Original God: Tomie, the boy of Tewat

I seem to be freeing myself...

Sheng who fell into the water did not struggle again, but let the dirty lake water pour into his lungs, welcoming his own ending.

"Finally, I'm free...I'm sorry mom, Sheng is really tired..."

The pain in his lungs and the pain of suffocation were constantly tormenting him, but his face was extremely relaxed.

For him, death is undoubtedly a joy.

The pain before death should only be temporary.

Unfortunately, this time, Sheng was wrong.

Sheng, who had been in pain for half an hour in the water, did not die, and the pain continued.

This tingling and powerlessness made his emotions completely collapse for the first time.

Why?Why can't I even choose death?

Why let me live in this painful world? !

He struggled desperately, since Sheng couldn't die, he didn't plan to stay in the water forever, he was not blessed to bear this kind of unforgettable pain.

But when he wanted to get out of the water, he wanted to reduce the pain.

The kelp in the water wrapped around his ankle as if it had life, preventing him from leaving.

Sheng desperately wanted to break free from this bondage, but he was already exhausted after enduring the pain for a long time, and he had no strength to untie it at all.

He could only soak in this icy water endlessly, enduring the pain of suffocation, tingling all over his body, and endless chill.

And his life will always stay at this moment, in despair.

......

Sheng opened his eyes suddenly, he took a big mouthful of fresh air, his eyes were filled with fear of the past.

And Noelle on the side also covered her mouth in disbelief, she only now understood how hopeless and miserable Sheng's past was.

Sheng changed for a long time before recovering from the pain.

He looked into Yi's dark eyes and asked weakly.

"Is this how I suffocate? No wonder I'm afraid of water..."

Yi shook her head, "No, you can live even if you don't breathe. After all, you don't need to rely on external nutrition intake like ordinary people. The real reason for your death is the cold and the decay of your internal organs."

"So, I'm dead cold, right?"

What a ridiculous and sad way to die.

Yi didn't answer, she understood that Sheng needs to calm down now.

After a long time, Sheng spoke again, "Then, everything makes sense."

Why can't I grow taller, why can I live so long?

The return date basically means that I have already died once. Even if I am resurrected later, my life form will still not change, and it will always be fixed at the moment before death.

Seeing the great pain Sheng endured, Noelle felt uncomfortable.

Why is the past so tragic, but you are still so optimistic now?

What is the price behind this optimism...

At this moment, an idea gradually sprouted in Noelle's heart.

If he keeps Sheng by his side forever and protects him well, will he not get hurt or experience these pains?

Once this thought appeared, Noelle would never go back.

Fortunately, her condition is not serious now, and she quickly realized that something was wrong.

No, no!

At least you have to ask Sheng, if your behavior itself caused him pain, then what is the difference between yourself and the perpetrators in his memory?

She didn't want to hurt Sheng, not even a little bit.

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Readers, Happy Friday!

Chapter 178 Night Talk

Because the book was reported and changed a lot of chapters, it can only be updated now, I am really sorry.

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They chatted for a while, and soon it was time to rest.

After recalling that memory today, Sheng was extremely tired, he fell weakly on the big soft bed, and soon fell asleep.

But Noelle couldn't come back to his senses because of that memory, even if he was by his side, he didn't feel sleepy at all.

"Why, are you still thinking about Sheng's past?"

It is better to say that Yi's tone is affirmative than to say it is an inquiry.

Noelle gave a soft "hmm".

"I always thought that Sheng's past should be very sweet and beautiful. But..."

In that very short clip alone, Noelle understood that the pain Sheng endured was hard to describe even by imagination.

"Why do you feel that way, because he is kind, weak and easy to bully?"

There was deep disdain in Yi's smile.

Noelle nodded, acknowledging that his guess was the case.

She always thought that such a character must be made up of some good things, and she was like that.

Even if beauty is not the main tone, there should be a beautiful figure.

But obviously Sheng is not like this, on the contrary, his past is more based on pain.

Seeing Noelle like this, Yi wanted to laugh a little.

"It only shows that you don't understand him. Human beings are selfish creatures, and Sheng was like that in the past. He never thought of becoming so considerate. He just needs to rely on the disguise of kindness to keep himself from being hated." , can live normally."

"Then, is Sheng still using kindness to disguise himself?"

Yi was silent for a long time on this question, and in the end she didn't answer directly, but asked rhetorically.

"What do you think of Sheng now?"

Noelle replied without hesitation, "Innocent."

Yi sat up from the bed, leaning against the moonlight and nodding lightly.

"Yeah, innocent... Sheng is so innocent now, he won't hurt others, only hurt himself."

Noelle pursed her lips, "Can Sheng get back to the original him?"

Yi raised her eyebrows, she obviously didn't expect Noelle to be so naive in this regard.

"What do you think?"

She also knew that it was impossible, but was such a perfect Sheng what he wanted?

Yi seemed to see through what Noelle was thinking, and replied, "You seem to really like Sheng, and you have to struggle with even such a small problem."

Noelle was puzzled, "Isn't this normal love? I love Sheng, so I am willing to think about everything about Sheng."

"It's really naive. If one day Sheng abandons you and leaves, what will you do then?"

Noelle's heart trembled slightly when she heard Yi's words, which was what she was most worried about.

"I, I believe that Sheng will not abandon me..."

"I didn't say that Sheng left on his own initiative."

These words once again brought up Noelle's deep-seated worries.

Because of the memory fragments Xiaocao God gave her, Noelle knew that many people liked Sheng, and they would use that extremely evil way to take Sheng as their own, preventing other people from having a chance.

Noelle can guarantee that she will not imprison him or hurt him, but what about the others?

Who can guarantee that the Sheng will not be possessed by others?

When that kind of thing actually happened, Noelle would never find Sheng again even if she regretted it.

Seeing her, she began to waver, and Yi slightly raised the corners of her lips.

Yes, that's it, let's struggle, struggle, and finally take extreme measures.

Only in this way can you possess his tenderness and everything alone, and I will have a chance to get his heart.

"What are you still hesitating about, Noelle? Don't you want to taste his body and tenderness alone?"

"But I can't hurt him, I promised to protect him..."

"Hmph, do you still care about this...Noelle, I hope you won't regret your choice."

Noelle closed her eyes and did not reply.

"Sheng, I love you, what should I do..."

Noelle didn't dare to think about it anymore, she was afraid that she would convince herself and do something that would hurt Sheng.

Then she will never forgive herself.