The Journey of Finding My Mother and Me

As for listening to work reports?

She just answered um, ah, yes, yes, yes, she didn't take the content into her head at all, and just followed the process.

So after listening to Cleveland's inquiry, her mind went blank, and she couldn't remember what she was working on just now.

Quincy, who had a soft personality, blushed slightly, feeling a little embarrassed.

Seeing her lowered head and blushing face, Cleveland knew what was going on. He sighed and said, "I hope Nevada can remember..."

When he said this, the sunny and cheerful Cleveland also felt a little guilty.

But their eyes were soon on Chen Su.

"Is the commander a little fatter?" Quincy stood on tiptoe, stretched her neck through the window to look at Chen Su who was lying on the bed, and frowned.

"It's not getting fat, it's getting stronger." Cleveland corrected, frowning.

She had been carrying Chen Su on her back just now, and she commented very firmly: "The commander's figure is much better now than before...well, especially the abdomen part."

"Ah!" Quincy suddenly exclaimed.

They are all cruisers in the stage of bursting with girls' hearts, and they are not ignorant to drive out little lolita. Naturally, they often have fantasies about Seth. Quincy naturally understands what Cleveland means.

She covered her cheeks with her hands, a little shy.

Her appearance affected Cleveland, and the generous and generous Sunshine Maiden felt a little embarrassed.

But that's fine, after all, there are so many sisters in the port area, and there are more than 30 single-marriage ships. If you don't have such a figure, the commander probably won't be able to handle it!

Cleveland's thinking gradually turned crooked.

At this moment, she suddenly remembered something.

"Quincy, look at the commander here, I have some things to do." Cleveland turned his head and said seriously to Quincy who was staring at Chen Su worriedly.

"Huh? I will definitely look at the commander, but Cleveland, aren't you waiting for the commander to wake up?" Quincy turned his head and looked at Cleveland puzzled.

A rare reunion, why did Cleveland leave Commander's side?

A ship girl like herself who is not swaying in her heart can't wait to stare at the commander all the time. As a married ship, she actually wants to leave here?

Doesn't she want to take a few more glances at the commander?

"I can do it for you."

Quincy is a girl who likes to help others.

But you can't replace this...

Cleveland shook his head with a smile, and explained: "It's because the commander is about to wake up, so I'm going to do it..."

She stretched out her index finger and scratched her cheek.

Her golden-orange hair was disheveled, her cheeks were disheveled with sweat, and her clothes smelled of gunpowder smoke and battle.

Cleveland, who has always been easy-going, feels awkward in his current state.

It was rare for her to want to dress herself up and prepare for the upcoming reunion.

Women are those who please themselves.

Commander, I hope I can use my best appearance to usher in the exciting moment of our reunion!

005. Past dreams and present people

Chen Su had a long-lost dream.

A winter dream.

He stood beside the street lined with high-rise buildings, traffic flowed past his eyes, and the bustling noise rang in his ears.

He blinked, and suddenly realized that he was standing beside the zebra crossing.

The red light on the opposite side of the street turned into a green light at some point. Before he could understand what was going on, he was surrounded by the crowd and walked towards the other side of the street.

This is a street lined with various small shops.

The grandma who sells sesame seed cakes smiled and waved at him, saying that today she made his favorite sugar cakes when he was a child.

The black and fat noodle chef was boiling a big pot of thick soup, and the umami smell floated into his nostrils along the breeze. It was a familiar smell that he had never smelled since he left his hometown for university.

There was no one in front of the cold noodle stall, and the red-cheeked uncle was rubbing his palms and yelling at him, asking if he wanted a bowl of cold noodles that he hadn't eaten since he went to study abroad.

These are small shops that he has seen countless times.

How is this going……

Chen Su was at a loss.

He turned around and found that the crowd who pushed and pushed him had long since disappeared, and the place he was in was not the familiar small shop street, but a dark alley.

The white walls of the alleys are covered with various small advertisements.

So I was dreaming.

Chen Su was stunned.

That's what lucid dreaming is about.

Walking out of the alley, there are two rows of big trees with long lost leaves.One row is poplar, and the other row is also poplar.

In the blink of an eye again, a brown security door appeared in front of him.With trembling hands, he pressed the fingerprint combination lock and pushed it away.

The heat rushed over in an instant.

At the eye, is the spacious living room.

The sofa, which has been used for many years and has many black stains, is quietly leaning against the wall.

A TV is placed opposite the sofa, and between them is a small square dining table.

An old-fashioned red thermos was quietly placed on the table, and its surface had been dented in some places due to years of use.

In a trance, Chen Su seemed to have returned to that time again.

