Why does the Ruined King still fall in love?

"This is indeed a good place. It is indeed very suitable for the preferences of a celibate species like Mr. Biqigu. It is really commendable to find this kind of place."

"It's not fun to say something like that coming out of your mouth..."

"No, I'm just praising the place."

He said such excessive words as a matter of course, completely ignoring my rebellious eyes.Although I prepared some excuses, I didn't say anything after all. I just took a deep breath, slowly leaned back, put my hands on the floor, and looked at the snow under the snow.

"Well... indeed, it's a good resting place..."

"Yes, and the sea breeze is just right."

At this time, I unexpectedly reached an agreement with her. After a momentary smile, Yukinoshita began to look up at the sky

"Have you thought about the reasons for applying for the abolition of the Ministry?"

"I thought about it."

"But I didn't ask."

When you have doubts or are eager to get answers, if the person who knows the answer is right in front of you, then the most direct way is to ask that person. You may not get an answer, but after all, there is a certain possibility that you can get the answer, right?This is what everyone knows and is the most normal thing to do.But for me, the most normal... is not right.

He will say what he should say, and never tell anyone what he doesn't want to say-even if other people are implicated because of it.This is how she feels under Yukinoshita.After judging that what you are doing is correct, you will never make any changes.

So, the only thing I can do is to wait.

"There is no reason to continue to exist, so dissolution is inevitable, I think so."

Although I thought about all kinds of answers that came out of her mouth, but after hearing such an answer that had no room for refutation, I felt that kind of exhaustion.

"There is no reason to exist" is Yukinoshita's conclusion...Since it is her conclusion, there is no way to refute it.So I can only continue to follow her words.

"It really looks like something you would say... This kind of irresponsible feeling."

"Is my statement wrong?"

"......No."

After being asked a rhetorical question followed by a short answer, I tried my best to suppress the thing that seemed to be sprouting in my heart, so that I didn’t seem to have changed on the surface. As for the effect... probably no question.

So, from today onwards, the "Service Department" of Sobu High School will become history, right?Will it become a "daily" memory in the future, or a "non-daily" past event?Maybe someone in the future—maybe me, maybe they, or people who have been to the service department, those guys who have made various requests to us, at some point, for some special reason, occasionally By the way, there used to be a place called "Serving Department" here.

If you think about it from here, isn't that what memories are?Even things that are full of joy and sorrow will become a record that is structured into everyday and extraordinary.

As I was thinking like this, my mood slowly returned to calm, and at this moment, Yukinoshita's voice sounded from the side again

"so......"

After a pause, Yukinoshita turned her head slowly, looking very hesitant, she moved her lips a few times but did not make any sound.

"so?"

The doubtful gaze I cast over happened to meet her, and the latter simply closed her eyes

"I... want to be in..."

Basically just a few words...so?If it's hard to say, don't say it...

"...If you don't feel like saying it, don't force it."

When I said this, Miss Yukinoshita opened her eyes again, it seemed that there was still a slight anger between her brows...? ?so? ?I do not know anything!

We fell into an eerie silence for a moment, but it didn't last long before it was shattered by the sound of a bell floating in the distance—the preparatory bell for the upcoming class.

Ahh...saved by the ringtone in a strange place...

While sighing like this in my heart, I slowly stood up and tidied up my clothes casually.

"It's time for class... are you going back?"

He didn't answer, just stood up silently, the sudden little anger under Yukino had disappeared, his face was indifferent, and he looked over seriously

"I... want to hold a study session."

"what?"

Such a sudden sentence made me stunned inexplicably.

Yukinoshita took a deep breath and said it again

"I want to hold a study session..."

"Suddenly said..."

"There are only three people... Yuigahama, me... and you."

"..."

No, I still don't get it...not right, I understand the literal meaning, but...

"What about the answer?"

"......are you serious?"

"So...the reason for doing this?"

The bell in the distance gradually disappeared, and the steps I was about to go back finally came to a complete stop. I turned around and looked at Yukinoshita seriously, and she was looking at me with the same eyes. After a few seconds, I gently shook his head.

Then quietly took a step and walked past me without any answer.Don't know the answer or... simply don't want to say it?

Perhaps, this is the answer she got - I was so sure in my heart, after watching Yukinoshita's back disappear around the corner, I also started to walk towards the classroom.

In any case, the inevitable "change" has arrived, and everything in the past will eventually become a memory.

Chapter 160 Yukinoshita Yoshino's Boyfriend Cultivation · Yukinoshita Yukino's Clumsy Lie

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The confusion and lies in that girl's heart

I'm used to being alone with the first ray of sunshine in the morning.It has been two years since I moved out of the house and lived in this apartment alone with my father's permission, which is enough for people to become familiar with the strange environment and their living habits to change, but...it seems to have started a long time ago, I've grown to like being alone.

Whether it is too much interpersonal relationship, social connection or family, if I can not respond, I will try to avoid these things as much as possible, and make the necessary response when necessary, and I will never specifically conform to—or Catering to other people - that's how it's supposed to be, and I've survived that way to this day.

