Why does the Ruined King still fall in love?

Ichinose Chizuru was very observant, although the man in front of her was definitely someone she couldn't afford to offend, it didn't prevent her from feeling contemptuous towards him.

The little goodwill established earlier was swept away, leaving only anger and unwilling grievances.

"Well, don't cry."

Hikigaya Hachiman demanded domineeringly, and Ichinose Chizuru was forced to flatter:

"Yes, Chizuru understands."

"It seems that you really don't remember me?"

Hikigaya Hachiman saw that although she was smiling, the anger in her eyes spread like fire, and sighed softly.

"Yang Nai, Yang Nai, don't you give gifts without insurance?Just give it away and don’t care about after-sales, right...'

From the tip of the index finger of the hand shaking the wine glass, a dim dark green mist gushed out, which became even more imperceptible against the already dim environment.

Ichinose Chizuru was stunned after hearing the man's words.

This... me and him before? ? ?

She looked at his face carefully again, he was handsome, but she didn't have any memory in her mind.

Ichinose Chizuru's attention was completely focused on the face of the man in front of her, she didn't notice a dark green bleak black mist surrounding her, and then quickly dissipated until she disappeared.

"Insert a prefabricated memory fragment——Hikigani Hachiman was once a classmate with Ichinose Chizuru, and the experience between the two of them is not very clear. I only remember that they have a good relationship with each other. I have been to a place where friends are more than lovers. The relationship between the two ended when Hikigaya Hachiman transferred to another school.”

"Excuse me... do I... do I know you?"

she asked somewhat uneasily.

"I know, but I don't know."

Hikigaya Hachiman began to play riddles.

"After all, I haven't met you yet."

The grievance in Chizuru Ichinose's heart suddenly ignited.

She slapped his hand away and said coldly, "Please don't do this."

"Yes, I'm sorry...although...although I can't refuse you, but...please don't play me like this..."

Her shoulders trembled, and she said bitterly, "I am a human being, not a toy."

Hikigu Hachiman slowly kneaded the tissue into a ball, then took out the remaining tissue and handed it to her.

"Then wipe it yourself."

She took it slowly and wiped it gently for herself.

Until the teardrops disappeared, she took a deep breath and tried her best to keep her voice from trembling.

"So, what exactly do you want from me?"

"You seem very angry?"

Hikigu Hachiman still didn't answer her question, and was still paying attention to herself.

Ichinose Chizuru raised a cold smile at the corner of her mouth.

"Do you think I should be happy?"

"I think it should be happy."

Hikigu Hachiman grinned brightly.

But now Ichinose Chizuru only finds it dazzling and disgusting.

"Being regarded as a captive animal, and being kept in a cage will suffer the fate of being slaughtered at any time. In your opinion, is this something to be happy about?"

Ichinose Chizuru is also a little short-tempered.

She knew she couldn't offend him, so she wanted to speak as nicely as possible.

Unfortunately, I still can't control it.

"You are not a captive animal, and I am not a hunter who wants to eat meat. You don't have to think so complicatedly."

Hikigu Hachiman said softly.

"what is that?"

Ichinose Chizuru's psychological defense almost collapsed:

"You think I am like them?"

She pointed her finger sharply at the dance floor.

The girls on the dance floor are showing off their youthful bodies and beauty.

"Or... like them?"

Ichinose Chizuru turned her fingertips and turned to the other side.

On the dark stage, the girl in uniform was curling up in the arms of a man who was older than her, forcing a smile on her face.

The former is an accompaniment who plays on the occasion, while the latter is a sexual intercourse who sells his body for money.

Of course, there is no difference in essence, the only difference may be the price.

Usually the former just spend a little money and satisfy a little desire, and it is difficult to even hit home plate.

The former is also the "part-time job" that the vast majority of female staff in the bar are engaged in.

The latter is not cheap at all, and payment depends on its quality.

This is nothing to be ashamed of, at least in the neon social concept, this can be regarded as "self-reliance" to some extent.

Even Ichinose Chizuru didn't have much contempt for them.

Of course, she couldn't afford to be contemptuous. If it wasn't for the bar's deliberate care, she would have no other choice.

Chapter 3 I'm not allowed to accompany anyone other than you

Hikigaya Hachiman knew almost all of Chizuru Ichinose's past from the information sheet that contained almost all information about Chizuru Ichinose.

Before she came to work in the bar, she also worked in the business of renting girlfriends.

The so-called honing acting skills for dreams is just a glamorous excuse, but no matter how glamorous the excuse is, it cannot hide the essence of this profession is to sell one's "appearance value".

Although Ichinose Chizuru was very lucky not to encounter things that would cause her pain when she was engaged in the profession of renting girlfriends, she can be regarded as a girl who has seen the dark side of society.

At least compared to ordinary girls, Ichinose Chizuru's psychological defense will be lower.

There is nothing to be ashamed of, the family environment shaped their differences.

If Ichinose Chizuru could be like Yukinoshita Yukino, not to mention rich and powerful, at least she would have no worries about food and clothing, and would not have a sick relative to take care of.

