I, the villainous lady, will not die in the simulator Shura field

"I'm sorry...have been treating you badly..."

"I'm sorry... I didn't want to go to the fireworks display with you before..."

"sorry Sorry sorry......"

"Everything... can you come back...."

Jiang Li sat kneeling on the floor with his upper body bent over the wheelchair. From the side view, it seemed as if he was repenting for his previous mistakes.

But what is the use of repentance?

Can the mistake be undone?cannot.Can it be forgiven?also can not.

Wishful confession is nothing but self-consolation, and the person who needs to apologize has long since disappeared.

Huamian is like a flower that blooms on a tree. It is beautiful but out of reach. After withering and withering, it bears fruit and is eaten by Gracilaria, and finally falls into mud and dust, leaving only a trace of melancholy fragrance.

It's almost more than ten years of wishful thinking, but I haven't been able to get results.

In the end, there were not even any corpses left, and they all disappeared into the cold rain.

"Why is that?"

Jiang Li knelt down on the muddy floor in embarrassment, drenched in the rain, and asked in a hoarse voice like crazy.

"Why her?"

"Why didn't I notice?"

In the past, Huamian's close dependence on her, her obedience to her, and her reluctance to speak to her fully surfaced. It seemed that there was a revolving lantern in the rain, and the old days reappeared. The shadow of the past was like a nightmare. Dancing quietly.

Whether it is now or in the past.

Jiang Li has always only looked at herself, at the emptiness and distant goal in the distance, and the warmth and beauty around her were abandoned by her, and she even burned it with her own hands.

Hua Mian has been following her and has paid so much for her, but in the end...

But only this fate.

Jiang Li had even doubted Hua Mian before, worried that she would be in pain and despair because of being betrayed, and recklessly shot at herself, and she would die with herself.

Now it seems......

How selfish her previous thoughts were, how ridiculous.

Jiang Li knelt on the ground in a daze, staring at the rain curtain, as if he had lost his soul.

The heavy rain is still torrential.

The raindrops hit the soft cushion of the wheelchair, but the sound was like hitting the heart of Gracilaria.

Desperation and guilt were intertwined, almost crushing Jiangli, and then tearing her hoarse voice to pieces!Blind her red eye sockets from crying!

The little yellow flower on the wheelchair was stained with rain, and it seemed to be a little fuzzy after being slapped by the heavy rain for so long.

But an inexplicable force still made her stand upright.

Jiang Li stared at Xiaohua, knelt aside, wanted to reach out to touch her several times, but in the end she curled up and retracted her hand as if scalded.

Obviously it's just a little flower.

But at this moment, in Jiangli's eyes, it was more scorching than magma.

After a long time, she carefully picked up the clock flower, and put her into her arms with extremely gentle movements.

A little warmth builds up in his chest.

The delicate little flower was drenched in the rain, but still exuded a kind of reassuring warmth, as if someone was by her side.

The rain started to lighten up.

Jiang Li also straightened his head slowly, and briefly walked out of grief.

She closed and put away her terminal, picked up Huamian, no, maybe it was Mianmian's terminal, and slowly scrolled through the chat history.

The warm and beautiful daily life reappeared, looking at the chat records between himself and Mianmian, Jiang Li's eyes were red again.

Suddenly, Jiang Li thought of something she had mentioned when he was chatting with Mian Mian before.

Mianmian will write a diary every day as a summary of the day.

Just record it in the terminal.

If she could see Mianmian's diary, she might be able to understand why Mianmian had paid so much for her and why she had never told her her true identity.

Jiang Li sniffed and wiped away tears, exited the communication software, and returned to the desktop.

In the lower left corner of the desktop is the diary. Jiang Li stared at the light screen for two seconds. After mental preparation, he gently opened the application with his cold fingertips.

The virtual light screen transforms into a feeling of paper, and the cover is quietly turned to reveal the text.

At the same time, the first sentence in the diary came into view.

"Today I secretly got this terminal from the warehouse! Who told my mother not to play with her terminal for me, huh! Mianmian can get one by herself, but is Yuncheng so big? It really deserves to be the promised land ah!"

"Everyone in the base doesn't seem to be quite right, why is it so different from what they said in the terminal?"

"Mianmian met a new friend today! My friend's name is Jiangli! But the name seems familiar... Mianmian must have seen it somewhere!"

"I didn't tell my friends about Mianmian's real identity! Mianmian is still a little vigilant!"

After reading this, Jiang Li clenched his fists instantly.

It seems that this is how they met at the beginning, but instead of bringing happiness to Hua Mian, this acquaintance cast a shadow over her life, and finally...

Jiang Li sighed and continued to turn the page.

What follows is that Hua Mian is flipping through her mother's collection of books, interacting with other children, and figuring out the reasons for all the abnormalities in the base.

And Hua Mian managed to figure out the situation in the end.

All the abnormalities in the base came from the god that everyone believed in, and it was the god who made them do such cruel things. Since then, little Huamian has questioned the god for the first time.

Later, it was the acquaintance of the two.

"I went to participate in the awakening yesterday, and I successfully awakened my psychic power, but my legs seemed to have problems... The researcher also asked me what my psychic power was, and I only told her that I was "plant control", but Mian Mian's real psychic power is "life transmission"!"

