He, he knows everything!

"How do I know, right? Yes, I just know, that's why I came to help you. If I didn't stop you at that time, you would go down with the knife and plan to go to jail for the rest of your life, right? How old are you? Keep your head clear, I'm on your side, don't fight in the same nest, whether he takes the initiative to shake my hand or I shake his hand, you have eyes, you can see for yourself!"

After Bai Weiran finished speaking, he turned his head angrily and left.

Yu Mengmeng looked at his back and was stunned, forgetting to shed tears.

It was the first time that the masked man spoke to her in a truly angry tone.

She is always so gentle, rational, and praises and encourages to accompany her.

She clutched her chest—suddenly felt a little pain in her heart.

Bai Weiran who returned to his room was also a little regretful.

Maybe she spoke too loudly to Mengmeng just now.

Although Yu Mengmeng is sixteen, but because of her illness, petite figure, and childish personality when speaking, Bai Weiran unknowingly treats her as a younger loli.

At this moment, he was frowning and wondering if he had said something serious, the phone vibrated immediately, and several notifications popped up.

【Notice!Your current task target, Yu Mengmeng, an S-level girl, has a congenital heart attack, is in critical condition, hurry back! 】

【Notice!Your current task target, Yu Mengmeng, an S-level girl, has a congenital heart attack, is in critical condition, hurry back! 】

【Notice!Your current task target, Yu Mengmeng, an S-level girl, has a congenital heart attack, is in critical condition, hurry back! 】

Bai Weiran turned around and went back to the room, and saw Yu Mengmeng, who was wearing a pink piggy top, rolling down beside the bed, hugging her chest, curled up tightly, her forehead was sweating, her lips were tightly pressed, and tears were streaming down her face.

Bai Weiran forgot about the problem of male phobia, and strode forward to pick him up, intending to put him on the bed and get her medicine, but the girl suddenly grabbed him, her bright red eyes were full of tears, reflecting those tears It was as pitiful as blood.

"Don't leave me alone, I don't want to..."

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Chapter 9 Mengmeng, you worked hard

The girl was carried to the bed, still holding on to the collar of Bai Weiran's shirt.

She said she was grabbing, but the strength of that hand was very weak, and she let go as soon as she raised her hand.

Bai Weiran couldn't let it go, so he could only hug her and sit by the bed, watching her frown.

This is a real headache.

He sighed, and the hand on the girl's back released a warm current without a trace, and Yu Mengmeng's frowning brows gradually loosened.

His ability can't cure heart disease, but it can relieve Mengmeng's pain to a certain extent, and quickly calm down the excessively violent heart beating.

In fact, doing so is not good for him to complete the task.

After the first mission was over, when he accepted the second mission, Bai Weiran learned a rule of a bolt from the blue.

The first mission is a novice mission, the warming round, and it will only officially start from the second mission. The number of times his ability can be used will be limited by the energy bar-except for the first round, every time he starts a new mission, he will stop. To the energy bar issued by the APP.

Consumes a certain amount of energy to use abilities.

After the energy bar is used up, the sickly girl has not ended her improper relationship with the scumbag, so the task will fail. If the task is completed before the energy bar is used up, the unused energy will be included in the user's level experience.

Simply put, this energy bar is the official limit of the APP.

It is restricted that you must use the resources on the task object alone, and you cannot do whatever you want in other worlds to satisfy your personal desires. At the same time, this energy bar will also limit the completion time. When you travel to parallel time and space every day, you will consume a small amount of energy. Bai Weiran has calculated that he is now The length of the energy bar, even if he does nothing, will be exhausted within eight months if the salted fish travels through the parallel world every day.

The amount of energy consumed to use abilities varies.

Just pure superpower behaviors, such as levitation, volleying, free control of objects, etc., these are very weak.

Once it comes to biological aspects, it will be consumed quickly.

He can't heal the wound, but he can calm down the other person's body and mind as soon as possible.

