Human, am I evil?

An emotion called [possessive desire].

Honkai: 068: Honkai God's Little Thoughts

Di Ruiji dreamed that he came to a pure white area, there was nothing here, only a pure white throne not far in front, on which sat a person whose face could not be seen clearly.

The other party was also made of pure white. She had no appearance, but as Di Ruiji approached, she gradually changed into her appearance.

For this scene, Di Ruiji didn't feel anything in his heart. This guy is definitely not an ordinary existence. If his judgment is correct, he should be...Honkai.

Di Ruiji went straight to the other party and looked at the Honkai God who had completely transformed into his own appearance. He didn't know what to say for a while, or he didn't need to deal with it, just do it directly?

But... can I deal with him?Strictly speaking, the Honkai God should be a concept-like existence, and even Di Ruiji couldn't eliminate the [concept].

"Why did you drag me to this place? Do you want me to see what I've been fighting against all this time? I have to say... you are quite unique."

"..."

"So what if you become me? Is it possible that you can become me and still use my ability? If that's the case, then I'm looking forward to how far you can restore it."

She is not worried about whether the Honkai has the ability to imitate, but if so, she is curious to what extent the Honkai can do it.

Di Ruiji looked at the Honkai God with great interest, but the Honkai God did not show anything as Di Ruiji thought, she just maintained Di Ruiji's appearance, then got up from the throne, and slowly came to In front of Di Ruiji, he reached out to touch Di Ruiji's face.

Di Ruiji didn't give him a chance to touch it, and when he raised his hand, he took a few steps back, avoiding the arm of the Houkai God.

She doesn't care what the meaning of this action of the Houkai God is, it is impossible for her to let the Houkai God leave anything on her body, even if this thing is what she has always wanted.

This is to prevent the Houkai God from finding the coordinates of the world where the Tivat Continent is located through the things left on her body. She has not forgotten this crucial matter.

She was sent by the Goddess of Dawn to find a way to deal with Honkai, not to lure wolves into the house.

She didn't forget that the God of Honkai had shot her mentally in order to prevent her from intervening in something. Managers like Honkai would generally not have a good attitude towards outsiders like herself. The Goddess of Dawn told her.

Seeing that Di Ruiji was not willing to accept his gift, the Honkai God seemed to be thinking about something while standing there, and he readily gave up the idea of ​​giving, hoping to move on to the next content.

But what's next?Originally, the progress of the topic depended on Di Ruiji accepting her gift, but she was unwilling to accept it, so how to proceed with the following content?

Too bad, this is the first time the Honkai God has encountered such a scene, and he doesn't know how to deal with such a thing at all.

Di Ruiji waited for a long time, but she didn't wait for the Honkai God's action. She gradually became impatient. Looking at the spiritual space created by the Honkai God, she began to improve her spiritual power.

With the improvement of spiritual power, cracks began to appear in this dream space, and soon the cracks spread, completely destroying the pure white world.

I thought I could wake up by doing this, but Di Ruiji found that his environment had changed from pure white to pure black, and the Honkai God was still standing there in pure white.

"What exactly do you want to do?"

Could it be that he hindered the progress of the Honkai, and the Honkai God didn't want her to continue to disrupt the situation, and planned to lock her spirit in this space?

After a while, Honkai God pointed to the void next to him, and a passage appeared there.

【what are you worried about?outsiders. 】

"What are you worried about? I'm worried that you will cause trouble for me."

[But... you have been influencing me all this time, so I should be worried if I worry... Is that how you say it? 】

"Affect you? How do you use Honkai to target humans? Destroy human civilization through the birth of Herrscher? As an outsider, this matter really has nothing to do with me, but... there are people I care about, so I have to take care of it."

[It's not just that this world will happen, there will be collapses in other worlds as well.The meaning of the existence of Houkai is not aimed at human beings, but to select the world that can be left behind. 】

Um?filter?This is something that I have never heard of before. Di Ruiji looked at Honkai in confusion, and found that Di Ruiji seemed to be interested in this topic, and Honkai continued.

Di Ruiji knew about the Sea of ​​Quantum, but it was the first time she had heard about the Tree of Imaginary Numbers. Honkai explained to her the elimination mechanism. Once some world bubbles fail the test of Honkai, then The world will eventually be destroyed.

This is the law of the collapsed universe. I believe Di Ruiji still understands the principle of survival of the fittest, no matter how unwilling she is to accept it, there is nothing she can do about it.

But...it is not completely without chance. The human beings in this civilization have shown very high abilities. Although the probability of being destroyed in the future is very high, scientists have already begun to prepare for themselves. As long as the human fire is still there, this The world will not be destroyed.

Di Ruiji's behavior can be regarded as an opening for the world, and this kind of thing is not impossible. After all, at a certain point in the future, in order to save the world, a certain guy will also fuse the world bubble with himself. Ability can indeed do similar things, but Honkai doesn't want Di Ruiji to make trouble.

When talking about these things, Honkai God feels very strange. He is not a human being, and the so-called emotions do not exist for him.

