Why does the Ruined King still fall in love?

Although I wanted to resist, I still felt a sense of disgust in my heart.

"Can we see each other?"

I asked coldly.

"What's the matter?"

She paused, and seemed to hear something in my words, "Okay. Then come to my coffee shop for lunch?"

"Well. Send me the location, and I will go there."

"OK. See you later."

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"It's been a long time since I talked to Big Sister, just smile."

Yang Nai sat down on my right, and immediately leaned over.

The smell of perfume and warmth pushed me aside.

"Ah, that..."

"and many more."

Just as I was about to speak, Yang Nai asked me to stop.

Then, reach out towards the counter.

"A glass of champagne, and," she turned to me, "a cup of coffee."

After ordering drinks, Ms. Yang Nai turned around and finished, put her bag on the table, tidied her clothes a little, and then sat upright on her seat, not intending to listen to me.

She didn't say thank you until the waiter brought the two glasses of drinks together, and then turned around.

"Then, Hikigu-kun, please tell your sister about the troubles you have encountered?"

The man's eyes were still sharp.

After I went to college, except for one meeting during the summer vacation, I didn't have much interaction with Yukinoshita and Yango.

Yangno's main workplace is still in Chiba, and she doesn't come to Tokyo often because she is always busy.

However, even though she knew that my university was still some time away from her workplace by rail, she still asked me to come to Chiba to find her.

Forget it, after all, I have a question to ask her.

"Ah, there are indeed many things I'm not used to..."

I slowly told Yang Nai about some things that happened recently.

"How should I put it, it seems that the person concerned doesn't care about these things."

I took a sip of coffee, swallowed it silently, and paused for a while, thinking about how to ask.

"Will these things continue like this?"

"Yes." Yang Nai looked at me with both eyes, and replied without hesitation after my voice fell behind.

A face to match those eyes, while making a beautiful smile, also made her eyes colder and frostier.

There was no malice in Yang Nai's eyes, nor any accusation, but the indifferent eyes that were just narrating the facts made me cringe.

"But Mr. Biqigu, how to face such a fact, you still need to find the answer yourself."

Yang Nai withdrew his body and returned to a sitting posture.

"Are you no longer answering to me?"

"No more. Because I'm also waiting for an answer; maybe, even if I know this answer, I won't get it."

"That sounds sad."

"Yes."

Yang Nai raised his head, looked at the corner where the ceiling meets the wall, and then drank the remaining champagne.

The adult world will continue in this form.

And everything we did when we were young won't work here.

Here, no one encourages each other with us, no one bothers us, no one recognizes each other with us, no one thinks that what we do is meaningful, and no one is even willing to do something meaningful.

That panic once again occupied my heart.

Then, the answers we have found are also meaningless.In this world, it won't work.

You must think carefully, analyze carefully, never make mistakes, and answer carefully; if you do something wrong now, then no matter how correct the previous answer is, it will be proven wrong...

However, my thoughts are getting more and more confused.

Fear mixed into my thoughts and prevented me from looking at these issues calmly.

I have to give up.

How can I find the answer that even Yukinoshita Yono who has such sharp eyes can't find?Can Yukinoshita also find it?

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The way I acted like a baby with my sister just now made me feel extremely disgusted.

Obviously just started to face this kind of world, and just experienced a little bit of trivial matter, he couldn't bear it, and ran to question Yang Nao.

That person must have endured a lot of cruelty in this world without Yukinoshita and I knowing it well.

Even so, she didn't show disdain for my childish behavior.

This kind of tenderness really makes people wish they didn't have it.

Then, she also had reason to present a series of questions to me.

Now that I have handed in the answer sheet of youth, I have no reason to shirk the test questions when I become an adult.

It's just that I don't know how to write an answer now.

When I got home, I took off my shoes, and threw my clothes and backpack on the sofa.

Even so, the burden in my heart was not so easy to unload.

Yukinoshita's shoes are already at the door.

She is back?I stood in the porch, stepped on the shoes I had just taken off, and looked into the living room.

Mumbling "I'm back" in a voice no one could hear, I didn't find Yukinoshita in the living room.

