Why does the Ruined King still fall in love?

I always feel so ashamed...

And somehow I feel like laughing.

"Xiaoqi, you still want me to help you?"

"No, it's fine."

"but now......"

Saying that, Yuigahama pointed to the wooden board that was shaking slightly in my hand.

"I just kind of wanted to laugh."

"Laugh...why?"

My answer made Yuigahama look at me suspiciously.

Yubihama like this really makes people feel silly, not cute.

Even the tiredness in my hands and the tension caused by Yuhihama disappeared.

After finally moving to the designated place, I placed the wooden boards in the corridor with great momentum.

When I slide the edge of the board with my hand to fix it, I suddenly feel a pain in my finger.

"it hurts."

I screamed subconsciously, looked at my hand, and found a slender wooden thorn stuck in my finger.

"what happened?"

At this moment, Yuigahama yelled and grabbed my hand very forcefully to watch.

"Ah... bleeding! Does Xiaoqi hurt?"

I wanted to pull back my hand, but Yubihama grabbed it tightly.

"Well, it's okay. It's just a small injury."

At this time, Yubihama carefully pulled out the wooden thorn for me.

"Xiaoqi, let's go to the health room to disinfect again."

"Well, just wash this little wound and it will be fine..."

It's a pity that Yuigahama didn't waver in my opinion at all, and still held my hand firmly.

I had no choice but to shave my face with the fingers of the other hand, and continued with a little helplessness.

"Then let's disinfect it a little bit..."

"Um"

Yubihama smiled happily.

Health room

"Small business sits over there."

"..."

I had to sit on the stool.

"Show me your hand."

"Actually, it doesn't need to be so troublesome..."

Yuigahama was still staring at me firmly.

When Yubihama helped me apply alcohol, I felt a sharp tingling sensation on my fingers, not because of the stimulation of alcohol, but probably because of the wood thorns left under the skin of my fingers.

I didn't expect this to be discovered by Yubihama. Is she usually so careful.

"Xiao Qi, I'm sorry. It seems that there are wooden splinters in my fingers."

Yuigahama brought out the tweezers again, trying to help me remove the wooden splinter.

It's a pity that Yubihama's technique is too unfamiliar, and he couldn't get it out for a long time.

Big drops of sweat dripped down Yubihama's cheeks, but Yubihama didn't care at all, and kept picking the little wooden thorn seriously.

That serious expression attracted me, and I couldn't help but be fascinated by it.

With a strong sting, I came back to my senses.

Yuigahama took the tweezers and finally picked out the wooden splinter.

"Ah! Sorry, Xiaoqi. I'm so stupid!"

Yuigahama hurriedly apologized to me while helping me stop the bleeding.

Yuigahama's behavior makes me speechless...

After disinfection, Yuigahama clumsily tried to help me put on a bandage.

Stupid... just use a Band-Aid.

Even though I was thinking like this in my heart, I couldn't say anything.

Although the movements of Yuigahama's fingertips were very clumsy, they were done very seriously.

I can clearly feel Yubihama's movements, feelings, and breath from time to time.

This feeling is extremely intoxicating, but why do I always feel that this is not the first time someone has bandaged my fingers like this?

Such a question to the heart suddenly aroused my memory.

...Suddenly, I grabbed Yuigahama's hand.

"Well, let me do the rest myself."

After speaking, I stood up.At this time, I didn't notice Yuigahama's disappointed expression flashing past.

"Um......"

"Thank you, sorry to bother you."

"Not at all. I just... casually... bandaged Xiaoqi."

whatever...

Seeing Yuigahama, who is smiling so reluctantly, fills me with guilt.

However, if you don't stop it.

I couldn't suppress the sudden strong sense of guilt in my heart.

At this time, my heart was inexplicably filled with that willful and unreasonable figure.

Facing Yuigahama at this time, I feel at a loss.

I always feel that Yubihama has seen something shameful.

It makes me want to leave this place, but the guilt towards Yuigahama makes me not know what to do.

"That... Xiaoqi. I still have make-up lessons, so I'm leaving first."

Yubihama spoke softly.

"I'm going to take Hiratsuka-sensei's class too. You go first."

As soon as I finished speaking, Yuigahama left quickly.

I always feel like I've done something despicable...

I'm really a scumbag.

Obviously, while enjoying Yuigahama's tenderness, she is repelling Yuigahama's approach.

If I blindly consider my own feelings, what qualifications do I have to enjoy Yubihama's tenderness!

It's all because of that idiot...

Don't keep making that kind of weird agreement, wouldn't there be so many things.

I looked up at the ceiling and sighed softly.

He only spit out a helpless complaint.

"I wish I hadn't made that promise with that idiot..."

Memories of a Dead Fish-eyed Boy

A boy with black hair and dead fish eyes was looking helplessly at the blond girl in front of him who was clumsily bandaging his injured finger.

"That... there's no need to make such a fuss about this little injury, right?"

The dead fish-eyed boy turned his face away and muttered.

"It's not a minor injury! It's bleeding!"

Although the blond girl retorted loudly.

But his eyes never left the boy's hand at all, and the movement of his hand didn't stop.

Seeing such a serious girl, the boy's dead fish eyes became much softer.

The boy looked at the girl silently, and the girl carefully bandaged the boy.

After a long time, the girl finally finished bandaging.

"Yeah! Done~~!"

The boy looked at the messy bag in his hands with a black line, and he was wearing a bandage with a bow.

"That...thank you..."

The blond girl put on her waist with a smile on her face.

"Hmph! Once Miss Ben is on the go, such a trivial matter as bandaging can be easily handled."

The black lines on the black-haired boy's head became more intense.

The excited girl continued as if she hadn't seen it: "Hachiman, in the future, if this happens, you must find Miss Ben!"

The boy responded with a wry smile.

"......OK."

The smile on the girl's face became even brighter.

"It's an appointment~~!"

"Well, it's an appointment."

Chapter 220 IX You Are The Queen, I Am The Decision Of Yukinoshita

Growing up, I was always compared with my sister.

My sister can always do everything as she wants, but no matter how hard I try, I can never do exactly like my sister.

No matter what kind of grades I get, it is taken for granted in the eyes of my parents.

I don't know when, I no longer expect to be praised by my parents.

I just want to surpass my sister and get her approval.

I don't know when it started, I became no longer close to my sister, and became estranged from my sister.

But my sister still didn't change, as if she didn't care about it at all.

Her calm attitude really makes people a little angry.

My mother is very strict and never allows me to go against her will. My life seems to have been arranged by her. I just need to obey her will and walk into the life she arranged for me.

I just obeyed quietly, the only behavior I was allowed to do.

As I got older I had thoughts of struggle and I wanted to be free.

I began to rebel against my mother. My resistance was undoubtedly futile. I could not shake her will.

However, this time, my father, who usually doesn't care about family affairs, helped me.

Under his persuasion, my mother agreed that I lived alone for three years in high school and had my own personal space.

When I can decide what to do by myself, I am a little confused. It seems that I haven't thought about what I want to do.