I'm a trainer and a racehorse girl!

So, if you really want to reboot, there is no need for such trouble.Spend your energy on other things every day, and you have no idea.The first thing I do when I get home is to lie in bed and go to sleep.

Hearing this, Susakawa Tezuna knew what the other party was thinking.Then proceed to choose the ingredients.

That's the most important thing right now.

……

Today, Susakawa Tezuna is fully prepared.But in fact, on the eve of dinner, Manchester City Cafe sent a message saying that he would not be able to come tonight.

From the looks of it, it seemed that she was entangled by Eryuko and couldn't get away.

Therefore, today's sumptuous dinner included and only Li Ze and Susakawa Tezuna had dinner.

"Little Natsume, you went to find Erisu yesterday, you must have achieved your goal."

"Achieved, but not fully achieved." Li Ze, who is already a boy, paused, put down his chopsticks and said with a strange expression: "I want to understand that the purpose of the illusion is not completed, but I know the reason why I don't go to the winner's stage .That's the reason, it's a little unscrupulous..."

Are you really sick?

It doesn't look like it.Although the psychological pressure will occasionally be great, it is not a disease, is it?In the modern society, who has no psychological pressure in the hearts of adults?

"Is that really the case? Did she really give you this suggestion?"

"Ok?"

Sister Junchuan's expression that everything was within my expectations made Li Ze feel a little surprised.He raised his eyebrows, when he wanted to ask further.

She went on to say, "I want you to issue a mental illness certificate."

Chapter 186 Decision (first update)

Mental illness, or mental illness.

There may be a difference between these two concepts, but for someone like Li Ze who has not worked hard in this area.I don't know what the difference is, let's treat it as the same concept.

The method proposed by Aili Tayonko is to let Li Ze get a "certificate" to prove that he is afraid of the winner's stage to the point of getting sick, and all difficulties will be solved.

But from Sister Junchuan's tone, it seemed that she had guessed this idea a long time ago.Or was it the teahouse sister who told her?

So Li Ze asked, "How did Sister Junchuan know?"

"It's just a guess. After all, in this way, Xiao Natsume can indeed make you refuse to perform on the winner's stage. I have thought of this excuse before... But you don't need it, Xiao Natsume, so I put it on hold."

During the time before, no one would pay attention to Natsume Reiko's abnormality, and she passed away easily because of illness.

"Then why didn't Sister Junchuan tell me?" A few days ago, Li Ze was troubled by this problem for a long time. At that time, Sister Junchuan didn't offer any suggestions.

This is why?

Susakawa Tezuna explained: "Don't Natsume know the reason? Natsume doesn't want to see a psychiatrist, right?"

"Almost." Li Ze paused, and said, "If you go to see a psychiatrist, there is always a feeling that your secrets are being seen through by the other party."

Secret, for some people may make their charm more acute.But for Li Ze, it was simply a heavy burden.

Especially when he was afraid of his most crucial secrets being discovered.

He didn't know what kind of impact these secrets would have if they were discovered.

The most typical thought is that he will be caught and sliced?

In fact, Li Ze felt that this kind of thinking was outrageous.

Where in this world are there so many mad scientists who slice and study at every turn.If it is an isolated copy, scientists will even provide delicious food and drink, and collect samples regularly in order to achieve sustainable development.

Not everyone has the idea of ​​exhausting the pond.

— Except, of course, the capitalists.They even dare to sell the ropes used to hang them at a high price.

But he was still afraid, or rather, afraid.

So much so that it doesn't even feel good to be prying into secrets.

He may understand a little bit what it means to become a beauty in anger.

"Little Natsume, do you still remember what the doctor told you? He suggested that you see a psychiatrist." Hayakawa Tezuna said, "I want to say the same thing. Little Natsume, go see a psychiatrist."

"It's hard to keep secrets in your heart. Since you can't tell the secrets to others, go talk to a psychiatrist. At least chatting with them can relieve stress. If you can't sleep, you can go to them for hypnosis and rest. rest."

Hypnosis, this theme often appears in adult works.Li Ze, whose mind was full of pornographic waste, had to admit that when he heard hypnosis, his mind was full of unhealthy things.