There was no sound from the kitchen, and the room was very quiet.

I walked softly to the bedroom, leaned in leaning on the door frame, and found that Yukinoshita was sitting by the bed in a daze.

She turned her back to me, probably because she was too distracted to hear my voice.

I can only see her profile, her eyes looking at the window leading to the balcony; following her line of sight, the window is the same as usual.The sun slanting in the west cast heavy shadows on the white face under the snow, and the whites of my eyes did not have much luster.

Probably sensing that someone was watching her, Yukinoshita turned around and saw me.

An expression of surprise at what she suddenly discovered flashed across her face; but only for a moment, her expression returned to the plainness when she was in a daze just now.

"Welcome back."

Yukino paused, then got up and walked over.

"I'm going to prepare dinner."

After speaking, Yukinoshita disappeared into the kitchen.

It was getting late, and Yukinoshita came back earlier than me, but he didn't prepare dinner.

It's not that I'm picking on her, it's just that this really doesn't suit her style.

I can't help but worry a little about her.

However, worry is also temporary. The recent incidents have made me lose my enthusiasm for many things, and I don't want to think about it.

I fell on my back on the bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

That guy must have encountered many things like me.

Inevitably.

I don't know what to do either.

I don't know how to face it either.

I can't help you.

Forget about it.

I force myself to close my eyes.

Find the answer later.

It is exhausting to maintain confidence in such a world.

That guy will definitely show his strength.

Moreover, even if you ask, you may not be able to understand her situation, so please help her.

I don't know what to do here, even if I intervene in her affairs, what can I do.

I'm just an outsider in her affairs.

Don't think that you can really save so many people as others say.

I tried to convince myself that.

The next morning, Yukinoshita calmly woke me up as usual.

But there are a lot less complaints about me.

As I sat up in bed, all I could see was the ties of her apron disappearing through the door.

During the meal, we didn't have unnecessary conversations, just the proper words such as "here", "thank you" and "um".

We took the bus together, and Yukinoshita had to get off at the stop between the two schools.

I wanted to call her to stop, but I didn't have any words ready in my mind, so I gave up.Before getting off the car, Yukinoshita also glanced at me several times.She probably hesitated to speak.

In the end, we still didn't say anything but goodbye.

I stood in the subway, through the door glass and the protective plate glass, and the snow on the platform looked at each other.

The frames on the glass flashed with increasing speed.

I know it's not the case, but I feel like it's a bit like a farewell.

A heavy breath pressed against my lungs, making it hard to breathe.

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"Earlier, Mr. Qigu."

"Morning you."

It's hard for me to bring any more enthusiasm about things in school.

Walking into the classroom, I saw that Shi Dongxue and Izumi and Qin were much quieter than before. Except for the habit of saying good morning to each other after forming a team together, there were no more conversations.

As if I had given up, I just wanted to keep my head down, immerse myself in my studies, read all the books I needed to read, review the homework I had to review, hand in my papers on time at the end of the term, and pass the exam.

It is a kind of performance of conscientiousness to keep one's own law and order.People who keep their own place will never do less work than they should do.

However, no extra effort will be made.

People who keep their own place live not to complete their tasks, but to live not to overstep the threshold.

Although Miss Yangno would not like to see me like this, I still don't have enough courage to make too much contact with the adult world.Since they are still in the university, of course they can be regarded as a protected group of students.Just let me keep hiding.

The end of the semester is not far away. Apart from homework at the end of the semester, most of the students still have a lot of things to deal with, right?

A lone ranger like me who has not joined the student union or any club can devote all his time to studying at this time.

Being busy with things that are not too much and not too little gives people a simple sense of fulfillment, as if you can just flip through these books, and just stay like this until the end of the world, without worrying about any unexpected things occur.

Even these subjects that will affect our future, to put it bluntly, we just need to pass.

Interested subjects, although we can spend more time studying, but the semester is over, and the fate with the teacher will be over.Teachers will be busy with their own scientific research projects, and will continue to welcome students at the next level. There is no need to pay more for us; similarly, there is no need for us to invest more.

As long as the temporary peace is fine.