The middle-aged man with a beer belly was sitting on the sofa, shaking a cheap two-yuan fan on the street in his hand, staring at the TV, watching the explosion scenes unique to anti-Japanese dramas, full of comfort.

The middle-aged woman sat on the bench next to the table, picking up the pomegranate bit by bit, imagining the cute appearance of his child eating the pomegranate, and the wrinkled eyes were full of smiles.

The picture is far away, as if time has never changed.

The corners of Chen Su's eyes suddenly became sour.

He once quarreled with middle-aged men because the voice on TV was too loud, and he once moaned because he felt that middle-aged women did not understand him.

But that was a long time ago. After he went to college, he only returned to this place during the holidays.

Such a scene was familiar yet unfamiliar to him.

The TV hadn't been turned on for a long time, and the middle-aged man was not in good health, so he couldn't lean on the sofa and watch TV all night like before.

The taste of pomegranate has never changed, whether it is cold winter or hot summer, as long as he comes back here, the middle-aged woman will definitely prepare his favorite food with a smile on her face.

Chen Su wiped his eyes.

He raised his head.

However, there were no figures of men and women in sight. Even the sofa and TV seemed to have grown legs, and they were getting farther and farther away from him.

How much I want that moment to be eternal, how much I want the old time to stop at my fingertips, how much I want to be with men and women all the time, throw myself in their arms, act like a baby like I was when I was a child, and tell them the grievances of being away these years.

Chen Su's tears suddenly couldn't stop.

There will never be anyone who loves them unreservedly like them, and I will never have the opportunity to tell them what I have hidden in my heart because of shyness.

I have really left my hometown.

And, there is no going back.

He can no longer taste the familiar flavor, can no longer walk in the familiar alley, can no longer watch the familiar program, can no longer accompany those two people...

Chen Su likes to read novels very much, and has fantasized about time travel, but when all this happened to him, he finally realized that nowhere is as good as his hometown.

Because the hometown is the destination of the soul, the habitat of the soul, and the place where one's roots lie.

Chen Su has been trying his best to suppress his homesickness. He has put everything into training, and only when he dreams of the full moon at midnight, will he hide in the bed alone and hold the quilt tightly and shed a few male tears. .

He knew that he might really not be able to go back, and he should look forward in this world—but he knew that he knew, and that it was impossible for him to accept this damned fate willingly.

Shangwu County is a small county with simple folk customs, and the people living here are kind and gentle.

Walking here, Chen Su can often see a family gathering together to eat and have fun, enjoying the family happiness.

Seeing their blond hair hanging down their hair at ease, Chen Su didn't say anything, but was actually very envious in his heart.

Because that was the past that he could never go back to.

He lives in the dormitory of the guards, and the person in the dormitory with him is Li Liang.

And Li Liang has been taking care of his sick mother during this time.

Chen Su envied him very much.

Because he can take care of his mother.

Chen Su is lonely.

Because when Li Liang didn't live here, he didn't even have a friend who could talk to him.

I have nothing in this world.

To this world, I am just a random passer-by.

Even if it dies, it is like weeds that can be seen everywhere. Even if it withers, no one cares.

It seems good to just indulge in dreams like this.

"commander……"

【Um?Girl's voice? 】

"commander!"

[This voice is very nice. 】

"Commander...wake up..."

【Awake?Are you talking about me?But when did I become a commander? 】

"Commander, wake up!"

【...Someone is pushing my shoulder? 】

"Commander, everyone is waiting for you..."

【wait for me?In this strange world, is there anyone waiting for me? 】

"Commander! Commander! Commander!"

【The voice is getting louder and getting closer...】

Chen Su's eyelashes fluttered.

He slowly raised his eyelids.

In the eye, it is not an unfamiliar ceiling.

But beautiful red eyes.

The golden-orange mid-length hair was scattered behind his head, and there was a sunny smile on his delicate and beautiful cheeks. When he found that Chen Su had opened his eyes, he couldn't hide the joy in his expression, and he threw himself on Chen Su with a cheer.

Her head was resting on Chen Su's chest, and her hair, which had been well-groomed, fell apart again because of her movement, and some strands of hair ran across Chen Su's neck, giving him an inexplicable itchy feeling .

Without hesitation, she put her ear on Chen Su's chest, listening to his heartbeat.

"Commander, your heart is beating so fast." She raised her head, looked at Chen Su's face, and put her chin on the place where her ears were, showing a hearty smile.

A strange girl lying on her body so unabashedly, everyone's heart beats faster!

Chen Su complained subconsciously in his heart.

Um?this aroma...

Chen Su smelled the orange smell from the girl's hair.

Does she wear perfume?