Dad, please let me push alone!

It was already early in the morning, and Xie Qingxuan and Tang Liuli had both come back to sleep. Only Liang Xiaoxiao's bed was empty.

Where did this kid go?

Chu Yuanqing thought for a while, but because he was too sleepy, he had no plans to think deeply, so he immediately lay down wrapped in a quilt, and soon fell asleep.

Not long after, the door of the dormitory was opened.

Liang Xiaoxiao walked in silently. She seemed to have used the public bathroom outside and came back after showering and drying her hair. She still exuded the fragrance of shower gel.

The girl's makeup-free face was pure and childish, her eyes were still a little red, and her expression seemed calm as she accepted the reality. She climbed into bed silently, as if she didn't feel safe, and folded herself into the quilt like a spring roll, wrapping herself in it. Strictly.

Looking at it from a distance, it looks like a big bug, revealing a kind of limpid cuteness and funnyness.

Liang Xiaoxiao began to review the game seriously.

The second rating failed, and there is a high probability that the performance will not be able to occupy a good position.

In the subsequent group competition, if you form a team freely or are selected by high-rated players, then you will most likely be selected as the leftover group. Even if you are lucky enough to get into the winning group, you will be outshone. , could not get many individual votes.

Alas, no matter how you think about it, there is no possibility of debut.

The more Liang Xiaoxiao thought about it, the sadder he became.

After coming off that stage, her dream of staying a few more rounds was extremely close to being shattered. The time she spent in "Flashdance" was spent waiting for the final judgment to come.

Liang Xiaoxiao couldn't help crying, her personality is optimist, even if she is forced by her parents to sign a "deed of sale", she will motivate herself, draw cakes for herself, tell herself that the future is promising every day Sooner or later he will become a big star.

But after working in that company for almost a year, seeing all my former classmates take the college entrance examination and go to university, but my own future is bleak, no matter how optimistic my personality is, I will feel frustrated and sad.

As for Flashdance…

For her, this program is like a cup of poison full of hope. It can not only change her own destiny, but also narrow the path she can walk in the future, until it leads to a dead end of despair.

But now, the sugar-coated shell of hope is almost peeled off, and the remaining bitterness and despair are gradually melting away, and an increasingly hopeless future is outlined in my mind.

Liang Xiaoxiao was aggrieved and wept quietly. She sniffled her nose and wanted to wipe her snot, but found that she had wrapped herself too tightly and couldn't pull her arms out. She couldn't help crying even louder.

In the next second,

A slender hand held a tissue to cover his mouth and nose, gently helping to wipe away his tears and snot.

Liang Xiaoxiao looked at the person standing on tiptoe with tears in her eyes. She seemed to be bathed in the light of the sky. She was majestic and sacred, and her delicate face was full of gentle smiles, making people hallucinate like a benevolent god high in the clouds.

It was Chu Yuanqing.

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Chu Yuanqing silently put down her tiptoes, looked at the little girl who wrapped herself in spring rolls like a fool, and cried more and more happily, couldn't help touching her head, and comforted her in a low voice:

"Xiaoxiao, don't cry. If you have anything, you can tell me."

After Chu Yuanqing finished speaking, he sighed quietly in his heart.

She had just fallen asleep for a few minutes when she heard the person on the upper berth crying.

Although it can be ignored, after all, the mechanism of "Flash Dance" is determined. Sooner or later, a large number of people will become stepping stones and victims.

But Liang Xiaoxiao and Chu Wangshu are about the same age, and in her eyes, they are the kind of children who should not face the wind and rain, as long as they are happy every day.

Chu Yuanqing couldn't fall asleep listening to the crying of the child.

Liang Xiaoxiao's eyes were full of tears, as if she was looking at a savior, she looked at her super invincible and lovely roommate Daxia, she felt that the grievance in her heart had lost its shackles, and her lacrimal glands were liberated, and she crazily dropped the little pearls. She suppressed her crying and tried to whisper: :

"Uuuuuuuuuah, Qingqing, I'm an idiot and can't get out of the quilt."

Chu Yuanqing held his breath, trying not to smile out of respect.

Chu Yuanqing silently wiped the child's tears with a tissue, just like a jailer undoing the shackles of a prisoner, freeing him from the stupid state of spring rolls.

Liang Xiaoxiao twitched and sat up, her swollen ankle was still wrapped in gauze, and with the support of Chu Yuanqing, she slowly got out of the bed, put on pink fur rabbit slippers, sat on the pony tie, and looked It looks very wronged.

Liang Xiaoxiao felt ashamed of herself, not to mention being comforted by the younger girl, and even felt a kind of tolerant motherhood from her.

The worst thing is that thinking like this, Xianggui still feels very useful when being touched on the head, which makes her feel even more ashamed.

Chu Yuanqing handed over a few tissues, she touched Liang Xiaoxiao's head like comforting a child, and said softly:

"Okay, smile, wipe away your tears, don't cry for now, go out and sit with me?"

There are still people sleeping in the dormitory, so it is definitely not suitable for chatting.

Liang smiled obediently and nodded.

