Beware of the Liyue woman

As the sky gradually darkened, Gan Yu walked on the street alone.Going against the flow of the crowd, my thoughts diverged, thinking about what happened today.

It's not a big deal...it's not quite right.

In short, her colleagues have changed.

The secretaries of Yuehai Pavilion basically work for a long time, and they are all proud of being able to contribute to Liyue and help Qixing, but although they are still young in spirit, their bodies are getting old day by day, and it is difficult to support high-intensity work.

The new faces then appeared one by one in Gan Yu's field of vision.

Gan Yu, who is always buried in work in her daily life, only realized when she saw the young new secretaries-many years have passed in the human world.

She possesses the blood of both fairy beasts and humans. She has a very long life, and her appearance has never aged. The feeling of time is naturally different from that of people.

On top of this, she was doing clerical work in various departments all day long, and her sense of time in the outside world was even more sluggish.

Only major changes in the people or things around her, as well as changes in the data, can bring her back to her senses and lament that several years have passed.

Logically speaking, she should have gotten used to it, and she wouldn't have any particularly big mood swings.

But one question that was bothering her resurfaced after realizing how many years had passed.

"I am now, have I integrated into this world?"

She is a demigod.A half-immortal is neither a complete "human being" nor a complete "immortal", but an existence in an awkward position sandwiched between the two.

No, it should just be my mind wavering.Gan Yu thought to herself.

After all, if you think about it from another angle, isn't "half human" still human, and "half immortal" still immortal?Although it's only half... no, maybe it's because there's only half?

Thinking of this, Gan Yu let out a soft sigh.

I feel that there is still no change in myself. This problem seems to have been entangled for many years.

If not, can I really integrate into human life?

Perhaps it was rare to have some rest time today, and Gan Yu, who had nothing to do, couldn't help thinking wildly.

Sitting on a bench near the port, Gan Yu looked at the sunset and sighed again.

"Ok?"

"Eh?"

Hearing a strange voice, Gan Yu turned her head and found a little girl with long hair staring at her.

The girl looked cute, and she was holding a basket full of flowers of various colors, but none of them were rare species.

"Big sister, what are you doing?"

The unexpected question made Gan Yu a little flustered: "Me? Me..."

I also want to know.Gan Yu couldn't help but sigh again.

"It's just looking at the scenery, how about you? It's so late, don't you want to go home?" Gan Yu said softly.

The girl shook her head: "I can't go back yet."

"why?"

"Not ready for flowers yet."

Gan Yu asked curiously, "Are you going to give it to your family?"

"Yeah! It's for the teacher and Keqing."

Ke Qing?Ah...is it from that family...Gan Yu has some impressions, she has never seen this girl, she should not be Ke Qing's sister...so she is a friend?

However, teacher... this title is a bit of a concern.Maybe her family is more complicated.

Gan Yu looked up at the sky, it was already night, but the street lights would take a while to turn on.

"Aren't you afraid of the dark?"

"Don't be afraid!" The girl shook her head vigorously, her soft long hair swaying gently.

Then, the girl blinked her amber eyes again and asked, "Big sister, why do you always sigh?"

"Ah... this is..."

Since it's a child, it doesn't matter if you say it.After all, these words cannot be said to other people, and it will inevitably make them worry...

Gan Yu rubbed her neck, smiled wryly, "I just don't know if I have integrated into this world..."

But saying this, it should make this girl very confused.

But to her surprise, the girl seemed to have realized something: "Oh——does it mean that the big sister can't make friends?"

Words are like knives, this girl is not ordinary...

"No...it seems to be...is it?"

There is something in common, right?I can't figure it out myself.

"Why can't big sister make friends?"

Only a child would ask such a straightforward question.Gan Yu thought about it, and didn't feel disgusted, because the other party seemed to care about her.

"Because I'm not fully human... I guess."

In fact, when living in the human world, Gan Yu sometimes did not quite understand human thoughts, concepts and ideas.

What human beings insist on, even obsessive things, in her opinion, is not necessary.

Human beings want to stand out in order to show that their lives are dazzling, but isn't it beautiful to exist in the world?

Gan Yu thought again, this kind of thinking of being different from others may be one of the reasons why she still doubts whether she has integrated into human society.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sighed softly again.

