As a dragon girl, I don't want to be missed by the school belle

I crushed her self-esteem, rubbed her dignity on the ground time and time again, and trampled on her shattered self-esteem.

I have had it, and she has had it too. We are already entangled, and it is not clear who is right and who is wrong.

Anyway, it was her fault first.

Who told her to hide it from me?

And everything is such a coincidence, she was so tired in the end, dragging her exhausted body, she came to the apartment to look for me.

It turned out I wasn't there.

Because she was worried about me, she frantically dialed the phone, but she didn't know that when I cried for the first time, my phone had already been crushed unconsciously.

The phone was broken, so naturally she couldn't receive her call.

If it had been received, such a thing would not have happened.

That's good, I'm really embarrassed to be caught on the bed.

But anyway, she was wrong first, and now she is afraid that I will leave her, so I can continue to do some evil things, not tell her what happened to me, and at the same time force her to explain everything.

Call her what she deserves, and dare to scare me in the morning.

Hmph, if a tiger doesn't show its power, you treat me as a sick cat?

If you do something wrong, you have to pay the price.

Moreover, now that my whole body is in pain, you have to pay the price even more.

You are so weak!

"Tell me, what's going on? What are your difficulties? If the explanation doesn't satisfy me, then don't explain it!" I said to her sternly.

I always remember that she said that she hid it from me because of her difficulties, and that she performed missions with sister Qingying and Xianglan, all because of her difficulties.

Therefore, I really want to know why and what kind of difficulties made her hide it from me like that.

She was very happy to hear that I finally spoke to her, but when she heard that I was going to explain my difficulties, she suddenly became frowning.

I was suddenly a little scared, she wouldn't have a reason, right?

If that's the case, I'm really going crazy.

The two of us have experienced so much suspicion, suspicion, and even emotional outbursts and quarrels, we are exhausted physically and mentally.

If it happens again, I really can't stand it.

I have secretly decided in my heart that if she really can't tell, then I should be ready to leave her.

To fall in love like this is too painful and tiring.

It's simply torturing each other until it turns white.The whole body is wounded forever.

After hesitating for a long time, she finally agreed to say it, but she looked very sad, like yellow leaves withered in the autumn wind, suffering, unbearable, unwilling, helpless, regretful, reminiscing, reluctance, feeling lost... Emotions were so complicated that I even I don't understand, even just looking at her complex tearful eyes, I feel heartache and pity.

"What happened?" I asked.

I feel like she's about to cry.

She smiled bleakly, looked at me affectionately, and said with a trembling voice, "If one day you became a widow, what would you do?"

Chapter 202 I'm going to die

widow?

I didn't realize what Xi Xue was saying for a moment.

Looking at Xixue's sad eyes again and her choked up appearance, I seemed to read something from it and guessed something.

There was a sudden throbbing pain in my heart, as if something had suddenly collapsed, and there was a moment of heartache and discomfort.

An indescribable sadness filled the whole body, and every cell in the body felt very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, hairy, something was collapsing.

The whole person fell into an ice cave, cold, cold, dark, and sad.

But I still couldn't believe it, and even suspected that she was joking.

How could a living person in front of him...

I didn't dare to think about it, or even think about it.

My mind was very chaotic, filled with indescribable sadness and disbelief, it got stuck all of a sudden, and I couldn't think for a while.

I secretly took a long breath, cleared away those messy and chaotic emotions, and tried to calm myself down.

No, I must have misunderstood the meaning. Although Xixue is very sad, she may be talking about something else, and what is sad is something else...

Yes, Xixue is so young, no, it must be something else, it is not me who became a widow, but someone, Xixue just let me take this role.

And the person who becomes a widow is her relatives, or someone very close, who has a very special feeling.

people.

Thinking of this level, my heart suddenly cleared up, the original indescribable sadness was relieved a lot, and my chaotic brain suddenly became clearer.

"What do you mean?" I asked with luck, trying to keep calm, even though my voice was trembling.

Deep in my heart, I still feel extremely uneasy.

A terrible premonition is buried deep in my heart, and it is secretly taking root.

I try to ignore it, but it doesn't go away.

This made me even more uneasy.

That feeling couldn't be suppressed, a dull atmosphere filled my chest, oppressing my internal organs like a lead weight.