Chu Yuanqing helped her, and the two walked out of the dormitory together.

The corridor of the F building is very spacious, and along the way you can see some vending machines that you can use at will with the authorization card.

There are still many entertainment facilities in the building, but no one cares about them so far.

Probably in order to take care of the mental state of the contestants, there is a 24-hour park area at the bottom of the building that is covered by a virtual system, which will synchronize the weather, wind speed, and temperature of the outside world, perfectly simulating the fresh air and reproducing the pleasant evening breeze. , soft moonlight.

Chu Yuanqing found a bench, and sat down side by side with Liang Xiaoxiao. She took two cups of hand-warming coffee by the side of the road, handed a bottle to someone else, and then looked up at the false crescent moon on the dome. Be quiet and don't speak.

Because she had experienced multiple dissociations of personality, she could be regarded as a long-term healer. She had counseled many comrades on their psychological problems and was Ye Luzi's spiritual mentor.

Liang Xiaoxiao's situation is obvious. Like Xie Qingxuan, she suffered a stage failure.

Judging from the injury on her ankle, she probably had an accident and sprained her foot on the stage.

In this case, not to mention raising the rating, it is difficult to keep the D grade. Not to mention the effort of the past week was in vain, and there is a high probability that there will be no scenes in the second episode of the program.

And unlike Xie Qingxuan, she was born in a small company with no resources to operate behind her, and her personal strength is not outstanding. This loss is enough to determine the future destiny, and it is difficult to have a chance to start again.

It can only be said that in such a situation, it is normal to cry, and the comfort of words is very pale.

Therefore, Chu Yuanqing waited until the little girl next to him calmed down a bit before opening the conversation.

She didn't mention the stage and idols, and she didn't talk about the second rating. Instead, she talked about the daily life and picked up the corners of the topic.

Liang Xiaoxiao was a little dazed, Chu Yuanqing's voice was pleasant, and there was sweetness hidden in the slight milky smell, as if the sky washed by rain had a magical power of drowning.

If it was fine on weekdays, but it seemed that because she wanted to comfort others, she inadvertently lowered her voice and slowed down her tone of voice, making the breath from her lips extraordinarily vivid, like a softly sung ballad by the fireplace, swaying her soul and consciousness , slowly dragging it into a warm embrace.

The girl was in a daze, and felt her whole body became lighter, as if she was praying devoutly in a church, and the sunlight from the dome passed through the stained glass, giving a holy baptism.

This kind of warmth, which is different from the original family, pours into the solid atrium like flowing water.

Those scars hidden in the heart and abscess wounds that have not yet healed have been healed for a short time in a gentle and silent manner.

Liang Xiaoxiao realized.

She used to think that Tang Liuli was too naive, so she asked Qingqing to read her bedtime stories every day.

But thinking about it now, it wasn't that Tang Liuli was too childish, but that when Qingqing became gentle, her voice was so enticing that anyone would want to listen to it every day.

Even if he is as mature as himself, now he still wants to tell each other bedtime stories every day.

And with Chu Yuanqing's continued questioning, all these thoughts disappeared.

Liang Xiaoxiao's head was almost lowered, and everything was poured out like beans in a bamboo tube.

She said that she was forced by her mother to do farm work since she was a child, and she almost didn't have any books to read. Later, the local government introduced a policy, saying that only elementary schools with subsidies can go to school.

She said that when she was in junior high school, her father started to drink heavily. She felt that she was losing money, and she didn’t know where to hear the gossip. One day when she was drunk, she almost strangled her to death, thinking that she could cheat the insurance company a lot of money.

She said that after her younger brother was born, the elders in the family would no longer smile when they saw her, and would only frown, as if looking at a difficult burden.

She said that when she was forced to sign the contract, apart from being sad and wronged, she also felt a little relieved, because she didn’t owe her parents any more, and she didn’t have to stay in this small backward county, let alone stay in the This cold home.

Liang Xiaoxiao also talked a lot. She seemed to be suffocated. From the unpalatable work meal at the company to the perfunctory teaching attitude of the course teacher, and even the trivial things about her waistline getting smaller recently, she poured it all out.

The girl's expression also changed from the initial grievance to a brisk smile. She covered the coffee can with both hands, sniffing the heat rising from it, took a sip, and relaxed her whole body.

Sometimes that's the case.

Even if the problem is not solved, the suffering of the past is still a piercing blade, but as long as you confide it to others, it seems that the accumulated pressure is tilted away, and you gain spiritual comfort and relief.

Chu Yuanqing's eyes were a little more pity, she had read all of Qianfan's old things, so she naturally knew that even if there was no [God of Calamity] and [Beast of Calamity], all living beings would suffer other sufferings in the world of mortals.

Great Xia is already the most developed country in the Donghuang Federation, and occupies a very high position in the world's economic system, but the prosperity of the prosperous age, the overall peace, and the happiness of the majority still cannot prevent the growth of silt and filth.

As a savior, she can sacrifice millions of her own bodies to create a world line where [disaster gods] and [disaster beasts] do not exist, but she cannot create a utopia where everyone can be happy.

Human nature is evil.

