Girls who are older sisters have obligations and responsibilities.
Keep running, keep winning, and present the glory of victory to the sisters!
No matter what others say, I have decided to go all the way to the end on this road.
This is the only way of existence that Amour Orihime is allowed.
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"So, with a heart borrowed from others, you set foot on the field."
Lingyi listened to Aimu Zhiji's narration, and murmured in a low voice.
"What about a borrowed heart?"
The black-haired girl held the brace in her hand and pursed her lips.
"Egoless, just a shell running amok, you say so, but so what?!"
Mission, duty, guilt.
Even if she is driven by something that is not her own, Aimu Zhiji must continue to fight on the field, and she is not allowed to tell her wrong, never allowed.
Make up your mind.
Even if this body is smashed to pieces, he must forge the consciousness of glory. With such beliefs, why can't he be recognized as a soldier with a knife? !
There is absolutely nothing wrong with this heart, this belief.
Even until the end, she is still a ghost living behind her back, driven by the completely different pathological obsessions of other racehorse girls, but it is just a fake that reflects the existence of her own sister.
"This borrowed heart, even if I am a fake in your mouth until the end, there is absolutely nothing wrong with it!"
The hysterical voice was not suitable for the appearance of the ice beauty, admiring Orihime bursting into front of Lingyi, glaring at the latter's emerald green pupils.
"Next time, definitely next time... I will knock you down and take back the lost honor, just wait, wait for me—!"
Destroying itself completes the honor of the dead.
She lived in this world for this purpose and only for this purpose.
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"Cough, cough cough—"
Breathing choked.
Lingyi looked at Orihime, who was in love with her, and coughed again and again because of her excessive emotions. At the end, the girl corrected her standing posture.
Saying too much...
There is no need to say this to Lingyi because she loves Orihime, but she desperately needs a vent after falling into failure, and in the end she can only present it in such an outrageous posture.
"That's all I have to say, I won't lose again in the next year's battle.
Absolutely... not allowed to continue to fail. "
The trembling figure lowered her head, making it difficult to see Aimu Zhiji's expression at the moment, but her voice became more and more choked up.
Seeing her secretly vulnerable like this, Ling Yi showed a helpless expression.
In the end, she said so.
"The dead can't speak, and they can't let the victor and the living shoulder the responsibility and suffering without authorization. After all, why do you always feel guilty and eager for self-salvation towards the guy you have never met? Put yourself on the shackles that don't matter To drag yourself, in the end, you will only bring yourself down."
Pursuing something even more meaningless on the road of meaninglessness, the end point is the nothingness of nothing.
"You must not understand..."
Admiring Zhi Ji Shen Sheng, she doesn't expect others to understand her heart.
I have always been like this, and only one person is allowed on this road of repentance.
Her attention, care, and persuasion all belong to that half body she has never met.
It's good to love Orihime alone.
Just like that, I tried my best to smash my body to pieces, and then disappeared alone in a place that no one could recognize.
Because, the elder sister who takes away the existence of the younger sister has no self-existence value.
I have nothing, so I do my best to cast and accumulate honor.
Aimu Zhiji deeply understands that this is her own wish, her own happiness, and it is not up to the guy in front of her to make irresponsible remarks about her psychology.
Being on the verge of collapse to the end like this is the only correctness in a wrong life.
It must be done.
The reason for talking here is nothing but biting and resisting those who touch my weakness, and nothing else.
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"..."
Ling Yi looked at the girl in front of him and couldn't help but sigh.
Intuitively speaking, Aimu Zhiji is a very tricky horse racing girl.
The bell sender is needed to unwind the bell.
The only one who can break the shackles of the bell is the sister who has passed away and does not exist.
Therefore, Ai Muzhi Ji can only be surrounded by fetters, without the will to survive, but she can't die either.
What forced her to move forward was responsibility and guilt, a poison of the soul that could not be healed in any form, so much so that it concealed her own sincerity for the game.
However, sincerity does exist.
Before being impregnated by Pollux's color, Rigel went to the arena with his own will, and then was bound by his sister's spirit.
From the beginning, she felt that she chased her sisters, chased after the red star, she used to be like that, but now she is being chased by the dead, and she can't stop.
Aimu Zhiji is undoubtedly the most serious mental illness among the racehorse girls.
Faced with this, she can't just focus on herself, because she is a believer who devotes herself to the undead. However, outsiders know very little about her sister, which undoubtedly makes the dialogue with Orihime more difficult. dead end.
