Love must come after exorcising

It is better to die than to live.

Just like a certain book "To Live", people who are still living in the world after experiencing countless miseries, their seemingly living bodies are covered in bruises, and dying powerlessly under the curse of life is the most painful thing in the world .

Just like Kaede Asano in the game, being hit by a car was only a trivial beginning, and the subsequent tragedy of life really made him understand the creator's sinister intentions and... what useless thoughts are in that undeveloped head that are worth cleaning up .

"Nissan?"

"Feng Nisang...?"

"Asano-san?"

The girls watched cautiously. At this moment, Kaede Asano's face was as black as charcoal. What was placed on his desk was a series of life tragedies, including but not limited to: ex-wife's dystocia, current girlfriend's car accident, both parents' cancer... All three children suffer from congenital diseases...

"Heh, heh heh, heh heh heh!"''

"babble--!"

The girls moved back in fear, Kaede Asano lowered his head, crossed his palms against his forehead, and a eerie laugh came from his mouth.

Probably... collapsed?

This is the common thought in their hearts. Although Asano Kaede is always calm on weekdays and logically does not connect the game with reality, but suffering so many "tragedies", even a normal player will not feel good!

People are not machines, no matter how rational and calm they are, they cannot be free from emotional fluctuations unless they suffer from emotional disorders.

"I really... can't do anything."

"No one can protect, everyone will lose, no one can avoid the choice of life and death, everyone lives under the established destiny... everyone is like this, God uses his arrogance and ignorance to weave human life, a beautiful name It was a test, but in fact it was just a clumsy game he played unintentionally..."

A gloomy breath quickly spread from Asano Kaede's body, as if he had lost hope, and even despair was no longer a desperate person.

"Nissan, are you... are you okay?"

"..."

There was no response for a long time, and the tension on Jian Zixiao's face became more and more intense.But just when she stretched out her hand and was about to replace the game, she saw Kaede Asano suddenly raised her head and slowly shook her head in response.

"No problem. Previously, I just over-substituted the game plot, ignoring its own irrationality." Asano Kaede explained calmly, "However, although the creator of the game may have watched too many bloody romance dramas and had wild ideas, but Yihuan The tragedy of buckling one ring, if it is in the game of the club... Well, after going back, I have to discuss it with my seniors, and it would be better to arrange more plots that move people to tears."

"..."

Jianzi retorted without thinking: "Absolutely not! Nissan, you can't be so bad!"

Baihe Chuanhua: "Yes, it's too bad!"

Yihua: "I can't imagine, is Asano-kun so cruel?"

Er Nai: "Do you still have a conscience?"

Sanjiu: "Play with integrity."

Yotsuba: "Asano-san is scary."

Wu Yue: "That... Asano-kun, what the game is about is healing, not depression."

Not surprisingly, Asano Kaede was brutally reprimanded by them for his first thought, almost portraying him as a heinous bad guy.

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Say play the game for an hour, it can't be an hour and a half.Asano Kaede put away the game without any discussion, and arranged the textbooks, as if to feed the meager knowledge of the little girls.

"Ichika-san, if you don't mind, you can come and listen." He looked at the four sisters who were planning to play otome games with Yuga and suggested, "Next week's monthly exam, if you can have some Progress, I think Mr. Nakano won't be too entangled in finding tutors for you."

"Hey, it's useless." Yihua gave a natural answer, "It's no exaggeration to say that it's impossible for an idiot to keep up with Asano-kun's progress."

"...Although admitting that you are an idiot is not something to laugh at, using stupidity as an excuse to refuse to learn is really irritating."

"..."

Kaede Asano's response chilled the atmosphere of the four sisters.Although what he said is the truth, and it is also a further explanation of what Yihua said earlier, but self-deprecating and being ridiculed by others are completely different things!

However, they were angry when they were angry, but they couldn't refute it with a word.After all, what Kaede Asano said was only what they really thought in their hearts.

"Being good at using online resources is also a way of learning." Asano Feng said briefly to them, and then continued to tutor Jianzi, Xiaohua and Wuyue with their homework.

After the suggestion is given, whether it is implemented or not is their own problem.He is not their tutor, and the only person who needs to be responsible is May, so there is no need to do things that are neither beneficial nor pleasing.

A pig doesn't want to move, no matter how much you push it, it just wants to lie down in the shed and sleep soundly; if a person doesn't want to learn, no matter how hard you try, it will just collapse with the book.

Lack of motivation and opportunity to learn, where to find them is not a question that Asano Kaede should think about as an outsider.

