restless daily life

Yukinoshita's father smiled reminiscently: "The second time we met was at the mahjong parlor, she walked in frowning, and told me to go back to class in front of so many grown-ups and my cronies - there are bad boys too. A bit of a backbone, looking down on any good students in class... probably because I feel that my life is not normal, but I try to despise normal people, pretend to be mature, and maintain my face as a bad boy."

"I felt so ashamed, and replied on the spot, 'Fucking class, this is not the place for a baby, go home and drink milk', and even spit cigarettes on your mother's face."

Yukinoshita Yukino looked at her father carefully, her eyes probably asked why are you still alive?Is what I see now really not a ghost?Something like that...

"So I beat him up in the mahjong parlor, lost his point of no good face, arrested him and took him back to school - that was when I called the roll and found him skipping class, and because of the previous incident, I felt that this classmate was still a little helper, so after inquiring about it, I went to the mahjong parlor to block people."

Yukino Yukino was silent for a while, and asked in a low voice: "Then, at that time, mother fell in love with father at first sight?"

"How could it be possible... At that time, I was the only daughter in the family, and the business environment was not good. My parents worried about the family every day. From getting rich to going bankrupt, it was always an instant thing. There was no room for mistakes, even no matter how Walking may be a dead end-I told my father to study hard, be enterprising, become an excellent adult, and inherit the family business...My father is more traditional, thinking that I am a girl, and I can’t do it. The more my father said that, I would instead The more determined he wants to do it... Therefore, I can't stand his hypocritical appearance that he doesn't really want to admit defeat, but just admit defeat like this."

"What kind of girl would fall in love at first sight with a guy who is full of foul language, smells of cigarettes and alcohol when opening his mouth, and has messy dyed hair? At that time, I was thinking about how to study harder, and I didn't have the heart to think about the love between children."

Yukinoshita's father protested in a low voice: "I, I still have advantages... Maybe?"

"I asked you to remember to hand in your homework, and you wrote a name on the homework to provoke me; I asked you to remember to go to class on time every day, and you came to class on time, and slipped out of the classroom in the middle; I asked you to dye your hair in a messy color Get it clean, you tell me it's fashion and trendy..."

Yukinoshita's father muttered in a low voice: "I can't do my homework if I only write my name... In fact, I wrote a wrong word in my name; I didn't understand anything in the middle of the class, and sitting in the classroom still attracts attention, and I feel ashamed." I just left; hair dyeing is not necessarily a fashion trend in real society, but it is very fashionable among delinquent teenagers-you forced me to the barber shop and shaved my head..."

Yukinoshita Yukino asked: "Then what happened afterwards? How did you..."

"Later, it was your mother who forced me to change this and that, pointed at me, forced me to submit by force at every turn, didn't give me any face in the public, and punished me when I made mistakes. She was very vicious at that time. Many times I tried to escape from her control, ran to the mahjong parlor and announced that I would be that bad boy again, but she dragged me out directly, and kept admonishing me with all kinds of big principles and righteous arguments..."

Yukinoshita's father was silent for a moment, and looked at his daughter with a complicated expression: "Do you understand now? Back then, I was just like you and Yang Nao."

Yukinoshita Yukino opened her mouth: "Then, that father... competes..."

"I was the one fighting with your mother... Huh—"

Yukinoshita's father exhaled softly, and dug out his own thoughts: "Actually, your mother has played a missing role in my life-she is a father, and she will reprimand discipline severely and seriously. After contacting him, I found that my survival was a problem. Every day, I brought a few more bento boxes for me, and also helped me with my studies and homework... For a delinquent boy who is confused, has no direction, and gradually degenerates, discipline, reprimand and irresistible pressure Authority makes me feel irritable and painful, but it is also unavoidable to bring the distorted life back on track."

"My grades gradually improved, and my life gradually became normal. I got rid of the bad habit of going in and out of adults' places, and I became a minor again. I have youth, I have a secret crush, and I have normal friends of the same age..."

"I got rid of many of his bad habits, but the smoking has never been able to quit him." A deep sigh came from inside, "He quit smoking when I gave birth to Yang Nai."

"Back when I expressed my heart to your mother, your mother told me about her ambitions and the responsibilities she should bear as the daughter of the Yukinoshita family, and made a gentleman's agreement - if you win her, you will marry her... instead of marrying her... It's a trivial matter, after all, my original surname is only a mess."

