Writing novels in a different world can really find a wife

Everyone stared at Cook with scorching eyes that would not back down.

The women got so serious again that it startled Cook too.

"This, this. Let's talk about it when we leave. I, I will keep it secret for the time being."

Chapter 400: Catwoman's Distress

Because of the ambiguous statement of confidentiality, Cook, who had just been forgiven, was complained about by everyone again.

What is indecisive, what is unmanly, stingy, lustful...

Was thrown a lot of inexplicable bad things.

Wait, everyone's mood has changed too quickly.

Obviously, a second ago, he was pestering and acting like a baby, but a second later, he turned into the evil ghost Shura who spit fire at him.

Cook suddenly realized that no matter whether it is a different world or not, a woman's heart and sea needle are all the same... A woman's mood... always changes as it is said.

Cook was still complaining in his heart.I am an 11-year-old child, how can I have the courage of a man.It's pretty good to do that.

Besides, being stingy and lustful, wasn't it considered an advantage by you just now?

Although he complained in his heart, he dared not speak out, and even smiled apologetically.

This scene reminded Cook of the TV series he saw in his previous life.

When the hero in it was criticized by his wife, that was Cook's current state.

I couldn't understand it in the past, but now I have a feeling of empathy with that male protagonist.

After being scolded, Cook was punished to sleep in the living room for two nights.

"This is a matter of principle. I don't understand this, and even Cook can't forgive it. Go, go."

"Hey. Is this important? And, again? Sleeping in the living room again?"

The long-lost emptiness, loneliness, and cold came again.Not at all.

Lying on the hard bench in the living room of Butterfly of the Night, Cook suddenly felt like a married person...for a while, he became old.

"Did I...did I choose the wrong way to be happy in another world? Ah Choo."

...............

Nina, I haven't been very active recently.

Although he can still perfectly complete the work assigned to him, he can also show an impeccable and friendly smile when facing people. The hair on the tail is also shiny and bright, with a black and bright shimmer, and it looks quite well maintained.

Perhaps in the eyes of ordinary people, there is nothing unusual about Nina like this.

But Nina knew very well that she...was sick.

Something is going wrong with me where no one else can see it.

Under the cover of that calm appearance, there was a violent agitation in his heart.

There will be a dull pain in the chest without warning, breathing will become difficult, and the mood will suddenly turn bad.

All these made Nina feel that she was less and less like her usual self.

Nina felt that it was only a matter of time before her illness was exposed.

The more I thought about my strange illness and the fact that my illness would be exposed to everyone, the worse my condition became.The chest will beat harder, breathing will become more difficult, and the heart will become more and more uneasy, and the daily calm state will begin to collapse.

This is simply the worst vicious circle.

Involved in the battlefield at a young age, she won the title of Bloody Nina at the age of 16. Nina, who became a general and led thousands of people to fight bloody battles with the enemy, didn't know much about anything other than fighting.

Her father and mother died very early under the blade of the orcs, and no one ever educated Nina about things that had nothing to do with fighting.

Back then, 'survival' was the only thing that mattered in the lives of all catfolk.Nina is no exception.

Because of this, Nina has almost no knowledge of healing and saving lives and body management.

Fortunately, in Nina's short but calm life, she never experienced such a strange disease.This allows Nina to be at her best all the time, doing everything flawlessly.

But this also became Nina's regret.

So when the strange disease came suddenly, Nina was at a loss.

Without any countermeasures and not wanting to be known by her companions, Nina had no choice but to secretly find an old doctor in Kabukicho for a physical examination.

The conclusion drawn from the old doctor is that Nina is very healthy, even if she lives to be 100 years old, she will be fine.

The body structure of cat people is similar to that of humans.

In this world of scarce supplies, the average lifespan of cat people is 60 years old, which is also similar to that of humans.

Nina can live to be 100 years old.

This is really good news.

But very strange.Since the health is scary, why is he in such pain?

What kind of disease is this?

Speaking of it, the time when I was restless at the beginning has to be pushed back a little bit.

To be precise, it was when Lilith held the Royal Order and forcibly joined Cook's team and became a companion.

Why did the arrival of Lilith cause my anxiety.Of course Nina couldn't understand.Even a little bit of self-blame.

It stands to reason that he welcomes Lilith.

Before Cook launched the national salvation war, Lilith had been in contact with everyone.It was a short but happy time, and everyone established a deep friendship with Lilith at that time.Nina, who likes cute children, also has a crush on Lilith.Looking at Lilith and Shaxi, a strong sense of responsibility and love urged Nina to protect them.

They must not be allowed to experience their unfortunate lives.

Therefore, when Lilith officially joined her small circle, Nina should welcome her with her hands up.Instead of looking at her, you will feel chest pain.

It's really strange.This is totally out of Nina's style.