"I met Sister Jiang today! It's really the senior commander! I seem to be talking to her, but Mianmian is a little scared..."

"Mianmian should just chat with Sister Jiang online..."

"Sister Jiang is so gentle and considerate, Mianmian really likes Sister Jiang! But Sister Jiang doesn't seem to like talking to me, it's so uncomfortable."

"Mianmian is too timid..."

When Jiang Li saw this, his heart throbbed uncontrollably.

So at that time, did Mianmian want to talk to her?But she was just immersed in her own world at that time, and subconsciously regarded Hua Mian as an untrustworthy person.

She can still remember her repeated rejections of Hua Mian in the past.

I can remember the shadow of Hua Mian leaving in disappointment.

Now, these rejections are like solidified knives, slashing at her broken heart.

Jiang Li quickly flipped through again, and as she flipped through, memories of the past emerged one by one—almost every page she turned, her heart would be stabbed once, and hot tears would also flow down, staining the front of her clothes.

"I heard something when I eavesdropped with the little plants today. As special experimental subjects, sister Jiang and I can only live to be 25 years old! Mianmian doesn't want that...my psychic power can steal other people's vitality, but isn't that a bit bad..."

"Then let's help Sister Jiang get it all together!"

"With this kind of psychic power, Mianmian will definitely live longer than Sister Jiang."

"In order to collect vitality, Mianmian seems to have done a lot of things, and was hated by Sister Jiang...I'm sorry...Mianmian is really useless..."

"Mianmian wants to confess to Sister Jiang, but Sister Jiang seems to be very angry, so let's forget it... Woo, Mianmian is so timid."

So, from the beginning to the end, whether Hua Mian killed people or attacked the base's high-level, was the life force that was taken away for her?

So her prejudice against Hua Mian all this time is just her own despicable fantasy?

It's all own fault.

When he realized this, tears were already running down Jiang Li's face.

"Why... why... are you so nice..."

Jiang Li shrunk her body into a ball, covered her face with her palms, grabbed her hair with her fingers, and pulled the strands straight down, crying loudly:

"You... don't you seem too despicable to me?"

"I'm sorry I'm sorry... I've been blaming you all this time."

boom! !

A flash of lightning flashed across the sky, and the rain seemed to be getting bigger again.

Jiang Li didn't care about the coldness on his body, tears in his eyes, fingers trembling, and continued to scroll down:

"I was hugged by Sister Jiang today! Although it's hard not being able to go out to play, Sister Jiang's hands are so warm, Mianmian is also very happy!"

"I collected some more vitality today. Sister Jiang looked at me more vigilantly, but Mianmian still didn't dare to confess to Sister Jiang... I lied to Sister Jiang for a long time, Mianmian is really a bad boy."

"I wanted to go to the fireworks display with senior, but sister Jiang refused."

"I got to know Xiao Qingyu, Xiao Qingyu is so silly and cute, but I really like senior the most."

"...I feel a little uncomfortable in my body. I think I won't live to be 25 years old... Mianmian is really useless, it hurts a bit, I want my senior to rub it for me... .”

"Sister Jiang seems to have a problem with her body, and time seems to be running out..."

"what to do what to do what to do what to do"

"Sister Jiang asked Mianmian about Shenyihui. It seems that someone wants to attack Mianmian. Mianmian is a little scared, but if it is those elders, they must be able to gather together. The vitality is now only Almost there."

"It's just that Mianmian is going to lie to Sister Jiang again... I hope Sister Jiang won't blame me."

"Mianmian is ready."

"It hurts...so cold...Mianmian is useless...so sleepy...will I not be able to wait for Sister Jiang..."

The diary ends abruptly here.

Scrolling down, it is a well-arranged schedule.

"1. Go to see the fireworks display in Yuncheng with Sister Jiang. I heard that the fireworks display in July is the best (╳)"

"2. Confess your identity with Sister Jiang, and then confess to Sister Jiang! Mianmian likes Sister Jiang the most! (╳)"

"3. Help Sister Jiang solve the problem of longevity (?)"

"Sister Jiang..."

"Mianmian is a little sleepy..."

Reward

Open a one-week unlimited reward, and pay it back slowly in April.

The current data is 7189 monthly tickets, 47.89w rewards, and 1792 blades.

Then there are activities recently, and there are more monthly tickets, so the rewards for monthly tickets are set higher.

250 monthly tickets for one change, 15000 cat coins for one change, and 150 blades for one change.

Twelve more treasure chests.

Things are a bit much!The requirements for Hehe have become higher!

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077 Letter to Liu Qingyu (4k)

Faint thunder, cloudy sky, but I hope that the wind and rain will come, and I can keep you here.

But the wind and rain have stopped, the people Jiang Li wanted to keep and the people he wanted to see had already gone away.

The holographic terminal has long been on standby due to lack of power.

The dark clouds have long since faded.

After a rain, the air is refreshing, the nostrils are filled with the smell of fresh grass, the noisy voices in the ears fade away, the sky and the earth have changed roles, the miles are dim when you look up, and the stars are shining brightly under your feet.

But Jiang Li still knelt beside the wheelchair, lying on the chair, holding the little flower and the terminal in his arms, covering his face and crying bitterly.