He also understands that hypnosis can't change people's common sense, nor can they control people's body.If so, wouldn't that be good news for patients with cerebral palsy?

Many patients with cerebral palsy are conscious but cannot control their bodies.A hypnotist can really do that, so why not become a doctor to earn money?Isn't it possible to do most things when you have money?The point is not to violate it.

Divergent thinking expands at this time.

Li Ze, who was in a trance, was noticed by Susakawa Tezuna at this time. She knocked on the table and said, "Although I don't know what you are thinking, Natsume. But my intuition tells me that what you think about, Natsume, should be unhealthy. But , Xiao Natsume is also an adult, and has reached the age of marriage. Oh, no, in order to deal with the problem of declining birth rate, the government makes it easy for marriage. Xiao Natsume wants me to introduce you to someone? What do you think? What about the Rudolph symbol?"

Susakawa Tezuna rested his right hand on the dining table, supported his chin, and said these words.

Are you taking revenge on me for just being distracted?Sister Junchuan, symbol of Rudolph?The emperor's face of a strong woman didn't even look like he was going to get married.You can't drive on this kind of person even if you are joking.

Li Ze thought in his heart.

"...Let's get back to the topic." After a pause, Li Ze was about to get back to the topic.

"Yes, the topic. The topic is, does little Natsume need to see a psychiatrist? I can recommend a psychiatrist for Ma Niang. The other person is quite beautiful, not worse than Rudolph Symbol."

"Sister Junchuan, should we stop talking about the topic just now?"

Why did I suddenly feel like my family members told me why I haven't found a girlfriend yet...

Li Ze sighed here for a few seconds.

Susakawa Tezuna smiled and said, "But, I didn't say anything. The psychiatrist I want to introduce to you is indeed Ma Niang, and she is also a beautiful woman."

"But I haven't decided whether to go or not, Sister Junchuan."

"Then Natsume, are you going to the winner's stage? Actually, I'm also quite curious about how little Natsume will perform on the winner's stage."

Li Ze sighed, and finished eating the white rice mixed with the dishes in the bowl.

After eating in such an unhurried manner and cooling down the topic for a while, he reiterated his bottom line again: "It is impossible to perform, and it is impossible to perform on stage in this life."

"Yeah, I also know that there is almost no chance of you performing on stage, Natsume. I'm afraid your fans will be very disappointed. A few days ago, I dived into your fan support meeting, Natsume, and someone even suggested A certain horse girl with the figure you imagined was replaced by Xiao Xiamu's face, and then chatted for comfort. But this involves copyright issues, everyone just talks about it."

Does AI change faces?I just didn't go to the winner's stage to perform. As for holding back like this?Which little genius came up with this?Might as well go straight to MMD...

Li Ze sighed helplessly, and said, "What's the use of talking to me about this kind of thing? I'm not an idol, so I don't need to respond to other people's wishes... Sister Junchuan, give me the contact information of that psychiatrist." All right. I'll find some time to go and ask."

"You don't need to look for time, tomorrow is fine. It's a working day, and she doesn't have many appointments. Would you like me to go with you? Natsume."

"Sister Junchuan, you don't have to treat me like a child." Li Ze paused and said, "Wulala still needs your care."

Tomorrow is a working day, which means it is also a training day.It's fine if Li Ze isn't there, but if Miss Junchuan isn't there, then let Wu Lala train there alone?

If she doesn't go by herself, Ulala won't be able to carry out weight training.The original training plan needs to be changed accordingly, and Li Ze can't go there as a trainer, so no matter how you look at it, Tezuna Susakawa needs to be there to take care of Ulala.

"I see, then be careful tomorrow."

"Yeah, I see. Suzukawa-san."

Chapter 187 Consultation (Second Update)

Don't want to go to the winner's stage.

I don't want to sing and dance in front of everyone.

I don't want to be a popular idol.

My own thoughts are nothing more than that, why have I fallen to this level?

Li Ze sat in the reception room of the private clinic, with his legs together, his hands on his thighs, and his waist straight.

