Original God: Tomie, the boy of Tewat

The storm was still going on, but fortunately, the prolonged crying made Sheng slightly relieved from the grief of losing everything.

He dragged his extremely stiff body from the ground, and walked towards the bed with difficult steps.

Now, he can only rely on himself...

Sheng exhausted all his strength and finally came to the window despite the huge wind and rain.

He reached out to grab the handle of the window, but now he is only 5 years old, and he is still too far away from the handle.

Sheng tried to jump up, but a gust of wind brushed him backwards, and his head hit the stool beside him hard.

It hurts, this is the most painful time for Sheng other than parting with her mother in the fire.

But last time, there was still mother's comfort, but this time I was injured, but I was left alone.

Chuan Shangsheng's blood mixed with rainwater spread in his room, and gradually, the whole living room was stained red by the blood.

His head was very dizzy, and he even began to hallucinate.

Chuan Shangsheng could see her mother coming to her side with another band-aid, and gently bandaged the wound skillfully.

But when he wanted to touch his mother's warm cheeks, there was only cold rain on his hands.

He still wanted to cry, but what was the use of crying?

Besides, Sheng didn't even have a place to cry.

Thinking of this, Chuan Shangsheng struggled to get up with willpower. After all, only by closing the window can he feel better.

This time Sheng took a small bench and braved the storm again to the window.

He put down the small bench and stepped on it for a second attempt.

This time, Sheng finally managed to catch it.

But before he was happy, the sky seemed to be deliberately bullying him, blowing down countless hailstones, and the wind mixed with rain and hailstones hit his face hard.

Sheng felt the intense pain on his face, his body trembled slightly, his hand fell off the handle, and he fell back hard again.

Only this time, Chuan Shangsheng no longer had the strength to get up.

He was soaked in the icy rain and hit by huge hailstones.

The intense pain made him instinctively curl up his body.

Chuan Shangsheng's vision became more blurred, as if he had returned to the past, the day he was beaten.

That day, many companions abused him with the greatest malice and beat him at the same time.

The disgusting words such as "monster" and "fake bitch" penetrated deeply into his weak heart.

He tried desperately to refute, but the only response to him was a more ferocious attack.

Sheng at that time was just as helpless as now, he could only curl up his body.

I hope the pain will be less, just a little bit.

Finally, after repeated beatings, Sheng finally waited for his mother.

She came down like an angel, driving away those bad guys for herself.

Then he gently hugged himself in his arms, and took out the Band-Aid that he carried with him to bandage his wound.

At that moment, he felt that everything was fine again, and it seemed that life was not so bad.

"Son, does it still hurt?"

Sheng shook his head very sensiblely, "It doesn't hurt, it won't hurt with my mother by my side..."

"I'm sorry, child, it's my fault that I failed to protect you well."

Sheng's mother's tears fell on his face, and Sheng wiped away the tears for his mother with the back of his clean hand.

"It's okay mom, Sheng doesn't hurt, it really doesn't hurt..."

The scene in the illusion is still being performed, but when this scene happened, Kawakami Sheng really felt that the pain in his body disappeared, and he gradually woke up from the coma.

Is it mom?Is mom protecting herself?

But when he really woke up, the surroundings were still as empty as before he fell into a coma.

It turned out that my mother didn't come home because the rain stopped...

"Mom, I miss you so much..."

Sheng no longer has the strength to cry, he can't even sob now.

But the rain kept hanging on Sheng's face, as if he was still crying.

At least for now, crying is not always a luxury.

Sheng sat for a while, and after regaining some strength, he got up with difficulty and walked towards the bedroom.

He is really tired today, and now he just wants to take a good rest.

Unfortunately, even this simple wish could not come true.

Everyone at home forgot to close the windows, and Sheng's bed was soaked by the rain, making it impossible to sleep at all.

But Sheng seemed to suddenly think of something, and hurriedly stepped on the wet sheet and kept searching on it.

Finally, a black robot was found in the cracks.

Chuan Shangsheng looked at the birthday gift his parents gave him, and flicked the switch tremblingly.

Sure enough, as Sheng expected, it was broken.

He hugged the robot tightly in his arms, and his words were full of strong regret.

"I'm sorry, Xiao Hei (the name of the robot here), I didn't protect you well, I'm sorry..."

His sobs seemed so pale, but he was only 5 years old, besides crying, what else could Sheng do now?

At night, Sheng placed the robot on the bedside, while she sat opposite, talking to the robot gently in a mother's tone.

It seems that only in this way can he find a trace of the warmth of home.

"Xiao Hei, I will have nothing from now on... Oh, yes, you are with me, thank you..."

After the words fell, Chuan Shangsheng still followed his mother's example, stretching out his hand to gently stroke the robot's head.

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Xiao Hei's name is exactly the name of Chuan Shangsheng's only family member who has been with him for a long time.