But since Di Ruiji appeared in the collapsed world, she found that she seemed to have done something.

Originally, she paid attention to Di Ruiji simply because she wanted to drive her out, and she didn't want her variable to affect her test of human beings.

But she is too powerful, no matter what, there is no way to drive her out. If you want to erase her, you will even be counterattacked by her. Last time, her mental power caused real damage to her.

But it was also that injury that made the Honkai God feel a little different, and made her pay more attention to Di Ruiji.

At the same time, he also reacted to Di Ruiji's situation with the tree of imaginary numbers. She originally thought that the tree of imaginary numbers would have a big reaction, but what surprised her was that the tree of imaginary numbers didn't care at all, and let him continue his work. Things just work.

It doesn't matter even if she helps the human beings in that world pass the test of Houkai, as long as the human beings don't rely too much on Di Ruiji.

Otherwise, it would be no problem for Honkai to directly strengthen the power of Herrscher, or to create a star-level Honkai beast.

Although the world bubble he manages has not reached the level of the main world (Honkai 2), it is still no problem to create a star-level Honkai beast, that is... there is a danger of being instigated, so it must be Think twice.

Well, even the immediate boss said so, the Honkai God had no choice but to follow suit, and he was also very satisfied with this decision. He didn't need to confront Di Ruiji, and he had legitimate reasons to observe Di Ruiji.

As the observation time increased, the God of Bengkai wanted to get in touch with Di Ruiji more and more, but Di Ruiji obviously didn't like Bengkai. In order to make this conversation smoother, He did it in advance. After doing a lot of homework, she learned that human beings have heard of the way of giving gifts to promote relationships. She also specially prepared knowledge related to the Honkai energy for Di Ruiji and prepared to give it to her.

But Di Ruiji hid and showed obvious resistance to His contact, which made the Honkai God feel a little bit lost while being at a loss.

Seeing that she is willing to listen to his speech now, Honkai God feels much better. You must know that she usually doesn't have so many words, and when communicating with Herrscher, she also cherishes words like gold.

Why is this so?Possibly...possibly because of the existence of peers?

Since its birth, Honkai has been lonely. In the past, it didn't understand these things. It only knew how to do its own thing well. When civilization reached a certain level, it sent down Honkai to test human beings.

Those chosen by Himself as Herrschers are nothing more than a tool to test mankind in His eyes.

But Di Ruiji is different. She is fundamentally different from those humans. When I first knew her, besides being an outsider, she was not a human being, but a higher-level existence.

Although I don't understand why such a person cares so much about humans, but if possible, can I also make friends with her like humans.

Thinking of this possibility, Honkai God began to stir in his heart. Although she hates herself very much now, he also understands why Di Ruiji hates herself.

But what she is doing now is the same as the work of human beings. As long as she can understand herself, she believes that there is still a chance to be friends in the future.

Now slowly draw in the relationship and let her understand herself, so that it will be easier to communicate in the future.

Before he knew it, the Honkai God had already told Di Ruiji most of his functions, and Di Ruiji looked at the Honkai dubiously.

Although I don't understand why the Honkai God told her so much, but he didn't get close to him and left her something, let's just assume that he has no malice.

At this time, Di Ruiji's body gradually became blurred, and she took a last look at the God of Honkai before disappearing completely in this space.

The Honkai God stood still for a while, looking at the place where Di Ruiji disappeared. After a while, he turned around and sat down on the throne. The exchange with Di Ruiji just now.

Although it can't be called smooth, but... this is the first step, right?This is not the only meeting, she will still come over in the future, let's chat with her about other things then.

Thinking of this, Honkai feels much better. Is this why Herrscher in other worlds betrayed him?It's not that I can't understand it.

Honkai: 069: The God of Honkai

"Are you finished? Pull me over every few days, and just say what you want to do."

I'm so angry (╬◣д◢), even Di Ruiji's heart can't bear the harassment of the Honkai God for such a long time.

I didn't want to see her at first, but this guy still pulls himself over every few days, what is this?Is she shaking M?Do you like to see others look at you with disgust?

If it weren't for the fact that fighting was meaningless, Di Ruiji would have made a move to let this guy understand how rude it is to disturb other people's daily life.

Honkai God tilted his head and looked at Di Ruiji puzzled: [I always pull you here when you are asleep, will this disturb you too? 】

Based on her understanding of Di Ruiji, even if her spirit is brought over by herself, her consciousness will not disappear completely. In this way, even if she forcibly keeps Di Ruiji's consciousness here, it will not affect the real world. Di Ruiji next to him.

It obviously didn't affect Di Ruiji, why is she so angry?Just let part of her consciousness chat with her.

If she wanted to know something, I might be able to answer her doubts. It's so good, why is she so repulsive?

Dude, has this guy been investigating himself for this long?It's no secret, but aren't you paying too much attention to me?

Di Ruiji looked at the Honkai God angrily. This was a rare moment for her to be angry. She thought that she should be the kind of person who was more difficult to get angry. She didn't expect her nerves to be provoked so easily by the Honkai God.

