Something is wrong!A hundred worlds traversed at the same time are not right

"Ugly things sing too.

It is precisely because it is an ugly thing that I have to sing harder.

In this way, you can see the good side.

Make it more beautiful to be alive. "

Sanshi Liyin closed her eyes, ignored Hou Yi, listened to the song, and waited for the last bus.

Suddenly, the singing in Liyin's earphones became two, and then merged into one.Liyin opened her eyes only to realize that Hou Yi was already sitting next to her, and the earphone on the left was also on his ear, while Hou Yi was humming the song that was playing in the earphone.

"Hey..." Liyin was a little dissatisfied.

"Can you tell me why?" Hou Yi asked suddenly.

"what why?"

"Why have you started avoiding me recently?" Hou Yi said, "You said you were going to transfer schools, but I investigated and found that you dropped out of school directly. Why? And you have two jobs and are short of money? Or is there something wrong with your family?"

"Why?" Li Yin asked.

"Why?" Hou Yi asked back.

"Why do you suddenly start caring about me now?" Li Yin asked, "Didn't you always say that you would not enter my body or enter my life? Because I let you sleep with me, so you think you are right Should I be responsible? Or do you think I'm your property after sleeping with me once?"

"I……"

Hou Yi really couldn't refute Li Yin's words, because he really had such thoughts.At first, he just regarded Liyin as a convenient friend who can get what he needs, and he just asks her out when needed, to vent his desire or play some shameful games, without any affection.Even if Liyin doesn't take the initiative to leave, he will probably end this "money relationship" after finding his so-called "true love".

However, Hou Yi's mentality changed a little after the two of them really met each other at noon that day.Liyin was not the first person Hou Yi had sex with him in this life, but she was the first person who gave him her for the first time.Just like what Li Yin said, Hou Yi felt that he should have some kind of responsibility for Li Yin.

"You want to know why I avoid you? Then I'll tell you." Liyin said, her expression became extremely serious and firm, "Because I like you, but you don't like me."

"You don't care about me, and you can't talk about cherishing it. I accommodate you and do those things with you, but the only response you give me is money. Yes... I need money, and I am very grateful that you can help my grandpa pay for the treatment. But, I have my own life, and I want to think about my future... I don't have time to wait for you to realize my feelings for you. Besides, even if you know that I like you, you won't like me, right?"

Liyin had tears in her eyes. She looked into Hou Yi's eyes and asked, "Hey, great writer, have you ever liked me?"

The lights of the bus headlights went from far to near, piercing the dark night. Under the reflection of the lights, Liyin's tearful eyes gleamed.Hou Yi looked at Li Yin, not knowing how to answer.

"Like? But what is like?"

Hou Yi suddenly realized that he seemed to have never figured out what "like" and "love" are.

"Is it the heartbeat when I saw Duzi for the first time, or something else?"

Counting the 16 years of his previous life and this life, Hou Yi seems to have never thought about this issue carefully.Except for the family affection brought to him by Shinichi and Makoto, he seems to have never really experienced the true love of others.really not?For some reason, Hou Yi felt a secret place in his heart begin to loosen.

In Hou Yi's eyes, Liyin seemed to coincide with someone in his distant memory, and Hou Yi saw a girl with a bright smile in a daze.

"Let's run away together, the two of us together." The girl who couldn't see her face said to Hou Yi, "Don't think about those sad things anymore. Go to a new place, the two of us together, every day is very happy happy."

"Let's run away together..." The girl's voice echoed in Hou Yi's mind.

"Can't you answer?" Liyin asked.

"I……"

Hou Yi suddenly felt a sharp pain in his chest, which pierced his heart and pierced his soul.Hou Yi clutched his chest in pain.

The bus, the rainy night, the escape, the girl who fell to death, the teddy bear... several strange pictures and key words kept popping up in Hou Yi's mind.

"I…"

Seeing that Hou Yi suddenly became extremely painful, Li Yin hurriedly stepped forward to help Hou Yi who was about to fall, and she asked worriedly: "Hou Yi! What's wrong with you?! Hou Yi!"

"Boom", there was actually no sound, but Hou Yi's body changed like an explosion—his body shattered and dissipated into bits of starlight.Hou Yi, who was at home, fainted due to severe pain, unable to support the "Pure Love God of War" who was outside.

"Hou... Yi..."

Seeing that the man in front of her suddenly dissipated into a spot of light, Liyin sat on the spot dumbfounded.It wasn't until the bus horn sounded that it brought her back to reality.

"Hey, you, are you going to get on the bus or not?" the driver shouted to Liyin who was squatting in front of the platform.

"Ah...? Ah!"

