Original God: Tomie, the boy of Tewat

Feeling a little warmth, Sheng also knew that it was time to go back.

However, reality does not unfold according to Sheng's imagination, it is often the cruelest.

Just like Sheng, who is back under the tree now, wants to wake up her sister, but finds that she has fallen into an eternal sleep.

At first, Sheng Kawakami only thought that Noelle was sleeping relatively soundly, but after calling for a long time, even Xueke woke up, but Noelle still didn't respond.

No, it's impossible... How could it be... There are still three days... Why did it happen earlier?

The leaves fell on her face, the pale skin overlapped with the withered yellow leaves, the extremely familiar picture once again broke through the shackles of memory, constantly stimulating Sheng's fragile heart.

The beautiful flower in memory and this ugly leaf gradually overlapped, and a powerful uneasiness turned into a sharp blade, piercing his throat to pieces.

A burning feeling swept across Chuan Shangsheng's entire body, making his already fair skin even paler, and even the last trace of flesh color had disappeared.

After the painful baptism, Sheng can't even speak and cry now, he is frozen in place like a dead dead tree, unable to move an inch.

"Sheng Mingming protects Sheng so well...why is this still the result...no, no, sister will not leave Sheng, sister must just scare Sheng...sister won't go!"

But after all, self-deception is just a lie that can be broken at the first poke, and the complete dissipation of Noelle's elemental power has already brought the truth before his eyes.

Xueche also noticed Noelle's abnormality, obviously the quilt was so warm, but she was so cold.

"Mom, what's wrong with her?"

Xue Che looked at Chuan Shangsheng beside her with hopeful eyes, but the tears in the corner of Sheng's eyes broke the last trace of luck in her heart.

how come.......

Obviously yesterday Noelle was still chatting energetically with herself, how could she abandon herself again in just one night?

"No, Sheng, I don't want my mother to leave, please, save my mother, okay? I want my mother to accompany me!"

In the days of the laboratory, Xue Qi watched her mother die because of the failure of the experiment.

Now it's hard to find a new home with enough food and comfort, but the new mother has left again.

Why should her life be so miserable, why? !

Sheng looked at Xue Qi who was shaking Noelle constantly, trying to wake her up, so it didn't hurt?

I have worked hard for so long, everything should be developing in a good direction, but why is the fact still like this?

He really wanted to kneel down and cry bitterly, to vent all his unwillingness and disappointment.

But now he can't!

If he collapsed as an elder, what would Xue Qi do?

I am already her last support, so I must not be the first to fall down!

Thinking of this, he wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, squatted down and gently hugged Xueqi into his arms.

"Don't be afraid, child. I'm still here. I promise you that I will find my mother, okay?"

His voice trembled extremely, and the intense pain made it a little hoarse.

But this sound is the last pillar to stabilize Xue Ke.

Yeah, another mom is still here.

No, at this moment, it should be said to be Dad.

"dad......"

Xue Qi buried herself in his arms, sobbing while hiding beside her only relative.

While Sheng was comforting, he forced himself to calm down and think about the reason why his sister was "sleeping".

However, the more he recalled the details of being with Noelle, the more pain in Sheng Du's heart.

But you can't give up, no matter how painful it is!

This time, not only for myself, but also for the children around me, I have to be more calm.

He began to sort out the days of their acquaintance bit by bit, making sure he didn't miss any detail.

However, Chuan Shangsheng turned all the memories of them together upside down, and found no trace or useful information at all.

And every time I think about the past memories, the backlash brought by that kind of warmth will become more profound, and Kawakami Sheng's emotions will become more uncontrollable.

He really wanted to break down and cry, but the child was still here.

......

This kind of thinking has been going from day to night.

Xueche was so tired from crying that she fell asleep, but Sheng Chuankami was still holding on to her thin body and kept thinking, looking for clues.

But the facts are often crueler than the worst predictions. Up to now, he has not found even the slightest clue.

It was as if Noelle's death was preordained, and the time he spent with him couldn't be changed at all.

Wait, doomed? !

Thinking of this, Kawakami Sheng suddenly thought of something.

And a monster with an extremely distorted expression also appeared beside him.

"Oh, my baby, you are finally close to the truth, then let me give you some hints."

Chuan Shangsheng firmly protected Xueche, looked at the monster with vigilant eyes, and asked.

"Who are you? I don't seem to let you out."

Her expression was even more distorted, and she seemed a little sad.

"Have you forgotten me so quickly? It seems that my status in Master's heart is really low..."

Hearing this strange way of speaking, Sheng Kawakami suddenly recalled a monster that was very similar to her.

"You were the mastermind of the last power runaway, right?"

"Oh? The master is as smart as ever. I didn't expect to be able to deduce that the last rampage was initiated by me so quickly."

Chuan Shangsheng's eyes were full of disgust, "You are the weakest and the only Mieshi body to wake up. After all, only Mieshi body can act autonomously."

She nodded, and her smile became more permeable, "That's right, it's me. All the misfortunes and good fortunes of the master are caused by me."

