I am Lapland’s rat!

The classmates gave little Jaston strange nicknames, poured expired drinks on his desk, and pretended to invite him to a party. When the excited little Jaston arrived at his destination, he was told that they had already changed. place.

Many people only experience such pure malice in childhood.

When they grow up, people begin to do evil only to those who conflict with their own interests, but when they are children, violence often only requires a simple excuse.

It has to be said that little Jaston was still very keen at that time. He sensed that this was a big crisis related to him being abandoned by the school society.

Some bullied people will be like little Jayston. When they find that the power of the group and "atmosphere" is invincible, they will try their best to please and imitate the bully, trying to persuade the bully and let the bully Think he's on the same page as them.

Little Jeston did just that.

In the class at that time, the leader of the bad students was a tall and big kid. That person would always brag about his family background, parents, and cousin who was a gangster in the class. Sometimes he would scold Fang Qiudi with various The angle bitterly belittles all those outside the clique.

This is a very charismatic way of doing things among children.

Little Jeston is the person whom the "boss" belittles the most, and he is also afraid and envious of the "boss" who has many followers.

So he began to imitate instinctively.

When the homework assigned by the teacher is a bit difficult, little Jeston will say:

"How can Catalina (the teacher's name) be so kind in assigning homework of this level? She must be taking her anger out on the students when she is in a bad mood. This is the kind of garbage our school only wants!"

When he sees someone running on the playground after school, little Jeston will say:

"This kind of person is just someone who shows off his practice to the teacher, but in real life he is a soft-footed shrimp. This kind of person will definitely not be able to outrun even me, Jeston!"

Even when the school's greenery was changed from fruit trees to deciduous trees that don't grow insects, little Jaston would say disdainfully:

"Isn't it just that changing the greening can make corruption better? Who doesn't know the principal's methods? Even if I, Jeston, become the principal, I will be better than that dog!"

……

At first, Jeston's performance aroused surprise from his classmates.

Among them, some people believe it, but more people just think that Jeston's words are funny. They can always point at Jeston the next second after he finishes his pretentious comments about pointing the country. nose and laughed.

Jeston's grandiose manner certainly doesn't make him someone like "The Boss."

Therefore, he worked harder and used superficial confidence to disguise his inferiority complex. He even deceived himself, just to say arrogant words without thinking again and again——

Although, his efforts were in the wrong direction from the beginning, he did not become the boss after all.

But in the process of working hard, little Jaston suddenly discovered that in fact, as long as they did not do harm to him, but laughed at him when he spoke out, it could already become the meaning of his existence in the class.

Young Jeston understood.

Rather than moving towards the ending of a loser, it is better to let him become a funny character among the crowd who can make people laugh as long as he shows his face and speaks.

Chapter 219 A Piece of Bread

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If things end here, then Jaston may gradually forget those unpleasant memories of his childhood in his subsequent life experiences. Occasionally, at class reunions, he may still be able to mention them with a smile. He may have awakened to the desire to perform back then. talent.

But fate did not favor Jeston like this.

"..."

Jeston almost forgot about that incident - if today, many years later, he had not come to the prison under Lapland's instruction and met again these brave men who challenged the Colombian order.

The sky was gray that day.

At that time, Jeston was in the fifth grade. He had successfully blended into the small group of bad students by virtue of his "character" and became a marginal figure in the small group.

Every day after school, "Boss" and his friends would take Jaston to play.

However, it is said to be "playing", but in fact it is just imitating social people and gangsters wandering the streets with nothing to do, and sometimes making some nasty jokes to each other or passers-by.

After all, they are elementary school students, and they don't really do anything sinful. The worst thing Jeston has ever done is to spit gum on the road and wait for a lucky passer-by to step on it.

But that day, the "boss" suddenly said to them:

"Hey, let's go play with my cousin. He has been picked up from his cell."

The "boss"'s cousin is a small gang leader and went to jail some time ago. Even Jeston knows this.

As a member of the fringe of the small group, Jaston still has some conscience and fear of criminals, but other friends don't think so.

They cheered excitedly, wanting to see what the big guys who had been to prison looked like.

Jeston was coerced by them until he met the "boss"'s cousin in an alley.

That person really fits Jeston's impression of a social person.

He was tall and thin, with dyed hair and tattoos, and always had a naughty smile. When the primary school students saw him, the criminal was still holding a lit cigarette between his teeth, sitting casually on an abandoned iron table. on the luggage box.

Just seeing him, Jeston felt scared in his heart, and couldn't help but quietly stood at the back of the team.

But the others didn't have any fear at all and stepped forward. The "boss" stood next to his cousin with dignity. The other children swarmed up and asked what it was like in prison and what crime the cousin had been arrested for. Went to jail.

Some of the cousins ​​answered in detail, while others smiled disdainfully.

The "boss" stood attentively next to his cousin and began to introduce his friends to his cousin.

Although Jeston prayed silently in the back, soon, inevitably, his cousin turned his attention to the gray-haired Liboli child who had been silent in the back.

The "boss" introduced him smoothly: "Cousin, this is Williams. He is a guy who often brags and talks nonsense."

"Oh?" My cousin leaned forward slightly and asked with some interest:

"You're talking nonsense? Come on, boy, brag to me."