Li Yin, who recovered a little bit, stood up quickly: "Uncle, did you see a boy sitting opposite me just now? He suddenly..."

"What? Are you drunk?" The driver was dissatisfied, "If you take a car, get in the car quickly. I have to go home and sleep after the last bus!"

"Ah... oh oh..."

Li Yin hurriedly got into the car to insert coins, and sat on the seat near the car door.She patted her cheek a few times, trying to calm herself down quickly.

"Did I fall asleep and dream just now? By the way... call Hou Yi first..."

So, Li Yin took out her mobile phone and dialed Hou Yi's number.

Hou Gang's house, the bedroom of Hou Yi and Zhenqin.

Makoto, who went to bed early, was woken up by the ringtone of the mobile phone from the lower berth.

"Ayi...what the hell are you doing?" Makoto rubbed her sleepy eyes, "It's so noisy..."

However, Hou Yi, who was in the lower berth, didn't seem to hear his sister's complaint, and he didn't answer or hang up the call.

"Asleep? Really..."

Zhenqin lay down on the bed unsteadily, and then picked up the vibrating mobile phone from Hou Yi's pillow.

"Haha~" Makoto yawned, then picked up the phone, "Moses, Moses?"

"Hello, is Hou Yi there?" Liyin asked.

"Girl?" Zhenqin thought in her heart, "Calling so late, it must be Ah Yi's love affair?"

"I'm Ah Yi's sister. He has fallen asleep, so it's not convenient to answer the phone. Who are you? If you have something to ask him, I can pass it on to you."

"Is he asleep? Is he at home?" Liyin asked.

"Yes. So what's your business with him?"

"No...it's nothing..."

After speaking, Liyin hung up the phone.

"Sure enough, I was hallucinating in a dream. How could a living person suddenly dissipate into light? It's not an anime..." Liyin laughed at herself, then put on her headphones and listened to the song.

What Liyin didn't notice was that in the seat not far behind her, a girl in JK clothes with a tablet on her chest was watching her.

"A bad girl who looks like a bad girl to outsiders, a dilapidated family, and a difficult situation. The characters are somewhat similar... plus the scene tonight..." Shu Shuchan, who is elusive, thought, "I thought she was just like Yueqiu Xianglian. The consolation prize role in the galgame, I didn't expect her to shake Hou Yi's heart. That's right, after all, this Hou Yi has enough time to build a new relationship after sealing his heart and love..."

"What a weirdo..."

Makoto mumbled and put the phone back beside Hou Yi's pillow.

"By the way, why is Ah Yi so sleepy? Are you dreaming of something sweet?"

Zhenqin moved closer and carefully studied Hou Yi's sleeping face.In the end, she saw Hou Yi's very painful expression.

"Ayi? Is this a nightmare?"

Before Zhenqin could figure out what to do, Hou Yi suddenly grabbed her hand.

"Ayi?"

"Don't go...don't..." Hou Yi whispered in his sleep.

"Ayi, what did you say?"

Zhenqinjiang moved her ears closer, trying to hear what Hou Yi said, but she didn't expect that this time she would be hugged directly by Hou Yi.Hou Yi's strength was so great that Zhenqin fell directly into Hou Yi's arms after being hugged suddenly.

"Ayi...?"

"do not go…"

Hou Yi hugged Zhenqin tightly and buried his head in her chest.Zhenqin could feel Hou Yi trembling, he seemed to be very scared.Then Makoto felt something hot and humid soaking her pajamas and her breasts.It's tears.Hou Yi, crying.

"Don't go..." Hou Yi's voice was almost pleading.

"I'm not leaving, Ah Yi, I'm not leaving. My sister will always be with Ah Yi."

Zhenqin also hugged Hou Yi, and stroked Hou Yi's back and hair with both hands.Under Zhenqin's comfort, Hou Yi's mood seemed to stabilize gradually, but he didn't intend to let go of his arms around Zhenqin at all.

"do not go…"

"Oh... I really can't do anything about you."

Zhenqin looked lovingly at Hou Yi whose tears were still wet, and kissed him lightly on the side of his face.

"I won't leave Ah Yi, my sister will always be with you."

The lightning flashed outside the window, the thunder was loud, and the rain was pouring down, as if the sky was about to fall.And in this small bedroom, in this warm bed, the two siblings who embraced each other gradually fell asleep...

Chapter 254 Something is wrong!This confession is wrong!

The writer Hou Yi opened his eyes, and what he saw was pitch black and thick darkness.

"Where is this place?"

Hou Yi subconsciously wanted to touch his chin, but he found that his body seemed unable to move.No, it wasn't that his body couldn't move, but that his body was gone, and he couldn't feel his own body.