"The result is that your father won. Even if I have better grades than him, study more seriously than him, and I work hard to spend more time... It is not the traditional father who makes the decision, but I really lost to him. Social internship He can always come up with better solutions than me when dealing with student union affairs, and he can always solve them more safely than me when dealing with student union affairs, even if he has just started social practice, he still gets better evaluations than me."

"Hahaha, at first I refused to admit defeat, but I couldn't beat your mother no matter how I studied or studied. Later, your mother refused to admit defeat, but she couldn't win me no matter how I dealt with practical problems." Yukinoshita's father smiled and said softly, "I think Yukino must have had this kind of experience, right?"

Yukino Yukino: "..."

"You and your mother are very similar in being right. Both have self-disciplined persistence and clear edges and corners. This is an advantage. It can help you to climb the peak more attentively and patiently absorb all kinds of boring knowledge, but sometimes this is a disadvantage—— —Your mother seems to have a lot of friends at school, but in fact few people dare to approach her. They all secretly say that she is a queen, and she is too arrogant. Learning, but your mother and you both want to take on the political and commercial work of family affairs."

"She worked hard for a few years, and managed to change from a cold face to a smile... Then she gave up and asked me to pack up and go to see my father-in-law. That day was really scary, hahahaha..."

Yukinoshita's father rubbed the back of his head and let out a hearty and vague laugh.

"No way, because I'm pregnant."

"Ha..." Yukinoshita's father stopped laughing.

Yukinoshita Yukino raised her hand and patted her forehead—was, unmarried and pregnant first? !Mother, mother would do that kind of thing? !

"In short, skip over the father-in-law first. These are almost all things about me and your mother before you and Yang Nai were born."

Yukinoshita's father didn't want to recall that visit that could be said to have passed through the door of hell. He took a deep breath and said softly: "This is why your mother educated you like this. What Yang Nao said was very hurtful, but to you For me, that's a compliment—my achievements are inseparable from your mother, and her greatest contribution is me."

"As parents, we are not qualified. When Yang Nai was born, I was in charge of external affairs, and she was in charge of internal affairs. This is certain. I think I was born in a failed family, and I don't have the confidence to be a good father. And I think your mother can become an excellent educator... When I found out that Yang Nai didn't know when to put on the mask, she was obedient and obedient without crying or fussing. ...Forget it, that guy's drama is clear."

"The final result is that you are too dependent on me, and you are too much like your mother, and you are too strong outwardly, so that the exclusion incident occurred in elementary school. You don't know how to deal with it, habitually rely on it, and accept Hayama Hayato's help , and the other party didn’t handle it well, which made the situation even more serious.”

"At that time, I understood—maybe it was because of my intervention that you were not strong enough... Letting you go abroad and leave your family to study is my proposal. Your mother is against this 'escape' plan, She tends to think that you should stay and defeat those who exclude you, as long as you are right and right, she can support you... But seeing that you are too hurt, she softens her heart and agrees with you to go abroad."

"Perhaps, I shouldn't suggest letting you go abroad? But it's also hard for me to say what kind of child you will grow up to if you stay... The problem with you and Yang Nai is also the same. Although each has its own reasons and reasons, it still ends up being 'who Crying louder who eats candy' situation...now, I can't justify being a first and second father or something..."

Yukinoshita's father couldn't help showing a wry smile, raised his hand and rubbed his hair, lowered his head and said, "Sorry, my daughter, I am a failure as a father."

"Ah... that... I..."

Yukinoshita panicked and quickly moved away, not knowing how to face this kind of father apologizing to him.

"call……"

Hiratsuka quietly exhaled the smoke: "No wonder Shirokage said madam that you are a warrior... Madam admires Chitanda very much, probably as if she saw her younger self-no matter who opposes or is not optimistic, there is a firm determination." Direction and goal, will not hesitate, will only choose to fight."

"But ma'am, you didn't just make the decision to support the family after you were born in a mother's womb, right?"

"...Is it the original reason? My father's refusal to say that girls can't do it, yearning for the attitude of adults in handling work, and occasional motivation when seeing parents worrying about the future... Maybe it's all about it."

"Yes, making a decision is not an instant, but a process of accumulation of various reasons."

