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Experiments are dangerous, and the careless and inexperienced should not be exposed to them.

She was very lost.

X feels that until now, she still remembers that little girl's expression very clearly...whether it's the shape of her lips moving, or her lowered eyebrows.

X remembers everything very clearly.

Even though I prevented it, the tragedy still happened, all this stemmed from my lack of ruthlessness and decisiveness, and...

I didn't lock the door of the laboratory properly.

When the fragments of memory come back to life, X is actually very aware of all this.

It's like playing a video tape, and every little detail can be traced so clearly.

She can see clearly like a bystander in a movie, but she is not a stranger who stays out of the event, but a real participant.

And there seems to be another voice in my body...another self, explaining all this as a narration.

X also knew who it was, that was Ayin, and that was herself—the deputy director of Ayin, as others called her in the past.

And who is Minister Malkuth?That was her former subordinate, a small, inconspicuous subordinate.

Minister Malkuth was once a human being, and naturally has a human name called Elijah, which means Elijah.

X felt that he was a cold and ruthless researcher at the moment, but now he was deeply analyzing himself and the person in his arms.

Try to explain everything from a fair and objective point of view.

——Elijah is impatient, and her impatience always makes her make some common little mistakes.

But she also worked very hard. She always carried a memo and a pen that was almost used up, so as to remind herself not to make those mistakes.

— She once took a long time to explain to us why an experiment was being done, but she never brought it up after that.

I thought she gave up, or forgot...

——I could clearly see the lust in her eyes whenever she mentioned that she was not empowered.

Maybe I've been aware of it for a long time, and should be wary of it.

——She has a great obsession with this, and she wants to get it no matter what.

So I should have locked the door to the lab and not given her a chance to sneak in.

——Her footsteps are always in a hurry, making people wonder what she is busy with all day long.

Diligence and hard work, as well as being too persistent, questioning one's own ability and sighing at talent.

——Cogito is something out of her reach, the only thing she can do is to record changes in research projects.

Perhaps it was because of this that she came up with extreme thoughts and did such a dangerous thing without hesitation.

——She is well aware that Cogito at this stage cannot be injected into humans...

But she did it anyway.

— by the time we realized what she had done, she had lost more than half of her teeth, and...

—Kill me... Please kill me...

She said so, but I didn't do that.

Elajah was crawling on the ground and I was standing at her feet.

All her teeth were falling out and her nails were peeling off her fingers, but she continued to scratch around the floor as if she didn't realize it.

So much so that the floor was full of blood, blood...

[ignore her]

[ignore her]

[ignore her]

X wants to make other choices, but there is only this choice in front of him...

It's a three-choice, but either choice makes no difference.

Because the past cannot be changed, even if X regrets the past decision, he cannot change the past choice.

It was just a shadow of the past, and now in front of her was Malkuth, Minister Malkuth of Control.

The little girl named Elijah died a long time ago, died of an experimental accident, died of her own reckless impulse——

Leapfrog injected Cogito into her body to participate in the experiment, even though she knew that the substance was not suitable for human use at this stage.

Perhaps X should not be blamed for this, but X still feels guilty about it.

"Sorry……"

X tried to warm the minister in his arms with his own body, but the machine's body was still so cold.

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The author's words:

Thank you for your concern. My family will come to accompany me on Friday. I think my depression may be caused by neurasthenia.

Now I try to talk more with my family, and I feel a lot better after looking at the cat picture. Maybe I can’t let it go and put too much pressure on myself.

In fact, it doesn’t matter if there is no grade in writing the book, and it’s nothing if the book hits the street. I still feel sorry for myself.

Normal codewords every day, it is enough to do your best, there is nothing to regret about it, just write as soon as you rush, and the cycle of take-off and flutter is endless.

Relax your mind, think that you still have two books, and stick to it no matter what.

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"Elijah... sorry."

X said to the person in his arms, even X himself couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in.

Maybe before pursuing those things, she just wanted to comfort her minister, and had nothing to do with the fact that she was Ayin himself.

Before she had time to shock her own identity, she had to go one step further to comfort those who needed comfort more at this moment.

But thin words seem to be unable to comfort people, and the spirit of the minister in his arms is in a very dangerous state.

And X blindly said sorry and blamed himself, which only made Minister Malkuth more embarrassed and more difficult to relieve the emotions in his heart.

"No, you didn't do anything wrong, it was me! This is all my own fault!"

"You don't even want to tell me the truth, just say sorry...?!"

