restless daily life

"White! Bacteria!"

Yukino Yukino stepped forward to catch up, and said angrily: "Do you really hate others to thank you so much? If you do something good, just follow it honestly, and there is nothing shameful..."

"There is nothing to thank. What solves the problem is that Auntie loves you, it is your sister who tore off the mask and howled in pain, and it is your father's attitude of introspection and standing up-this is definitely not helping you, I just let the truth of the dust appear .”

Shirokage stopped, turned around and faced Yukinoshita Yukino, he said with a smile: "This is not helping. Hero, don't think that you can grasp the slang on the Internet after reading a little light novel, a creature like Tsundere It doesn't exist in reality."

"Okay, let's define that Mr. Bai is not a tsundere."

Yukinoshita Yukino took a deep breath, involuntarily clenched her right hand against her chest, pursed her lips lightly, and made a sound slowly.

The quiet night held up whispering words.

"This shouldn't be such a difficult task, nor is it an impossible task... Bai Jun, I want to entrust you with one thing."

Bai Ying said seriously: "I refuse!"

Yukinoshita was startled, a little confused: "... huh?"

"The entrustment of the peers is absolutely poisonous!"

Bai Ying clenched his fists, his voice was strong and resolute like a strong warrior, and he said unwaveringly: "Don't even think about it! The Demon King will never accept your commission! The brave man is a beauty trick, a soft-spoken man, and Arigado. Can you let me fall into a trap? What a shallow strategy!"

"White fungus is the poisonous fungus!" Yukinoshita Yukino couldn't hold back anymore, she gritted her teeth and said, "Beauty trick? Soft words? Arigado? You bastard... Phew, I have already accepted your commission , why didn't you accept my commission?"

Bai Ying said as a matter of course: "Because my commission is poisonous."

"Huh?" Yukino Yukino was at a loss, but she didn't have time to think deeply at this time, and continued to persuade, "Well, in short, there is absolutely no problem with this entrustment, and it will neither compromise Bai Jun's interests, nor bury Bai Jun. Unfavorable foreshadowing, I will never lie about it."

Bai Ying said concisely: "I don't believe it."

What an inexplicable lack of oil and salt!

Yukino Yukino held his forehead, sighed deeply and said, "Baijun, at least listen to the content of my commission before making a judgment..."

"Cough-cough-"

Shirokage coughed and adjusted, Yukinoshita Yukino was startled, she had a bad premonition!

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"This is the crusade against the BOSS of this mission—my mother, you come and help me fight the output and try to pass the level without injury."

Yukinoshita Yukino slapped the power of attorney on the table and looked at Shirokage.

Bai: "How much will I get?"

Xue: "You get a fixed salary."

Bai: "Then I won't be a beggar? I won't go."

Xue: "I'll give you [-]%."

Bai: "Will you send the beggar? I won't go."

Snow: "Fifty percent!"

Bai: "Not enough!"

Xue: "Ten percent is fine, I'll give it all to you!"

Bai: "You must have a conspiracy, I won't go, just go."

Under the snow, Yukina blocked the door.

Bai: "What do you want to do?"

Yukinoshita lay down on the spot and started rolling.

"Ahhh! I can't beat it! I don't have enough output, weak defense, lack of dodge, and I'm restrained by the BOSS class! Help me, boss! Just let me hug my thigh once and pass this one-time copy. , beep, beep..."

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Xue Nai under the snow was dazed, staring at the ground rolling back and forth, still emitting polluted white shadows with her own voice, she took a deep breath, her face was blue and white, her hands clenched tightly into fists.

Ah, there is no surveillance and patrolling police in the countryside, the night is quiet enough and you don’t have to worry about passers-by, and there is a small river next to it for easy handling of traces, the only sister who knows that she and the other party have left is an alibi...

Bai Ying suddenly rolled quickly towards the small river, directly rolling down from the bank.

puff.

"?!"

What's wrong with you? !

Yukinoshita Yukino subconsciously stepped over and almost jumped to save others.

"The blue hair is trembling with sorrow, the lights are far away and the night is full. The moon guides the mountains and welcomes the water to be hospitable, and the breeze embraces me across the galaxy."

