Shen's mother's silence kept piercing into Shen He's heart like ice picks, and her body couldn't stop shaking.
Shen He lowered her head for a long time, thinking that she might be abandoned by her mother or her elder brother, her tears fell down again without hope.
She cried alone for a long time, and only dared to raise her head after the pain in her heart had calmed down a lot.
At this time, she was ready to be abandoned, but even if she would be abandoned by Shen's mother, she would not blame her family and elder brother.
However, the facts did not develop according to what she thought. Instead, Shen's mother kept looking at her who was sobbing with very soft eyes.
The mother's gaze nourished Shen He's wounded heart like a hot spring in winter, and her heart gradually calmed down as a result.
But even though she had relaxed a lot, Shen He still felt a little uneasy, and she asked timidly, "Mom, you, won't you abandon me?"
Mother Shen's smile was more natural, she tilted her head slightly and smiled back and asked her, "Why does He'er think so?"
Shen He also imitated his mother's way and tilted his head to think. After a while, he said his answer, "I, I have been dragging my mother down all the time. If I abandon me, my mother will definitely live better."
At this time, she also had some conflicts in her heart. On the one hand, Shen He loved her mother very much, and she hoped that her mother would abandon her for her mother's body, but on the other hand, she did not want to be abandoned by her mother. After all, now she only has her family and that A big brother who is as gentle as his mother.
Seeing the sensible Shen He, Shen's mother felt warm and distressed at the same time.
She stretched out her hot left hand under the quilt and gently stroked Shen He's cold face.
"He'er, in fact, you have never been a drag on mom."
Shen He tilted his head again in confusion, and Shen's mother also explained.
"He'er, after Jingdie reproduces, Jingdie's mother will transfer the elemental force in her body to her child, so that her child can obtain enough elemental force to live. It seems very beautiful, but in fact, The moment Jingdie's mother's elemental power is exhausted, her life is also announced to have come to an end."
Shen He couldn't understand this kind of behavior, and asked the doubts in his heart, "If this is the case, why does Jingdie's mother completely transfer her elemental power into her child's body? Can't it be discarded or injected less?"
Seeing that Shen He was able to find the key to the problem so quickly, Mother Shen's gratified smile appeared again.
"Don't abandon it because of love, which is the selfless love of a mother for her child. No matter what species, for every normal mother, the child is the sustenance of her soul. As long as the child lives happily, the mother's soul will also be satisfied."
Although Shen He didn't understand, he still nodded seriously.
Seeing Shen He's annoyed look, Shen's mother chuckled. Although her body was hurt by this simple action, in order not to arouse He'er's self-blame, she completely held back the pain and continued to speak.
"As for injecting a little less, it is of course possible to do so. But a very small number of crystal butterflies will be weaker than other crystal butterflies when they are born, and their lives will be precarious. At this time, the crystal butterfly mother knew that it was Her own creation, Little Jingdie, has brought pain to it, and her heart will be extremely tormented at this moment. Therefore, Jingdie's mother will selflessly inject all her elemental power into the child's body, so that it can The world survives."
Shen's mother pursed her lips, and looked at Shen He with a little self-blame in her eyes, "It's the same with people. The disadvantages that have always existed since birth are not the fault of the child, but as mothers, we are very selfish. The painful child brought into this cruel world. So He'er don't have to blame yourself, everything my mother is doing now is just a performance of loving you and atonement, even if I suffer any harm because of you, for me, as long as He'er I am satisfied with my son living well."
Although Shen's mother's words were a bit profound to the four-year-old Shen He, the unconcealable tenderness in her eyes made Shen He's fluctuating heart completely calm.
Shen He couldn't bear the repressed heart anymore, and threw himself into his mother's warm arms, greedily enjoying the warmth of maternal love. Shen's mother also hugged Shen He's frozen body tightly, silently comforting him all the time. Crane, who is feeling uncomfortable in his heart.
When the two of them were not paying attention, Chuan Shangsheng carried a pile of dry wood, entered the room and put it down gently.
He turned his head and saw the mother and daughter cuddling tightly together, Chuan Shangsheng was also infected by this warm scene, and a smile appeared on his mouth unconsciously.
After Chuan Shangsheng watched quietly for a while, he also silently exited the mother and daughter's room.
At this time, Shen's mother slowly opened her eyes, and the burden in her heart was relieved.
Feeling a faint fishy smell and heat in her mouth, Shen's mother also knew that her time was numbered.
It seems that the "big brother" who has been accompanying Shen He to grow up, and she keeps talking about it really exists in reality.
And that "big brother" seems to be a very gentle fairy, and she can safely hand over Shen He to her husband and the gentle "big brother".