There was blood gushing out of Chuan Shangsheng's fist, which showed how bad his mood is now.

"Although you are very strong, I am your master after all. Are you not afraid that I will destroy you directly?"

She suddenly approached, and hugged Chuan Shangsheng into her arms, "I believe, the master will not, after all, you not only have to confirm your guess, but also overcome the despair in your heart, don't you?"

Chuan Shangsheng struggled for a while, but found that he couldn't break free, so he simply gave up.

"Send someone to guard Xueqi, take me away from here, and go to the distance to talk."

The Mieshi body's smile was even higher. It seemed that the master had already guessed the truth, and his last strength was finally about to be completely shattered.

Her tone was still so frivolous, and the last title seemed to be a joke.

"As you order, my lord mother."

Chapter 143 The Truth ([-])

After leaving his child far away, Chuan Shangsheng's tears could no longer be stopped.

He collapsed powerlessly on the ground, feeling the withered yellow leaves and dirty soil constantly eroding his body.

The monster on the side didn't pull him up, but just smiled gloatingly.

How weird and harsh that laugh was.

But now he has no more energy to blame and blame.

He turned his body and let the glare of the sun burn his eyes, as if only pain could keep him awake for a short time.

His sight became white, and time seemed to return to the moment when they met.

They met under the green branches in early autumn, fell in love under the dead trees in late autumn, and finally parted among the yellow leaves in late autumn.

The most ridiculous thing is that it was not others but himself, or in other words, the power he received, that led to the final parting.

That's right, Noelle left without a wound precisely because the wounds left by those monsters corroded his soul.

Yes, he should have thought of that earlier.

No wound, no pain, isn't this the parting of the soul?

Moreover, from the moment he got these powers, Sheng has always understood that apart from physical attacks, monsters are more capable of damage to the soul.

No matter how powerful a person is, as long as he is hit by the attacks of monsters, his soul will gradually weaken until he is on the verge of death.

Not to mention, my sister was just an ordinary person, after she was attacked, all that awaited her was death.

As for the basis of judgment, it is time to rub the medicine.

The first time the medicine was applied was very early, and the wound healed quickly, so the erosion of the soul would be slower.

But the second time, after he changed his itinerary, the time for applying the medicine was postponed, and Noelle's life would be harvested in advance.

How ridiculous, the power I received killed my sister.

But I still believe in this power, trying to use it to travel through time and save the only light in my heart.

He hated himself, why he had to accept the monster's power, and why he was so weak.

If at that time, he was stronger and could save his sister without resorting to the power of monsters, then wouldn't he be the murderer who killed his sister?

But Sheng told him in his heart that no matter what, Noelle died because of himself, and he could not escape this responsibility.

After all, the purpose of these monsters was to force him out and torture him, and Noelle's death was also indirectly caused by him.

"kill me......"

This was Chuan Shangsheng's true thought, but he couldn't do it because Xue Qi was still there.

He understands that he is Xueche's only reliance and the only family member.

If she left by herself, how would she live with all the scars?

So now he can't die, at least until Xueche can live independently.

After a long time, Sheng finally spoke.

"Tell me, the way to save my sister...I am willing to pay any price...."

Chuan Shangsheng's voice has become hoarse, and his heart has been crushed into powder by the truth.

The monster next to him had an even weirder smile, and his tone was still cynical.

"I didn't expect the master to think that I have a solution so quickly, it's really smart~"

Chuan Shangsheng looked at the instigator of everything in front of him, only disgust and strong nausea remained in his heart.

He doesn't understand, why do you want to treat yourself like this, just want to see yourself make yourself sad, tortured repeatedly in sadness and regret?

It's really bad fun...

Seeing that the master ignored her teasing, she had no choice but to put away the fun and said the only way, which was also the most painful way.

"As long as the master uses his power to modify the timeline, go back to the day when the Grand Bazaar was attacked, and take back all the monsters."

Of course, as long as Sheng Chuankami did this, the people of Sumeru, including Noelle, would definitely be able to see the process of his withdrawal.

In other words, this will not only make Noelle hate him, but also all Xumi, or all the people in Tivat, will hate him and want to kill him.

At that time, he will have no place to stay, and he will walk alone with the sins on his back, becoming a sinner who cannot escape even death.

Why didn't Sheng Chuankami think of this?But if this really allowed Noelle to live a good life, even if he had to bear these burdens, what was it?

But Sheng still hesitated, he could not care about other people's eyes, but Noelle, his sister, he didn't want to be disgusted by his sister.

Thinking that even Noelle would hate herself and stare at her like everyone else, just thinking about it, the tingling pain in Sheng's heart was infinitely magnified.

But other than that, is there any other way?

The answer is no, this is the only hope.

A long time passed, during which Sheng Kawakami stopped thinking, but quietly hugged Noelle's body, enjoying the only remaining warm time.

After all, you may not even be able to do a simple handshake in the future.

Seeing that the sun was about to set and Xueche was about to wake up, Chuan Shangsheng understood that it was time to set off.