I became a zombie and was picked up by the heroine

In the rain, the act looked like the work of a loser.

Chu Muge was a little irritable and wanted to dispel these disgusting emotions.

In this gray and oppressive weather, she is most likely to get sick.

Rain always reminds her of all kinds of negative memories. They burst out like shattered glass in an instant, piercing into human flesh, bleeding, and extremely painful.

The five flavors are mixed, all kinds of emotions are surging in her heart, negative and positive, dancing in her heart like a villain at the moment, mixing with each other, becoming a chaotic black.

She felt her eyes were sore, her nose was sore, her body was like a runaway horse, and she couldn't wait to cry out from her master's will.

Is it sick?

she thought so.

Are you sick?

That's why she hates this kind of time so much, it's inexplicable, out of control, being seen, maybe even being laughed at.

But the more she forbears, the stronger the force in her heart becomes, like a spring, the harder she presses, the harder it rebounds.

Gray sky, white mist.

The world was shrouded, the road ahead was shrouded, and she was shrouded too.

You can't see light, you can't see people, you can only hear the rain, and when you get wet in the rain, you feel cold and biting.

Chu Muge still looked calm and breezy. She leaned against the wall, looked up at the eaves, and waited for everything to end without saying a word.

But her eye sockets were getting redder, maybe even she didn't realize it.

At a certain moment, she gritted her teeth and simply walked outside, closed her eyes, raised her head, and let the cold raindrops fall on her skin and cheeks.

It's as if as long as you do this, these emotions will be dissipated like heat.

But no.

The rain soaked her hair and clothes, but it didn't cool the spice bottles in her heart.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and she didn't resist it when she got wet. She simply stood in it, closed her eyes, and took a deep breath.

She pretends to be some kind of ascetic, practicing under the waterfall...it's fun, isn't it?

This is funny, she thought.

However, in reality, she drenched in the rain expressionlessly, then returned to the eaves, then squatted down, buried her head in her knees, and became a stone that could not speak.

so sad.

In the rain, she was alone here.

The white mist is misty and illusory, as if isolating her to another world.

At this moment, Chu Muge had to face a conclusion that he had never wanted to think about.

She was still helpless and alone.

She has always been very clear that Gu Yao can't respond to her love at all.

Whether it is now or before.

Chapter 41 She always knew

It hasn't rained for a long time.

The dust was washed away, and the whole world was plunged into fog, leaving only the patter of rain.

She curled up there, separated from the whole world.

The houses of different levels in the slums are looming in the fog, and the water splashes on the ground. Someone seems to be shouting in the rain, accompanied by the sound of footsteps trampling on the water, and then gradually goes away.

Chu Muge wanted to stand up, but felt very wet and uncomfortable, and the heat was gradually losing.

She looked at the deserted street filled with mist, and finally let her will affect her whole body, swayed, and took a deep breath.

Time to go back.

In the future, I will look at the sky more and remember to bring my own umbrella. The sign of rain today is actually obvious, but she didn't realize it.

She left under the eaves and walked on the street again.

Raindrops slapped down, she put on her hood, and walked on the road expressionlessly.

In fact, she originally wanted to run, but for some reason, maybe it was because of that trace of self-esteem, she always felt that she was a bit embarrassed when she ran hurriedly in the rain, and it would be embarrassing if other people saw her.

So she just put her hands in her pockets with some embarrassment, and then walked on the wet and deserted streets.

Well, she herself thought it was a bit stupid.

But at least he didn't look embarrassed when he ran in a hurry.

Chu Muge's face was cold, and the fog in the street filled his eyes.

At one point, she tried to put on a smile.

You have to think about how to explain to Gu Yao that you got caught in the rain first.

You also need to adjust your mentality, you can't show the other party a bad face, right?

She was walking on the street, thinking about her interaction with Gu Yao after returning home, it was as if the soul and body were at different times, the body was still walking in the rain, while the soul had already returned to a warm place to rot.

When recalling the things with Gu Yao, she could feel a little warmth in her cold body, and feel like she was really alive.

She couldn't help but put a smile on her face, but in the rain, she looked more like a madman or a fool.