Minister Malkuth began to tear at X's sleeve, grasping it very tightly, and his fingers were already sticking to X's delicate flesh, faintly drawing red marks.

"Try to calm down first, Malkuth, the past is in the past, and everything can start again."

X comforts his minister...

It is difficult for her to say what position she has to let others put down, footsteps, body shrouded in shadows, and feel her own death a little bit.

She has never experienced the feeling of peeling nails, bleeding from the seven orifices, or crawling miserably on the floor like that, nothing but despair.

X is the recorder, the researcher who recorded this precious experimental data.

"Everything is messed up.. Mess up.. Hahahahahahahahaha!!!"

Perhaps Minister Malkuth had a better understanding of this.

X didn't know whether her collapse was because of her negligence in caring, or because she had completely recalled her past memories.

She remembered her first brief life as a human, when she was alive.

According to what Angela said, perhaps Minister Malkuth should be unplugged, restarted, and let everything run normally as usual.

But evasion can't solve the problem, not only his own evasion, but also the minister's evasion... cowardice, fear, fear.

——Facing fears and creating the future.

This is her own motto, so cowardly, does she not even have the courage to face the fear of the past?

How can she be such a coward, she is not a coward.

X looked directly into Minister Malkuth's eyes. There were multiple complex emotions in those brown eyes, and she saw helplessness in them... and tears that couldn't be cried.

Furthermore, vent the general, collapsed emotions.

"Director, Supervisor!!"

More hysterical than a cry, the final string snapped and Minister Malkuth lashed out like a dormant beast, pinning X down on the couch.

X could have pushed it away, but maybe it was guilt and more similar emotions that prompted X to not resist.

Compensatory psychology, and similar mechanisms.

"Malkuth..."

X's golden pupils looked at the person who was already condescending and looking down on him, and an indescribable smile was already on the face of the head of the control department.

"Director, this is what you call a 'situation beyond your control.'"

It's more like a terrifying beast about to vent its emotions and pour out its desires.

X can clearly see, what kind of desire is shining in his minister... those brown eyes.

She wanted to pull off her collar, and at the same time she was panting heavily like a beast——

Obviously that's just AI.

"Deputy Director Ayin..."

Malkuth leaned against X's neck, sniffing hard, sniffing again, greedily inhaling all the unknown smells.

She hugged X tightly as if she wanted to get tired of it.

"This time, do I have permission to experiment? I learned a lot, and I think I can do it!"

Malkuth rubbed against the X, and then raised an indescribable confidence, but maybe there was something else in these words.

X looked at the head of the control department who was almost blinded by desire, hesitated for a long time, and stopped all this with a voice.

"No, you still don't have access to this... Malkuth, that's not right."

She could have continued to indulge, just like usual, continuing to numb the Minister's mind with boring words and intimate actions.

But this is a temporary solution, not the root cause. Mental illnesses cannot be solved by suppressing them with desire.

That's just a means of escape, always tired of the ostrich behavior of the past.

X thought for a long time, and after a very complicated psychological struggle, he finally decided to face all this and speak out.

Malkuth's behavior is reprehensible, and as a supervisor, he should not condone her.

The tragedies caused by experimental accidents are fundamentally the behavior of adults in the subjective sense, who are responsible for their own evil consequences.

Did she regret her past choices... She was just ashamed that she could have said good morning to Malkuth earlier and praised her a few words.

If I could pay attention to Malkuth earlier, would this frizzy girl who is eager to prove her ability do reckless things?

But going back to the past, when facing the dying Malkuth again, X thought...he would still make the same choice——

Force yourself to look at all this calmly, and then pick up a pen and paper to record the data of this precious experiment.

Only in this way, the little girl named Elijah will not die worthless.

Her death provided extremely valuable data for Cogito's experiments... Such a sacrifice is great.

But now, she was right in front of his eyes.

X calmed down his complicated mood, and finally opened his mouth slowly.

X moved his body away, and patted Minister Malkuth's hand trying to untie his collar, speaking matter-of-factly, he should not use such a method to compensate others.

What Minister Malkuth needs now is not this, this is just a poisonous existence. The poison quenches thirst, but it only makes the fester worse.

That's not something that can be solved with a 'trivial price', and no matter how despicable the means are... At this point, X no longer wants to use it.

"Control is now disabled, Minister Malkuth."

"Many employees died due to this sudden accident, and if you just want to get my attention..."

"It's not right, it's wrong behavior."