At first, he let Yu Mengmeng take medicine for heart disease, but he found that this medicine actually had serious side effects on the body. Yu Mengmeng often turned pale, drowsy, vomited, lost appetite, and looked sickly like a tree after taking it. He couldn't bear the dehydrated cabbage, so he tried to use his ability to calm her heartbeat, but he didn't expect it to be very effective.

After taking less of that medicine, Yu Mengmeng's whole spirit improved instead, and she started making troubles.

It is medicine that is three-point poisonous, how can a person who is a medicine jar all day long be in a good mood.

Yu Mengmeng didn't know this, she calmed down, and leaned against Bai Weiran's left chest, sobbing softly.

"Don't leave me alone... I don't want to die alone..."

Yu Mengmeng is actually afraid of death.

There were many nights when she lay alone in bed, the pain was so severe that her whole body broke out in cold sweat, and she curled up into a ball, desperately wanting to die, but she was afraid that if she died like this, no one would remember her.

"Actually, I know that mom, dad, and brother, if I'm not here, they can all live a happier life—" The white-haired girl grabbed Bai Weiran, tears rolled down like money, she didn't cry at all The aesthetic feeling is the kind of child-like tears running down, like a little tabby cat.

"I know I should die. I feel so bad, and so do they, but I'm not reconciled. I'm not reconciled. I'm not here, but everyone is happier than when I was here... woo woo woo... ..."

"I want to die like this, no, I don't want to die like this..."

Her speech was chaotic, and she muttered a lot of what was in her heart.

Bai Weiran didn't say a word, he just put his arms around her shoulders lightly, and continued to stabilize her heartbeat and relieve her pain.

Yu Mengmeng talked about the park near her home, where there was a sandpit for children to play in.

Originally a playground for children, it gradually became a gathering place for stray cats.

Public toilet for stray cats.

The nearby parents thought it was dirty, so they didn't allow their children to play. Yu Mengmeng always went to the park when there was no one at home, wearing a hat and a mask, sitting near the sandpit and watching the cats playing.

She especially likes one of the orange cats.

The orange cat is very thin, but every time she sees her, she always greets her very familiarly, and will lie down on her lap.

The orange cat is always at odds with other cats and cannot grab food, so it has always been very thin.

Yu Mengmeng would steal chicken or fish from home to feed it.

Once it rained heavily for several days in a row, and when it cleared, she immediately ran out to look for it.

Then they found the little orange cat lying under the recliner where they usually met, cold all over.

On a rainy night, it died alone. It may have made a faint meow before it died, but it was silent and no one heard it.

Yu Mengmeng thought of herself.

Many times when she was ill, she lay on the bed and groaned weakly because of her weakness, but the groans were drowned out by the loud voices from the next room.

They sounded like they were moaning, crying that they were really going to die, they couldn't.

She who is really going to die is here, and no one cares about her.

"I don't want to die like the little orange cat." She choked up and cried.

Just now, she was afraid that Bai Weiran would ignore her after the quarrel, and would never come to this room again, and she had a heart attack due to fear and panic.

"I also feel very tired, I'm so tired from living, my heart always hurts, I don't want Brother Cheng to hurt, I want Brother Cheng to hurt too, I want to die, I want to die with Brother Cheng—"

Bai Weiran waited for her to finish speaking.

"It's okay, if you feel very hard, it's okay to die."

Yu Mengmeng: ...! ! ?

This time the tears stopped.

In order to get a better understanding of the sick girls, Bai Weiran studied a lot of psychology books.

One of the very interesting psychotherapists, he uses reverse thinking. Generally, patients complain that they want to die. Whether it is the people around them or the therapist, they often persuade the patients to think in a good direction.

The therapist found that doing so did not actually improve the patient's anxiety.

Just ask, if a person already feels that life is very tiring and painful, and you still persuade him to persevere, you are telling him to continue to grit his teeth and bear the fatigue and pain.

So the therapist did the opposite and said to the patient: [It doesn’t matter if you die~]

Yu Mengmeng had never heard anyone say this to her before, and suddenly her head froze.

