restless daily life

Yukinoshita's mother sat down, looked at her dazed daughter, and said with a sullen face, "Now, let's talk about my failure."

"..."

Yukinoshita Haruno was a little speechless, isn't it wrong?You want to talk about your failure, why is it like you are judging me? !

"Yang Nai in my eyes is a more powerful person than when I was the same age. She inherited her husband's all-round beauty and my hard work and earnestness. There is no problem in studying or dealing with others. In addition, Xue Nao is not up to date. It is the person who can inherit the Yukinoshita family in the future, and has no objection to the work of the family—this is the impression I had of you a month ago, and it was completely wrong."

Yukinoshita's mother slowly said: "The real Yang Nao, just faced me who was too strong when I was a child, and learned to disguise myself early, catered to my requirements and expectations, and grew into an excellent child in my eyes. Every time you pretend, I was cheated once, and you canceled your choice once—it was my mistake for a child to learn such a skill."

"On the issue of your education, I have selfishness, and I hope you can do what I didn't do, so I will always take a strong questioning attitude towards your choice that deviates from my hope, even if it is for you to choose Power, but in fact acts to obliterate your power to choose - that was my mistake."

Yukinoshita Yangnai opened his mouth and listened expressionlessly... I know, I knew it last night.

"My way of education comes from the modification of your father. He was a bad boy with five poisons when he was young. I corrected his life, but the same method is not suitable for you. Because you have just started your own life, External forces from me will only make your life from normal to abnormal - this is my mistake."

I also know, I know it’s not your hard-hearted, greedy, family-oriented, it’s your past life experience... It’s so annoying, why do people have to be so complicated, you are a ruthless patriarch, and I am a half-disabled escape The rebellious daughter of the family, that's so simple, don't worry about it.

Yukinoshita Haruno sighed gloomily: "So what? What do you want to say, Mother?"

"I'm sorry, Yang Nao. The child is not at fault, it's the mother's fault."

Yukinoshita's mother said slowly: "You can ask whatever you want, and you don't have to answer what I ask you, or even end the conversation here, but I have to clarify the bottom line for you."

Bottom line question?

Yukinoshita Yangno raised his head irritably: "What else do you want to do..."

"Don't hurt yourself, don't indulge yourself, if you have any difficulties, find your father."

Xue Xia's mother had a cold face, but the corners of her eyes were crystal clear and she said in a deep voice: "This is the bottom line - you can deny me as a mother, you can pretend that I don't exist, you can accuse me of mistakes, and you can never tell me about it for the rest of your life. Half a sentence is fine... If you want me to leave you alone, then you must abide by these three rules, otherwise no matter what you say, I will take care of you. "

"...why...why...you..."

Yukinoshita Yangnai opened his mouth, raised his hand to support his face, lowered his head and roared in a complicated way: "You still have to worry about me—are you annoying!!"

Yukinoshita's mother took a deep breath, frowned and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said calmly, "I just don't have the habit of making mistakes."

At this time, at this time, why do you want me to see your real face at this time...why do you say you love me at such a time...you are too strong, you will only shed tears when you are sad For a moment, I am born too good at deceiving people, and I can deceive you for more than ten years, or you are too stupid to be deceived by me for so many years...

Yukinoshita Yoshino lowered his head and propped his forehead, and said in a hoarse voice: "In my eyes, you are the person who arranges all life. Everything has been arranged by you. I don't have any choice. Maybe I will be buried if I die. It's all set by you..."

Yukinoshita's mother said softly: "If you want to bury me, you will bury me, but where exactly is it buried? I always think it is absurd to think about that kind of question—your father probably is where I am and where he is."

"I think the feudal family with a wealthy family in the novel is exactly what our family looks like. You are the head of the family, and I have to marry whoever you want me to marry..."

"I don't know how the parents got together."

