As a dragon girl, I don't want to be missed by the school belle

Therefore, when the door was opened to encounter such a similar mark of love, it meant that the original master of the research institute, the former blood clan, was very likely to have some similarities and connections with Xixue.

"But why does Qingying know the mark of love? Didn't you say that it is a secret that cannot be passed on?" I asked.

I will not forget to ask this, and I have to ask what should be asked.

I can't let you fool around casually.

Xixue obviously expected that I would ask that question, and even hoped that I would ask, showing a very satisfied smile, and said: "Didn't I tell you? Few people know. In other words, some people know.

It's not a word game, just think about it, if the core members of the organization like me and Qingying don't know this, how can they start their work?

After all, we sometimes have to deal with foreign blood races. "

I thought about it, and it made sense, so I let Xixue continue talking.

Xixue went on to say: "I know that my blood flame is inseparable from my left eye, and the research institute has research on eyes, so I speculate that the former blood race probably encountered a situation similar to mine.

At that moment, I was very excited.

Intuition told me that the bet was right.

After opening the door, we kept going deeper until we came to the main control room.

It was very unusual there, everything inside was smashed, and the power system was completely collapsed, and even some nearby research laboratories collapsed.

There were signs of violent damage, horrific claw marks, footprints, bullet marks, explosion marks, and shredded clothing.

Therefore, we remain vigilant.

When we searched and found nothing, we were relieved.

We thought it was over here.

The rest of the place is some cells where the research subjects are held, all of which have been violently damaged, and there is nothing inside.

But some broken clothes and hair, nail-like substances, slightly black blood stains, broken chains and so on can be seen.

Everything reveals the unusual and the terrifying.

we all

Cheng Du maintained a high degree of vigilance, but fortunately there was no danger.

Because the power system of the main control room, the nearby research room and the prison cell collapsed, it was extremely dark, and it was necessary to search for lights, and the rest of the work was just data collection.

Qingying and I withdrew, Miss Xianglan arranged some work, and followed me out.

We went to the electrified room and discussed some things.

Qingying asked about me and you, and often fell into deep thought, not knowing what she was thinking.

In the end, Qingying felt that I would seldom see her in the future, and she was not sure whether the information this time could help me.

In short, she felt that if I lived long, I would spend most of the rest of my life with you.

Because of her mission, she must have had very little contact with me, and she was afraid that it would be difficult to see me again this time.

So, want to do something for me.

When it was finally said that it was a foot massage, I guessed that she had been preparing for a long time.

It is estimated that considering the environment of the research institute, I still want to leave some memories.

Sister Xianglan was by the side at the time, and she was the one who taught Qingying the foot massage, so she was very happy to see Qingying become a teacher.

But after pressing it for a while, people found something abnormal, and Sister Xianglan said she would deal with it, so Qingying and I were the only ones left.

Then, you just got a call.

The latter thing, I almost said before.

I lied and said that it was Sister Xianglan who was tickling, mainly due to the influence of some factors.

One is that considering you and Qingying, the two may not like each other very much.

So, on the day of Lei Chong, when Qingying whispered to me, deliberately approached, and had an ambiguous posture, I frequently looked at you to reassure you, I have said this.

You think, I feel that you don't like each other very much. I just met Qingying in the morning, and I told you that Miss Xianglan has something to do with me. If you call me, if I say that Qingying is doing a foot massage, you might be suspicious. .

Because I only met Qingying in the morning, and I was with her in the evening, and it was a foot massage, and the reason I told you at noon was that Sister Xianglan wanted me.

You may have misunderstood that it was Qingying and I who were going to meet, but you lied that Sister Xianglan was looking for me.

Although the fact is very similar to this, it is not like this. I have said it before, do you remember?

The second is that I can indeed explain clearly in the video, but foot massage is a relatively intimate contact after all, and you must still have doubts.

What's more, even if I tell you that it's a mission, if you do this during the mission, you will be even more suspicious, right?

Surely you don't believe it's a mission at all, right?

Then, you definitely have to ask what the task is.

I said it was confidential, and you will never give up easily, because what you see is obviously different from what I said, and you must be more suspicious.

But if I say that it is to solve my own problems, you must ask me what the problem is, and what task it is.

I can say that there is a problem with the left eye, such as the backlash of the left eye, but you must still ask why there is a backlash.

Then, I will explain why, but you have the ability to heal with water.

How can I explain it?

Backlash hurts the body, you can definitely solve it, but if I say that some problems of backlash cannot be solved with water, you must still ask.

But I don't want you to know I'm dying.

You see, you are so uncomfortable now, you can imagine what your reaction would be if I said that I was going to die.

Of course, you must not believe it at first, thinking that I am lying to you.

After all, what I told you was that Sister Xianglan asked me to have a mission, and you called because Qingying was giving me a foot massage, you had to explain, and then I suddenly said that I was going to perform the mission because I was going to die, How can you believe it?

So, you won't believe it at first, and then I need to explain to you, and I need to say a lot, but no matter what I say and how long I explain, it will make you sad in the end.