But after Bai Weiran threw out the explosive news and told her to stop the panic state of self-pity, he slowly added detailed words.

"If you have exhausted all your strength to survive, but still feel overwhelmed by life, let go of all the rules and constraints! Including the constraints of [cannot die]."

He changed to a more comfortable position, leaning against the bedpost and hugging Yu Mengmeng. He felt that Yu Mengmeng was very light, like holding an enamel doll. Yu Mengmeng subconsciously wrapped his arms around his neck and sat obediently on his lap. Come on, forget about androphobia for a while.

"Many people say that they want to die, not because they don't want to live, but because they care too much about other people's eyes and judgments. Behind the idea of ​​wanting to die also contains the idea of ​​​​wanting to change—oh, let me exclude those emos all day long. Healthy people who think giants but act dwarfs."

"Mengmeng, you've worked so hard!" He praised, and his words were sincere.

"For so many nights, you bravely survived alone. Your body is your own. No one can help you. None of us know how painful or uncomfortable you are, and how many side effects those medicines have brought to your body. "

Physical pain is the most debilitating of the mind.

And up to now, it is not easy for Mengmeng to retain the innocent and brilliant child willfulness.

Xx

Routine kicks off!

Chapter 10 Ah!Don't like pants!

The masked youth hugged the white-haired red-eyed girl and told a story.

That is an old Chinese story.

A man saw the fish on the bridge and said, the fish looks so happy.

When the barking friend heard it, he yelled at him and said: You are not a fish, how do you know it is happy?

The man responded calmly: You are not me, how do you know that I don't know how fish feel?

Yu Mengmeng listened to the story, although she didn't understand it very well, she felt that it was unspeakably profound, so she pouted and pondered.

Bai Weiran's arrangements for Mengmeng are different from Qin Ning's.

"On X Language", scholar-bureaucrats cultivate themselves, regulate their families, govern the country, and the world. It contains many principles of maintaining social stability, human ethics, and rules and regulations. The author who wrote this book has the ability to govern the country. Qin Ning's class and vision , suitable for learning the principles in this book.

But it was a bit too much for Yu Mengmeng.

It's good that her small body doesn't rebel, and expecting her to govern the country and the world is worse than being free from illness and disaster.

Open-minded, leisurely, calm and open-minded, the heart disease is naturally much better.

The topic he chose for Yu Mengmeng was "Zhuang Xzi".

Moreover, compared with the reasoning and dialogues in the whole "On X Language", "Zhuang Xzi" in the form of a fable is obviously more suitable for Yu Mengmeng, who is more innocent and not qualitative enough.

"So, we are not you. We don't know how uncomfortable you are. To tell you not to die is to ask you to continue to live your current life tomorrow. How hard is it?"

In normal times, Yu Mengmeng would be in trouble.

She said that she wanted to die, but she also wanted to be coaxed, but after being coaxed, she felt very empty again, and she didn't believe that other people's comfort was sincere, and she was dragged in contradictions.

But now that she feels comfortable on her body and her heartbeat is slow and steady, she can instead ask Bai Weiran rationally.

"Then you mean to let me die quickly?"

"No." Bai Weiran smiled and shook his head.

"If you just want to die now, and you don't really want to die yet, why bother? But you can think about it, let's imagine it now-you are already dead at this moment."

"...?!"

"Last second Yu Mengmeng died, this second Yu Mengmeng is the new Yu Mengmeng, what happened in the past can be separated, and there is already a sad barrier with you, such as your brother Cheng After shaking my hand, that was already a matter of the previous life, very far away."

It actually happened only four 10 minutes ago.

But when Yu Mengmeng followed Bai Weiran's words, she suddenly felt that this matter was far away.

The heartache and anger just now were all fake.

It even feels a bit ridiculous.

She cried, made noise, and felt heartbroken because of this kind of thing, but now she is not angry, and her body is gentle and comfortable.

A gleam of light gradually appeared in her delicate and beautiful red eyes, and she secretly raised her small chin.

"So you're not Nan Tong?"

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