Original God: Tomie, the boy of Tewat

The current him was already in tears under the washing of memories.

Sheng Kawakami stretched out his hand involuntarily, interlocking fingers with Noelle again.

Unlike in the past, my sister is no longer there, and her hands are so cold.

"Sister, you agreed to protect Sheng forever, why, why did you leave Sheng behind, you clearly agreed to be together forever... Big liar, big liar!!"

Chuan Shangsheng cried for a long time, until the sun went down and his body was about to become stiff, he was finally willing to leave Noelle's arms.

Sheng Chuankami picked up Noelle and continued on the journey, looking for their home.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, Chuan Shangsheng's feet were already soaked in blood, and his hands were also paralyzed due to long-term fatigue.

But even so, Sheng Kawakami was unwilling to put Noelle on the ground to rest.

If I put my sister down, my sister's beautiful clothes will be dirty again, Sheng doesn't want my sister's clothes to be covered with stains again.

This time, he wanted to protect his sister well, even if it was just a piece of clothing.

It's a pity that reality always likes to torture Sheng.

When he didn't pay attention, a huge animal trap suddenly clamped his leg, and severe pain directly swept his whole body.

Chuan Shangsheng's body had already reached its limit, such pain and lack of strength in his legs directly caused his body to lose its only balance, and he collapsed to the ground weakly.

Heart-piercing pain swept across his whole body, and his whole body was also sweating blood.

But compared to physical pain, the pain caused by the trap also defeated Sheng Kawakami's last line of psychological defense.

He struggled to climb to Noelle's side, the blood stained the place he passed by a layer of crimson, and the picture could no longer be described as miserable.

Every time he moved his body, the trap would stir back and forth in his body after rubbing against the ground, but even the pain could not make Sheng faint. There was only one last goal in his mind, to go to Noelle around.

After Kawakami Sheng's whole body was soaked in sweat, he finally ran to Noelle's side.

He stretched out his hand and locked it with Noelle's again. At this moment, he was finally able to relax.

"My sister said, as long as you hold my sister's hand, you won't be afraid... Sure enough, Sheng is not afraid anymore, my sister's hand is really warm... Sister, take me away... ..."

After the words fell, Chuan Shangsheng also passed out, and his only wish was doomed to fail.

At this time, immortality is no longer a blessing, but a most painful curse.

After an unknown amount of time, Chuan Shangsheng woke up from the coma.

It's just that what I see is not heaven, but this cruel reality.

Chuan Shangsheng wanted to cry, but now that there was no place to vent, what was the use of crying?

When Chuan Shangsheng turned his head, he found that the traps on his feet had been removed, and a familiar robot was still cleaning his wound skillfully.

Only this time, Kawakami Sheng didn't thank him any more, he just quietly pulled back his feet, picked up Noelle and continued walking to the distance step by step.

After walking away for a long time, Chuan Shangsheng finally spoke.

"Go back, don't follow me anymore, I am no longer your master's younger brother."

The Void Terminal heard Chuan Shangsheng's order, and it was supposed to follow the procedure, but it became dull.

"Apply, I need to take you back to Xumi for healing, your wound has a high risk of infection..."

Chuan Shangsheng bit his lip and interrupted the void terminal.

"Void Terminal, go back, I just want to be with Sister Noelle right now, I'm not going anywhere."

"But she is dead, and your company has lost its meaning."

Chuan Shangsheng's pupils contracted violently. At this moment, his rationality no longer exists.

"There is no meaning lost!! As long as I am still with my sister, all this will be meaningful!"

This time, the response from the Void Terminal came very slowly.

"However, the dead person has lost all the value and meaning of existence. Everything that acts on the dead person is just a kind of psychological comfort or belief, and everything you do now has no practical significance."

Chuan Shangsheng smiled bitterly, why didn't he understand that no matter what he did now, it was meaningless.

But at least, when he was with Sister Noelle, he would still have some warmth and peace of mind.

"Nora, you won't understand, this is love between human beings."

After finishing speaking, Kawakami Sheng took Noelle and walked towards the edge of Sumeru again.

Void Terminal did not continue to chase, but silently disappeared, quietly protecting Chuan Shangsheng.

"Love between humans..."

.......

I don't know how long he walked, Chuan Shangsheng fell down countless times, and got up countless times.

No matter how muddy the road was, he never stopped walking until a thick notebook slipped from Noelle's body.

Chuan Shangsheng heard the sound of objects falling to the ground, quickly lowered his head, and picked up a dirty diary from the dirt.

There are four beautiful characters written on it, "Family Diary".

Chapter 135 Diary

Sheng Kawakami carefully opened the diary, and the unique fragrance of Noelle's body also flowed into his nostrils.

Smelling this familiar smell, the tip of Sheng's nose was slightly sore, but he still suppressed the pain in his heart, and read the contents of the diary bit by bit:

3.12 PM

Today is a special day and the first day I plan to write this journal.The reason for all this is that today, I finally have a family member. He is a little boy with a personality very similar to mine, named Chuan Shangsheng.

He is so small, but he feels so pitiful. Because of this, I have to protect him better.