That Ichinose Chizuru can also be like Yukinoshita Yukino, although sometimes she has an awkward personality, but her nature is very traditional and unyielding.

Compared with these girls in the bar who are willing to give their bodies, Ichinose Chizuru, the only thing she has left is her own self-esteem.

She hasn't fallen to this level yet, and the reason why she hasn't fallen is not because of how strong she really is...

But the "bar" gave her the necessary protection.

Rubbing the wine glass, Hikiya Hachiman smiled lightly at Ichinose Chizuru's cold eyes.

"It seems that you have already made mental preparations."

After hearing Hikigaya Hachiman's joking words, Ichinose Chizuru replied dully:

"It is impossible to work in this kind of place without a certain awareness..."

"So you're up for grabs?"

Hikigaya Hachiman's casual words were like sprinkling salt on the wound, and Chizuru Ichinose felt a little shaken in an instant.

She couldn't refute his offensive words.

Because she had to admit that deep down in her heart she did have such a thought.

Or not to accompany, if you want to accompany... the most powerful person.

She doesn't want to change one or even several customers a day like some of her colleagues.

This is absolutely unacceptable to her...

She still retains a little dignity in her bones, even if the so-called dignity has long been something that can be priced since she chose to come to the bar to work as a bartender.

After being torn away by the man in front of her self-deceiving excuse, even though she had already done psychological work in her heart, she almost vomited.

She felt disgusted, obviously she was such a person, and she wanted to set up a memorial archway, pretending to be a pure girl...

Seemingly cruel, Hikigu Hachiman stopped the topic appropriately.

He knew that if he continued to speak, he would definitely break the defense of Chizuru Ichinose who had already started to waver.

She was not strong at all, and besides, it was not easy to maintain her innocence in such an environment.

Although the bar has a contract with her, if Ichinose Chizuru really goes all out in order to get money faster, the bar can't control her.

If she is really willing to sell herself, what she can get in return is definitely what the bar can't give.

The big deal is that she really chooses to quit, trading her natural body for a short period of time for far more money than she needs.

So in essence, Ichinose Chizuru is still different from these girls in the bar.

She didn't come here to sell herself from the beginning.

She just wants money.

The purpose of asking for money is not for her own enjoyment, not for vanity, but just to save her grandma, that's all.

Of course, it may be that she is still one step away from the fallen hell. Not many girls are really willing to engage in this kind of industry from the bottom of their hearts, because they are forced by life.

Therefore, Ichinose also knew very clearly that if she took this step, she would become like them in the future.

So she tried her best to maintain the final bottom line, and tried to keep some decent dignity for herself.

Unless it is absolutely necessary, he will not take the last step.

People's hearts are always so difficult to guess, and the pressure of the environment often makes people less human.

Hikigu Hachiman is not noble, and she is not inferior, everyone is in the same boat.

Compared with Yukinoshita, the Yukinoshita sisters who were born to be rich, and Yuigahama Yui, who was raised by a famous doctor mother, Chizuru Ichinose is just a little less lucky. This is the reality.

But humiliation is not the purpose of Hiki Valley Hachiman.

Although he has the capital and conditions to turn Ichinose into his personal pet, a "toy" completely determined by his will, even though Ichinose Chizuru itself is a gift prepared by Yukinoshita Yono.

You can play as you want, torture as you want, and educate as you want.

It doesn't matter whether you treat her like an ordinary girl or as a bartender with no dignity, it doesn't matter if she has a variety of tricks, even if she is tortured to death, no one will hold her accountable.

There is no need for Hikigaya Hachiman to do anything by himself, Yukinoshita Yoshino will properly handle the gifts she sent, and when things get too big for Yukinoshita Yoshino to handle, Yukinoshita Yukihime doesn't need to know what happened Everything that exists in Chizuru Ichinose will be erased...

Even if Yukinoshita Yukino knew about this, Yukino Yukino who had regarded him as everything for a long time would complain at most why there are so many women with clean bodies and backgrounds in the family, and she still has to go outside to provoke unclean women , and then take the initiative to help him deal with the aftermath.

Chizuru Ichinose is only a short distance away from falling. He can definitely add another kick and kick her directly into the deepest hell, making her a toy that completely accepts her fate.

But he still has a bit of restraint and a seemingly naive bottom line.

Or maybe it's because of his obsession, or he still believes in some feelings.

A toy without emotion is really just a toy, like a dead thing.

"I'm going to buy you."

Hikigaya Hachiman raised his wine glass and took a sip, before telling Ichinose Chizuru the final verdict.

Her face suddenly became paler, as bloodless as frost and snow.

The man in front of him decided his future and his whole life lightly.

The thing I didn't want to see the most happened after all.

But she is not all in pain, deep in her heart, she still has a faint sense of relief.

This is the worst outcome, but maybe... the best outcome.

Of course, it was unacceptable emotionally, but reason kept telling her that compared with the other middle-aged people present who were not in good shape and temperament.

He is the best choice right now.