Perhaps after a long time, there will always be someone who can enter the girl's heart, but it is only the tip of the iceberg that is melted with enthusiasm and willing to expose the fragile part of her heart.
However, in the most important part of her heart, she will always bear it alone until she dies, and will not allow herself to go to the safe haven of rest.
but……
"If your younger sister is really eager to go forward with others, to be happy together, longing for the struggle of the competition, wishing herself and others the honor of the future, but regretting and suffering because she can't achieve it..."
Lingyi murmured, with one hand flat on his heart, he just met Aimu Zhiji's eyes straightly, and spoke.
"Then, among the people she hopes to go forward with.
Also.have.your.exist.exist. "
"..."
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Admiring Zhi Ji, she suddenly stopped.
"what are you saying……"
"Sisters who are inseparable, but you who can't really communicate with her, you are chasing such an ambiguous existence when you are young."
Let's go to see the stars together, and run to the distance together.
Looking for the brightest first-magnitude star color.
"So you set foot on the original field with a lot of hope."
"—that sort of thing."
"No one can say exactly how it is, but the only time you feel your sister's emotions the most clearly is when you were a child and eager for the game with enthusiasm, and it was also when she ran with you on the field but came to you. When it brings you endless sorrow in spirit, doesn't it?"
"..."
"You rely on the emotions at that time to maintain your pace, so what you feel at that time is not only loneliness and regret. The joy of running on the field is like the joy of another person, the joy of racing with you is also Is it real!?"
So, amid such endless regret and sorrow——
Among the people that the child wanted to move forward with—
"You are also indispensable!"
"—!"
Aimu Zhiji was stunned, and took a step back unconsciously.
pat--!
Immediately afterwards, the girl realized that she was standing on a support, and she lost her center of gravity in astonishment, and her whole body fell backwards.
Seeing this, Lingyi hurried forward and grabbed the falling figure of Aimu Zhiji.
sonorous—
The stand fell to the ground.
In the silent corridor, only Lingyi's last call echoed, pulling the girl who admired Zhiji to his body.
"The important you, the expected and blessed you, used your own destruction to cast her honor. Is that really the sincerity of you and your sister?"
No one knows, no one knows, what remains is the only feeling of admiring Orihime at that time.
The dead can't speak, but the living must shoulder their will to move forward instead of perishing.
therefore--
"If you believe that the emotions you felt at that time are real and are everything that maintains your existence and footsteps, then what you should do is not to ignite the afterglow with your own passing, but to burn your own flame and cooperate with your sister's The stars go forward together."
Gemini of Pollux.
"It's not about losing yourself to achieve another star's brilliance, but to shoulder the passing brilliance and self. Together, two people, together, become the most shining first-class star!"
"—"
The black-haired girl in his arms showed trembling eyes.
It is not allowed to exist because it takes away the brilliance.
It was for the sake of achieving the light of the first-class star that it was expected and retained, and instead of another person's belief in wanting to move forward together, the incomplete Gemini was born.
Bathed in the love of the bond of twins, being favored by another person.
"You are, the blessed first-class star."
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Chapter 50 The Opening of the Domain Door
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Faced with a racehorse girl like Zhiji, what you have to do is not to indulge the other party to support her, to become the only safe haven for the girl's exhausted heart, nor to rely on love and care to break away from the haze and go on a long journey. Consolation, in such words, she has never been able to face up to the origin from her sister in her whole life. She is not moving towards the end of the future, but is constantly repatriating along the afterglow of the past.
A girl who does not care about the future but looks forward to the sunset, no matter what, such a girl will not be able to truly survive in the world.
So, she has to be told - the twins are an integral part of each other.
She herself is not the materialization of the "curse" that her younger sister cannot be born in this world, but also a racehorse girl who was born in the world with "blessings".
One of thousands of twinkling stars, not the unbearable night that engulfs the stars.
Admittedly, the painful reality is that nothing will change now.
Without the companionship of another stardust, the girl will not be able to obtain the future of running and bathing in glory with her sister anyway, and can only live alone in the world and be entangled.
But even so, move forward.
Shouldering the brilliance of the incomplete twin stars, together with the other party's share, on the road of glorious competition, they will bloom together the brilliance that belongs to the first-class star.
In such a glorious future, there is also the color of admiration for Orihime.
Immediately afterwards, Lingyi said this to Aimu Orihime.
"You are the only proof of her existence. I think you will give that child real meaning and value, hold her longing to compete with you, and finally become the real first-class star that the other party expects, right? ?”
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