3.12 night

After a busy day today, I finally brought Sheng home.Those people are really too much, how old is Sheng, and they are so ruthless, but fortunately they arrived in time, otherwise Sheng would definitely beat them to death, obviously he saved them...

(space)

I feel really distressed, Sheng is such a good child, but he was abandoned by his relatives, and now the only one to rely on is me, and I must protect him!

(space)

Sheng's clothes are also very dirty, let's help Sheng wash them first.There is a faint scent of Patti saran on his body, then Sheng must like this kind of flower very much, he needs to pick some back to dilute the stimulating smell.

But, it's already night, it's really dark outside... No, it's okay Noelle, come on, you can do it!

(space)

I don't go out at night anymore, it's really scary...Fortunately, the flowers have been picked, so it won't be uncomfortable to wash and wear. I hope Sheng will like it.

3.13 early morning

Sheng seems to be very afraid of being alone, very afraid that I will leave.What a little fool, my sister's only family now is you, how could she abandon you.

(space)

It seems that my hard work yesterday was worth it, Sheng likes the clothes I washed very much! .

Having said that, Sheng's skin is also good, softer than mine... No, no, this is not the point.

(backup)

Sheng must record what he likes to eat, so as to prevent accidents from being forgotten. (This passage is specially thickened with black and blue ink, which looks unusually conspicuous.)

Ah Sheng is not picky about food, but he really likes Liyue's food, especially my noodle soup. (happy expression)

It seems that Sheng is not very used to Sumi's dishes. It seems that there is no need to learn Sumi's cuisine, but this recipe will prevent Sheng from getting tired of eating.

I can basically know both Daozuma and Mengde, but Sheng doesn’t seem to like sweets very much, and it seems to be an instinctive resistance, so I have to write this down. (serious little expression)

3.13 PM

Well, I finally have time to write in my diary. A lot of things happened today.

Unexpectedly, Sheng discovered the wound on his body during breakfast. He really blamed himself at that time, and my heart hurt too. (uncomfortable)

Fortunately, it was completely resolved in the end. Sure enough, Sheng is very similar to me. I don’t want to hurt others. I have to accept punishment for doing wrong things to reduce my self-blame. At this time, take him out to relax in the form of punishment. One click is the best way. (smiling confidently)

3.13 night

Tonight is the most beautiful night for me. I like the gift Sheng gave me very much. (super happy)

That being the case, I also have a gift for Sheng. I want to become Sheng's knight alone, and I will protect Sheng from now on.

But, for some reason, Sheng's unbelievable expression made me feel a little distressed.

Sheng's past must have been very painful, and he kept losing after he got it. Only in that way can we feel unbelievable about our promise of eternal life. (distressed)

But it doesn't matter, as long as my sister is still alive, she will always be by your side, and you will never be lost in the future...

----

Chuan Shangsheng's hands were shaking violently, he no longer had the confidence to turn this diary to the end, his heart really hurt.

Whenever I read a passage, I seem to be able to see my sister's care and love for him when he was still alive.

The more this happened, the faster Chuan Shangsheng's heart was torn.

He doesn't care about everything now, he just wants to be with his sister and never be separated.

"big liar......"

Sheng squatted on the ground, silently buried her head in Noelle's cold embrace, sobbing softly.

Sister, wake up, Sheng is crying again, can you comfort Sheng like before...

But Chuan Shangsheng's fantasy is impossible after all.

After an unknown amount of time, Chuan Shangsheng slowly came back to his senses, and noticed a yellow label exposed in the diary.

He knew that it might be something important to record, but when he picked it up, he never had the courage to open it.

After wandering for a long time again, he finally made up his mind to read the contents recorded on the label.

The moment he opened it, he was shocked by the two large characters in the title.

suicide note:

Well, Sheng happened to be picking flowers, so that's fine, let's write a backup first...

Sheng, when you read this letter, I should have fallen asleep, right?

I'm really sorry, sister, I'm going to break my promise.

But Sheng has to take care of herself after my sister is gone, don't do anything stupid, otherwise my sister will really be angry.

Also, remember to eat on time when you get up in the morning, don't get up too late, it is easy to hurt your body.

Try not to run around at noon, the jungle is very dangerous, if you are not careful, you will be injured.

If, if you are really injured, you must calm down, my sister's medicines are all in the bag, you can use them all.

If you can, find a new sister, like me, who can always protect your sister...

Then... live well with her, must live well!

My sister is a big idiot, she failed to do many things she promised Sheng.

Even, he didn't even give Sheng a warm home...

I'm sorry, my sister is really getting sleepy, and I still have a lot to say...

In the end, before my sister falls asleep, let's give Sheng a last blessing.

I wish my brother's future smiles will come from the heart...

Sheng's smile is really beautiful.

----

In the letter, the word order is very messy, and it can be seen that Noelle's state has reached its limit.

But for Sheng, this is the best letter.

Thick black mist began to appear around Sheng, and a tear of blood also flowed across the corner of his eye.

"Sister, we still have a lot of things to do, how can we forget you..."

The black mist around Sheng grew more and more, even completely enveloping him.