Dad, please let me push alone!

She coughed up the blood all over the bathroom, so how painful would that be?

Chu Yuanqing is so kind to me, there is no one in the world who treats me better than her.

This kind of love without any conditions, only out of compassion, kindness, gentleness, and pity, no one will be willing to give alms to himself.

But I only care about myself, I am the same as my mother, I am the same as my father, they are all selfish, despicable, disgusting, tainted with madness, things that should not live.

The girl's pupils were filled with bright red, a kind of strong remorse, sadness, despair, self-loathing, self-destruction, and even anger that swallowed everything turned into flaming flames. Opened the door to [Flow].

This moment, six years later.

No, it’s been 17 years.

For the first time since she was born, Tang Liuli entered the realm of [heart flow] with her own emotions. Her emerald-colored pupils set off a spiral vortex, an inexplicable spiritual position, which finally enabled her to touch her mother's "gift". ".

In the next breath, all the messy domination, hints, and guidance were all destroyed.

Tang Liuli was finally free, she had never been so free before.

During the 11 years from being controlled all the time before the age of 11 to being restrained and tortured by her mother's deathbed gift after the age of 6, she never really lived for herself for a moment.

Ironically,

When she was truly free and able to live for herself, she only thought about... embracing death quickly.

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Tang Liuli stumbled off the bed, and after using 【XinFlow】to burn off the filth, she finally returned to normal, turning back into that timid and gloomy social fear.

At this moment, the words and deeds like the train derailed before are all alienated and abstracted in the mind, and turned into monsters that trample and destroy wantonly in the spiritual world, mercilessly playing video games, watching animations, sleeping, and drinking happy water. Tang Liuli all died.

——I really want to die, I'm ashamed, I want to die, I'm ashamed, I want to die, I'm ashamed.

Even if she didn't feel guilty towards Chu Yuanqing, and she didn't have extreme self-loathing, the social fear could be described as being torn apart by five horses, and the execution experience of having her self-esteem and soul crushed back and forth was enough for her to choose to commit suicide immediately.

Now these three are added together, the idea of ​​leaving this beautiful world as soon as possible, galloping horses in the chaotic brain, continuing to make great strides, has already surpassed the peak.

Tang Liuli staggered to the desk. She didn't think at all, and she didn't dare to continue thinking. She held the ballpoint pen in the pen holder tremblingly, and was about to stab her throat with her backhand.

But in the next breath, cold and angry reprimands echoed in the room:

"Tang Liuli!!!"

Tang Liuli suddenly dreamed of being reprimanded by the crew director, being slapped by her mother with a ruler, and asked by the head teacher why she didn't do her homework. blank.

——It's so scary, so scary, Qing... Qing's mother is so scary when she gets angry!

Chu Yuanqing wiped off the blood on her lips, her expression was calm, the golden pupils that used to be kind and gentle, looked like flowing magma, swallowing up all the tenderness, leaving only the burning rage.

At that moment, with the brilliance of humanity at its core, the charm of a witch who hides a high-minded divinity also withdrew all compassion and brilliance following the violent turmoil of the master's emotions.

The power of the gods is like a prison, and the power of the gods is like the sea.

The brilliance that was more bewitching than the succubus has turned into a deterrent force that oppresses the spirit.

Chu Yuanqing was indeed angry. She was very gentle and easy to speak, but it didn't mean she had no bottom line.

If the previous cheating kisses and being pressed on the bed were just children's pranks, then the current suicide behavior has undoubtedly raised the problem to another level.

Chu Yuanqing does not deny those who choose to commit suicide. Among the comrades she is familiar with, 6% died in the process of fighting against the disaster tide and [God of Disaster], and the remaining 4% chose to commit suicide.

Among them, some lost their loved ones, some were disabled and did not want to drag others down, some were fed up with being displaced and wanted to die in their homeland, some despaired of this era because of [God of Calamity], some had a mental breakdown and went completely crazy... …

This is the helplessness in the background of the times. Choosing to live and continue to fight at that time is far more fearful and desperate than simply dying.

Didn't Chu Yuanqing think that only in such a background can one choose the path of committing suicide, the suffering in the world is always strange, perhaps for some people, committing suicide is not a child's play and an impulsive decision.

But the current Tang Liuli is a joke in her eyes.

Because she is still a child, her emotions are changeable and complex, her personality is green and immature, and her choices are impulsive and irrational.

What she needs now is not doting, but a serious education in the true sense.

Chu Yuanqing walked up to the green-eyed cat, threw the blouse on the other's head, took the ballpoint pen away from her hand, and threw it on the table next to her. She was not as gentle and close as before, and asked calmly and detachedly. road:

"Tang Liuli, put on your clothes first, and then tell me, why do you want to die?"