Getting in the rain is something a fool would do, but now she has to be that fool. In order to cover up this fact, she decided to escape, as if she is not in this body now, but indulged in fantasy, looking forward to the future with Gu Yao encounter.

Dark clouds covered the sky, the sun was cut off, and the sun became a pale silver, hanging high in the sky, like the moon that appeared in advance.

She is looking forward to going back and posting with Gu Yao. At that time, she will forget what she has experienced now, and casually say to Gu Yao that she didn't bring an umbrella and got caught in the rain, and then pretend that nothing happened.

Her world alone is nothing to talk about, meaningless, and worthless.

When she thinks like this, she feels that she is at peace inside.

Those sad emotions seemed to have dissipated, as if her subconscious mind had also recognized her concept, and she stopped making trouble.

Chu Muge walked lightly on the street, one step, two steps, together with the rain.

In the rain, her cough sounded.

Her illness was still going on, but Chu Muge felt that it was no longer a big deal.

Before, it was physically and mentally uncomfortable, but now it is at best physically uncomfortable.

Head a little dizzy, but also a little nausea.

But she is used to it.

It's happened before, it's normal.

She just needs to go back there to rest for a while now, and she should be fine after a while.

……

Chu Muge still didn't come back.

Gu Yao was a little unhappy.

Not angry with Chu Muge, but simply bored.

She didn't know where this emotion came from, but she had this feeling after discovering that Chu Muge had exceeded the agreed time and hadn't come back.

As time went on, it became more and more intense, and finally felt like sitting on pins and needles.

The post-it notes were painted black one by one, and then, while distracted, the black pen fell down and turned into a Chu character again.

Gu Yao looked up at the ceiling and opened her mouth slightly.

She is reminiscing about this feeling.

kinda...

A little fidgety taste.

Why do you feel restless?

Is it because Chu Muge didn't come back?

Gu Yao thought, maybe...she was really worried about Chu Muge.

At least, if the others hadn't come back, she wouldn't have felt that way.

So what should she do?

A voice seemed to tell her, go out, go out and find Chu Muge.

but……

Chu Muge said to let her stay here, if Chu Muge is really busy with something, and she will lose the chain if she goes out?

After becoming a zombie, Gu Yao was able to get rid of emotional and rational thinking, but at this moment, she felt that her brain was in a mess.

She didn't understand why she had the idea of ​​going out to find Chu Muge.

This impulse surprised her, and she wanted to experience it carefully.

You know, it's been a long time since she had a strong feeling of wanting to do something.

Gu Yao looked at the wooden door.

Then his gaze slowly turned to the umbrella placed beside him.

……

a little cold.

Chu Muge shrank his body, trembling, and finally decided to stop and rest beside him for a while.

She may have a fever, her head is dizzy, and she feels uncomfortable.

So complicated.

If I had known earlier, I would have seen the sky today.

It was actually very close to the destination, but she really couldn't bear it.

Feeling restless, she sheltered from the rain under a low house while preparing to regain some strength.

His body was involuntarily limp, and he sat down along the wall.

She walked in the rain like masochistic for so long, and she finally suffered retribution, and now she feels like she is going to die.

Of course, it is impossible to hang up, Chu Muge is just so uncomfortable that he wants to cry at the back.

Why should she suffer from this disease?

But there is no way, if not for that experiment, she would not be able to obtain the ability.

This is the price of gaining strength, and she has to bear it.

After the baptism of negative emotions, his nose became sour, and his eyes turned red.

After all, she is an ordinary girl, not a savior who saves the world, and her biggest wish is to stay with her senior sister.

Even, the other party may not be able to respond to himself.

Chu Muge survived this kind of moment by himself, as long as he survived, it will be fine.

After leaving here, she and Gu Yao went to the place where she obtained the supernatural power, and then dispensed the medicine.

She wants to be a normal person.

At least, he is a freak who doesn't feel physically and mentally uncomfortable for no reason.

Chu Muge is used to it, close your eyes for a while, everything will be fine.

She has always come here like this, the world has given her very little kindness, and when Gu Yao is not around, doesn't she live well?

She was a little ashamed and didn't really want to speak out her true inner thoughts.

...Actually, she was very sad.

How could it be possible to say this, extremely hypocritical, not ashamed?