Dad, please let me push alone!

Idols, an industry that relies on the stage to make a living, especially need focus and appeal.

According to the rumors in the industry, the members of those popular girl groups who have broken through billions of hits on streaming media, who can rank in the C position, must be first-rate idols who have initially controlled [heart flow].

Among the many world-renowned girl groups, take [Deathbutterfly] as an example. The captain and C position of this girl group clearly grasped the existence of [Flow].

——Xie Qingyu.

This nationally famous Ziwei star is the core reason why Xie Qingxuan was directly regarded as a big devil by netizens before his debut.

The reason why the deduction method currently proposed by Kiromi Yayoi has attracted so much attention from the audience is because combined with her past experience, this method is too much like a path of immersion that is unique to her.

If she can continue to maintain the purity of her body and unswervingly move forward on the road of self-development, controlling [heart flow] will no longer be an unattainable thing.

Assuming that it is changed to a fantasy novel, this is the so-called capital of becoming a king.

Chu Yuanqing's little head was buzzing, she just felt confused, wasn't she being taught how to dance to overcome shame?How did you get into such a confusing field all of a sudden?

But the deductive method is easy to understand.

It is nothing more than through strong self-suggestion, the spiritual will can be temporarily sublimated, and then synchronized with the breathing deep in the soul, reaching a short-term resonance, and finally creating miraculous and incredible progress.

Chu Yuanqing understood it, and it can even be said that no one in the world understands it better than her.

Because of the blessing of [immortality], the premise of activating it is to believe that one will not die.

Theoretically speaking, if you want to activate this blessing, you must still firmly believe that death will not come at the moment when the soul and flesh and blood are crushed.

This engine mechanism of the Arabian Nights led to the fact that when the blessing of awakening was first awakened, no one in the huge city of the end thought that she would become the savior who could save the sky.

It turns out that

Chu Yuanqing did it. She distorted her own will, polluted her soul, tampered with the memory of blessings, and repeated this behavior many times after her rebirth. Forcibly relying on self-deception, she deceived herself to the end.

During this process, the spiritual method of self-suggestion has long been integrated into the instinct. As long as everything is reset to its original appearance once it is resurrected from the dead, it seems that a switch is immediately pressed in the depths of the soul, deleting the real conditions for the blessing to activate .

This blessing of [immortality], which has been utilized to the extreme, is the core reason why she can protect the fire of civilization with one person.

only……

The price is that the spiritual will as the core of the individual has fallen into a certain state of chaos like a withered flower, and it is difficult to distinguish the true self. In the late end of the world, one even needs to actively ask for death to reset the soul in order to breathe.

The reason why Chu Yuanqing hesitated to change his gender was because he didn't even know that he was still not himself, and this skin was almost the only evidence.

From this point of view, the transformation of life form is really like a new birth.

Chu Yuanqing looked back at himself in the past, it was like a statue that was gradually petrified by the curse.

And what about myself now?Just like the flesh and blood struggling to grow out of the statue, it has become much more relaxed and less dull than before. Even his personality and certain concepts have changed. He is more like a normal person and more alive.

Think about it carefully, if she was still herself a month ago, she wouldn't be ashamed to dance in a skirt, would she?

Chu Yuanqing's thoughts diverged, exploring life and true self.

Kirimi Yayoi looked at her in a daze, thinking that the other party thought it was too difficult, thought for a moment, and added:

"What I'm talking about is just a method I'm used to, and it doesn't necessarily apply to everyone."

"If Xiaoqing finds it too difficult, you can try not to start from yourself, and simply regard yourself on the stage as a world-class idol. Maybe it will also have a miraculous effect?"

Chu Yuanqing's wandering thoughts were interrupted, her eyes lit up, and she repeated:

"Think of yourself as some world-class icon?"

Makes sense.

Now that she has fallen so far that she can't even overcome the shame of dancing in a skirt, she might as well just imagine herself as someone else.

Although she still has to deal with the erosion of the sea of ​​truth, and she can't really hint at the spirit, but as long as she is slightly substituted into a very powerful idol, she can barely cope with the second rating, and there are large-scale performances, so that everyone will not be held back!

But to be honest, with her poor understanding of entertainment, she can't think of any world-class idols that can be realized.

Chu Yuanqing thought about it, and the name that popped into his head immediately was that close and reliable comrade-in-arms, the world mourner who was called the singer of the end.