"Hi! Is anyone there?"

Hou Yi tried to make a sound, but to no avail.

"Where is this place..." Hou Yi tried hard to think, "By the way...this is some kind of subconscious world. What kind of memories are hidden in the previous life that I don't want to recall..."

The bone-piercing cold hit Hou Yi. He obviously couldn't feel his body, but Hou Yi could still feel the cold.The cold made Hou Yi feel uneasy.Along with the cold, there is also an indescribable sense of loneliness...

"Is there anyone? It doesn't matter if I'm subconscious, or something else, come out and be someone!"

Hou Yi felt fear again for no reason.Hou Yi was not afraid because of the coldness and loneliness, but suddenly felt fear for no reason, just like the sudden appearance of coldness and loneliness-there is obviously nothingness and darkness here, but it is full of all kinds of pure negative emotions.There is only emotion, but there is no cause of emotion.

Hou Yi couldn't understand the current situation.Unreasonable negative emotions kept emerging, torturing Hou Yi's nerves.Cold, loneliness, fear, shame, pain... stabbing pain, cutting pain, heartache, all kinds of pain... Finally, negative emotions and feelings turned into strong and indescribable despair.

"Why am I in such pain...so hopeless?"

Suddenly, fluorescent dots appeared in Hou Yi's sight.With the appearance of light spots, Hou Yi felt the existence of his body again.Hou Yi stretched out his hand and lightly touched a spot of light.

The light spot dissipated the moment it touched Hou Yi's fingertips, and then a vague female voice suddenly appeared in Hou Yi's mind: "Let's run away together, don't think about those sad things anymore. Go to a new place, the two of us together, live happily every day."

Although the voice was not very clear, it made Hou Yi feel extremely warm.

"It's... what I heard in a trance before..." Hou Yi thought.

Under the dissipated light of that light spot, Hou Yi's sense of pain and despair became much weaker.It's as if these spots of light are the redemption of Hou Yi's painful journey.

However, after the radiance of the spot of light dissipated completely, a pain far exceeding the severe pain he had just experienced hit Hou Yi again.

"what!!!"

Hou Yi struggled and touched another spot of light.

"If you don't stop running away to a distant place, so far away that you can't even find us alone, where there are brilliant stars all over the sky, and you can read a lot of books quietly..." The girl's voice sounded again.

The light spots shattered, and Hou Yi's pain was temporarily relieved.Then, there was more severe pain.

"Haha...haha...if this continues, you will only drink poison to quench your thirst...I have to...I have to think of other ways..."

Hou Yiqiang stood up with support, but the pain and other negative emotions all over his body made him want to touch those light spots.

"No... I can't touch it... The most urgent thing is to escape from here or solve these inexplicable pain and despair first."

"It appeared out of nowhere... Yes, why did these feelings appear? If this is really some kind of subconscious world, my dusty memory, then these feelings of despair and pain should be what I have experienced before? No wonder I want to forget .”

"There are also these warm light spots... After touching, you will get temporary relief, but then it will be more painful... Is this redemption in despair, then the disillusionment of redemption, and then deeper despair? It's really... a bad script."

"Is my past salvation...? That girl? Why can I only hear the sound when I touch the light spot? Can you let me see her?" Hou Yi shouted.

But this time, Hou Yi's cry was answered.

"Are you really sure you want to see it? After all, you can't stand it anymore just to feel the simple 'feeling'?"

Hou Yi was very familiar with this voice, it was his own voice.

"This is just the surface layer of our sealed memories."

Hearing someone respond, Hou Yi hurriedly asked, "Why am I here? How should I get out?"

"Didn't you come here by yourself? You want to know what 'like' and 'love' are. Our initial 'like' and 'love' are all here, entangled with our pain." The voice replied, "As for the way to go out... In fact, you can leave at any time, just shout 'I leave'. Do you want to leave? Like that one of you, give up these painful memories and give up these warm memories?"

"A moment of warmth will only make the cold more terrifying and desperate...Let me go. As for love and liking, I will find it myself." Hou Yi said.

As soon as the words fell, the light spots distributed like stars gradually gathered, and finally condensed into a vague human shape.The human form can't see the face clearly, but judging from the figure, it should be a girl.The radiance emitted by the girl dispelled the pain on Hou Yi's body.

Hou Yi really wanted to hug the girl in front of him, but he was also afraid. Hou Yi was afraid that the girl would dissipate after contact. As for the great pain that might come after the girl dissipated, Hou Yi was not afraid.Compared with eternal cold, it is more hopeless to feel warmth and then lose it.