Volume 141: Chapter 132 Chapter [-] Because of you—this is not something you can casually say to a girl

Although the learning time is long, it will eventually end.Outside the house, the orange-red sunset fell on the wooden shrine of the shrine, dyeing it crimson, like a shy girl.

As the gentle wind blew the paper on the table, Kaede Asano looked at the three girls who were exhausted. Although they didn't know how much they could listen to, they were far superior to others in their serious study attitude.

"Well, Asano-kun, thank you very much for today's tutoring, I will take today's..." Wu Yue was sorting out the books, and was about to talk about the tutoring fee, but was interrupted by him before he finished speaking.

"There is no tutoring fee. Today's review is entirely on my whim and not required by my duties." Asano Feng shook his head lightly, "What's more, if I ask you for tutoring fees, what about Jianzi and Xiaohua?"

"Here, knowledge is fairly given to everyone who studies hard. You and their earnestness is just what [knowledge] likes. I have no reason to ask you for tutoring fees...Of course, working hours are another matter .”

"Uh, okay." Wuyue pursed her lips, and had a better understanding of Asano Kaede's character in her heart, "Then Asano-kun, let's go back first..."

"The idea for the evening is to barbecue, just me and Jianzi and the others are somewhat lacking in fireworks."

"barbecue?!"

Before Yihua and the others yelled in surprise, Baihe Chuanhua looked at Asano Feng in surprise.

"Feng Nisang, you mean barbecue?"

As if afraid of getting it wrong, Lily Chuanhua grabbed Asano Kaede's arm directly, staring at every change of expression on his face with bright eyes.

"...It's a barbecue. The scenery behind the shrine is very good. My idea is to have a simple meal first, then prepare some barbecue ingredients and drinks, and have a barbecue party at night."

Asano Kaede smiled gently: "It's rare for everyone to gather here, I think we still need to leave some good memories for everyone."

"Hey, can we do it too?" Wu Yue blinked blankly, the thought in her heart was simple: barbecue, delicious barbecue, I really want to eat it!

"Of course, the so-called party, of course, should be lively and interesting... If it's just me and Miko and the others, with my personality, the party will probably be relatively cold, isn't it?"

Yihua next to him heard the words, and said honestly, "Asano-kun, your self-knowledge is still as strong as ever!"

"Where is your perception of me in the wrong direction? I always feel that the impression in your heart is a very strange person."

"..." Yihua couldn't refute.

As if she hadn't said anything, Yihua glanced at the sky, and asked suddenly: "Asano-kun, can we stay overnight at the shrine?"

"can."

"Eh?!"

Originally, I just asked casually. I thought the scenery here was good, so I thought about staying tonight to see if I could catch some fireflies or see the bright night sky that is rarely seen in urban high-rise buildings, but I didn't expect Kaede Asano to give it so decisively. answer.

She was so decisive that she was surprised, as well as suspicious.

Normally, shouldn't you be curious why she wants to stay overnight?Why... Asano-kun would directly agree?

"If you are not at ease, you can tell senior Yuga. She is the owner of the shrine, as long as the request is not excessive, she will agree."

Asano Kaede just said this, without trying to dispel the doubts in Yihua's heart.Some things can be explained, but some things... the more you talk, the more loopholes will become more, so it's better to let her guess it by herself.

The monstrous falsehood, the monstrous lie, who knows the truth behind the lie, or another more complicated lie?

"Well... what do you say? Do you want to spend the night here tonight?" Yihua scratched her cheeks in embarrassment, and her smile could hardly be maintained. "I think the scenery of the shrine is good, and it would be a great place to spend the night here." Nice experience."

As she spoke, she forced a dry laugh twice.

If she could go back in time, she would definitely go back in time and slap herself hard for thinking about spending the night for no reason.

"Ichika, you..." Nino sighed, his ice blue pupils falling on the others, "I don't have any objections, what about you?"

Although Miku, Yotsuba, and May all felt that it was strange to suddenly spend the night, but after thinking about it carefully, staying overnight at the shrine was also a good experience.And when they are there, they can chat, in fact, it's similar to sleeping with girls, there's nothing wrong with it.

It's just that after deciding to stay overnight, Nino seemed to think of some possibility, and after telling the sisters to discuss the ingredients with Kaede Asano, he found him walking down the mountain by himself.

"Hey, wait a minute."

"Nino, I have a name.

"I know, but I just want to call you that, can't I?" The girl was probably in a good mood. There was a little light in the girl's clear ice blue pupils, and then she stared straight at Asano Kaede and said seriously: "Even if Ichika doesn't If you say you want to spend the night here, you will find a reason for us to stay, right?"

"The simplest thing is to postpone the barbecue as far as possible or hold it for a longer time, and then because it is not safe to go home too late, it is logical for us to spend the night at the shrine... Is that right?"

