On the one hand, he showed his guilt and tangled psychological feelings of self-mutilation because he was at a loss because of guilt.
The two effects are two-pronged and complement each other, so that his bitter plan can be played more realistically and win Xixue's favor.
So cute and pitiful, so entangled in guilt, can't you, Senior Colonel Xi, be aroused with compassion, feel distressed silently, and develop a desire to protect?
But in fact, her apology was just a cover-up.
The first sentence that blurted out was her subconscious reaction, but not her subconscious humble reaction.
Being praised by the blood clan for the deliciousness of your blood, how can you, as food, not be self-conscious, so happy that you lower your stance to show humility?
Are you insane?
The reason why she subconsciously blurted out that sentence was purely because she thought of some bad possibility.
Xixue is greedy for her body.
It was almost the moment Xixue hooked her lips and said her blood was delicious, Lan Ruobing thought of this possibility.
The car accident at the age of 12 brought her not only the grief of the death of a relative, but also the warmth and warmth of the world.
Many people just see through and don't tell the truth, but in fact, they all know in their hearts what the underlying logic is.
For example, how can my eleven or twelve-year-old junior high school playmate alienate me for no reason?
Is it really because of the so-called, "Your parents are murderers"?
Heh, without the orders from my parents and the persuasive teachings from them, how could my eleven or twelve-year-old playmates who have initially possessed some judgment ability alienate me because of the so-called rumors?
It's just a choice made by weighing the pros and cons in a situation similar to the following:
At night, you stand in front of a sumptuous dinner table, next to you is holding a whip, puffing out cigarettes slowly, and your father is earnest and earnest, and your mother is constantly serving dishes and occasionally helping out with a word or two.
You may be stubborn, you may resist, pour out your incomprehension, and be dissatisfied with your parents' excessive decisions and behaviors.
But the parents would not budge.
So you spend it.
The moon is getting higher and higher, and the night is getting darker and darker. You look at the couple eating food leisurely in front of you, swallow your saliva, and your stomach is croaking with hunger.
They heard the sound of your stomach yielding, pressed you with belts and pocket money, lured you with rich and delicious meals, and finally forced you to submit, and asked you to make vows and eat together.
Of course, this was just the extreme situation that Lan Ruobing expected. In the six years after the car accident, she had experienced too much, and she gradually figured out many things, and then she was relieved.
She understands those grown-ups, they have endured the hardships of life, have lost their vitality in the years of struggle, and gradually integrated into the society they hated at the beginning, becoming the kind of people she once felt helpless.
Dozens of cars collided and dozens of people were killed. Even though it was an accident, even though Lan Ruobing was only 12 years old at the time, people's hearts were unpredictable. Why did her parents just disappear?
Even in such an accident, it is impossible for ordinary people to survive, but what the families of the victims want is not the result, but a sigh of relief to vent their depression, anger, and grief.
We are all unfortunate people, we all have loved ones, and we all have fantasies about the beautiful future, and we all don’t want a white-haired person to give a black-haired person, picking flowers on the other side, and life and death are boundless.
Why did such a thing happen!Why should such a thing happen!And the object of venting, the culprit, the couple, couldn't be found! !
Why! !
why! !
They wanted to find a place, someone to bear their endless anger and grief on their behalf!
So a 12-year-old boy came into their sight, that is the couple's orphan.
Standing outside the cordon, looking at the scene of the car accident, in the crowd full of grief, accompanied by the police silently, he was constantly and anxiously looking for his missing parents, crying in despair and fear , kept watching the tears and snot, the whole body was dirty...
He was just a child, but he lost his parents early and became an orphan...
People are desperate, they don't know what to do, why is it just an underage boy...
There is no way to vent the anger, only pain and sadness...
However, human nature is impermanent. Faced with such a tangled matter, who knows whether what is hidden in the heart of others is the pain of impermanence, or the devil of resentment and forbearance?
