With the ability to transform, I am very popular on campus

This is one of the reasons why I joined the madhouse.The excitement gave me the courage to change myself.

Of course, many people find my word “棩” unfamiliar.Hereby explain its origin.

This is a nickname I gave my small QQ at the end of February.At that time, I just entered a pinyin on a whim, maybe this input is what I usually want to find.But I didn't expect that the pinyin I output turned out to be "yuan". Of course, when talking about this pinyin, the first thing I thought of was "Yuan". I might be pursuing "Yuan", the "Yuan" of "Yuan".

However, I want to be independent, I don't want it to be just an ordinary "fate".So, I started looking for a special "yuan" in the input method, which is basically not used by anyone.

Then, I found this "棩".The first time I saw this word, I thought it was beautiful, and then I decided to use it.I also specially wrote down its explanation: in the common name, the original meaning is "wooden bending".Although it doesn't seem to have any special connection with me, I still use this word as the first word.

Pushing the boat along the way, the pseudonym "棩zhiyuan" was born.Also, it shouldn't be possible for me to use another nickname.It's my nickname because I created it.I hope that when everyone mentions this nickname, they think of me. (It seems to be a bit of a six school, but no one else should have this nickname)

I was respected as a "big brother" by my friends in the lunatic asylum. However, my subsequent performance did not deserve such a title at all.I'm actually just a mortal writer with a lot of problems of my own and trying to correct others' mistakes.

Moreover, a lot of things happened during this period, which made me offend some people, so I had to insist on finishing it.As for what exactly happened, I can't say, after all, this is my black history, I don't want too many people to know, and most people who know will probably think I'm an idiot.

Anyway, from this moment on, my pain began.

我仔细统计了一下，我至少在20万字、40万字、50万字、70万字和100万字这五个节点表现得最为痛苦。尤其是50万字和70万字的时候，我基本上想死的心都有了。

Why pain?Because my inspiration is exhausted, and the writing is negative, although I said earlier, this is not a cool article.I tried to satirize some things here, but I found that I was still too whimsical. After all, some readers said that they didn't feel that they were satirizing anything.

In other words, what I write is basically nonsensical.It is estimated that it is this kind of rare routine that can't figure out how it will develop, so some readers insist on reading to the final chapter.

Moreover, I also made a big mistake during the period——

I ran to open a new pit, although I wrote sub-volumes in the form of a cooperative group.

But that sub-volume, I really want to delete it.Because, I don't have an outline at all, I just write along the lines, write whatever comes to mind, and the pit gets bigger and bigger in the end.In the case of double-opening, I can't have it both ways. In September and October, I was very tired. Compared with these two months, November is much better. After all, I abandoned that pit in November.

In November, my liver exploded, and I wanted to write a million words, so I chose to explode my liver.I succeeded, I made it around [-]D daily for [-] days, which is really not easy.Originally, I planned to keep in good health in December, but it's time to finish this book.

After all, there were many loopholes from the beginning, and the writing was not smooth. I also felt that if I continued to write, I would really collapse.

So, I exploded again, and wrote nearly 20 words this month.Then, in the last chapter... Maybe because I wrote 1.7 words that day, Chapter 1 felt okay, and the final chapter of Chapter 2 was completely rushed.I was rushing to get the day over, to be out of pain.

In fact, I didn't break away. After all, I was digging a hole again in the final chapter, but I swear, after my strength has been improved this year, I will fill in the hole with better results.There will be no more cases where the main tone of this book is heavy.

Of course, I swore a lot during this period, but basically they were all slaps in the face.Especially my oath to draw and design the characters myself, but in the end, it didn't work because I couldn't concentrate on practicing...

Also, I said many times not to update at zero o'clock, but it turned out to be really fragrant.

However, I don't want to continue to slap my face for the oath of women's clothing.After all, my desire to wear women's clothing is not fake.But due to various practical problems, I can't realize it for the time being.Of course, I hope that this year when I continue to write the book, I will be able to successfully womenswear.

Perhaps the only thing that makes me feel good about this book is that since it was put on the shelves, it has been ranked in the top [-] on the monthly belief list for five consecutive months. Of course, October is very thrilling, and it was almost squeezed down by a self-propelled stoner...

I think I am sorry for those readers who actively subscribe to my work, so in order to satisfy your consumption of my book, my sequel must be worthy of you.

Thank you again for your support, New Years is here, I spent a day to calm down (play mahjong).Now, I won't say anything about "regret writing this book".

See you next book!