—Charlotte.

Chu Yuanqing cheered up and said to himself:

"That's right, as long as you think of yourself as Charlotte and go on stage to dance, whether it's a cute move or a wink with a smiling face, everything becomes reasonable!"

Chu Yuanqing realized the truth.

Because it's Charlotte, it's only natural that she's cute.

Since it was Charlotte, there was no need for any shame.

Because it's Charlotte, she won't lose to any world-class idol.

Chu Yuanqing seemed to have found Tongtiandai, she was confident for a while, she just felt that the big thing was settled, she confidently asked Yayoi Kirigami to call the beat again, and dance the part that made the most mistakes just now.

Then, 10 minute passed.

The live broadcast room is a sea of ​​joy:

"Hahahaha, I'm sorry, Qing Bao, mom didn't want to laugh, but it's so cute, I just can't help it."

"Dare you laugh at my family, Qingbao? Did you do it on purpose, or accidentally????"

"It's only the second day, Qingqing will definitely do it!"

"Qing Bao is too mature, and it is indeed difficult to show a girlish look in dance, but I believe that he will improve in the future!"

Kirigami Yayoi blinked, hesitated to speak.

Chu Yuanqing's movements are still stiff, his expression is still lack of control, and his finer hand movements are always making mistakes. Even the circles that should show a light posture are like a music box with gears rhythmic, a little dancer who clicks and clicks. There is an indescribable beauty.

Well, to sum it up, little progress has been made.

Assuming that the dance just now was replayed in front of Chen Baijiu, the other party would probably attack him continuously for 10 minutes with a vicious tongue.

At this moment.

Chu Yuanqing felt very sad because he lacked a shortcut to fish.

Damn, it's because Charlotte is so cute, but I can't imagine myself as her at all!

What a deduction, a false thing.

Chu Yuanqing began to miss the invincible self in the past!

Kirimi Yayoi looked at the extremely sad Chu Yuanqing, feeling a little unbearable but also a little hopeful.

Xiaoqing respects and loves the stage so much, she must be worried about her rating in the next few days.

But this anxiety and pain are exactly the hurdles that a qualified idol has to go through. Only after going through these can you understand how precious the moment you stand on the stage is.

Yayoi Kirimi remembered her past. When she first joined that idol group, because she was the last member to join, she often had to spend a lot of energy to keep up with the progress of her predecessors.

In the end, the unscrupulous company delayed the originally agreed debut date on the grounds of poor grades.

This delay lasted two full years.

The girl who came to the bustling city from the countryside of Hokkaido with ignorance and dreams, chose to persevere amidst countless anxieties, doubts, low self-esteem, pain, fear of not being able to be on the stage, and even despair. .

Part-time work and training have become the main theme of life.

Kirimi Yayoi thought about giving up countless times, but she was still not crushed and managed to survive.

Although the days after debut were more difficult and the stage on which I stood was very narrow, the moment I stood under the spotlight with sweat dripping down my face and heard the few audience members shouting for an encore, everything seemed to have paid off.

From that moment on, she began to look forward to the future.

——I want to stand on a bigger stage.

——I want to become a better idol.

——I want to hear Encore like a tsunami.

Yayoi Kirimi has never liked to sing about suffering.

But I also have to admit that it was such a difficult and dark time that polished the tenacity hidden in the character, extracted the unparalleled desire for the stage, and shaped the self who is now endlessly enthusiastic and never give up.

The same is true now.

Only by accumulating enough sweat and hard work, and then standing on a real stage, can you breathe the sweetness of a poppy, which makes people follow you one after another, and moths fly into the flame; can you truly understand the weight of what a real idol means. .

This sweetness and awareness will extract enough enthusiasm to overcome distress.

Dream Weaver Rabbit said that the second rating is a rebirth.

But in her opinion, only by facing the audience in a large-scale performance can the self be transformed like a feather, and it can be regarded as a chance for rebirth.

Kirimi Yayoi read this and showed a sincere smile:

"Don't think too much, Xiaoqing, it will be fine when you are proficient in the movements."

"Shall we practice together a few more times?"

The girl looked at Chu Yuanqing's immature appearance dancing to the beat again, her lowered eyes were shining brightly, hiding her fiery expectations.

A second rating, and a premiere.

Xiaoqing, to what extent can these two opportunities allow you to grow?