The grown-ups of those playmates knew these truths very well, and they were afraid that the children would suffer if they continued to play with her, so they had to resort to such methods.
Even if they feel guilty in their hearts, even if they will feel guilty for a lifetime, they are resolute.
Because they dare not gamble, they dare not bet on the safety of their children, they cannot afford to lose.
Thus, Lan Ruobing's six years of loneliness were doomed.
It was this kind of loneliness, and it was this kind of warmth and warmth that made her develop the habit of observing words and emotions early on.
It's just that her sense of words and emotions is not used in the workplace, but when she is lonely and bored, she doesn't want to learn, she doesn't want to guess people's hearts
, but involuntary pain.
In order not to trouble others.
Compared with sharp mind, with a life story like hers, pretending to be stupid, others will get closer.
So, she subconsciously said that sentence, purely because she had a guess in her heart that she didn't want to believe.
Xixue is white, and she approached her, perhaps not to fill her stomach, but for her body.
Perhaps the purpose of approaching at the beginning was really blood-sucking, but then it deteriorated.
The specific reason is unknown, but all the signs in the restaurant, the clothing store, the feeling after a day's play, and everything in the villa last night all hinted at a possibility:
Xixue wants to have sex with her, to have sex with her forever.
At first in the restaurant, she only felt strange, pretending to be stupid, and when she arrived at the clothing store, she pretended to be stupid, faintly suspicious, and if she still pretended to be stupid after one night, then she was a shark pen.
So, after she faltered and hawed for a long time, she hurriedly apologized, but she just didn't want to blurt out the second half of the sentence.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, you are greedy for my body, of course you think my blood is delicious.
If you want to say this, you must kneel.
Of course, what she wanted to say would be that Xixue would say that because of her beauty, but wouldn't the results be the same?
They are all implying, I understand, you are just greedy for my body!
At such a moment of life and death, at such a time of crisis and hardship, of course she can't be too sharp, she can only pretend to be stupid!
She didn't want to be missed by a blood boss who could suck and suck violently, leaving storm-like, red hickeys all over her body.
You will die, you will definitely be exposed to death!
Chapter 51
"Really?" Xixue's voice was low.
"Yes, as long as you are willing to let me go, I will keep it a secret and serve you regularly to solve your eating problems." Lan Ruobing replied seriously.
"Ah."
"After all, do you still want to leave me? Are you so afraid of me, Ruobing?"
Xixue smiled desolately, and stared straight at Ruo Bing with sharp eyes, as if she was very eager to see through her and hear her true inner thoughts.
"No, you misunderstood. Didn't I say that I will serve you regularly and will not leave you, please rest assured."
Lan Ruobing answered lightly, meeting Xixue's sharp gaze, and her heart trembled.
The eldest lady of the blood clan had a threatening gaze, which made her heart beat wildly.
But she had to hold on, or it would be over.
Ruobing's staring at each other made Xixue slightly stunned, her eyes drooping.
She could understand Ruo Bing's psychology. She answered the first sentence vaguely, as if denying her two questions, but the second sentence only answered the first question. She only answered that she would not leave, but did not Say you are afraid or not.
Lonely smiled, she didn't continue to ask, but stretched out her hands to hold Ruo Bing's face, and helped her wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.
He said meaningfully: "The acting is so real, I feel distressed."
The tone was a little sad.
Lan Ruobing's eyes widened.
Xixue saw through her tricks!
Earlier, in order to apologize, he intentionally pinched his legs and mutilated himself, weeping from the pain, and pretending to blame himself and be afraid. He thought that he could handle Xixue with a two-pronged approach, but he didn't want others to see through.
There was a sudden thump in his heart, Lan Ruobing's back felt cold, and his breathing was stagnant.
Thinking about it this way, Xixue's distressed sentence may be a pun with no deep meaning.
It wasn't how well she acted that confused Xixue and made her feel pity, but because she was deeply saddened by how she and Xixue made mistakes in order to survive.