"Probably not bad." Asano Kaede nodded.

"Can... tell me the reason?" Er Nai crossed his arms around his chest and asked Chi Chi.

In fact, she already had the answer in her heart, but sure enough...she still wanted to hear him say it.

It's weird, isn't it?

"because of you."

And what broke into my ears at this moment was Asano Kaede's capable answer that was not at all reserved, straightforward and without a trace of embellishment!

Bang~~~!

If there is a special effect, it must be that Nino's cheeks make a sound like a tomato explodes suddenly, it is as red as blood, which is shameful.

"You, you guy...can't you be more reserved when talking to girls!" Covering her red and hot face, Erno was feeling ashamed and angry at the moment, and she wanted to go over and kick him.

"Unnecessary subtlety will only cause a serious delay in the transmission of information or even packet loss." Asano Kaede shook his head lightly, "Besides, this is not confessing to a girl or saying something embarrassing. Deliberate subtlety will only cause your disgust and embarrassment. Misunderstanding, isn't it?"

"What you said... was completely, completely, seriously wrong from the beginning!"

Nakano Nino couldn't bear it anymore, fisted her hands on her sides, stepped forward, pointed at Kaede Asano aggressively and said, "You... think about how to answer my question!"

"..."

"Also! Your question is no longer ambiguous. Fundamentally speaking, is it different from the reference answer with only one [abbreviated] word? Is it because of me... because of me? Can you give a detailed answer? ?"

"..."

"Really, I really don't understand what's going on in your brain circuit. You can make such a low-level mistake... The number one in the world is speechless. What I said is that you are right!"

"..."

"Ah, really, why would I say these incomprehensible things to a wooden robot man who doesn't understand anything? I'm so stupid, right?"

Nino roughly rubbed the cherry-colored hair around her ears, walked in front, and said to Asano Kaede without looking back: "Let's go, I told them, we will have a fix tonight and everyone will be satisfied." BBQ party...don't delay my cooking time by standing there."

Asano Kaede: "..."

who I am?where am I?What did I say?

These are the three new philosophical questions.

Volume 142: Chapter 133 Chapter [-] So the girl thought that it would be better for him to go to another world!

Nino seemed to be in a good mood, walking in front of her, as long as she thought of Kaede Asano being stunned by her before, and now following her behind like a child who made a mistake, even an idiot would feel happy.

Hmph, who made you keep a cold face every day and really think that you are a zombie?

Holding her chest, the girl snorted arrogantly in her heart, but immediately a scene of a guy expressing "because of you" appeared in her mind, as if she really wanted to say "because of you", without any surprise , Nino's face turned red again.

She didn't know whether it was shame or anger, she turned her face away, and glared at Asano Feng again.

It's worth mentioning that Kaede Asano was thinking about what Nino said along the way.So with his head down, he couldn't notice the girl's stare at all, until he approached Nino, hesitated a little, and then slowly raised his head to look at the girl's side face.

By the way, the two of them had already left the shrine and came to the residential area at the foot of the mountain. The shops of all kinds were no worse than those in the urban area.

"I don't think there is anything unclear in my answer." Without giving Nino a chance to respond, Asano Kaede continued to follow his words, "The main reason for letting you stay overnight in the shrine is because of your condition. .”

"Although you will come to the shrine, it doesn't mean that you really believe that the shrine can solve your problems, but if it can make you feel at ease and let you have a good sleep tonight, I want to use the power of the gods to treat ordinary people. There is nothing wrong with saying that. Although this is a scientific society, people who seek comfort from the gods have never been cut off from ancient times to the present. This is the case now, and the future will be..."

As he said that, Asano Kaede paused briefly, then shook his head and said, "Sorry, I said some irrelevant things later... Actually, in general, I think this might be able to help you, even if it's just to comfort you."

"..."

A brief silence passed, and Nino looked at Asano Kaede's calm profile, feeling a little helpless.

"Wouldn't it be better to just tell me that at the beginning? It's a shame that you can say that easily misunderstood words. Where is your shame? It's strange..."

Afterwards, he muttered some words that Kaede Asano didn't know how to respond to, as if thinking of some questions that people didn't know how to express, Er Nao sometimes looked down at the ground, sometimes turned left and right to look at the shops on both sides, and finally gritted his teeth , turning his face to look at his side face again.

Sure enough, not an annoying face.

She thought to herself, the boy named [Asano Kaede] is only troublesome in character, but in terms of eyes, he is a person that people will not really hate when you look at it - this point, in the It's still evident after he's had his hair trimmed.

Admit it, she, Nakano Nino, is a real face control!