I am a weak villain, and I am controlled by them.

To be honest, she really didn't expect Ye Mengdie to be fooled, so she wanted to use this moment to make Ye Mengdie stop mentioning her dark history.

But at this time, a person came slowly behind Ye Mengdie, and that person was Lin Xueqing who came back from picking the flowers.

Because of the angle, the first time she saw her sister crying, she felt a little curious, thinking who was bullying Lin Keer.

But when she turned her gaze to another person, even if she couldn't recognize the long light purple hair, she could still recognize the heart-shaped gemstone on that person's head, which meant that Ye Mengdie was bullying her sister?

No way, although Ye Mengdie looks bad on the surface, but she has a good heart, there must be some misunderstanding.

"What happen to you guys?"

"Ah! Sister?!"

Seeing her sister Lin Xueqing walking over, Lin Ke'er stopped crying as soon as she said it, the speed was so fast that Ye Mengdie hadn't adjusted her emotions yet.

"Ker, why were you crying just now?"

"This... this..."

While her sister was hesitating, Lin Xueqing took another look at the heart-shaped gemstone on Ye Mengdie's head, which was now filled with a kind of black liquid that was usually not much, but not uncommon.

As for why this concept was so vague, it was because Lin Xueqing couldn't use this color to identify Ye Mengdie's true emotions.

For example, when Ye Mengdie was in the haunted house in the amusement park a few days ago, she was frightened by the contents inside, and this color would emerge, but usually when she looked at Ye Mengdie with aggrieved face, Ye Mengdie would sometimes have This color.

It can be said that he was afraid when he was in the haunted house, but why was he also afraid when facing her, or sometimes when facing Yu Ying?

And this fear, is it related to why Ye Mengdie is soft-hearted?

The second thought didn't come out of thin air. Although she usually let herself go, she could use this to use more time to study the heart-shaped gemstone on Ye Mengdie's head.

So after getting along with Ye Mengdie for so long, this problem has been lingering in her mind and she can't solve it.

"Dream Butterfly?"

"Well... I, I made your sister cry."

Lin Xueqing didn't say anything, just called her, and Ye Mengdie confessed directly, which made Lin Xueqing a little...

But Ye Mengdie definitely wouldn't bully people for no reason. She usually speaks very harshly, but she never did anything that really bullied others.

Even if there was, Ye Mengdie apologized to everyone in the art department when she went to the art room today, so there must be some misunderstanding.

"Mengdie, you...what did you do to make my sister cry?"

"..."

Just now, when she promised not to say anything, Ye Mengdie naturally returned Lin Xueqing's silence.

Seeing this, the latter had no choice but to turn his attention to his younger sister Lin Ke'er.

"Ker, why did Mengdie bully you?"

"Sister...that..."

Lin Ke'er suddenly panicked. She couldn't possibly say that Ye Mengdie was crying because she had a dark history and wanted to expose it, right?

She has every reason to believe that as soon as she speaks out, Ye Mengdie will find time to stab her in the back.

After all, in this case, if Ye Mengdie's impression is destroyed by her sister, then Ye Mengdie will definitely not be able to catch up with her sister in the future.

And after failing to catch up with her sister, Ye Mengdie would explode into a coquettish nature, and then blame her, thinking that it was her fault that made Lin Xueqing not love her anymore, so she, Lin Keer, was about to be stabbed !

no!Absolutely not!She doesn't want to die!

She is the woman who wants to be the king of the sea!

"Sister, actually... it's just a misunderstanding! Yes, just now, I accidentally bumped into Sister Mengdie, and then I fell down. It hurt too much, so I started crying, so I don't care about Mengdie. It's about my sister."

"...is that so?"

Lin Xueqing looked at the younger sister in front of her with puzzled eyes and nodded, then turned to Ye Mengdie.

As for Ye Mengdie...Under Lin Keer's eyes, she also nodded mechanically, and this matter has come to an end.

In fact, for a moment just now, Lin Xueqing remembered what she taught her sister on Sunday, and thought that Lin Keer was blaming Ye Mengdie for saying it, but she was too ashamed, and she didn't want to mention it again, so she killed the thought.