After thinking about this layer, her heart thumped and beat faster.
She may not be able to measure the consequences of hurting the eldest lady of the blood family, let alone bear it.
If we say that at the beginning, Xixue might not hurt herself with her good ingratiating attitude, the value of her dragon blood, and the temptation of her body.
But now it's not necessarily the case. She doesn't know what kind of temperament Xi Xue, who is a blood clan, is. Once Xi Xue is really angry, she may not be able to see the light of day again.
Imprisoning Play, cultivating a blood slave, training her to become an adult... are all things she can't bear.
Thinking about it, I was terrified, my heart beat faster and faster, and hit my chest with a bang bang bang, more and more fine beads of sweat rushed out, my whole body was so hot that I felt cold.
"Ruo Bing!" Xixue held her face in her hands, and wiped off the sweat on her forehead with her tender fingers.
Gently said: "Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you."
Lan Ruobing came back to her senses, opened her big blue eyes, and looked at her with fear and aggrievedness. The crystal tears flashed in the blue ocean, bright and beautiful.
Her lips squirmed, Qiong's nose swelled slightly, before the words came out, it was known that she wanted to say sorry, I didn't mean it.
"Hush." Xixue said softly, pressing her red lips with her index finger, not wiping away her tears.
Ruobing's appearance gave her a huge desire to protect, she even wanted to give Ruobing a big hug, and then kiss Fangze, saying don't be afraid, it's okay, I love you...
Unfortunately, she knew better in her heart that Ruobing was just afraid, afraid of the unknown, the blood.
This is not possible, this is not the result she wants, she wants more, she wants the whole Ruobing.
"Hush... Now, listen to me obediently, okay." Xi Xue was as gentle as the wind.
"Hmm... um..." Lan Ruobing nodded obediently, her voice was waxy, as if she was wronged.
Obtained, Xixue's index finger just pressed Ruobing's red lips,
Moving little by little, it passed over the small chin and landed on the neck as soft as jade.
At the same time, with the movement of her index finger, Xixue began her narration.
"Ruo Bing, do you know that from the moment I saw your eyes, my heart seemed to be deeply touched, attracted by you, wanting to be close to you, impatient and unable to extricate myself.
The ocean filled with bright blue light is so beautiful and breathtaking that it seems to be able to fill my whole body and mind.
I forgot right away, what I was looking for you for.It was originally intended to suck blood, to make up for the lack of my slender fangs, which have been a young child since childhood.
But you are so beautiful, it makes me want to be close to you so much.Both your character and your body are deeply attracted to me, making me unable to extricate myself.
You not only hit my XP, but also my heart.
So, what I started as a hunt turned into a later love affair. I want to capture you, not satisfy my own desires.
I have been doing it carefully, trying to tease, and planning silently, from restaurants to clothing stores, from food streets to villas...
Originally, I wanted to eat you slowly one bite at a time, but unfortunately, you saw through my lies too early.
You're mad, you're angry, you want to leave me, no matter what.
We've all arrived at the villa, we've all taken a shower together, we've all soaked in the bath on the bath bed, we've all kissed together, we've all gone to bed together, you just pushed me away.
Do you know how angry I was at that time, I planned with joy, we can fall in love slowly, get to know each other slowly, and finally I will tell you the truth about my blood race.
But you are going to leave me, very determined.
Do you know how scared I am, I am really scared in my heart, because you are the first, and maybe the only one, who can make me so crazy, let me abandon my demons, and want to pursue well.
You can't go, you have to stay with me, you can only be with me.
be friends?Is it possible!
I don't like Lan Nuo, but I like you, you said it yourself, you are not Lan Nuo.
You are not him anymore, you are completely different from your original self, not only in gender, but also in personality.
Maybe you didn't realize it yourself, although your thoughts and actions are similar, but your behavior, your personality, has quietly changed, with a cuteness, and become a very weak subject that pokes my XP!
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