Bai Ying lay on his back on the river without moving, just blowing slowly with the evening wind, slowly drifting towards the other bank of the river, the water surface reflecting the sky, for a moment, it really looked like a river of stars turning and twinkling, with little ripples.

There was a town on the opposite bank, and the lights were brighter. He just dropped down boldly and simply, and he wanted to cross the river to the brightly lit place.

It was so simple to see again, my own hesitation, my own hesitation, my own fear, I was clearly convinced that my mother had changed, but I still didn't dare to speak.

Logically, this should be a very simple thing, right?Open your mouth, speak your mind, wait... no, no, no, when I think about waiting for my mother's answer, this is not an easy thing...

Yukinoshita clenched her fists tightly, staring at the white shadow that was slowly drifting away, the other party seemed to be getting further and further away, maybe it has always been this far?Still so unscrupulous, doing everything easily, saying everything freely, brave enough to make people doubt the definition of brave.

Make people envious, make people angry, make people lose energy, make people embarrassing, and make people hate!

I entrust you, you help me, isn't it all right...

What an annoying guy, he made me see my own weakness again and again!

I have never opposed my mother since I was a child, and I even expressed my thoughts only once, and I was still half-forced...The river in front of me...The town in the distance...The white shadow wandering leisurely in the river...Brave, Courage... Does a truly brave person need the approval and approval of others?

Yukino Yukinoshita couldn't help breathing a little more quickly.

This is inexplicable, this is without reason, this is without purpose, this is without any explanation, this is simply sick action...

I must be contaminated with white bacteria!

Yukinoshita Yukino took a deep breath.

Bai Ying felt a little regretful, he seemed to have wasted inspiration again.

It’s okay to think about it, the smoothness of the heart is the creation, and the hard work is just the life.

This time the escape route is perfect, so there is no need to worry about the brave man getting angry and trying to attack...

He saw Yukino under the snow jumping into the river.

"I am grass!!"

Chapter 130 Seven Courage

What is bravery?

Bravery, by definition, means not being afraid of danger and difficulty, having guts and not shrinking back.

Are you a brave man?The boring learning process can be overcome, the indifference of collective exclusion can be faced, and mistakes can be pointed out bluntly.

Are you a coward?The conflicts among friends try to bypass and cause misunderstandings; the elder sister who likes to long for her hates her, and feels ashamed that she cannot be like her elder sister; she clings to her mother's expectations and approval but dares not speak out her true thoughts.

What does it take to be brave—to what end?get what?Which puzzle to solve?

I want my friends to stand by my side, don't say anything, and give me a fulcrum to talk to my mother, isn't that not brave enough?If you have to rely on nothing, what is the point of learning alone?Where is the meaning of hard work?What is the point of connecting with others?

I can face difficulties and find ways to solve them. Isn't it brave?

This may be a quibble in my heart, but what is bravery?A thing that actually exists?A positive attitude?A life achievement?

Yukinoshita Yukino knows, knows the reasons for Shirokage's refusal to entrust, and knows the proof of bravery that the other party thinks, that is, she does not rely on anything and has a frank dialogue with her mother.

If that's what you can do with courage, how can you be brave?

If I have to do this to be brave, how do I do it?

This is an unreasonable endless loop.

It was a shadow, different from the heavy and depressing elder sister, but still existed—a shadow that had never disobeyed her mother in her heart since she was sensible until now, and had accumulated continuously.

The more you face it, the more timid, the more depressed, the more hesitant.

Baiying emphasized over and over again that 'it's not my credit, I didn't help you, so I will definitely not help you, and I will not accept your request for help'.

I still asked for help, in the form of a tactful entrustment, but Baiying still refused to accept the entrustment, as if being forced to face up to my heart and face up to those entanglements that cannot be sorted out clearly.

When the brain was hot, Yukinoshita Yukino jumped.

In the middle of the night, by the river in the countryside, diving directly into the water is an act that is never advocated by social common sense.

It's not for saving people who fell into the water, there is no clear goal, a dangerous and meaningless action, after the jump, there is troublesome follow-up to wash clothes and take a shower, this is simply sick, this is my 16 Something I've never done in my career...