Didn't I swear to save the homeless women with Sylph?

Women who have nothing to do with him can risk their lives to save them.Why does my heart hurt when I look at Lilith who is just like my friend?

There is absolutely no reason.No... There was a small sign before, but Nina ignored it.

Cook launched a national salvation war to save Lilith.

When Cook told the reason for launching the national salvation war, for a moment, Nina's rock-like heart was shaken.

Nina actually envied Lilith in her heart.

'If I were tied to an enemy country, Cook would mobilize everyone to save me. '

In a short moment, in Nina's heart, Lilith, who was sent to Dalabun as a hostage, was replaced by herself.

Nina fantasizes about the picture of Cook overcoming obstacles and leading an army to rescue her.

That is really a beautiful picture, which makes people feel sweet like honey~juice flowing in the heart.At that moment, Nina felt that she was surrounded by happiness, and her whole body was warm.

Nina, from birth to now, has never felt this way.

But it was really just a moment of emotion.

Nina immediately shook the thought out of her head.

Not to mention that it is a crime to make such associations and feel happy in this moment of extreme crisis.

It is crooked to associate Lilith's pain with something beautiful.

This kind of thinking itself is too weak and doesn't fit Bloody Nina's style.

This is not the way a fighter should think. .

Therefore, Nina completely sealed this fragile fantasy.

Chapter 4 and One:: No Charm and Presence

After that, Nina never had similar thoughts, nor did she have that strange mood.

I thought it was just a coincidence, and I would never encounter such a thing again.But when Lilith reappeared and showed an unprecedented intimacy with Cook, Nina's chest...as if a hole had been dug out, and it hurt to death.

Lilith is smart.Not long after she arrived, she arranged everyone's position in the small team.

Lilith's arrangement was not partial, and everyone's arrangement was reasonable.Even Sylph, who was always picky, agreed with Lilith's arrangement.

This is a good thing, and Nina herself has no dissatisfaction.

Afterwards, the ranking was carried out according to Lilith's suggestion.

Although she didn't understand the meaning of ranking, her instinct, a woman's instinct, told Nina that she couldn't lose.

Therefore, I took out the aura of fighting the orcs and started a serious contest.

In the end, I was a little sorry for Saxi, but I managed to keep the third place.

Obviously, I don't know the meaning of this position, but I feel very happy.Not being the last one made Nina feel very happy.

Everything....seemed to be on track.But as time went by...... Nina found that her illness not only did not alleviate, but became more and more serious.

"How stupid. This is love."

"Love?"

In his free time, he asked Naia, who had the most ghostly ideas among the Butterflies of the Night, and got this answer.

"Of course it's love. Nina is really slow in this aspect. Your chest hurts only when you like someone."

"But. Don't everyone always say that love is a very beautiful feeling? How can it hurt?"

Naia, whose younger sister attributes were strengthened by Cook, rolled her big eyes and burst out laughing.

"Although I can't tell Nina. But it is also a precious experience in life. As a woman, it would be a pity not to experience it once. Therefore, Nina should find the answer by herself."

After Naia finished speaking, she smiled and slipped away to rub the meat skewers that Shaxi bought.

"Wait, wait. Naia, I, I...."

Nina was left with a dazed face.

"No, I don't understand. I don't understand at all."

Thanks to Naia's words, the number of things I don't understand has increased... Nina has become more confused.

Afterwards, Nina subconsciously observed Sylph, Saxi and Lilith, hoping to find an opportunity from everyone to help her clear her doubts.

Finally, Nina figured it out.....

The reason why I became so painful was not that Lilith broke the original social balance, nor that Sylph and Sassi became more glamorous than before.

The reason lies in oneself.

Nina finds herself....unattractive.

No charm.

..............

Nina found that she was the least individual, least attractive, and least existential woman around Cook.

Although according to the ranking, he is ranked third, but in fact, he is the one who should be ranked fourth and bottom.

It's not just rank order that's wrong.Nina's personal charm is also far worse than that of Sylph, Saxi and Lilith.

If there is more or less charm among other people, but the gap between everyone is not very big, the gap can be compared with a cup.

Only the gap between myself and others is as big as a water basin, or a water tank.

Having lived in the Butterfly of the Night class for so long, Nina knew very well what charm meant to a woman.

Such a large gap may be fatal to a woman.

Not only is there no charm, but even the sense of existence is very thin.

Nina has been supporting Cook by his side.Never before have Sylph, Susie, and Lilith been the protagonists of an event.Talking and doing things are mostly to go along with everyone.

Looking at it this way, Nina herself felt like a background figure.

As a background character, is he really qualified to compete on the same stage with those bright, individual, youthful and beautiful girls and win Cook's "love"?

Thinking of this, Nina suddenly recalled how she met Cook, and how she became someone close to Cook without knowing it.