my reborn girlfriends
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A choked voice came out of her mouth: "Ran Ran, I'm sorry...it's my mother's fault...it's because my mother didn't care about Ran Ran that made Ran Ran suffer so much..."
This was the first time Ling Jing shed tears since she was reborn. The last time, after learning that her daughter's illness was incurable and could only be restrained, Ling Jing did not hold back. That time she was alone.
This time, under the stimulation of many aspects, she could no longer suppress the guilt she felt towards her daughter.
Ling Ran touched her mother's head as Su Yue did when comforting her, and said in the same choked up tone: "Ran Ran is not bitter at all with her mother by her side, it's because Ran Ran is too willful to make her cry."
"Mom, I'm sorry, Ran Ran will never be willful again."
Ling Jing, who couldn't hold back her tears, shed tears even more when she heard her daughter's words.
Precocious puberty is mostly caused by stimulation.Similarly, the specific degree of precocity is also related to how much it is stimulated.
For Ling Ran, a little girl less than five years old, to say such a thing, it shows that the stimulation she received before definitely had a profound impact on her.
Su Yue, who just learned of Ling Ran's life experience, didn't know that she had been abused before, seeing this scene seemed to touch the weakest string in his heart.
It is impossible for people to live in this world to achieve everything they want. Not only are they unsatisfactory, but they will also encounter various difficulties and tribulations.And the family love that allows a person to stand up to face all kinds of hardships, blood is thicker than water is one of the biggest motivations.
In the past, Su Yue was still a little confused about the future and didn't know what to do, but now he has found the direction of his future efforts.
Realizing that Su Yue was still on the sidelines, Ling Jing wiped away her tears, and said to her daughter with a smile: "Ran Ran, mommy found daddy back, are you happy?"
Seeing Su Yue, Ling Ran showed a bright smile on his ashen face: "Happy!!!"
However, the smile disappeared not long after it appeared, and soon she smiled again, but this time the smile was no longer as bright as before.
Su Yue noticed the change in Ling Ran's smile, but he didn't know what was going on in her little head. He went forward and knelt down and wiped Ling Ran's dirty face with his hands: "Dad stay with Ran Ran tonight, Dad tomorrow How about playing with Ran Ran for a day?"
This is also the first time that Su Yue called himself father in front of Ling Ran and at the same time assumed the role of father. Before this, Su Yue was a brother or uncle no matter what he called himself or his attitude.
"Ran Ran likes Dad the most!!" The overjoyed Ling Ran gave Su Yue big kisses on both sides of his face.
Su Yue's return kept Ling Ran in a state of excitement.Whether it's taking a bath or eating at home, she always wants to be with Su Yue.
As for Su Yue, with Ling Jing's active cooperation, he quickly entered the role of father.
Before ten o'clock, Ling Ran fell asleep in Su Yue's arms. He gently carried Ling Ran back to the bedroom. When he put her on the bed, Ling Ran, who had fallen asleep, suddenly embraced Su Yue like an octopus. over the arm.
"Dad... Ran Ran likes you the most..."
At the same time as the murmur came out, the little face was also smiling very happily, it seemed that it was a sweet dream.
No matter how precocious a child under the age of five is, he is still a child after all.After the madness, he naturally fell asleep.
But what Su Yue didn't expect was that before Ling Ran slept, he never showed such a smile in front of him.It happened that this scene was seen by Ling Jing who had just come back from the shower, Ling Jing's eyes signaled Su Yue to leave the bedroom.
When Su Yue broke free from Ling Ran and went to the living room, he saw Ling Jing sitting on the sofa in the living room, holding a female e-cigarette in her hand.
266 Ling Jing Facing a Blind Date
Su Qianqian found that her younger brother seemed to be a different person.
From Su Qianqian's point of view, the younger brothers in this period were similar to those rich second generations who lived and waited to die, and had no direction to strive for.Only after those few things happened after college, did I find the direction of life struggle.
It's all right now, I haven't seen you for two days, and when I saw my brother again, Su Qianqian could clearly feel that his spirit was not as decadent as before.
"Xiao Yue, have you been stimulated by something?" Su Qianqian was a little thirsty. When Su Qianqian came out of her room to go to the kitchen refrigerator to find some fruit to quench her thirst, she passed by the living room and saw her younger brother sitting on the sofa and writing something. .
