As a dragon girl, I don't want to be missed by the school belle

I'm doing those gestures, saying those words, thinking about words, intimidating, because of someone I know, only her, and her way just works...

My heart suddenly throbbed, and I couldn't convince myself.

I gritted my teeth, feeling like a contradictory body, while persuading myself to still have Xixue's fantasy, while denying my own fantasy, everything is just self-indulgent.

But when I think of being passionate, I hope I have illusions.

My heart hurts, my mood is complicated, irritable, extremely irritable, this state of contradiction makes me feel very irritable.

hateful!

I bit my lip.

I must be being self-indulgent, Lan Ruobing, after being alone for so many years, you still have fantasies about this kind of thing!

Isn't that obvious!Isn't that obvious!

Xixue lied to you!Xixue, she lied to you!

What has her shadow!What is copying her!That's all your illusion!You are lying to yourself!

You're kidding yourself, you know that! !

what! ?

do you know! !

My heart hurts to the extreme, I can't tolerate her cheating on me, but she really cheated on me!

Can that voice be faked!Can that kind of respite be faked!

She even, even while on the phone with you, got into...

hateful! !

I feel like my chest is going to explode!I clenched my fist, trying to smash something!

fraud!The liar!

What Miss Xianglan!What a tickle!Miss Xianglan, if you are really by my side, why are you

Why dare not answer the phone for her!

what! ?

why! !

Because you are afraid!Because everything you said was a lie!

What Miss Xianglan is looking for you!What an emergency!Everything is a lie!Everything is a lie!

You lied to me, you just met your lover!You lied to me, you just don't want to lose my body that feels so good to dry!

you liar!You big liar!

What do you say you are all mine!I can say whatever I want!

fraud!

You just want to tie me firmly, you just want to use sweet words to coax me into bed with you!

Everything you say is a lie, everything you say is a lie!

Look at my naivety, look at me as a bully, you use lies to make me play around, you use lies to trick me into giving myself willingly for you!

You play a good trick!You play well!

You lied to me with lies about loving me, and you hung me with promises that belonged to me alone!

You make me act like a fool, embracing such little joys every day, thinking that you love me, that you belong to me alone!

Let me give myself to you wholeheartedly, let me feel comfortable and live with you!

You make me naive to think that the lonely life is gone and I can have a better tomorrow...!

You, woo..., you liar, you emotional liar!

Give me back my feelings!Give me back my expectations!Give me back everything I have! !

I don't want anything to do with you!You get out of my life!You get out of my heart!go away!Get out of here!

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..." tears flowed down my face, I almost lost my mind, kept cursing, complaining, and venting my suppressed emotions for a long time.

In that dark alley, I cried once, although I don't remember it, but I should have cried once.

It felt completely different then than it does now.

At that time, my head was really buzzing, my mind was in such a mess, I couldn't think at all, and I couldn't calm down.

I dare not imagine what it would be like to lose Xixue, let alone imagine what Xixue would be like under someone else, I dare not, I am afraid, I cannot accept such a thing.

Just a little image popped up, and I felt heartbroken, had a headache, and my heart was twisting and hurting.

It was an indescribable feeling. There was no picture, no imagination, and no way to think, but the subconscious knew what it was, so my heart hurt so badly that I couldn't bear the pain, so I had to give up imagining things related to Xixue. things, turn your attention to the weather, to the wind, to the injustices of the world.

It seems that the world has abandoned me, and everyone doesn't want to see me. Those emotionless things like Tiandi Kuangfeng even despise me, despise me, and don't want me to survive in this world.

That feeling, that feeling of being abandoned, distanced, scorned, really sucks.

Just for a moment, I felt that my world was pitch black, leaving only the boundless cold and the endless wind outside.

At that time, I really wanted to shrink into a ball, shrink into a small size, and then disappear into this world.

Nothing to think, nothing to see.

It was fine to just disappear quietly like that.

I never thought that Xixue had such a big influence on me. After all, we have only known each other for a short time, and we don't even know if we really love each other. It's just a simple relationship.

And my original purpose was just to have someone to accompany and get rid of the lonely life, and this person happened to be the school beauty, the person I had a crush on, so good and suitable.

But I really lost.

Especially later, because I couldn't accept the facts, and because I had integrated the power of Xixue's imprint, I became irritable and enjoyed the feeling of superiority, so that I almost caused a catastrophe.

By the time I realized it, Yue Qiange had already made me choke my neck, almost suffocating to death. In the room, water polo rose up and filled every corner, like landmine bombs. Contains terrifying power.

The moonlight hit Yue Qiange and me, I saw her pale, bloodless face, panicked, and let go.

Her eyeballs rolled white, a little light appeared, and then quickly dissipated.

Totally passed out.

Chapter 195 Promise me a condition

In the dark room, the moonlight shines on the fainted girl in front of me.