This argument may seem extreme, but there are always cases in the world that make people believe in it.

Liang Xiaoxiao's family is just a microcosm.

Chu Yuanqing had seen too much suffering and tasted too much malice from human nature.

—betrayal, deceit, disappointment, injury, ridicule, conspiracy.

——If you want to save the world in that era that is like a quagmire, you must first step through the thorns paved with malice by your compatriots.

Chu Yuanqing should be numb to the suffering in the world, but because he is able to listen to the gaps in all things and see the soul realm of regular dots and lines, he still maintains his original intention without flaws.

On the girl's otherworldly face, there is a look of love and compassion, and the clear eyes are stained with compassion, and the lantern pendant on the chest is slightly hot, releasing the personal charm hidden in the depths of the soul.

Chu Yuanqing reached out to caress the other person's cheek, her slender palms fell down, and the moonlight cast a veil on the fingertips in response to the scene, just like the gradually dyed halo when the gods bestowed believers.

"Smile, your parents are undoubtedly scumbags, your economic company is a bastard who takes advantage of people's dangers, "The Shining Stage" is also very realistic and cruel, you may be eliminated soon, and you will never be able to go on stage for the rest of your life. There is no way to become an idol."

"But don't be disappointed in this world, and don't be disappointed in the future."

"There must be many good people waiting for you in the future. As long as you work hard and continue to be positive and optimistic, you will always meet someone who makes you feel warm and loved from the bottom of your heart."

"And at the moment when we met, even if the suffering in the past will not disappear, the happiness you can taste can still make you feel that life has meaning."

"So, don't cry, your life is still long, isn't it?"

Liang Xiaoxiao was a little dazed, the temperature of the fingertips touched the skin, and it was clearly cool to the touch, but the instant his heart was throbbing, it melted into a violent scalding, which made his white and tender face suddenly stained with rouge.

Chu Yuanqing's voice, like a feather slipping down his ears, was so itchy that it confuses people's minds. The warmth and concern reflected from the words were like sharp knives piercing into the thick heart, and the painful emotions burst out.

The girl only felt her heart pounding, far more nervous than when she was standing on the stage.

She stared blankly at the person who was close at hand, but also as far away as a god and Buddha, who was giving love and salvation. Some kind of emotion that broke through the previous concepts burned the tip of her heart like wildfire.

Liang Xiaoxiao has never experienced family affection. She was rejected by her grandparents when she was a child. Her father treated her as a loser and her mother blamed her for not being a boy. The reason why her character is optimistic and cheerful is because she has to be optimistic and cheerful.

So the warmth in the chest, the burning heat on the tip of the heart, the longing and comfort spreading in the depths of the soul are all so strange, so strange that it is difficult to recognize them for a while.

It's so warm, so loving, so longing.

Liang Xiaoxiao lowered his head obediently, mist formed in his pupils, subconsciously like a puppy, rubbing against that soft palm, as if greedy for love that he had never tasted before.

The deep scar in her chest fell off and was replaced by a hollow, greedily devouring this intense warmth, transforming it into joy rushing into her whole body like an electric current.

Chu Yuanqing didn't feel that something was wrong, but just sighed secretly, feeling that Xiaoxiao was too lacking in love, and no one cared for him since he was a child, so now that he was cared for a little bit, he didn't know what to say.

Although Xiao Shu didn't have a mother since she was a child, and due to the erosion of the curse, she didn't give much attention to the other party after junior high school, but at least she was cooking three meals a day.

Even though the material conditions were not good in her childhood, she tried her best to give love and companionship.

Liang Xiaoxiao's family is complete, but to be honest, not only did she not get any affection from her family, but she has tasted all the cold and warm things in the world. She is much more pitiful than Xiao Shu.

After Chu Yuanqing squeezed her face, he glanced at the fake crescent moon on the dome, withdrew his hand casually, and said softly:

"Okay, it's getting late now, shall we go back to sleep?"

Liang Xiaoxiao was like waking up from a dream, and suddenly tasted great reluctance and loss, and then was overwhelmed by strong shame, and even the corners of his eyes were flushed.

The little girl was dazed and followed the other party step by step, and returned to the dormitory. She didn't start to sort out her thoughts until she lay back on the bed.

Well, Qing Bao said, I will meet someone in the future who will make me feel warm and loved from the bottom of my heart, and I will understand the meaning of life from this.

But being warm...and being loved?

Isn't this how Qing Bao made me feel just now? !

Liang Xiaoxiao stood up suddenly, her pupils trembling.

She glanced at Chu Yuanqing's bed with a guilty conscience, then rolled silently on the bed, wrapped herself in spring rolls and pretended to be dead, her brain was out of order.

What's the situation, I'm too bad, right?

What am I imagining about the young Qingqing?

Am I in love with her?Or did she empathize with the role of mother?No, no, no, no matter which one it is, it’s too perverted!

Liang Xiaoxiao felt that he was a normal person.

At least before she was shrouded in someone's brilliance, her original family was abnormal, and she was still quite right.

But now, she not only doubts her sexual orientation, but also begins to doubt her mental state.