Yukinoshita's mother said: "Your father and I married with a son, but it doesn't count. In fact, my father knew about your father and me, and we both entered society at that time. Your father really makes people don't know what to say Well, you obviously haven’t learned well in more than ten years, and it only took less than a few years to beat me. Now think about it, if I hadn’t conceived you, I would probably have to compete with your father for a few years before admitting defeat. Unconvinced and happy Let him go home and get married."

"I really hope that you can find someone you like in school... Your father is right about this. Once you get older and enter the society, real problems will be entangled. From then on, no matter what you do, you have to bring utilitarianism Calculating thoughts—when you meet someone you are excited about when you are young, take the initiative to grab him firmly, and it will be a lifetime thing if you can grasp it firmly.”

Yukinoshita's mother sighed softly: "You...do you think I won't agree to puppy love, so you have no idea?"

"...You still guessed wrong. When I was in junior high school, I was so obsessed with how to complete your instructions. It was very tiring. When I was in high school, I already felt that my peers were more boring and naive than the other. Who would fall in love with a kid? , and the more you know, the more you feel that you will bring me a son-in-law back for breeding at any time."

"That's really very wrong."

"Tsk, what are the family going to do? Leave it to Xue Nai?"

"Xue Nao also has her problems, and I'm waiting for her to speak up... Maybe she won't inherit the family business in the end." Yukinoshita's mother said softly, "I was thinking last night, what is the family business to me? What—it was the tired figure of my parents, my naive and bold idea, the more my father denied it, the more I insisted on achieving it, and finally became my pursuit, although I still lost to your father."

"During the years when I competed with your father, I encountered many things. Fame and fortune were filled with muddy desires, and everyone was struggling——I will give you and Xue Nai the task of inheriting the family business. I have selfish intentions, but I also hope that what your father and I have worked hard for will make it easier for you in the future, and help you carry more burdens of life in advance..."

"Man is not as good as God, and things in the world are impermanent after all. This kind of thinking has become a burden for you, and it has distorted your life early."

Yukinoshita's mother sighed: "I discussed it with your father. No matter what you want to do in the future, your home is your harbor and support. Your father can last for decades...Think carefully, decades is too long It's too long, no one can predict what will happen, you and Xue Nai may suddenly want to inherit the family business, your children may be interested, or there may be a catastrophe, and the so-called family business will disappear."

"Time will give us the answer, let's move on before then... I always think that your father's words are passing by, and I often talk about him. Now it seems that I lost to him again. In fact, it may be more important for him to educate you. It fits, I will only rush forward, and I will not turn back until I hit the wall."

Yukinoshita Yoshino supported his face and said, "I want to live abroad directly."

"...Yes, as long as you stick to the bottom line."

"When I thought that way, I didn't feel that I couldn't survive. I didn't feel uneasy about the future. I only wanted to escape from the past... I have good grades, I can speak foreign languages, I learned to socialize early, and I can deceive anyone with a mask on. It's not difficult to find a way to make a living, even if I'm reduced to washing dishes in a restaurant, I still have that physical strength and a healthy body-but I think you're forcing me to learn these things, it's annoying."

Yukinoshita Yangno murmured in ecstasy: "At that time, I thought... In this life, I'm afraid I can only use the 'daughter taught by my mother' to live on, while scolding you in my heart when no one is around. For consolation."

"Now you said you gave me freedom, but I can't seem to choose. My heart is empty, I just want to drink, and I can easily pass the day by closing and opening my eyes... how easy it is."

"You can try slowly, take your time, it doesn't matter if you fail, it doesn't matter if you lose interest, it doesn't matter if you run away...Determination is made slowly."

"...I just want to drink, what should I do?"

"I have always sneered at violent education, but maybe there is a reason I overlooked... Now that I think about it, correcting your father's bad habits is the most effective way."

Yukinoshita's mother's voice trembled, and she said firmly: "Even if you have the idea of ​​defeating me, it's still a feasible way."

Yukinoshita's mother added: "Thanks to your father, I am very measured in my actions, and you still have a university to attend... I have made many mistakes in other things, but it shouldn't be wrong to let you go to school, right?"