Shizuka Hiratsuka said: "Society is not stable. It is like a battlefield full of gunpowder smoke and ambushes everywhere. It is true that you must have firm determination and direction to go further... Seeing children hesitate and watch When a child is not confident, sees the child obedient, and sees the child give up halfway in doing something, one can't help but feel anxious about the child's future and survival."

"But until they grow up, children are still children—how can we adults send children to war?"

Hiratsuka took a deep breath of cigarettes: "Huh... children will always become adults, don't worry about how many bullets and opportunities the recruits have wasted, there is no decision that is unwavering once it is made - in fact, Yang Nai is not at all love music."

"...She doesn't like it?"

"do not like."

Shizuka Hiratsuka said firmly: "From the day she went to Sobu High School, I noticed her, a child who looks excellent and perfect like a normal person, there is something wrong with such a child... I contacted her a few times, and I was sure that she was very confused and had nothing to do from the bottom of her heart, so I recommended her to find something other than an outstanding student. No matter what she did, no matter whether she succeeded or failed, It’s okay to even quit halfway—the important thing is to try.”

"It's just that I ignored your deterrent effect on her... You asked her if she really thought about it, she hesitated, you saw her hesitation and then denied it, she accepted it with a smile, saying that her mind was hot- — Madam must feel that she is playing tricks and wasting time meaninglessly, right?"

"Yes...Since he hesitates, since he hesitates, it means that's all there is to it."

"This is sending a child to the battlefield, even if not sending her directly, it is forcing her to go directly through the process of contact, trial, practice, growth and determination, and directly enter the society as a skilled veteran-if anyone can Doing this kind of thing makes me feel terrible."

"..."

"Education, from ancient times to the present, each has its own theory, each has its own statement, each has its own correctness and purpose...Although I am a teacher, I think that education is the same as the essence of human beings, and there is no perfection. Yes, it’s normal for children to make mistakes, it’s normal for teachers to make mistakes, it’s normal for parents to make mistakes, experience is the biggest lie.”

Hiratsuka extinguished the cigarette butt in the box: "The communication between people is a wonderful thing. Once it is too hasty, it will leave sequelae, such as misunderstanding and hatred... Actually, I wanted to say these things to you before, Madam. It’s just that you can’t listen to what I want to say. I’m not saying this to prove anything, but just to remind Madam—Yang Nai probably said a lot of wrong things because of his emotions, but you should also know it. Your own way Not very useful."

"...What else did Bai Ying say?"

"Hey, there are a lot of truths from me here." Hiratsuka Shizuka rolled her eyes, hesitated and said, "'Auntie is actually quite stupid, the brave sister, I mean how many times Yang Nao answered Auntie with a smile. , Auntie was cheated so many times, and Yang Nai was injured as many times.'...that's what that kid said."

In the room, there was a long and tired sigh.

"Xue Nao, do you have any questions?"

"Ah... uh... that..."

Yukino Yukino could not understand why she suddenly became the focal point, she hesitated subconsciously, and then suddenly became nervous, for fear that she would be urged and reprimanded for her hesitancy, but she did not hear the pressing question that should have come.

"I……"

Yukino Yukino opened her mouth, but no sound came out.

Seeing this, Yukinoshita's father raised his eyebrows and stared, and took a deep breath.

"Huh..." Yukinoshita Yukino took a deep breath and asked with a trembling voice, "Mother, if I didn't talk about my father's work when I said my interest, you...you will directly express your approval, Or ask me back?"

"..."

After a while of silence, an unconcealable voice came from inside: "I'm sorry, Xue Nai...Maybe, I put my dream on you? I probably do have selfish intentions...Sorry, I can't sort it out right now."

Yukinoshita Yukino's face turned pale, she couldn't help but raised her hand to press her chest, bit her lip and fell silent.

"Teacher knows where Yang Nai is... She probably doesn't want to see me now, please convey my apology for me first... Now I want to be quiet and think carefully."

The room was quiet.

Yukinoshita's father raised his hand to make a gesture, Hiratsuka Shizuka nodded slightly, picked up the phone and put it in his pocket, and pulled Yukinoshita Yukino who was a little dazed away.

"Wife? Squeak? Oh, there is no failure in life. There are so many failures in those years. Didn't we both get over it? As the saying goes, if you don't stumble, God will force you to stumble. Good thing, I'm afraid she will hold back..."

"You already knew?"

