Why does the Ruined King still fall in love?

Time is always so urgent and so hasty.

After today, Chizuru Ichinose didn't know when she would be able to visit her next time.

Sometimes she really wants to do nothing and just be with grandma quietly.

But grandma will definitely be angry.

She said: She wants to see her granddaughter become a heroine, standing radiantly on stage and on screen.

For grandma's wish, Qianhe has been working hard all the time.

But at this moment, she didn't know the meaning of this effort.

Maybe my grandma may not be able to persist until that moment.

No?

Thinking like this, the more I think about it, the sadder I get.

Hikigu Hachiman patted her on the shoulder again, wanting to say something comforting.

But Qianhe turned around and fell into his arms, hugged his waist tightly, and said hoarsely: "Let me lean on for a while, okay?"

Hikigu Hachiman slowly lowered his raised hand and nodded slightly.

Whether it's sad or down, there's nothing a hug can't fix.

If the source of the matter is not in yourself, then embrace the power that can give the greatest comfort.

Hikigaya Hachiman rubbed her hair quietly, his slightly aggressive and intimate behavior became a panacea to soothe Ichinose Chizuru's depressed mood at this moment.

After a while, other nurses came from the corridor.

Not one, but several nurses.

Surprise flashed in their eyes, and they felt that the boy seemed a little familiar.

Fortunately, Hikigu Hachiman was wearing a hat and hid most of his face in Chizuru's hair, so the nurses didn't recognize him immediately.

Hikigu Hachiman's eyesight is extremely sharp.

At a glance, he found that among these nurses was the nurse who had taken care of him before.

Although he and Qianhe were walking around holding hands before, it probably won't take long for the entire hospital staff to learn about this information.

But there is a difference between holding hands and hugging each other.

At least if you have to explain it when the time comes, there is a reasonable explanation for holding hands, but it is a bit difficult to explain when holding hands together.

After all, he came here, ostensibly to be hospitalized, but actually to inspect the work of the hospital.

Although he was actually here to pick up girls, the less people knew about it, the better.

Chapter No.16 Ichinose Chizuru who is still stubborn

Based on these careful considerations, Hikiya Hachiman simply buried his face in Ichinose Chizuru's hair, and pulled her out of her depressed mood with a gentle tone.

"Go back to my ward and cry slowly."

Chizuru Ichinose buried her head in front of his chest, and said in a muffled voice, "It feels like you have something wrong with you."

"Ha~ You have wronged a good man."

Hikigaya Hachiman slowly adjusted his posture while watching the approaching nurses out of the corner of his eye.

"It's going to be a little trouble for you to cry here."

"Don't tell your grandma if you are seen by a passing nurse, which will make the old man feel uncomfortable."

"At least you should think about me too?"

Hearing this, Ichinose Chizuru clutched his clothes, trying to raise her head.

Then Hikigu Hachiman pressed her chin against her little head, she just felt that the back of her head was being pressed against, and she couldn't use any strength.

Eh?

"Shh, there's a nurse passing by, hold her first."

Hikigu Hachiman whispered.

Ichinose Chizuru's eyes narrowed slightly, but she didn't continue to try to resist.

Waiting quietly for these nurses to pass by one after another, Hikigaya Hachiman moved his chin and raised his face from Chizuru Ichinose's hair.

"All right."

Ichinose Chizuru also immediately raised her head when she heard the words.

She looked back subconsciously, and sure enough there were several nurses walking around talking and laughing.

The corners of Hikigu Hachiman's mouth curled up slightly, and he stretched out his hand to pinch her cheek and said, "Do you suspect that I'm lying to you?"

Ichinose Chizuru suddenly shrank back, looking at him with a little embarrassment.

It's just this small move that makes the charming and ambiguous atmosphere fall from the clouds in an instant, return to the mundane world, and disappear in smoke.

His hands stopped in the air, his eyes narrowed, and there seemed to be a burst of ridicule and ridicule hanging from the corner of his mouth.

He immediately let go of her slender waist, retracted his hand, shrugged and said, "It seems that she has regained her composure."

For a moment, just for a moment, the warmth just now seemed to be just an illusion.

When he let go of his hand and the two of them no longer had any contact with each other, Chizuru Ichinose woke up like a dream and realized how stupid her behavior was just now.