Not many scenes suddenly flashed in Yukinoshita Yoshino's mind - father being thrown to the ground, father being thrown to the ground, father being thrown to the ground...

Suddenly, there was an atmosphere of full martial arts, motherly kindness and daughterly filial piety in the private room.

This person, until now, is still so strong, very annoying.

"I'm going out to get some fresh air. The smell of alcohol is too strong here, and my mind is a little heavy."

"it is good."

The two opened the door and walked out of the box.

Shizuka Hiratsuka raised her eyebrows slightly, and her tense heart relaxed a little. Yukinoshita's father glanced at the mess in the box and the condition of his wife, and hurriedly turned around to find the boss to compensate and deal with the follow-up situation.

Walking out of the store, it was already past noon, and the less dazzling sunlight shone down, dispelling the last trace of drunkenness between the teeth.

Yukinoshita Haruno couldn't help being shaken, and slowly opened his squinted eyes.

Streets, houses, sunlight, rolling mountains in the distance, passing birds...

My heart was empty, but I murmured unconsciously.

Ah... so the world is so big?

"You are ruthless, you are shameless, you are making trouble for no reason!"

"you--"

"What am I? I am not heartless, shameless or vexatious!"

"I, I clearly..."

"You are obviously ruthless, shameless and unreasonable!"

On the street ahead, Shirokage is arguing with Mai Sakurajima in public... right?

Yukinoshita's mother: "?"

Yukinoshita Haruno: "?"

Chapter 120 Three

"The assessment is a test of acting skills, right? What are we doing on the street?"

Mai Sakurajima folded her hands, looking at all the pedestrians and scattered shops around her, she was a little puzzled.

Bai Ying said as a matter of course: "Roadshow."

"Road show? I did learn to sing, but the level is very amateurish, and I don't have the equipment for road shows, right?" Sakurajima Mai said strangely, "It doesn't seem to have anything to do with acting."

Bai Ying shook his head and said, "The road show can be a roadside show, or it can be a roadside play."

"Acting on the side of the road?" Mai Sakurajima glanced suspiciously at Baiying, wondering if this guy was trying to trick herself.

"Scientific progress has brought innovations to artistic expression. The appearance of the camera has pushed painting to another direction. Various musical instruments allow the music to be replaced with different sensual costumes. The steps of photography, editing, etc. make the performance span time and space. The Internet Originated from reality and divorced from reality, to open up a new soil..."

Bai Ying looked like a master, and said in a deep voice: "However, no matter how ever-changing things are, how techniques are divided into categories, and how ideas are divided and collided, the so-called art, in my opinion, has only one essence—expression."

"Humans still have the urge to talk, art will never die."

The sun shone on his solemn face, making him look extraordinarily solemn and sacred.

Mai Sakurajima murmured: "When the other party suddenly starts to talk about great principles, you should be alert to whether it is a speech-type scam."

"Oh, this is not a big reason."

Bai Ying looked at each other, his eyes seemed to be shining brightly: "People who hesitate to express themselves cannot touch the brilliance of art-the drama has not been filmed, and the stage must be performed until the last moment, just like stepping on the road of life, no matter what you recite No matter how many times the lines are spoken, how many times the actions are rehearsed in the heart, the actors will always improvise on the stage."

"There will be no editing, any mistakes will not be covered up, there will be no interruptions and restarts, only from the beginning to the end in one go, no one will wait for you to adjust the mistakes, there are only enemies on the stage."

"Want to be on the stage? Want to be a part of art? Shine, those who can't shine, can't survive on the stage."

"If you are afraid that your dream will be hot, then take back your lies."

The words were calm and powerful, and the demeanor was shining brightly. Questions and pressure came from those eyes.

dream...

Mai Sakurajima became serious, and said with a smile: "Mr. Bai's assessment standards seem to be very strict. What is the road show going to be? What is the script?"

"There is no fixed script, no solid lines, and no ending written for you. As for success or failure, you will get the answer yourself."

Bai Ying walked forward for a certain distance and came to a wide intersection on the street. He turned around and said with a smile, "Then, the assessment begins now."