Out of curiosity, Su Qianqian took a closer look and found that his younger brother was actually writing his future life plan.
Seeing the life plan written by her younger brother, Su Qianqian immediately wondered if her younger brother ran to confess to Huaxinyu yesterday, but was issued a good person card.After a night of thinking, I realized my own problems and shortcomings, and then wrote such a life plan to change myself.
"No, I recently thought about how I got here in the past ten years, and this memory reminded me that I hadn't done anything in these years. Not only did I accomplish nothing in the past, but I also didn't have a clear plan for the future."
"Thinking about it, I'm not too young anymore. I can't be as capricious as before. In order not to lose face as an old man when I go out in the future, I need to prepare some things."
These words were just made up by Su Yue to answer her sister's question. It was Ling Ran who really led Su Yue to write this future life plan.
The afternoon before yesterday, I was requested by my childhood sweetheart Ye Zixuan to record a song, but because I didn't have the relevant basis, I was lectured by a recording boss of the company for most of the day.After being preached for most of the day, Su Yue planned to eat fried potato chips, a childhood snack, to relieve the sulking in his heart.
Su Yue's method successfully relieved the suffocation that he had been holding for a long time. After that, he met Ling Ran again and experienced a little accident. Now he can be regarded as Ling Ran's father.
Seeing Ling Ran's weak side the afternoon before yesterday allowed Su Yue to find the direction of his future life.
"Is that so?" Su Qianqian obviously didn't believe what her younger brother said, but she didn't go too far into the real reason behind it.
"Xiao Yue, grandpa's [-]th birthday will be in a few days, do you know?" Su Qianqian asked in this way, but in fact she already knew the answer.
"So soon? I remember that there are still more than 30 days left?" Su Yue naturally knew the date of grandpa's birthday. Did my sister make a mistake in saying this?
"You're stupid, last year the lunar calendar was full for a month, but this year it wasn't."
"That's it..." Su Yue finally realized that he was a little confused about the lunar calendar. Last year, the lunar calendar changed for one month, which caused him to mistakenly think that his grandfather's birthday was similar to last year.
"I plan to go back, how about you, sister?"
From childhood to adulthood, Su Yue and his grandfather didn't spend much time together but they had a very good relationship. But my sister was different. Because of my sister's background, my grandfather didn't treat her very well, and my sister could feel this too.
Therefore, except for the necessary etiquette, my sister will consciously avoid grandpa.
"Grandpa's [-]th birthday, as her only granddaughter, of course I have to go back. Besides, I have prepared a special gift for grandpa." Of course Su Qianqian knew that grandpa didn't want to see her.Before knowing the truth, Su Qianqian didn't have a good impression of this grandfather.But after knowing the truth later, she gradually understood why her grandfather treated her like that. At that time, when she wanted to take the initiative to ease the relationship between the two, what greeted her was the news of her grandfather's death.
This incident can be regarded as one of the many regrets that Su Qianqian wants to make up for.Now that she has a chance to start again, Su Qianqian will naturally not dislike him like she did before.
Hearing what his sister said, Su Yue's face showed a little surprise, and he didn't ask what he wanted to ask in the end.
"Well, then, while there are still a few days left, I will also prepare a birthday present for grandpa's [-]th birthday."
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After three years, Ling Jing returned to her hometown and found that her hometown had changed quite a lot.
The dirt road that used to be like a quagmire when it rains has now turned into a gravel road, and the old-fashioned mud houses have become two or three-story tiled houses.What surprised Ling Jing the most was that the house in her hometown was still clean.It seemed that during the three years she was away from her hometown, the house had been cleaned all the time.
Ling Ran, who had been following Ling Jing, shook Ling Ran's sleeves and asked, "Mom, where can I read in my hometown?"
Ling Jing pointed to the room on the left: "Go to this room and have a look."
"Yeah." After Ling Jing finished speaking, she bounced away carrying the schoolbag Su Yue bought for her.
Seeing her daughter bouncing around, Ling Jing once again had to sigh that Su Yue's influence and changes on her daughter were really not small.
The afternoon before yesterday, Ling Jing learned that her daughter's dementia over the years was probably faking, and after thinking that her daughter's faking dementia was due to her fear of the strange world and a means of self-protection, she invited back to the room she was about to leave. Su Yue, and begged him to stay at home for one night, to be a real father for one night.