Yet she couldn't take any blame.

Because she retreated by herself.

Hikigaya Hachiman put his hands in his pockets and walked unhurriedly.

Ichinose Chizuru held the satchel, followed behind him for a while, and walked to his side to shoulder with him for a while.

On the way back, there was only a bitter silence for her.

But the moment he raised his hand and reached out, Chizuru Ichinose actually just reacted subconsciously.

It was as if someone had slapped her across the face, didn't she just stand still and not hide?

Even if her subjective will doesn't want to hide, her body will instinctively avoid harm.

It is difficult to overcome instinctual habits without an extremely firm will.

But this explanation is very weak.

Could it be that he couldn't tell whether he wanted to slap or pinch his cheek intimately?

Why did he pinch it so many times before, but he didn't escape his instinct?

Do you have to finish this "task" before your instincts can play a role?

This seems to confirm a sentence.

When using him, his actions were within his tolerance range.

When he is no longer being used, his actions become offensive and hurtful.

Seems kind of nasty to think about it that way.

But Chizuru Ichinose is also a girl with pessimistic thoughts.

She can't control Hikigu Hachiman's thoughts, she can only try to worsen her own thinking to try to substitute him.

Then use this guilt and remorse to torture yourself repeatedly.

So along the way, she changed her movements repeatedly, always keeping her head down and not daring to look at him.

This is precisely her entanglement and hesitation, as well as her guilty conscience and timidity.

Suddenly, Hikigu Hachiman stopped in his tracks.

Ichinose Chizuru also stopped.

He turned his head and said softly: "It's getting late, do you have other things to do?"

"Go back, I will arrange your grandma's affairs."

Ichinose Chizuru looked up at him in amazement: "Do you have something to do?"

Hikigu Hachiman smiled, and pointed to the door beside him: "I'm already here."

Only then did Ichinose Chizuru realize that she had already walked back to the door of Hikigaya Hachiman's ward.

She was a little speechless.

There is nowhere to tell the full of thoughts, and there is no way to tell.

He has arrived.

What else can she do?

To keep him, why can you stay with me again?

Please, such stupid words have lost any convincing power after their stupid move just now.

Unless I can put aside my reserve and face, I don't take hurting him seriously.

But is she leaving?Does she want to go?

This atmosphere is the most embarrassing moment.

She felt guilty in her heart, and she didn't make up for it, but she did another stupid thing.

He seemed calm, but in fact he was secretly angry.

She can't go, but he doesn't want to stay.

How can I stay if I don't go...

Ichinose Chizuru opened her mouth, trying to save her.

Give it a try anyway.

If you do nothing, nothing will change.

It's just that this kind of faith, which was finally persuaded, met a slightly colder gaze than Kigu Hachiman, and all the courage was dissipated in the wind.

The expression on her cheeks froze, and she even forgot what she wanted to say.

Biqigu Hachiman slowly added a lore: "Ah, do you want to stay with me for dinner?"

Ichinose Chizuru lowered her head in shame and embarrassment, "I'm sorry."

After speaking, she felt that she had no face to stay here.

Her cheeks were as hot as hot water boiling, rumbling, it was the sound of her heart beating faster, and it was also because she felt extremely embarrassed.

And it turns out: Some admonitions are forgettable once you hear them.

Grandma Ichinose told Ichinose Chizuru repeatedly just now, telling her not to be so strong, but to show her soft side appropriately.

In fact, there is nothing particularly serious about this move.

Although from her point of view, she felt that it was a manifestation of resistance and rejection when she substituted it.

But as long as she explained something, and then took the initiative to hold his hand and stick it on, nothing would happen.

Chizuru Ichinose also knows the difference between girls who like men and girls who don't.

Maybe the former is not so outstanding, and the latter is very beautiful, but the skills and attitudes towards boys have nothing to do with beauty, wisdom or family background.

But her courage was gone.

The moment she started to leave, Chizuru Ichinose felt extremely uncomfortable.

She had expected that meeting him in the future would be extremely embarrassing.

And it is also possible to meet his indifference.

The first second was still ambiguous and sweet, but the next second was as cold as a stranger.

The comparison of the gap before and after, as well as the guilt and anxiety in her heart, really made Ichinose Chizuru very anxious.

But there was nothing she could do at this time.

She can only go.