"Okay, since it's a misunderstanding, it's okay, but where did you fall just now? Let my sister see."

"Ah this! Sister, I don't feel any pain anymore!"

The older sister Lin Xueqing's gaze was on her body, which immediately made Lin Ke'er feel bad. She was afraid that when the matter was exposed, she would immediately make excuses and leave.

"By the way, I came to the cafeteria here for dinner with people from the club today, so I won't bother you sisters! Bye!"

Seeing the contrast between Lin Keer's front and back, Lin Xueqing became suspicious of what happened just now, but now she should comfort Ye Mengdie first. After all, it was only a misunderstanding that made Ye Mengdie so scared. It can be seen that Ye Mengdie is a People who blame themselves easily.

"Dream Butterfly...Dream Butterfly..."

She waved her hand in front of Ye Mengdie, but Ye Mengdie was immersed in her own thoughts, even if she just pulled him like this, Ye Mengdie just let her take him away.

This situation lasted for a long time, even after dinner, she still looked like this, her eyes were dull, like a puppet, she would do whatever you asked her to do.

On the way back to the dormitory, Lin Xueqing sighed secretly. She didn't like this kind of lifeless and lifeless Ye Mengdie, but no matter what she did, Ye Mengdie had no other reaction, so Lin Xueqing planned to give her something. Exciting, so as to bring back Ye Mengdie's thoughts.

So what is a stimulus?Suddenly startled Ye Mengdie?Uh... no, people are scary, scary, right!Just hug her up.

Thinking of this, Lin Xueqing suddenly hugged Princess Ye Mengdie, but Ye Mengdie... still didn't respond, just arched into Ye Mengdie's arms, then closed her eyes and... fell asleep?

Now Lin Xueqing can't fix her anymore, but the feeling of being relied on by the other party...she likes it.

Chapter 48 His Past

That memory is the regret of his life.

Although it was caused by other factors, it was his fault.

It was when he was just promoted to junior high school. He had a lively and playful personality, poor self-control, his parents were busy with work, and he had no time to take care of him. In addition, the school atmosphere he was in was relatively 'free', so his grades were not satisfactory.

Therefore, out of good intentions and for his future, his parents proposed a proposal to change schools.

He is naughty, but very obedient, so when faced with his parents' kindness, he did not refuse, and accepted it gladly.

Then, is the beginning of his 'nightmare'.

When he first transferred to another school, he felt that it was a different school with a different atmosphere, but he did not change himself to fit into this atmosphere, and he was still lively and playful.

However, this kind of him has not been recognized by many people.

Maybe it's the top class, maybe it's the second year of junior high, the reason why every social circle has been fixed, or maybe it's because of the strangeness of the transfer students, few people, and almost no one can play with him .

But the head teacher of his class was very kind, and specially transferred him next to a very helpful class leader.

The monitor is a girl, and she should be the most beautiful in the class, but it doesn't matter to him, because when getting along with this monitor, he feels like returning to the original school, so he feels very happy, because someone is willing play with him.

However, this turned into a problem.

As mentioned before, his parents are very busy at work, and the new school is not as close to home as the old school, so the parents are afraid that when he comes home at noon, he will play around and develop bad habits, so they let him in Stay at school at noon.

Staying in the dormitory is a very strange feeling, at least for him, it is full of freshness, but the problem is still there, because not many people accept him, so when he was in the dormitory, he was obviously a group of people gathered together, but he became lonely one person.

At the same time, the so-called 'nightmare' and 'problem' happened in the dormitory one day.

"Why did you get so close to XXX?"

"what?"

"You know I like her, but do you want to date her?!"

Ah...it hurts.

Like...does this person like the monitor?

Although he knew a lot of people were in love when he was in the old school, but he didn't know anything about love at all, plus he was just playing with the monitor, so why should he be beaten?

He didn't understand why he was beaten, and he didn't understand that the people around him were just watching the show, and some even laughed and applauded from the sidelines.

Is this a good school?Why does he feel less than 'free' old school?

If it was just being bullied, it might be fine after a while, after all, he has a big heart, but just at that time, something happened at home that made him extremely depressed, and his emotions collapsed for a while.