Mai Sakurajima was a little confused.

Roadshow... If there is equipment, music and other things can be expressed, but how about acting skills?There are no lines, no scripts, no rehearsals at all, when learning acting skills, it is more close to the template given by the teacher, even if there is a part of self-expression, but what does this have to do with running on the street...

"Break up!!"

A broken roar suppressed the somewhat choked rhythm.

The pedestrians who happened to pass by around subconsciously saw that the boss sitting on a chair in the shop and playing with his mobile phone raised his head. The semi-urbanized countryside is not so crowded, but the sudden gazes still made Mai Sakurajima froze. Feng Zhong looked at Shirai messily.

With red eyes, Bai Ying inhaled lightly, and her throat moved: "We're done - obviously I worked very hard, why are you still not doing this or that? You want to be excellent, I can't do it, I even I don't know what you want...I know you are very famous, you are a star, you are busy with various jobs, and your daily schedule is very full. You have high demands on me, it is for my own good, it is hope I follow you, I know."

Mai Sakurajima struggles to concentrate, tries to suppress the chaotic state of mind, and so on!This means that the assessment has already started?No, no, why does it feel more like a black powder trap...

"But how can a girlfriend give a box of test papers to her boyfriend as a birthday present!"

The corners of Sakurajima Mai's eyes twitched, and the corners of her mouth couldn't hold back: "Wait, you..."

"What is your expectation? What kind of person do you want me to be? Make it clear! Is it the top 30 in the grade? The top ten in the grade? Or the first in the grade? What do you want me to do in the future? Do you want to make money? How much is the monthly salary, 100? 1000 million? [-] million? How successful do you think I have to be to be worthy of you!"

"What counts as success? Can you tell me? Better than two hundred people? Better than one hundred thousand people? Better than one million, ten million, or one hundred million people? How much do you want me to climb? The height that people step on is worthy of you! What percentage do you want me to be to be satisfied?!"

The young man clutched his chest, looked up to the sky, took a deep breath, and murmured: "On my birthday, my dad sold the guitar he left when he was young and bought me a cake."

--etc!Your own personality is already in the other party's mouth, and you are about to become a devil's career-type cold girlfriend, right? !

No one will wait for you to adjust your mistakes, there are only enemies on the stage.

Mai Sakurajima understood that if she continued like this, her image would be set by the other party casually, and she would never be able to turn around again!The right to speak must be seized!

"It's not what you said."

Oops, a little affected by other people's sight!

"It's more than what I said!" Bai Ying stepped closer, "You are ruthless, you are shameless, you are making trouble for no reason!"

Mai Sakurajima: "You—"

"What am I? I am not heartless, shameless or vexatious!"

calm down……

Having said that, this is completely different from the usual notices for participating in the performance. There is no director who will suddenly interrupt to give instructions, no psychological preparation for the script, no such kind of opponent who does not stop and press every step of the way, as if to completely overwhelm him. With a sense of power that is like a collapse, it is inevitable that it will be affected by the eyes of others.

"I, I clearly..."

"You are obviously ruthless, shameless and unreasonable!"

Bai Ying growled angrily, his tense body relaxed, and he took a step back in a slumped manner, standing loosely and mocking himself: "...I'm very sorry, I was the one who got excited. Hehe, let you see an impotent and furious man Trash, I'm really sorry."

The character settings are all set up for you, right?

Mai Sakurajima's heart sank, no matter if it's a set-up or a serious test, it must be acted out - her current performance, in TV dramas and movies, is just a passing passerby.

"Oh, why are you so excited?"

Bai Ying slammed to the side, dodging an approaching claw, looked at the guy who broke in suddenly, frowned and said: "You..."

"Yes, I, I, I..."

Yukinoshita Yoshino smiled, hiccupped, and suddenly withdrew his smile, and said expressionlessly: "You really just left like that, bastard! Just leave me in the izakaya... hiccup~ we broke up so quickly , so there is another new lover?"