seriously injured person.

It can be said that Li Lin pulls people out of the gate of hell almost every time.

If it were placed in the world of martial arts, Li Lin's current nickname should be called "Yan Wangdi", "Sai Hua Tuo" or something like that.

The two were chatting, but suddenly they talked about another thing, which was Li Lin's wife.

Butterfly Kanae has also seen the photo of Nezuko, she is a beautiful girl with a bun, cute appearance, and quite acclaimed in the town.

In another year, Nezuko will be twelve years old, which is the day when Li Lin welcomes his wife.

Li Lin will probably get married in the town, and then come to Edo to live.

It doesn't matter to Butterfly Chana Hui, because she has already given everything to the crusade against evil spirits, but......

"The one in Yoshihara will probably be very unhappy." Butterfly Kanae said.

Hearing Butterfly Kanae's words, Li Lin rubbed his forehead helplessly.

Fern Ji is definitely a very willful bad girl, and Fern Ji's desire to monopolize is particularly strong.

"Oh, I will find a way." Li Lin said helplessly.

"However, Mr. Beimingyu is also free to come to Edo this time, so we need to have a good get-together."

Now Li Lin and Beimingyu Xingming are also acquainted. Although they are only in their 20s, Beimingyu Xingming can be regarded as the adoptive father of Sister Butterfly.

But how to coax Fern Ji well is indeed a troublesome matter.

Seeing Li Lin's troubled appearance, Butterfly Chanahui felt a little sorry in her heart.

Because Beimingyu Xingming came this time with a mission.

After a long period of probing and speculation, the Ghost Killing Team has determined that the one hidden in Yoshihara is none other than a samurai.

It is even very possible that this Shangxian has an inseparable relationship with Fern Ji, whom Li Lin often contacts, and even...