As for Su Yue, not only agreed to her, but also spent an extra day with her daughter.
After this day and one night of father's company, the daughter no longer showed the same dementia and autism as before, and at the same time last night, the daughter also confessed to her the real reason why she did that all these years.
After learning why her daughter did that, Ling Jing had the idea of letting Su Yue spend more time with her daughter, but Ling Jing denied this idea.
What surprised Ling Jing was that when she woke up this morning, her daughter's attitude and behavior were the same as that of Su Yue, which made her very relieved.Because, the daughter no longer looks docile on the surface and actually closes herself up like before.
Although the house in my hometown has been cleaned for the past three years, because no one lives there, there is a strong pungent smell in the house whether it is furniture or other things.
It's still early and the house is not big anyway, Ling Jing plans to give the house a thorough cleaning first.This way, those pungent smells can be minimized.
"Jing Jing, are you back?" Just after Ling Jing cleaned the living room with a mask on, a female voice came from the door behind her.
Ling Jing looked up and saw an old man in his 50s standing at the door of the house.
"Well, Aunt Xue."
Not only did she know the old man whom Ling Jing called Aunt Xue, but the old man was also kind to her or their family in nurturing her.
After Ling Jing's parents died in a car accident, Ling Jing, who had just entered junior high school, and Ling Jing's sister, who was a sophomore in high school, were left behind.Although they received compensation afterwards, the compensation was not enough to support the two sisters to study and live for a long time.In addition, the living conditions at that time were not as good as they are now, and the relatives who were not very wealthy were unwilling to adopt the two sisters who were already sensible. In the end, Ling Jing still dropped out of school to work for her sister to continue her studies.
But even if Sister Ling Jing gave up her studies and worked to earn money, but Sister Ling Jing had just reached her full age at that time, she could not earn much money from work, and the two lived a very difficult life.
At this time, Aunt Xue, who was a neighbor, extended a helping hand to them.
With the help of Aunt Xue, Ling Jing and her sister survived the most difficult years after losing their parents. After Ling Jing was admitted to university, the burden on Ling Jing's sister was much lighter.Just when Ling Jing thought that she would find a lucrative job after graduation to repay her sister's kindness in nurturing her over the years, she received the bad news that her sister had a car accident.
The hard life in recent years has made Ling Jing much more mature and sensible than her peers, but even so, facing her sister, brother-in-law and niece who died unexpectedly, Ling Jing didn't know how to face the reality at that time.
Just when Ling Jing couldn't believe the reality, Aunt Xue pulled her out of the miserable world again.
Four years ago, Aunt Xue was organizing her sister and brother-in-law's funeral while comforting her to cheer up. It was because of Aunt Xue's comfort and enlightenment that Ling Jing was able to get over the sad news of her sister's death in a short time, and was able to make up her mind to raise Ran Ran.
Aunt Xue's kindness to their family has always been deeply in Ling Jing's heart.
"I'm coming back this year just like in previous years, leaving after sweeping Xiaoya's grave?"
"Aunt Xue, sit down first, I'll get you a glass of water first." Before cleaning the room, Ling Jing boiled a pot of water in advance.
Passing the water glass to Aunt Xue, Ling Jing said: "This year is not as urgent as in previous years. This year I plan to stay at home for a few more days before leaving."
"That's it."
"Huh? Where's Xiao Lin? Why didn't he come back with you?"
Aunt Xue heard that Xiao Lin was Ling Jing's ex-boyfriend.Last year, Ling Jing came back to visit the graves of her sister and brother-in-law. She and the other party were still boyfriend and girlfriend. After visiting the grave, Ling Jing unilaterally proposed to break up because her ex-boyfriend abused Ran Ran behind her back.
Aunt Xue didn't know about this, and she didn't see it now, so she asked curiously.
"I broke up with him." When Ling Jing said this, she was in an unusually calm mood. Regarding the ex-boyfriend who had been in love since college, she now has no extra affection for him.
Hearing of the breakup, Aunt Xue didn't show any surprise on her face: "It's good to break up... It's fine to break up. Last year, Jingjing and you all came back in a hurry. After sweeping the grave, you left before sitting down for a meal. Then Aunt Xue didn't have a chance to remind you that there seems to be something wrong with your ex-boyfriend, and I found that Xiao Ranran looked a little wrong with him."