She believes that after she leaves, they will take good care of He'er seriously, and won't let her suffer any grievances.
Thinking of this, her last wish has come to an end, but her only regret is not being able to watch He'er grow up...
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This chapter is close to [-] words. This time, the author will carefully describe any of the supporting roles, so that it will be convenient for readers to bring it in.
And that kind of plot may have to wait until the end of the Shin Hak chapter, sorry.
Chapter 79 The Correct Way of Using Sheng Kawakami
Moonlight poured from the window, shining on the faces of the mother and daughter.
At very late, Father Shen gently opened the door of the thatched cottage with a basket and a sword.
He walked into the room, put down the basket on his back, took out the full herbs one by one, and put them in his hands to sift carefully.
These are the medicinal materials he picked for Shen's mother before the winter, and he has to pick edible ones as soon as possible.
Father Shen's eyes were already swollen and red due to long-term visual fatigue, but he was still very careful when looking at the medicinal materials at this moment.
His hands were also worn out with many calluses due to constant fighting with monsters and searching for herbs.
But even so, as long as Shen's father dragged his body back home and saw the mother and daughter resting on the bed, his day's hard work and exhaustion would be swept away at this moment.
However, there is one thing in every secret, and some medicinal materials whose uses are not clear will be put into edible medicinal materials because of his ignorance and negligence.
If some of them happen to be highly poisonous and put into edible medicinal materials because of his mistake, Shen's mother will be in danger.
Therefore, the role and importance of Chuan Shangsheng are revealed at this moment.
Because of hundreds of years of experience, he has accumulated a certain amount of knowledge in all aspects.
Not much to say, but better than a tired half-doctor.
After a while, Chuan Shangsheng went to Shen's father to supervise under the moonlight and deep sleepiness.
Father Shen just yawned at this moment, realizing that he was not in the right state, and wanted to pat himself awake.
But when he thought of the mother and daughter who had fallen asleep, his hands immediately hung in the air.
"No, it won't be good if you wake them up..."
But the trembling hands told him that his body might not be able to hold on anymore if he didn't rest.
Chuan Shangsheng understood that Shen's father was in a very bad state, so he picked up a herb in the basket and simply classified it.
In Shen's father's eyes, the medicinal materials were directly teleported to other locations, but this did not prevent him from knowing that the fairy who accompanied his daughter's growth had arrived.
Father Shen immediately knelt down in front of the medicinal materials in gratitude, and kept thanking Chuan Shangsheng for his help.
Although the place where he knelt was completely wrong, the warmth brought by the mortal world still flowed into Chuan Shangsheng. He only needed the thanks of others. For him, this was the greatest affirmation of his kindness.
As for after that, Father Shen left the thatched hut and went back to his room to rest for a while, after all, in his opinion, staying by himself was only a hindrance for the immortals.
As for Sheng, he has to pay the due price for his kindness.
After all, what he is doing now can be regarded as affecting the fate of others in disguise. The power that was not available in this world has been reduced again because of his behavior, and his body has become weaker as a result.
Even so, Chuan Shangsheng will not regret his actions, and he also wants the kind Shen mother to spend more time with Shen He.
After all, during these years in Tivat, among the people he met, Shenmu was the only one who was so kind.
Seeing that Shen's mother was resting, she hugged Shen He tightly to prevent her from catching a cold.
Chuan Shangsheng's heart was touched again.
"Xiao Hei, can I really not use assimilation on Mother Shen?"
Xiao Hei was a little helpless, his master was still as kind as ever.
"No, we are now assimilating Shen He through memory. If we forcibly assimilate other people again, I can't guarantee that there will be no accidents."
Chuan Shangsheng lowered his head, feeling powerless again, when he thought of Shen's mother dying in front of him, he would feel inexplicable sadness in his heart again.
Seeing Chuan Shangsheng like this, Xiao Hei couldn't bear it anymore, "Why are you always like this, only caring about others but not thinking about yourself. Do you know that if you assimilate another person in your memory, the price you have to bear is not pain So easy..."
Xiao Hei's reprimand directly hit Chuan Shangsheng's heart, he really never dared to face himself.
Although deep down in his heart, he also yearns for freedom, and yearns for a lot.
However, due to the character cultivated in the previous life and the long-term imprisonment, Kawakami Sheng has already buried that imperfect self.
The current Chuan Shangsheng is the kindest living body created by the people or things around him.
He was no longer the imperfect self he had been before.
What Xiao Hei said directly pointed at his pain points, but Kawakami Sheng would not change for this remark.