I'm so looking forward to it, if you are really the same kind of person as I am, then go try... Let's be reborn from the ashes!

54. Like a saint flawless, training, interview. 4K

Time turns.

Three days passed in a flash.

The one-week training time is almost halfway through. Since the choreography and singing of "candy" are relatively simple, most of the contestants have successfully completed the singing and dancing, and have entered the stage of perfection and polishing.

From that day on, Chu Yuanqing temporarily gave up the idea of ​​using the deductive method to be lazy, and painstakingly followed the teachings of Tang Liuli, Yayoi Kirimi, and even the other trainees, and formally started hard training.

In addition to soft opening and vocal training, and even the basic skills of jazz dance, it is also necessary to take into account the study of music theory, the identification and learning of other dance types, and singing skills other than vocalization.

These are just fragmentary corners, the most important thing is to be proficient in the action splitting of "candy".

Although she can enter [Heart Flow] to speed up learning efficiency, it can be limited to debuffs in various aspects, and she can use it in a non-exercise state at most.

The girlish and sweet dance - "candy" - undoubtedly does not meet the activation conditions of [flow], which keeps the learning progress at a normal range.

Chu Yuanqing can barely complete the dance now. Although it is much better than three days ago, it looks very templated and will be praised by the audience in the live broadcast. .

Objectively speaking, this level is not to mention compared with C-level players, even F-level players can basically dance better than her, which is the bottom in the true sense.

But this is also helpless.

During the three days, she trained an average of 8-9 hours a day.

Although compared with some kings of scrolling, this time is not enough, but for this weak body, it is tantamount to one rough development after another. It makes the whole body sore and tired every day, and it is by no means a bad show. up.

Chu Yuanqing's rare free time in a day, apart from eating, was only to go back to the dormitory to shower and change clothes at noon and evening.

During this period, she will also take care of the housekeeping of the dormitory by the way. Like completing daily tasks, she will blow Xie Qingxuan's hair, help Liang Xiaoxiao wear colored contact lenses, and even occasionally be responsible for "coaxing" Tang Liuli to sleep, chatting with her before going to bed .

This meticulous care is like a mother and a young wife. On the contrary, it is the real daughter Chu Wangshu. Since she is not in the same dormitory and is all busy with training, she hardly has many opportunities to meet and communicate, so she does not feel this kind of care.

It is worth mentioning that the relationship between Chu Yuanqing and her roommate has become better in three days.

Xie Qingxuan looks very imposing and aloof, but in fact he is very polite, throwing away some paranoia, and even looks a little natural, especially when his hair is blown, he is super obedient, and the ends of his hair are fluttering like angel feathers. Like a dog.

Liang Xiaoxiao has a high EQ, and she loves to laugh. Although she said she has accepted the fate of being eliminated, she spends only a lot more time in the dance room than her every day. She is stubborn and fragile. She once cried secretly in the bathroom. A dream chaser who is not willing to accept reality.

Tang Liuli's atmosphere is gloomy, always reminiscent of the rain girl in the island country, she likes to cover up her social fear and inferiority complex with irascibility, and also has some insomnia and lack of love. She is a rare player who is not interested in being an idol, and her daily training is very routine. Likes the reduced presence in the corners.

Well, although sometimes I blush when I see myself, but I have a good heart, and there are some poor children.

And when Chu Yuanqing had an impression of his roommate, so did other people.

In Xie Qingxuan's first impression, Chu Yuanqing, like other people who are full of idol dreams, is an idiot who recklessly rushes into the cruel stage of "Flash Dance" without self-assessment and only with enthusiasm.

The only difference between this idiot and other idiots is that he is so good-looking that it is easy to look at.

As for the rest?

Xie Qingxuan herself didn't know that the obsession with destroying her sister's dream made her stop to watch the scenery on the side of the road. Even if she felt a little warmth, she didn't have the leeway to delve into it.

Liang Xiaoxiao's evaluation was relatively normal. She felt that Chu Yuanqing was very gentle. Even if she realized that she was crying, she just put a pack of tissues in the cabinet outside the bathroom. She was a girl who knew how to measure and was too beautiful.

But on the other hand, she finds it difficult to really get close to each other.

If Tang Liuli's social defense line is roses, hedgehogs, and city walls.

Chu Yuanqing's social defense line is the gentleness that he only tastes, the undisguised alienation in his eyes, and the suffocating loneliness in a trance.