I have never doubted my own way of living, whether it is right or wrong, because it is a very stupid thing, everyone has a different way of living, and no one in this world can give others Man defines an absolute and correct way of living.Therefore, the only one who can change oneself is himself—it should be like this.

but--

"call......"

Sitting on the bed with a long sigh, shaking his head to get rid of the flashing images in his head, he opened the shutters, changed his pajamas into a long-sleeved T-shirt and cropped pants, and sat on the side of the bed Dress up in front of the full-length mirror.Because I don't have to go to school today, there's no need to put on makeup. I simply tidied my hair and walked out of the bedroom.

The date on the calendar hanging on the side wall of the living room is Sunday, and once again confirmed that it is a day when there is no need to go to school.

It should have been news that he could relax right away—if he didn't have to go to school, he wouldn't have to encounter those troublesome things, right?Whether it is good or bad, as long as communication and contact are reduced, it is easy to achieve a peaceful environment.

But inadvertently, my hand was already lightly on my chest, trying to block back the uneasiness that spread from the bottom of my heart.

Why...would you be upset?

It must be because the question that longs for an answer has been entrenched in the heart.

What is he doing?Judging from the time, he should be sleeping right now... But what about when he wakes up?Learn?go out?Or spend it lazily at home?Or... with my sister?Being forced to do all kinds of unwilling things... Maybe even with an extremely unwilling expression.

I wonder what he's doing - something like this... there's such a thing as unacceptable.

"Huh... stupid... myself"

After talking to himself, he let out an unseemly sigh, shook his head lightly and sat down on the sofa, silently looking at the clock hanging on the wall.

Although the time is passing minute by minute, it seems to have no effect on my state of mind at this time. It seems to be still at that moment-but, I should be the only one who is still.

Paying too much attention to something—or a person is a very stupid behavior, even if you know it clearly and keep reminding it repeatedly in your heart, it won’t help...

"Huh...why do I have to moan so early in the morning..."

Frowning, he gently pressed his hands against his temples, but the tiredness hovering in his head was not relieved at all, and then he glanced at the mobile phone on the coffee table.

If there is a way to solve all this immediately, it can only be asked directly... But...

Is it appropriate to call so early?Also, what reason do you want to call over?If the call is connected...how should I say it...

Several questions about what to do after and what to do after came to my mind...

......

After just sitting on the sofa for a while, I simply gave up all thinking... No matter what I think, it's that guy's fault, right? !Sudden dating with my sister or something...

Why... must it be sister... other...

Thinking of this, the irritability suddenly surged, and then I tried to get out of my body. When I recovered, the phone was already in my hand.

He simply dialed the phone directly, and then quietly waited for a response.

Just ask him what he's doing now...just ask, and it's over...so in the back of your mind.

After waiting for four or five beeps on the other end of the phone, there was a response.

"......Hey......"

As expected, it was completely lifeless... a lazy voice came from the phone.

"Oh? Are you... still alive? Allow me to apologize if my phone brought you back to life."

No, what I wanted to say was "Have you not woken up yet? I apologize if I bothered you"...It should have been like this, but why did it turn into this when the words came out of my mouth? kind......

"Ah... sorry, I don't want to die yet... By the way, you're calling at this time... Is there something wrong?"

There was some noise from the microphone, probably from turning over on the bed or twisting the body. After all, it’s only 06:30 now, and if it’s Sunday, most people should still be in bed at this time. .It's normal to be asked this kind of question directly... After all, it's a bit strange to call at this time, if there's nothing to do...

However, if it was my sister who called, would it be so strange?

Frightened by the picture that suddenly flashed in my mind, I unconsciously spit out the sound of "uh, huh", followed by a questioning on the phone

"Huh? What? What's wrong?"

"No, no, nothing..."

After that, there was a brief silence. After reorganizing the situation, he asked hesitantly

"Do you...do you have any appointments today?"

"The reservation is..."

A slightly unexpected voice came from the other end, and then inexplicably made people angry

"Do you not understand what you need to do or have to do? Or is your comprehension ability degraded to the point where you have to re-read it from the first grade of elementary school?"

His tone became a little harsh unconsciously... He obviously didn't want to do this... I couldn't help it...

"I'm sorry, but I'm the third outstanding member of the liberal arts in Mandarin, and I still have confidence in the literal meaning."

Speaking of this, he paused for a while, and then resumed speaking after a few seconds

"Although I want to stay in bed all day...But I have a plan to go to the bookstore at noon...Buy some reference materials for Komachi."

"Ah, that happened to be together."

"Eh? Are you going too? The bookstore..."

"What? No?"

"No... It's personal freedom to say whether to go or not... After all, you haven't told me what's going on..."

"One o'clock at noon, meet at the right entrance of the square, that's it."

Without any hesitation, I cut off the call directly.

Because... I lied.

Because, I am afraid of the moment when this clumsy lie is exposed.

Because, I already know what needs to be done next, and the answers I crave.

......

Needs...a redress.

This thought came to me when I saw myself in the mirror after returning to my bedroom.

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