Now he has long since abandoned himself and turned into the person others need, and he can't go back.
Seeing that Xiao Hei didn't continue talking, Chuan Shangsheng silently lowered his head and continued to classify the herbs.
Before the sun came out the next day, Shen's father hurried to the thatched cottage again.
Looking at the table full of divided medicinal materials, the big stone in his heart finally fell.
Father Shen thought to himself that today he could finally go home to spend time with his wife and children after the exorcism.
Thinking of this, Shen's father immediately pulled himself together from the confusion in the morning, and started the day's exorcism work ahead of schedule.
Chuan Shangsheng also returned to the cave where he lived and began to take a nap. After all, the mental fatigue of the whole night was too exhausting, so he had to relax for a while through sleep.
But Chuan Shangsheng just lay down and rested for a while, and a small head poked out from the edge of the cave outside the cave.
Then came Shen He's soft voice, "Is big brother at home?"
When Chuan Shangsheng heard this voice, it was like hearing an alarm clock, and he got up and stretched unconsciously.
He rubbed his dazed eyes, and said, "It's Xiao Shenhe, who came here so early."
Because he was really sleepy, he even yawned when he finished speaking.
Shen He pursed his mouth and said angrily, "Brother, it's not too late, and my mother said that going to bed early and getting up early is good for your health. Seeing that Big Brother didn't have a good rest."
Chuan Shangsheng didn't refute, but after tidying up the image casually, he walked up to Shen He and touched her little head.
"Then why is little Shen He so anxious today?"
Shen He was a little surprised why his elder brother knew that he had something important to do, but he felt a little relieved when he thought that his elder brother was a fairy.
If Chuan Shangsheng knew it, he would smile wryly, after all, Shen He's little hand didn't stop the moment Chuan Shangsheng woke up.
You must know that Shen He is usually very quiet, and there is nothing wrong with this abnormal behavior.
"Well, I want to ask my big brother to teach me how to make a child..."
Chuan Shangsheng brewed the first-class tea with Xiao Hei's fire elemental power, and just after hearing what Shen He said, Chuan Shangsheng's teacup unconsciously fell to the ground.
"Small, little Shenhe, what are you talking about?"
Chuan Shangsheng thought he had a hearing problem, so he confirmed with Shen He again.
Shen He also thought that the big brother didn't hear clearly, and said again seriously, "I want my brother to help me make a baby..."
Before finishing speaking, Chuan Shangsheng tapped her little head lightly, and Shen He also suffered from the pain and did not continue talking.
At this time, Chuan Shangsheng was a little helpless, "He'er, you can't talk nonsense about this kind of thing, making a child is not as simple as you think."
Shen He pouted aggrievedly, "But didn't mom say that as long as you sleep with the person you like, you can make it?"
Chuan Shangsheng was a little speechless for a while, and the painful memories from the past resounded, so he decided to educate Shen He well so that she would not be like Yula and the others when she grew up.
"Making a baby is very painful, and after making a baby, Shin Hak will have to suffer a lot."
Chuan Shangsheng wanted to exaggerate, so that Shen He would shrink back. .
But Shen He seemed to have made up his mind because of Chuan Shangsheng's words, looked at Chuan Shangsheng firmly, and said seriously, "Please teach me, big brother, only in this way can I experience my mother's pain."
When Chuan Shangsheng heard this, the uneasiness in his heart gradually dissipated.
Chuan Shangsheng knew how it was possible for such a young child to want to have sex with him. It turned out that Shen He was just trying to experience being a mother.
Is it to better understand my mother?so good.
Thinking about it this way, Chuan Shangsheng's favor for Shen He has risen again.
But if he heard the monologue in Shen He's heart, he would definitely be shocked.
As for what Shen He was thinking, it was another sentence her mother said to her.
"...He'er, mothers are not the only ones who have sustenance when having a child. If you have a child with someone you like, then he will also have sustenance for the child, so he will always stay It's by your side..."
This sentence was also said by Shen's mother to Shen He on purpose. After all, if Shen He grows up and has the care of an immortal in the future, he will definitely not be in pain.
Although this is a bit sorry for Shen He, it is the best way she can think of. Anyway, Shen He also likes her big brother, doesn't he?
"Since my mother said so, as long as my eldest brother and I have children, my eldest brother will not leave me like my mother. In this way, I can live with my mother, father and elder brother forever."
Shen He secretly decided in his heart that he must let his elder brother rest with him, so that she would have two gentle people to accompany her all the time.
Even if she is cast aside again when she goes out in the future, as long as her mother and brother are around, she will not be afraid.
Father Shen, who was doing exorcism, said, "Ah Choo!"
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