The psychiatrist seemed to be preparing, but her secretary came up first and poured a cup of tea in front of Li Ze.

The hot water vapor filled the air with the fragrance of tea, but she didn't have the mood and time to taste the tea here.

Leaving aside, Li Ze has no ability to identify tea leaves at all.In her hands, the tea made from some tea leaves has turned into boiled water—that is, boiled water with a taste.

She was thinking, why do all the horse girls choose to be on the winner's stage?Even the choice of the golden boat is not to board the winner's stage, but to perform hip-hop on the winner's stage.

The nature of the two is not the same.The former is refusing to become an "idol".And the latter still became an "idol", but there was something wrong with this "idol".

Why does this happen?Li Ze couldn't think of the real reason for this problem until the doctor entered the reception room. In the end, it could only be attributed to the difference between human beings and racehorse girls.

After all, I am a human being, not a racehorse girl...

Li Ze once again deeply realized this point.

"Miss Natsume Reiko, what should I call you? Can Miss Natsume be okay?" said the doctor.

"If you don't mind, the doctor can call me Reiko."

Li Ze observed the doctor.

Trousers and a jacket for autumn, with hair falling naturally behind without any embellishments.The better facial features are slightly powdered, but even so, she can be said to be a beauty.

Unlike other doctors wearing white coats, this doctor is dressed like a pedestrian walking on the street. If you exclude the special location of a private psychological clinic, you can think that this doctor is going to accompany a friend soon go shopping.

What an ordinary dress.

"Miss Reiko, you can call me..."

It's started.

Li Ze blinked.

She came to receive psychological counseling as Natsume Reiko.After all, it was Natsume Reiko, not Natsume Sawa, who needed to be proved.

In fact, she considered continuing to pretend to be an ostrich, and she didn't care about it now.Leave all your troubles behind tomorrow's self.

But then I thought, is this too much?

If everything needs to be done tomorrow, then I will continue to suffer tomorrow.

So, let's just deal with these things once and for all now.

With this in mind, Li Ze started to deal with the psychiatrist in front of him.

Now she feels that she is very serious, because there are some secrets in her heart that cannot be told to others.So in some inducing topics, what Li Ze needs to do is not to talk, but to learn to shut up.

So, the communication continued like this...

……

Teresan College, a certain training ground.

This is the only top horse racing girl breeding school in Japan, with many training grounds.Many of these teams occupy two training grounds, one in Zhi and one in sand.But for Natsume Ze, an "unnamed" team, a piece of Shiba is enough.

There were originally only two horse girls in this team, but now that one girl is absent from training, there is only one girl here.

Chun U Lala came here as usual, but today, she only saw Miss Junchuan coming here.

She didn't see Natsume Reiko coming here.

"Sister Junchuan, isn't sister Reiko coming today?"

Originally thought that Natsume Reiko was delayed by something, so she hasn't come yet.But after Chun Wu Lala finished warming up, she still couldn't see Reiko's sister.

"Yes, Ulala. Little Natsume won't come today, so you need to change your training plan. Today, you should focus on regular physical training." Tezuna Hayakawa said this to Ulala Haru with a formulaic smile. The remarks.

Her heart had already turned to the distance.

Little Natsume, what's going on with her?

This question hovered in her mind, making it impossible to forget.

"Sister Junchuan."

"What's the matter? Ulala."

Ulala's words disturbed Susakawa Tezuna's contemplation, and when she came back to her senses, she saw Ulala's slightly worried eyes.

Ulala seemed to have noticed something.

"Sister Reiko, what are you doing?"

"Little Natsume, she went to see a doctor, a psychiatrist." Susakawa Tezuna told Haru Lala the actual situation.

She and Xiao Natsume mentioned this issue during their discussion yesterday.

There is no need to hide this matter from Chun Wu Lala, they are all members of the same team, so what's the point of hiding it?Just tell the other party the actual situation.

"Ulala, you can't tell others about this matter today." Susakawa Tezuna recalled the result of his discussion with Li Ze yesterday.

Let Chun Wu Lala keep it a secret until she comes back.I believe that as long as she makes a request to this child, she will agree.