Can't tell - do you want to force Baiying to save yourself, admitting that he is helping you?Do you want to be brave like Shirokage's convulsive behavior?Do you want to angrily prove that you are brave enough to jump into the river?Is it because he jumped into the river in a fit of despair and wanted to impose force on Baiying?Want to see the world in Bai Ying's eyes?

bother!die!up!

I can't tell!

The moment the body flies into the air, I can really feel the existence of gravity.

The empty feeling of falling caused a strange tension in my heart... Is it a physiological reaction?Is it a psychological reaction?Obviously falling, but throwing away all kinds of things, I feel so light, I grow wings, fly at this moment, my mind is empty-difficulties, troubles, future, worries, common sense, connections between people, The shackles between people just disappear in this instant.

I touched freedom and touched myself.

A weak little girl who obeys her mother's orders in order to get her mother's approval as her vocation.

Pfft!

Falling into the water, I can feel the opening and humming of the body smashing the water surface. In summer, the river water that is not piercing is swarming, soaking the bathrobe, dyeing the body, taking away traces of heat, leaving strands of coolness, and the water flowing in the ears No, the world is peaceful and only my own thoughts are left.

Reason instantly occupied the brain, regaining calmness and thinking, as if seeing that little girl put on strong, picked up excellence and hard work, continued to train according to the order, and became a decent fighter.

That's self-discipline and hard work to make yourself better, but that's not bravery.That can be paranoia and submissiveness, making yourself think that you are more in line with your mother's wishes, but that is not courage.

Ah... that's right, I seem to understand something.

Wanted to tell him, tell him what I saw.

Yukinoshita Yukino held her breath, closed her eyes, calmly moved the water with her hands, and prepared to float herself out of the river.

The body felt a sudden undercurrent in the water - there shouldn't be any scary big guys in the river, right? !

fish?snake?turtle?Crocodile?shark? !

The wrist suddenly tightened, and there was a feeling of being firmly grasped.

Ah, it's Bai Ying... I can swim, so I swam over so quickly, I really am a tsundere.

Yukinoshita Yukino murmured in her heart, and immediately felt something was wrong, that hand pulled herself powerfully, and suddenly felt her head broke out of the water.

Before she could open her eyes, shake the water and breathe, Yukinoshita Yukino felt her neck tighten, and the opponent's arm locked her throat forcefully.

Wait - I can swim, and your posture for rescuing a drowning man is a bit irregular...

Having said that, there is no chance to speak.If you speak at this time, there is a possibility of water splashing down your throat and choking you.

Yukino under the snow silently relaxed her body, the sound of splashing water could be heard in front of her head, and she felt like a leaf of duckweed being dragged across the river.

She looked at the stars and the bright moon in the sky, and heard the sound of the waves rising and falling, and there was a gentle breeze.

The moon guides the mountains and greets the water to be hospitable, and the breeze uses me to cross the galaxy... This is a free and easy heart, and free and easy requires courage.

Having said that, I always feel like I'm being dragged along like a piece of luggage, and I don't have the mood that Mr. Bai had just now... Cannian.

Landed.

Yukinoshita Yukino sat on the wet shore, and finally had time to bow her head and take a deep breath.

The jet-black long hair that had dried up was now condensed in strands, sticking wetly to his forehead and cheeks, the loose bathrobe was completely soaked by the river water, wrinkled and sticking to the skin, looking very bloated, and the clogs on his right foot were gone And Fei, the pink toes of his left foot barely clamped the remaining one.

"Bai Jun..."

Yukinoshita Yukino was about to turn her head to speak, when a pile of water splashed over her face, she quickly covered her face with her hand, and said angrily, "What are you doing!"

Shirokage shook his body and threw water at close range, and said angrily, "What are you jumping for? This is something you can dance too?! I said that I would not accept your commission, that is, no matter what you say or do Can’t pick it up! Still jumping into the river? The brave man wants to take the evil way to speed pass, but this demon king never accepts threats! Give me a good taste of the consequences of my stupid behavior!”

Bai Ying suddenly accelerated the shaking frequency, turning into a human-powered dryer.