Because I investigated everything about you early in the morning, I know that you have experienced a very tragic experience, and your life has not been good since then. You are also relatively withdrawn, and you were excluded in class when you were in school.

There are always some gossip people talking about you, who may despise you and stay away from you. After all, you are living on bursaries from the country and school, and you still eat nutritious meals from the school every day.

You must be having a bad time, and I heard some things when I transferred to another school, and some people came to chew their ears.

I am very sad about your experience, you are already very painful and lonely, but I am very selfish, I force you, love you unilaterally, instill my love for you unilaterally, the reason is just that I want to live a good life for the rest of my life a little.

Half a year ago, I already knew that I was not far from death.

I have thought countless days and nights that I will die at a young age. I have many regrets, many unwillingness and complaints.

There are many interesting things that I have not experienced, have not seen, experienced, parents with white hair send black hair, leaving Qingying alone...

I haven't changed people's impression of me, I haven't been in love, I haven't lived in the sun like ordinary people, I have held parties with my friends, I haven't traveled to relax...

The memories of the past, the memories of most of my life, are spent in daily killings, cold, bloody, dark and lonely, and high-intensity special training...

I have many regrets, many things I want to do, and many things I am not willing to do, but I am going to die.

For countless days and nights, I have thought about it countless times, so that in the end, I have long been calm.

In the face of death, I have sighs and regrets, but I have calmed down.

But you showed up.

I fell in love with you, imprisoned you, I think the rest of my life will be very happy, although only

There are a few months, but at least it will be happy.

I am selfish.

But I don't really want to imprison you. I have thought about our future, your future, and your life without me countless times.

Then, I finally realized my cruelty.

You have a tragic experience, a lonely past, and I fell in love with you, driving away your loneliness and giving you happy memories.

I gave you a time completely different from the past, gave you expectations and memories, and gave you a warm and happy life.

Forgive my audacity for using these words, because I find that you have become somewhat dependent on me.

Especially after I said the phrase 'I am yours, you can do whatever you want', you started to seriously think about our relationship, and then wanted to live with me.

However, just when you thought that everything could be beautiful and warm, and no longer the misery, loneliness and darkness of the past, I was about to die.

That will surely cause you great pain.

Perhaps, you will have a new life in the future, but you will never forget this experience.

Because of its brief warmth and long-term cruelty.

I realized I was wrong, I realized my cruelty.

I can face death calmly and leave indifferently, but I have already intertwined with your fate, and I have fetters and memories with you.

Leaving you at this time is undoubtedly cruel, and you will be very painful.

Like I just said, I just said I was going to die, and your sad performance almost scared me to death.

So, I don't want you to suffer too much, and I don't want your pain to come too fast.

I want to continue to hide it from you, and spend the rest of my life with you, leave a letter at the end, or take an appropriate way to disappear quietly.

I know this approach is selfish.

On the surface, I don’t want to make you suffer, but in fact, I want to make the rest of my life more comfortable.

Let me be happy for the rest of my life, in exchange for the pain of your long memories.

But after all, no matter what, I am really afraid of your leaving.

I'm selfish, I'm afraid of you leaving, I don't want to leave you, I want to be with you until I die.

You are the last warmth in my life, the last tenderness before death.

I don't want to let go, I want to hold on tight.

I am afraid of you leaving, afraid of the passing of warmth and tenderness.

So, I'm selfish, I don't want to tell you too early, I don't want to see you in pain.

Maybe one day I'll tell you the truth, like now, but before that, when that call came, I didn't want you to know.

Therefore, I cannot tell you any news that may reveal that I am about to die, including the matter of my left eye.

So, even if I lied to you, my left eye turned back, and I told you the truth that I was going to die, no matter what the situation was, I couldn’t escape a lot of explanations and the facts that made you miserable in the end.

Because when I told you that Sister Xianglan asked me for a mission, but Qingying gave me a foot massage, you would not believe anything easily and want to explain, but I don’t want to tell you that I am going to die, I'm going to lie.

But you were obviously angry at the time, and your sullen tone was a little higher. I didn’t want to tell you that I was going to die, and I didn’t want you to be sad, but the time was too short, and you were angry again. Said Miss Xianglan tickled me.

It's that simple.

It was my selfishness, my reluctance and unwillingness to let go, which led to all this.

I'm even afraid, afraid that if I tell you, you will leave me because of my selfishness, and when I think about it, I dare not say it.

To avoid exposing the news of my death, we must consider your relationship with Qingying so that you will not be suspicious. You obviously misunderstood at the time, and you were a little angry and the time was short. In a hurry, I told an unwise lie.

When I realized it was over, I was going to start a video to explain it to you, no matter what, when everything was clear, something went wrong.

One thing I had to hang up on, coincidental, but unavoidable.

I wasn't even sure if I would survive. "

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At your request, I explained the reasons in great detail without mentioning them all, am I fine? (cough, don't hit me)

There are still some parts that need to be explained, which will be discussed in the next chapter.