Therefore, during class, the monitor noticed that he was unhappy, and out of concern for the transfer students, he asked him what happened.

"It's all your fault! If it wasn't for you, why would they beat me?"

He cried, and after cursing a word to the monitor, he lay down on the table and cried secretly.

After... what happened after that?He couldn't remember it.

He only knew that after that, the family affairs were settled, and the classmates gradually accepted him, especially the people in the dormitory, because of the reason of the dormitory, after getting along for a long time, they integrated into the circle.

Oh, by the way, it may be because he learned to act according to his face, learned how to be a person based on the atmosphere, learned to wear a mask to hide himself to get along with others, and learned... no longer unique.

Well, before this beautiful day, he became silent, less lively, no longer smiling on his face, and became... inferior.

Hehe, isn't this a matter of course, because he bullied someone, a person who helped him so much!

The squad leader must be very wronged, after all, he helped him so much, but in the end he was scolded by the other party as "shirking responsibility".

And he is really cowardly, he obviously did something wrong, and finally let it go, thinking that it would be fine if he stopped talking to the other party, but it is true, because after he stopped talking to the monitor, the people in the dormitory gradually Start playing with him.

At that time, he really thought that he was fine, and he accepted it with peace of mind.

But people will grow up, so when his thoughts matured, he felt very guilty, and even once this incident became a thorn in his heart, a pain that would accompany him throughout his life.

regret?Does he really have it?If there is, why didn't you look for the monitor's contact information later, and then say sorry to the other party after a long time?

Although it was an excuse, he was really scared, and every time he thought about it, he still chose to escape.

He couldn't take that step, he really couldn't take that step!

Maybe this is punishment, because as long as this matter is still in his heart, he will be very cautious when getting along with others, especially when facing girls, he is very afraid that his actions will hurt others again.

He was confused, but he was also sober. He knew that he locked himself in the cage in his heart, but even if the key was in his hands, he didn't have the courage to open the door of the cage.

He couldn't choose, but he hoped that someone would take him out with his own hands, but he knew that this was just wishful thinking. Maybe a person like him should stay in his own cage for the rest of his life until he died...

......

"Ah... I remembered again..."

When Ye Mengdie opened her eyes, compared to the familiar ceiling, there was more of the 'nightmare' in her mind that couldn't go away.

She slowly sat up from the bed, and out of habit, she planned to take her mobile phone from the desk to check the time, but she didn't see it on the mobile phone, but instead saw that she was wearing a uniform now.

"Eh...why are my eyes a little sore..."

Rubbing her eyes, Ye Mengdie suddenly realized that she wasn't in the cafeteria?

Huh?How did she come back last night?

Ah...she seems to be in the cafeteria, and...then what happened?

forget.

Ye Mengdie vaguely remembered that she was brought back by someone, but she didn't quite remember what happened during that time, was it Lin Xueqing who carried her back?Hmm...it should be right, after all, she came with Lin Xueqing yesterday.

"Mobile phone...mobile phone..."

After picking up the handbag that was thrown on the ground, Ye Mengdie took out her mobile phone, and looked at it, good guy, she woke up almost an hour early.

"It's so early! Well... Since I'm wearing a uniform, I didn't take a shower yesterday, right? Take a shower first."

Is this a big heart?Obviously just recalled some unbearable past events, but now he looks like a person who has nothing to do.

In fact, only Ye Mengdie knows what it is.

Ignoring the body while taking a bath is similar to looking at the blue sky and white clouds, which can gradually calm people's mind.

"Now that things have happened, I have been struggling with what to do, life must go on"

She often uses this concept, 'positive and optimistic' to face life, to avoid shame, but it is useful.

The feeling of inferiority is very uncomfortable, at least before he continued to live with this belief, he was muddled every day and fell into endless guilt.

She admits that she is a coward who dares to act but dare not be, but she really...

"...Why are you crying? It's so strange..."

She has chosen her own way of life, even when she thought of that incident before, she didn't feel so much, she...so uncomfortable...

"Don't think about it, okay...Is it because of becoming a girl?"

Ye Mengdie couldn't control her emotional outburst, and finally knelt on the ground a little weakly, letting the water from the shower drip down on her body.