After losing his memory, Chuan Shangsheng's subconscious mind also let him take this name for the later "Xiao Hei" (Kawakami Yi).

The fundamental reason why Sheng is so kind now is to make himself warmer, implying that his mother is still by his side.

But later this kindness and tenderness have become an instinct, an instinct to protect oneself.

Of course, the reason why Sheng's personality is weak is that one is born, and the other is that he wanted to learn from his mother the day after tomorrow.

Therefore, his character will be slightly more feminine, but this does not mean that he is weak, on the contrary he is very strong.

Chapter 154 Sheng's Past ([-])

Unknowingly, Sheng hugged the robot and fell asleep on the wet and cold mattress.

And when he woke up again, it was already daylight.

Sheng still had no strength, because he didn't wake up naturally, but was woken up by the cramping pain in his stomach.

He dragged his broken body to the kitchen step by step, rummaging through the counter for edible food.

But as luck would have it, all the food at home was gone, and only some seasonings were left.

The seasoning also began to deteriorate after being soaked in rain overnight.

But now Sheng really didn't have the energy to continue searching, so he could only grab a little lump of salt and stuff it into his mouth to fill his stomach temporarily.

He resisted the bitter salty taste and swallowed it, thinking that when he could finally feel better, his stomach hurt even more.

This time he was in pain, and his body was constantly sweating, and his skin became paler.

The pain lasted for a long time, even after he woke up after passing out from pain.

Fortunately, this time Chuan Shangsheng has begun to adapt gradually, and he finally has the strength to stand up again.

However, the first thing Sheng did when he got up was to look for food in the kitchen, which seemed to be his obsession.

Fortunately, Sheng found the only edible food.

Unfortunately, the only thing to eat was moldy, rain-soaked bread thrown in the trash.

Chuan Shangsheng picked him up without the slightest hesitation, resisting the sour and stinky smell of the bread, and put it into his mouth.

But not long after eating, Sheng's stomach cramped again, and he collapsed to the ground again.

This time, it was far more painful than the previous few times, and Sheng fainted again before he could hold on for long.

When he woke up, the sun, which was still mild, had already become scorching hot.

Kawakami Sheng rubbed his stomach, it still hurts a little...

He walked to the living room in a state of embarrassment, rummaged through the medicine for stomach pain and stuffed it into his mouth.

This time the pain finally subsided.

"Mom, I'm listening to you carefully. I'll eat well first, and then I'll take medicine well. Isn't Ah Sheng very good..."

No one answered.

Kawakami Sheng finally had a glimmer of light in his pupils, which became dim again.

"Ah Sheng just needs a hug this time, Ah Sheng doesn't want any gifts..."

Still no response.

"Mother......"

Sheng curled up into a ball in pain, the world without a family could only use the fabric of his trousers to wipe away his tears.

"Sheng won't ask for toys anymore. Sheng only needs mother's hug and a little warmth... Mom, Sheng is a good boy now... If you can, come back Just hug Sheng..."

Still no answer.

Sheng's crying tear glands dried up again, and finally he was willing to get up from the ground, and there was another wave in his eyes.

It must be that I am not obedient and sensible enough, so my mother is not willing to come back to see me.

As long as you are more obedient and sensible, my mother will definitely come back to see me.

Thinking of this, Sheng smelled the smell on his body, and found that it was already a bit stinky, so he hurriedly took his short legs to the second floor, ready to take a bath.

in the bathroom.

Sheng lightly flicked the switch of the shower in the shower, but unexpectedly, he was too close and was directly doused by the cold water.

He shivered from the cold, but still gritted his teeth and persisted.

(Reiterating the setting, Sheng Kawakami is still a 5-year-old child, if he wants to turn on the shower, he will be doused with water, and Sheng did not do it on purpose.)

Chuan Shangsheng tried to imitate his family members to adjust the switch back and forth, but the water falling from the shower was always biting cold water.

This is probably because it rained all day yesterday, and the hot water in the solar energy has been used up again, so it became like this.

Seeing that it didn't work no matter what, Sheng had no choice but to take a bath under the cold tap water in order not to waste too much.

After washing this time, Sheng's physical condition became even worse, and he also developed a low-grade fever.

But even if this is already the case, Sheng is still begging to be sensible in the hearts of his parents.

He really just wanted to grow up healthy and happy like an ordinary person, but why did his life become like this?

Sheng didn't understand, he could only attribute everything to whether he was good or not, if he could be more obedient, kind, and sensible, maybe his parents would come back...

But after all, this is just a delusion, and he can only spend the rest of his life in this constant self-blame and guilt.

At night, it rained heavily again.

This time, thunder and lightning continued to flicker in the dark sky.

Hearing the deafening thunder, Sheng could only curl up helplessly at the farthest corner of the window in the room.

In his hand, he still held the group photo he found from his parents' bedroom on the second floor, and the broken robot.