Ling Jing's heart ached when she heard this, Aunt Xue, who only met him a few times like this, could see the problem, she had known him for so many years but she didn't.
"I know that he has abused Ran Ran behind my back for the past two years, which is why I broke up with him."
"That's it... Poor little Ranran, not to mention losing her parents since she was a child, and being abused by others, it's really pitiful."
"By the way, Jing Jing, have you found another one now?"
Ling Jing shook her head: "Aunt Xue, what happened is that I am going to wait for Ran Ran to grow up before thinking about this issue."
"That won't work. Although Xiao Lin has a personality problem, Jing Jing, you can't procrastinate like this. If you procrastinate, you will be like this for the rest of your life."
"Also, as children are becoming more and more precocious now, whether a child like Ran Ran will be bullied when going out, without the support of a man behind him, it is easy for me to develop an autistic personality."
At first, Aunt Xue's words didn't make Ling Jing feel anything, but the more she listened to them later, the more wrong they became, especially the last two sentences, which sounded like a matchmaker's tone.
Ling Jing straight to the point and asked the old man in front of her who was kind to their family: "Aunt Xue, do you want to introduce me?"
Aunt Xue, who was seen through her inner thoughts, didn't feel any embarrassment, she just smiled and said: "Quiet, I received an entrustment from an elder a few days ago, asking me to help his grandson find a mature and sensible girl. You think."
"But I didn't agree immediately. No, it's almost the anniversary of Xiaowen's death. I guess you will come back to visit the grave this year. I plan to see the situation first."
"After hearing that you broke up and didn't look for it again, I wanted to match you in my heart."
"..."
If Ling Jing heard this from someone other than Aunt Xue, she would definitely refuse the next sentence.But she knew Aunt Xue, and with Aunt Xue's temperament, the entrustment she said was not simply helping. The other party might have done Aunt Xue a big favor with something, otherwise Aunt Xue would not have been so interested.
"Aunt Xue, who is the other party?"
Ling Jing didn't want to reject Aunt Xue directly, she planned to find a reason to reject her.
"Their family is from Fenghuang Village next door. You may have heard of that person's reputation."
Hearing this, Ling Jing suddenly became interested: "Who is he?"
"Jingjing, do you know about Liu's grandson?"
"Grandson of the Liu family? Is that the one you often talk about being very sensible and filial since childhood?"
There is a family named Liu next door to Ling Jing's hometown. This family can be said to be the most famous family within a hundred meters.
First, the daughter married a wealthy family whose ancestors were landlords. Later, I heard that the second son of this wealthy family became a billionaire.
Billionaires are a bit far away in the eyes of people in this small mountain village, and these gossips are usually just talked about, and the little grandson of the Liu family is deeply remembered by the villagers.
Ling Jing heard that the little grandson of the Liu family has been very well-behaved and sensible since she was a child. When other children of the same age were still playing in the mud in open crotch pants, this one had already started to read and read.When other peers were arguing and crying over snacks, this one already knew how to spend the money on snacks to buy books.
Such a genius, how could Aunt Xue mention him?
etc? !Could it be that! ! !
"Aunt Xue, don't you want to say that grandpa asked you to help his grandson on a blind date?"
If Ling Jing remembers correctly, the grandson of the Liu family is not very old, and at most he will not exceed 25 years old this year. If this is the case, it would be a bit ridiculous.
In Ling Jing's hometown, with the constant changes and influences of the times, it is unacceptable that the woman is three years older than the man, not to mention that she is 30 years old this year, a full five years older than the man!
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At the same time as the murmur came out, the little face was also smiling very happily, it seemed that it was a sweet dream.
No matter how precocious a child under the age of five is, he is still a child after all.After the madness, he naturally fell asleep.
But what Su Yue didn't expect was that before Ling Ran slept, he never showed such a smile in front of him.It happened that this scene was seen by Ling Jing who had just come back from the shower, Ling Jing's eyes signaled Su Yue to leave the bedroom.
When Su Yue broke free from Ling Ran and went to the living room, he saw Ling Jing sitting on the sofa in the living room, holding a female e-cigarette in her hand.
267 Routine from an old man
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