"So what are you going to do? You have let go of my attitude a lot, are you trying to buy me?"

【Well, I really want to win you over.But it's not to draw you into my camp, but to make you my ally.Or... our allies. 】

"Allies? Do you still need help? Isn't this your world? What? What foreign forces do you need to deal with?"

The Herrscher created by Honkai is so powerful, is it possible that there are other powerful existences that make Honkai God and the tree of imaginary numbers behind him all allies?

"It is true that there are external forces that need to be vigilant, but they are just vigilant. They usually don't care about us. Or...they are not interested in paying attention to this side."

The story over there is more complicated, and there is a high probability that it will not affect the world here, so it is meaningless to explain too much, just let Di Ruiji understand that there is such a group of existence.

Want to win over yourself?No matter how you think about this kind of thing, it is impossible to agree to Honkai, after all, she has taken away many things because of the disaster caused by Honkai.

But Honkai said that this is her duty, whether it is this world or other worlds, Honkai will give humans a test.

This is not what she did on purpose, but she was born to do this, and it is also something that must be done to maintain this universe and achieve a certain balance.

"Duty, duty, since you were born to do this kind of thing, why didn't you kick me out when you found out? Instead, you invited me here to talk about so many things? My existence is seriously delayed You did your job, didn't you? Why didn't you hit me?"

[Why... At first I did make a series of interventions on you. I planned to influence your mind through mental power when you were mentally weak, but you counterattacked. 】

Well, that was Di Ruiji's only successful counterattack against Honkai, and since then, Honkai's influence on her has weakened a lot, even to a negligible level.

The only thing that is still there is the vague peeping. Apart from this, I can't feel that Honkai is doing other things.

【After that blow, I...something seemed to be broken through.I... developed an emotion called curiosity towards you.That emotion, which is obviously only human beings, appeared in me. 】

It's obviously just a verbal expression, but Di Ruiji can clearly feel that when the Houkai God said this, his mood changed.

This was the first time that the Honkai God, who had never had any emotional fluctuations before, showed his emotions. The "curiosity" in her mouth made Di Ruiji raise her eyebrows.

"Curiosity? Curious about my identity? My power? Or something else?"

[I'm curious about your existence, maybe I've been alone for too long.When I realized that you were similar to me, I had an idea. 】

[Can... can I be friends with you?Make you my friend? 】

"...what are you saying?"

Di Ruiji thought he had heard it wrong, so he couldn't help asking the God of Honkai to repeat what he said just now, but the God of Honkai obediently repeated the content just now, making Di Ruiji understand that he did not mishear what he said just now , He really wants to be friends with himself.

This... because I stimulated him, he wanted to make friends with him or something. What is this guy thinking?

At this time, it shouldn't be to hold grudges, and then wait until the next time to find a chance to take revenge on yourself, why this guy doesn't play cards according to common sense at all.

This time, the Honkai God suddenly moved closer to her, and Di Ruiji took a few steps back habitually. This time, she was not because she was wary of the Honkai God's tricks, but for some other reason.

This time the Honkai God didn't stop moving, and slowly approached Di Ruiji, and the two played a confusing game one after the other.

After an unknown amount of time, Di Ruiji suddenly found himself pushed behind the throne, blocked by the throne.

This guy... Could it be that an infinite loop of distance has been added to this space, just to make her have nowhere to go?

Now is not the time to think about these things. Using this move, the Honkai God has come behind Di Ruiji, and his hand is about to touch Di Ruiji.

Seeing this, Di Ruiji sideways avoided the hand of the Honkai God, no matter how the Honkai God moved his palm, there was no way to touch Di Ruiji.

【Do you hate being touched by me so much?I won't do anything bad to you? 】

"It's just to prevent some unwanted situations from happening. If you just touch it, it's no big deal for you to touch it."

【Really?Then I can assure you that it's just a simple touch, and it won't do anything to you. 】

...What's the matter with your obviously happy and expectant tone?Is there something wrong with you, a high god, looking forward to touching yourself so much?

"Suddenly I don't really want to be touched by you."

[Even an existence like you can talk like a human being, doesn't it count? 】

"..."

Is this considered to be completely grasped?Di Ruiji really doesn't like to go back and forth, and she doesn't like to lie, but if she can choose, she really doesn't want to be touched by Honkai.

It would be fine if Bengkai didn’t remind him, but Bengkai has already talked about it to this extent, and it would be a bit unreasonable for Di Ruiji to refuse.

There was no way, Di Ruiji could only grit his teeth and agreed to Honkai's touch request, and closed his eyes, as if he was about to be tortured.

Di Ruiji swears that even when she was torn apart by the rift in time and space, she never showed such an expression. From this, it can be seen how unwilling she is to be touched by the Honkai God.

The Honkai God doesn't care about this, she puts her hand on Di Ruiji's face without hesitation, feeling the real touch, a different feeling spreads in her heart.

This feeling is really good. Although it is only a physical contact, the Honkai God feels extremely satisfied. He wants to touch more places besides the cheeks.