"Well, I don't quite understand, I feel like I can't help you." At this time, the girl said.

Gan Yu smiled: "If you can listen to me, I am already very grateful to you."

The girl curled her mouth, her face stretched a bit, but she pursed her lips as if she was thinking about something.

The expression is unexpectedly rich.

"There is."

She lowered her head, picked out the flowers in the basket, picked out a blue flower, and handed it to Gan Yu.

Gan Yu didn't react for a while, and pointed to herself: "This is...for me?"

"Ah."

"Why?" Gan Yu couldn't help asking, even though she knew it was a bit inappropriate to ask.

The girl just smiled and didn't answer why. This kind of coping attitude made Gan Yu feel a little mature in her, which should be because of her good education.

"Can I really take it?"

It's not a rare variety, and the value is not high.But for this child, the value must be different.

Can you really accept the gifts you give to your family and friends?

"Yeah." The girl nodded slightly, without a trace of reluctance on her face.

Gan Yu took it carefully, thinking what to say at this time...I can't think of it.

I was anxious for a moment, and then I said:

"My name is Gan Yu, what about you?"

"Qin Yu!"

Didn't realize there was another word that was the same.

Gan Yu looked at the flower in her hand, and heard Qin Yu say with a smile: "This is for you, cheer up—Sister Gan Yu!"

Gan Yu's eyes widened slightly, followed by a smile.

The child's pure kindness seemed to turn into a warm current, which gave Gan Yu a sense of satisfaction that her heart was nourished.

The previous negative emotions also dissipated.

Whether she has integrated into the world, she is still unclear, and her heart is still swinging like a pendulum.But at least in the here and now, she felt accepted.

Gan Yu smiled back, reached out and touched Qin Yu's head: "Thank you."

I will not forget this day.Gan Yu thought.

.......

Gan Yu blinked and withdrew her thoughts.It was a special day for her.However, from an objective point of view, it is not so special...

But even so, she was very grateful to Qin Yu.

When she thought about this, she felt a warm feeling, and at the same time, she felt that she had indeed merged into human life a little bit—and whether that was an illusion, she didn't know.

All in all, she was grateful for the chance meeting.Although it was just a one-sided relationship, it meant a lot to her.

It's just that the reunion after that...

Gan Yu sighed secretly, it's better not to think about that day.

"Do you remember?"

Qin Yu woke up like a dream, he hesitated and said: "Ah... um, I remembered."

most.

How I met Gan Yu, the conversation after the meeting, the things I did... I basically remember everything.I didn't expect to remember it.

But there is only one place where it doesn't.

"Hmm! It's for the teacher and..."——At that time, I did say another person's name.

Can not remember.

Who is it?That should be his childhood playmate... Qin Yu faintly felt a headache.

"What's wrong?" Gan Yu asked.

Gan Yu, do you still remember who I was talking about at that time?

With the mentality of trying, Qin Yu asked tentatively: "That day, did I say who I would give the flowers to?"

I asked this question...Gan Yu hesitated for a moment, then pretended to be natural: "You said you would give it to your teacher."

"Yes, is there anyone else? I remember there were..."

"Yes, yes?" Gan Yu pretended not to know.

There is no correct answer to this question, because there is an agreement.

But the obvious denial might make Qin Yu suspicious, so he could only vaguely explain it.

Don't Gan Yu remember?Or is my memory wrong?

Qin Yu didn't know the truth, and the more he thought about it, the more he had a headache, so he could only give up for now.

She continued to search for her memories to see if she had the impression of reuniting with Gan Yu again.

But the result is no.Not at all.

"Well, did we only meet that one time?" Qin Yu asked seriously.

"Yes, but even if it's just a one-sided relationship, I'm very grateful to you."

It's really just a one-sided relationship.

A feeling called "lost" came to my heart.They had only met each other once before.

Qin Yu thought Gan Yu was someone like the big sister next door.

Although it sounds like a delusion, if it is true, then at least the current self still has a "before".

Even though her family and childhood playmates are gone, she still has people to spend time with.

As a result, after looking forward to it on my own, I was disappointed on my own.

It's just a one-sided relationship.What I have is just now.

"Ahaha, I didn't do anything special..."

Gan Yu shook her head frankly: "No, for me, the meaning of that encounter is not ordinary."

Even if you say so.