A touch of sadness is like a tulle, covering every corner of the body, melting into the flesh and blood with a gentle discomfort.

Xi Xue opened her mouth slightly, hesitated, her lips trembled, and was speechless for a long time.

I could hear her every breath, and the sound of her inhaling.

The long wait scares me.

"What do you mean? Are you talking?"

The more Xixue hesitated and kept silent, the more uneasy I became.

The more doubts in my heart, a certain terrible conjecture is about to be fulfilled.

But I still couldn't believe it, and I even hinted to myself at one point that it wasn't like that, the widow was someone else, Xixue just let me substitute...

Xixue opened her mouth, hesitated again and again, as if she had made up her mind, as if she was about to speak.

But I suddenly felt scared in my heart, afraid that Xi Xue would say something in the next second.

The feeling of waiting is very long, but I am even more afraid of its sudden shortness, of being caught off guard.

She even hoped that the process of Xixue speaking would be longer, but that would be too torturous.

Xixue opened her mouth a little wider, and was about to utter the first syllable, when my heart rose to my throat.

"I......"

The moment the first word was uttered, I had a heart attack, and then I held my breath.

At the same time, I saw Xixue burst into tears instantly, choking with unspeakable appearance.

An indescribable sadness surged up, instantly flooding the whole body.

The bridge of my nose is slightly sour, and it feels like the world is quiet.

That terrible premonition seemed to be fulfilled.

All that remained in her eyes was Xixue's sad look, hesitating to speak.

She only uttered a word, and the tears rushed out frantically and flowed into her mouth.

The body trembled violently.

The sad and haggard face seemed to collapse at any moment, and then burst into tears.

Just when I thought Xixue was about to break down and cry, she bit her lip, tried her best to stop her sobs, swallowed, and swallowed the deep and uncomfortable emotions that were about to erupt.

Then he took a deep breath and let out a slight whimper.

After taking a few breaths, it quickly calmed down.

His eyes looked at me without blinking, his lips were still trembling, still weeping, and he sobbed slightly occasionally.

But calmed down.

When I mentioned the heart in my throat, it was trembling, and then it was about to calm down.

"I'm going to die," she said suddenly.

My heart sank instantly.

An indescribable sadness flooded in like a tide, drowning me in an instant.

A cold, suffocating, oppressive feeling hit his whole body.

The bridge of the nose was sore, the eye sockets filled with tears, and the brain went blank.

Everything around is silent.

The world is quiet.

The terrible premonition came true.

I opened my mouth, unable to speak, and froze.

She sat on me, looked at me calmly as if she was relieved.

Seeing me in a daze, I burst into a smile. The smile was beautiful and sad, like a candle in the wind.

"Why is Ruo Bing always in a daze, silly?" She said with a smile, stroking me, two tear stains hung on her haggard face.

The indescribable sense of sadness became deeper and deeper, deeply penetrating into my flesh and bone marrow.

The bridge of my nose was sore, and there was a deep backlog of depressed and uncomfortable emotions in my chest.

He stared blankly at the person in front of him.

Vision is a little blurry.

The tears kept flowing.

Her smile faded away, her lips trembled slightly, and her calm face concealed great grief.

Tears welled up in the red eyes that were already calm.

Wash those jet-black beautiful eyes like clear crystals, making them even more clean and beautiful.

She bent down, held my face in her hands, looked at me lovingly close at hand, and said guiltily: "I'm sorry, I don't want to make you sad, but I'm really going to die, I won't lie to you."

I opened my mouth, unable to speak, the emotions in my chest were suppressed to the extreme.

Seeing her pity and guilt look, I wanted to cry, I opened my mouth wide, but couldn't make a sound.

Throat dryness, pain.

It seems that those sad, painful and suppressed emotions are all stuck in my throat, blocking all my voices and making them unable to come out.

It made my throat sore and dry.

I thought of my lonely life in the six years since my parents died.

Thinking of the shameless life with Xixue every day.

Think of the cold black and white photos of my parents.

Thinking of Xi Xue's starry eyes and her gentle smile.

......

I was suddenly very scared.

Why does Xixue look at me with pity and guilt?

You lied to me, right?

Please speak!

I really wanted to question her like this, but I couldn't say it.