"If I had known earlier, I would still be here today? The most I can see is that Yang Nai is wearing a mask, but how can I know what's under the mask? Everyone wears a mask, don't you also wear a stern mask? Are you here to urge Yang Nai Xue Nai? Actually, I am very glad that Yang Nai took off his mask tonight and shouted out his sincerity... If you find out after the person is gone, then you will regret it. If you don’t find out in your life, it will be even more sad joy."

"What are you talking about?!"

"Ah, no, no, no! I don't mean that Yang Nai jumped off the building or something, I mean that Yang Nai is half an adult, she really wants to run away, leave home and never come back, we can't help it ah……"

Click!The door was locked.

"Wait a minute! Wife, dear? Goddess! Where do you want me to sleep tonight!"

"Find a place to sleep by yourself, don't bother me."

"You have to calm down, you have to be rational, you have to think more, don't be impulsive..."

"1!"

Yukinoshita's father opens at the speed of light!

……

……

"Probably so."

Shiro Shadow hung up the communication.

"Hi~ You're teasing me again, aren't you? Hey, I knew you were a jerk, Hiccup~"

Yukinoshita Yoshino poured himself wine and said vaguely: "I'm sure you are playing me together with Xiaojing, Yukinochan, and maybe my father, hiccup! Whose voice are you pretending to be? Could it be my mother?" Your Excellency? No, no, you must be playing multiple roles, right? Hahahaha~"

"Yes, Ernie-chan, it's all a hallucination caused by your drunkenness."

Shirakage · Yukinoshita Yukino · Nausea version.

Yukinoshita Yono: "Hahahahahahaha, what a naughty little bastard."

Bai Ying: "Hahahahahahaha, the brave sister is really drunk."

Snapped!

Yukinoshita Haruno grabbed Shirao Ying's collar violently, and pulled the latter to the front, almost face to face, with empty eyes, expressionless face, and a dark voice: "If you dare to lie to me again, I will grab you!" You jump into the river."

"Goo—!"

Bai Ying trembled, and said fearlessly: "How did you lie to you?!"

Then he was rocked hard like a heavy metal rock fan.

"Say! You didn't lie to me!"

"Okay! I didn't lie to you! Your mother's love was inappropriate and turned into a twisted curse. She realized her mistake! Go back immediately as a winner. In the future, if you say one, she won't say two. Use Her guilt squeezes the gold coins hard, to give a touch of more arrangements for a happy life, END! Yay!"

"...No! You lied to me!"

"Yes! I lied to you! It must be that I deliberately wanted to reconcile your family. I forged the phone call just now to deceive you to go back and die. Don't believe me! Go abroad immediately, go away, and never return for life. How happy is my dear, END! Yay!"

"No, you, did you lie to me?!"

"Sister Brave, you've got a picture. It doesn't matter whether you lie or not, the world is just an illusion in your eyes, the vicissitudes of life, but only in a flash; only life, old age, sickness and death, joy, anger, sorrow, joy, and joy have not changed... I will wait for you!"

"Wait a fart! I'll let you die now! Jump into the river! You're dead! Jump now! Die together!"

The customs in the countryside are probably so brutal and straightforward that even the urban college students who have just been here for less than two days are quickly infected. They dare to pull the trouser legs of innocent boys by the river, and they want to have a life-and-death taboo experience where everyone jumps together.

Fortunately, the innocent boy managed to get rid of the entanglement after all, dropped his fishing rod and ran away.

Hastily!I have practiced hard for so long, but I still can't tame this damn xp? !

I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep tonight!

Mouthpiece save me! ! !

Chapter 110 IX

can not fall asleep.

Yukinoshita Yukino lay on the bed, couldn't help turning over again.

The amount of information I received today was too much—the past of my parents that I never knew about, my sister’s feigned repressed emotions, the reason why my home is like this, and the version update of my parents and sister.

Mother: Ultimate creature → strong and rebellious young lady → mother with weak observation ability.

Father: The sandbag of the ultimate creature → the sandbag of the bad boy → the sandbag better than the mother?

Sister: Perfect and wicked Superman→An anti-stress sister who cares about herself→This rebellious sword, 19 years of depression.

The family has become strange, alas.

All kinds of threads, all kinds of reasons, all kinds of logic, all kinds of reasons, shuttled back and forth in my mind, weaving a messy appearance, looking up along these threads, as if I could hear that guy Baiying screaming. Weird smile.

Father and mother are parents for the first time, so why not be a child for the first time?