Tang Liuli was terrified.

It is said on the Internet that the more gentle and honest a person is, the more terrifying it is to start a fire.

This is the case now, how warm the maternal love she has drawn from the other party in the past is, how huge the anger and disappointment she feels now, it is like the star core veins blooming with rose texture, suffocating, hot, terrifying, and awe-inspiring.

At this moment, the green-eyed cat who likes to be a thief of motherly love and commits "female ex-mother offenders" is severely punished by iron and blood.

Tang Liuli curled up and trembled, with a confused expression, almost abstracted into color blocks, and immediately escaped from this world.

But just because she was too scared, she didn't dare to pretend to be dead and pretend she couldn't hear, so she could only tremblingly put her head behind the blouse, fiddled with her bangs to cover her eyes, like a short foot that was so cowed that she didn't even dare to blow her hair The cat, lying on the ground tremblingly, apologized frantically:

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm a maggot, I'm a liar, I'm a pervert, I'm a Cuban shrew that should have died 7600 million years ago."

"I didn't even consider that dying here would cause trouble to Xiao Qing. I'm so stupid that I'm worse than a paramecium. Please forgive me. I can do anything. I wear a maid outfit, dance and learn how to bark like a dog and lick my shoes. , as long as you are not angry, anything is fine."

Chu Yuanqing let Tang Liuli continue to think casually. She had already seen the other party's problem and realized that simple tenderness was meaningless to the current other party.

Rather, part of the reason why Tang Liuli wanted to die was because she felt that her actions had hurt him.

Although from God's point of view, the other party didn't take advantage of the kiss, even the kiss itself triggered the magic replenishment mechanism, which greatly healed the sequelae of the curse and the magic rejection.

Even, Chu Yuanqing himself didn't feel that he was being disadvantaged, and that he was making a lot of money in a subjective sense.

But the problem is that Tang Liuli doesn't know these details, and being gentle to her will only amplify the guilt and have the opposite effect.

Therefore, she needs to go through a harsh, harsh, and even cruel education.

Chu Yuanqing took out his mobile phone, and the avatar of his daughter Sunflower shook slightly on the screen interface, showing that he had sent several messages, including a selfie photo of sitting in a coffee shop.

Chu Yuanqing replied to his daughter's message first, saying that he had already driven to the vicinity of Zhelong Town and was coming here on foot. After arriving in 5 minutes, he looked down at the green-eyed cat and asked calmly:

"As long as I'm not angry, you'll do anything I say, won't you?"

"Even if it is unreasonable and unreasonable, breaks through your personal principles, tramples on your personal dignity, and violates your citizen's right to life, will you still obey?"

Tang Liuli nodded her head like a smash, she didn't dare to call the current Chu Yuanqing Qing Bao.

What big devil?What Sakura girl?If Qingma gets angry, she will be more terrifying than all the bad women combined!

The little girl trembled and swore tearfully:

"I will be obedient, I can do anything, I can ask for anything."

Chu Yuanqing looked at this scene with a subtle dislike in his eyes. No matter how cute the green-eyed cat is, he would look downcast after having a runny nose. She threw a pack of tissues and smashed it on the cat's head, maintaining a cold expression. tone, said:

"Then first, no suicide."

Just as Tang Liuli wanted to speak, she was severely suppressed by disgusted eyes.

Chu Yuanqing continued:

"Don't you feel sorry for me? Not only will suicide not solve the problem, but it will also cause me a lot of trouble."

"Haven't you ever thought about what kind of public opinion will come from the outside world when a former talented child star commits suicide after a performance?"

"Once this kind of scandal occurs, even if "Flashdance" is not forced to stop, the popularity will be suppressed by the country, 167 contestants will be affected by you, and "Flashdance" in Kyoto will be the biggest winner."

"This is just the beginning. Online viewers will hold a magnifying glass and observe all the players who have a good or bad relationship with you in front of the camera. They will wonder whether you have suffered bullying or cold violence."

"And that includes me."

Chu Yuanqing's eyelashes drooped, and the gilt in her pupils showed a strange coldness. She just looked down like this, as if she was asking for blame with her eyes, filled with disappointment and alienation.

Tang Liuli's expression was stiff, as if in an ice cellar.

well?Am I hurting Xiaoqing by committing suicide?Am I... am I going to be really hated by Xiaoqing?

No, absolutely not!

As long as he thinks that he will be hated by Chu Yuanqing, and that he will no longer be able to get the other party's pity, intense fear will grow wildly and spread to the whole body.