Jeston felt a discomfort and tried to avoid his cousin's eyes several times, but soon he saw the "boss" and his friends looking at him with an unkind look.

So, he had no choice but to use his normal tone, disdainfully and a little stiffly:

"...Only people who think they are rubbish will brag. What I, Jeston, said are all facts, and I can't do anything for you."

The cousin was obviously stunned.

The socialite looked at Jaston for two seconds, then suddenly slapped his thigh and burst into laughter.

"Hahahahaha! You little bastard, you are so funny, damn, hahahahahaha!"

"Hahahahahaha!"

The people next to him also burst into laughter.

"Hahahaha!"

Jeston felt very ashamed and asked: "...Why are you laughing?"

"Hahahahaha...huh?"

The cousin smiled and smiled, then suddenly his expression calmed down, he frowned slightly, and then smiled contemptuously.

sneer.

He said: "I laughed at you for being an idiot."

Jeston suddenly felt his heart tightening, and he felt that his cousin's eyes became gloomy, which put great pressure on him.

The man who had been in prison sneered and said:

"Didn't you just try to imitate my cousin's speech after being bullied by him, but in the end, you imitated him? A childish child wouldn't pretend to even believe it, would he?"

Jeston was stunned for a moment, and then, the moment he realized what the other person was saying——

boom.

Jeston felt like something exploded inside his head. When his vision went dark, his cheeks and ears suddenly became hot again.

——"You're not pretending to believe it, are you?"

He felt in a daze, and his cousin's words were like a hand ruthlessly tearing away Jaston's last fig leaf. He felt at a loss, trembling and panicked.

"Ah! So you are imitating me?"

"Boss" pointed at Jaston in surprise and said angrily.

"no!"

In his instinct to survive and maintain his self-esteem, Jeston hurriedly defended and looked at his cousin who had his legs crossed.

The cousin still had that dismissive expression.

Seeing this expression, Jeston felt as if his heart had been stabbed by something. Under the eyes of everyone, he mustered up the courage to shout:

"How can I, Jeston, imitate someone like him? I will say whatever I feel confident in!"

"Who do you think I am? -"

The "boss" was about to raise his fist angrily, but his cousin stopped him with a smile.

"Hey, Jeston, right? You said you have confidence, but something like this needs to be proven."

Jeston looked at his cousin. The gangster looked like he had "thought of a good idea." He reached into the nearby trash can with his tattooed arm and took out a moldy plastic bag that was surrounded by flies. Rotten bread.

All the bad boys' eyes lit up one after another, and they praised their cousin as "a man worthy of having served in a house".

"After eating it, I will believe that you are a truly 'confident' man."

The cousin threw the bread at the feet of Jeston. Jeston looked down and saw that there were pale green fluff growing vigorously on the bread.

Looking forward, he knew that his face had turned pale.

But on both sides, the classmates who were holding hands just now were already approaching him, with a posture of "feeding the young master some bread".

one second.

There is a sneer on the faces of the villains.

two seconds.

That man had been in jail, and if he had beaten him...

three seconds.

Jeston felt sweating all over his body, but he finally made up his mind. He gritted his teeth, closed his eyes, and picked up the moldy bread from the ground.

"...You scum of society will only use this method to make excuses. Will I, Jeston, lose to you!"

The gray-haired Liboli boy shouted to the bad guys, holding the bread and stuffing it into his mouth while holding back retching.

Screaming and eating at the same time.

While Jeston was eating, his cousin and classmates laughed.

While they were laughing, the boy used greater efforts to make a self-protective cry.

"You... vomit, you are just relying on your own strength, vomit (swallowing), you are essentially waste... oh, one day...!"

Screaming and eating at the same time.

One person eats and everyone laughs.

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Chapter 2 A struggle

Jeston doesn't know how he spent his childhood.

When I came back to my senses, this was already the case.

The face of hatred in childhood gradually becomes blurred in my mind as time goes by. When I go to school, take exams, work, and when I grow up, I will always meet more people, and those deep memories begin to change from a certain moment. It seems a little irrelevant, just like those people whose memories are associated with them, and who have naturally lost contact with them.

He, Jeston Williams, is a security practitioner with five years of work experience. In the vast ocean of society, he is just an ordinary Li Boli who is relatively arrogant and petty.

No one knows the reason why he developed such an awkward personality, and no one knows that as a security practitioner who makes others prisoners, he is actually afraid of prisoners.

In his past working life, Jeston always tried to avoid prison-related work and avoid contact with prisoners.

Sometimes he would use "trouble" as a excuse and tell himself that he did not give up on this task because he had a psychological shadow on the prisoners.

Jeston often thinks that one day, he may have to break the law due to the request of his boss or the pressure of life. With his ability, he will definitely be able to commit multiple crimes and escape legal sanctions——

Maybe when he also becomes a criminal, he will be able to get rid of the shadow that haunts him and regard criminals as "trash" without discrimination?

Jeston didn't know.

But now the problem is still before him, an innocent security employee who has never violated the law.

The boss ordered him to extract information about the Beach Umbrella Company from the mouths of two vicious criminals, Conrad and Bendens.