Her face was pale and bloodless, her messy hair was soaked in sweat, and between her brows, there was still the pain and struggle from before, and she couldn't relax completely.

I sniffed her breath, felt her pulse, made sure she was still alive, and finally breathed a sigh of relief.

It's good not to die.

As long as I have a breath, I will find a way to bring you back to life.

My tense nerves and beating heart finally calmed down a bit.

I almost became a murderer.

Thinking back on what happened just now, I feel like my back is getting soaked.

It's horrible, I didn't expect that I could do such a thing.

I was a little scared, and continued to ride on her lower abdomen to deal with any unexpected situation.

Soon, I cured Yue Qiange, her face returned to color, the pinch mark on her neck was gone, her body seemed to have recovered to its peak, no more sweating, she was a rosy white and healthy color.

I waited nervously.

I imagine the possible scenarios and the words I might use when she thinks about it for a while.

However, to my surprise, after the healing process, her eyelashes fluttered twice, but she didn't wake up!

My mood suddenly became uneasy, fearing that something might be wrong with my water supply, so I even checked it.

Finally, I was sure she was all right, and after waiting a few minutes, I couldn't take it anymore.

He raised his hand to call out a small water polo, which fell freely and hit her face with a bang.

"Ah!" She exclaimed, opened her eyes in a panic, glanced at me, closed them quickly, and continued to pretend to be dizzy.

"..." I was very helpless, looking at her frightened expression and slightly trembling body, I was filled with guilt.

"I'm sorry." Even though I had thousands of words to explain, I could only come up with these three words.

How can I explain it?

I frightened and threatened her once, and almost strangled her in the end. Every time I hurt her, I think my expression should be very ferocious.

It definitely left her with a lot of psychological trauma.

When she heard my words, she frowned slightly, her brows were full of tangles, and finally opened her eyes cautiously.

The moment the cherry pink eyes appeared, I felt joy in my heart, but the cherry pink eyes were full of fear and fear, as if they would hide behind the eyelids at any time, I couldn't help but feel a little nervous and dared not move.

"I'm sorry." I apologized again, very carefully and sincerely, I was really afraid that I would hurt this kind girl again.

She foolishly hugged me all night without any complaints or regrets, but I hurt her repeatedly, which is really a crime.

"I'm sorry? If I hadn't used the moonlight protection, I would have been strangled to death. You did this to me. You just apologize and want me to forgive you?"

She seemed to see my sincerity and repentance, and became more courageous. Her eyes were about to burst into flames, and there was a trace of sullenness on her face. She bit her lower lip tightly and said to me.

With that look, it seemed that he wanted to pinch me back and strangle me to death.

I felt very embarrassed, but smiled awkwardly and said, "I'm sorry, I hurt you because of my emotions. No matter how much you beat and scold me, I will bear it, and I won't complain."

I am not sociable, but I also know that if she is willing to talk to me, she will take the first step, at least it means that she may forgive me.

At this time, no matter what, you can't make her angry. On the contrary, you have to find a way to calm her down.

"Oh, hit you and scold you?" She made a mocking voice, looked at me angrily, her face turned green and pale, and she bit her lip unwillingly.

Then he turned his face away and stopped looking at me, his chest heaved and he was sullen all by himself.

Somehow, although she didn't say much, I also read her meaning from her changing face.

Beat you and scold you?I want to be able to beat you, I will clean you up early!

I pinched the hem of the towel awkwardly, at a loss, not knowing what to do, what to say.

So, I could only lower my eyes, look at each other speechlessly, and fell silent.

But I still glanced at her from time to time, my mind was active, looking for an opportunity to speak.

But she still had a cold face, she looked to the side, she didn't know what she was looking at, anyway, she didn't give me a good look.

Still angry.

But it didn't let me get off her.

I was still sitting on her lower abdomen, I couldn't get up or down, I was a little embarrassed, I could only touch the hem of my bath towel in a tangled up position, I didn't dare to speak or move lightly.

She noticed my movement of pinching the hem, but after taking a look, she continued to look away with a cold face.

Cherry pink eyeballs, thinking about something agilely.

Just like that, I was riding on her soft belly, with my head lowered, naked at the hem, as if I had misunderstood the child.

And she, with a cold face, looked to the side, seemed to be thinking about something, looked twice from time to time, the movement of me pinching the hem of the bath towel.

In such a silent, quiet silence, time passed by every minute, and my mood gradually relaxed.

I recalled my emotional actions, and felt that I was not only affected by the call with Xixue, but also affected by the imprint of love.

Yes, there was something wrong with my emotions.

A little too irritable, too unbearable for Xi Xue's betrayal.

It's not that I can bear Xi Xue's betrayal, it's just that I have some preconceptions in my emotions.

I took it for granted that Xi Xue must have betrayed her, and I firmly believed it. At the same time, I felt insulted and my dignity was demolished.

It was a feeling of superiority. After being betrayed, I felt insulted and my dignity was swept away.