The girl's heart kept falling, and a sense of emptiness flooded her whole body. She frantically shook her head in denial, and wanted to say something, but she became more and more suffocated and speechless.

until...

"I will forgive you, as long as you promise to keep the promise."

These words were like giving oxygen, making her break free from the dark sea and suddenly come to life.

Tang Liuli immediately sat upright like a good student, nodded repeatedly, and replied:

"Yeah, I'm obedient, I'm very obedient."

Hearing this, Chu Yuanqing felt a little more gratified on her indifferent face. As if giving a reward, she stretched out her hand and stroked the green-eyed cat's head. After realizing that the other party started to enjoy herself, she retracted her gaze in time, feeling a little nervous. Something is wrong.

No, as expected, the child must be severely punished.

Chu Yuanqing thought carefully for a moment, looked at Tang Liuli who had just shown a happy expression, and said lightly:

"By the way, from today onwards, your bedtime story will be cancelled."

Tang Liuli was confused for a moment, she was like an unbelievably sad cat after the cat food bowl was taken away, her emerald green pupils became round, the smile on her lips gradually disappeared, the whole person was like a frozen abstract painting, crackling Crack open.

The little girl's lips moved for a long time, her eyes filled with tears and she didn't dare to say anything. She could only swallow her sobs and nod to show that she was obedient.

Chu Yuanqing didn't have any tolerance for this. She was tolerant when she was doting, but she would not soften her heart easily when she became strict. Instead of staying on this topic, she said bluntly:

"I have to go out beforehand, so you can stay here and do your homework."

Tang Liuli blinked, and asked in a low voice in confusion:

"Operation?"

Chu Yuanqing picked up the ballpoint pen on the table, glanced at the ink inside, and gave a devilish answer:

"Yes, it's homework, reflect on what you did wrong today, use this to write a self-criticism, and then write down your recent work plans and plans, discuss your life and dreams carefully, and write down all your favorite foods and hobbies, seriously thinking about your true sexuality..."

Chu Yuanqing seriously raised the request for another 3 minutes before continuing:

"Just use the pen you're going to use to commit suicide and write until the ink is gone."

"No counting of words, no wasting of ink in the pen, let alone perfunctory work."

"Put your phone here to record the video yourself, and I will come to check and accept them one by one."

After finishing speaking, she added a terrifying threat:

"If the writing is not good, when I tell Qingxuan and Xiaoxiao a bedtime story in the future, you have to put on the earphones and you are not allowed to listen at all."

Tang Liuli was greatly shocked. She had comforted herself just now. Although she didn't have the right to choose the story, she could still eavesdrop on Qingma telling other people stories!

Woohoo, how could there be such a vicious punishment in this world?

What is the difference between this and a newlywed wife telling her husband that she will never have a doo with him for the rest of her life, and if she works less than [-] hours of overtime a week, she will ask two yellow-haired men to have a big doo next to her every day? !

"I...I...I promise to complete the task."

Tang Liuli didn't dare to object. She picked up the ballpoint pen on the table with trembling hands, regretting why she didn't pick the one with the least ink in front. She swallowed her bitterness and sorrow, sat obediently on her seat, set up her mobile phone to record, and found out Opened the brand-new notebook, and began to do homework crying.

After Chu Yuanqing glanced, suppressing the guilt in her heart, she walked out the door, entered the bathroom, washed up, used magic power to disguise the color of her eyes and hair, and sighed with a complicated expression:

"Schizophrenia, and there is a high probability that it is related to family shadows."

"Even so, Liuli was still at that time, suppressing the illness with [heart flow], what a poor and strong child."

Although it is a despicable thing to use Liuli's empathy and dependence on himself to restrain moral kidnapping, but at present this is the best way.

But it doesn't matter, I believe that if she makes a few more friends, and like Yayoi, she can really love a certain industry, and she can gradually get out of the psychological shadow.

As for now, she has to focus on her cute little padded jacket.

...

...

In a few minutes, the coffee shop.

The wind chimes swayed, and the crisp sound dispelled a few strands of summer sleepiness.

Chu Wangshu looked at her father who was sipping coffee in front of her, with tired eyes and brows, and her temperament was getting more and more vicissitudes. She hid the gift bag to the side nervously for no reason, and uttered the first sentence in silence:

"Dad... have you been working hard recently? You look tired."

Chu Yuanqing sat nervously at a corner of the bar where she could see her little padded jacket. At the same time, because she asked Tang Liuli for the key, she was able to link to the surveillance screen to watch it. She was well-prepared .

The magic avatar is good at everything, the appearance is flawless, the expression is lifelike, and even the touch, temperature and even fingerprints can be reproduced perfectly, but there are only two points that need special attention.

First, the consumption of mana is large.