I, with a long knife in my hand, can only do one move

"Leaving the current team means that you have to go to other PVP worlds to find new teammates... Are you worried about how to deal with the relationship with the new team members?"

Although the two of them still don't know the rules of the so-called team conquest mode, since it is a team battle, there must be the most basic trust among teammates.

As the system says - trust your teammates, they will be your most reliable partners in future adventures.

After getting acquainted, knowing each other, and trusting each other, then life and death will inevitably usher in the future.

Even Keen's team, which was wiped out before, has a strong bond with each other, and will be angry or sad because of the death of a teammate.

Cheng Rang had already expected such a thing, but he didn't want to see it happen again.

【That damned system will definitely not let you down. 】

Even if he has an invincible fighting ability, there is no way to guarantee that he can protect everyone.Even if I definitely won't die, the people around me will leave sooner or later...

The matter of awakening is easy to say, but when it is my turn, it is still an indelible pain on my skin.

He thinks that for the time being, there is no way to be like Leticia, who has the awareness of dealing with fetters as an "undead", completely open-minded after seeing all the scenery and going through all the stories.

Look around you at a glance

In the life of a person, he knows that as long as we meet again, he will face the pain of separation, but he still throws himself into it without hesitation, like a moth to a flame.

That's why she said... Is everything just beginning for me?

I really don't understand it, I'm not even ready...

Cheng Rang looked at the empty wine glass. At this moment, even thinking of Isabella, he would panic inexplicably.

If this continues, what will happen to Isabella?She will die... sooner or later, and how?Die in my arms, or in my hands?

He didn't dare to imagine that such a situation would happen, but Cheng Rang knew that it would definitely happen, and he would even be caught off guard.Just thinking of that possibility made my chest feel as if it was blocked.

Only Leticia... can bring him a sense of peace of mind, because he knows that Leticia will not die.

She has more and more experience in dealing with this kind of thing than herself, and thinking of her words, no matter what, it is a sense of peace of mind that she can sleep peacefully.

Because I know that no matter what time I call her name, I will get a response.

The air fell into an eerie silence. Both Cheng Rang and Christian lowered their heads, as if they were thinking about their own affairs.

For no reason, Cheng Rang seemed to have a sudden enlightenment, and he figured out the reason why Leticia was able to wait.

I always don't understand why Leticia always likes to wait, to wait for herself, to wait for Isabella, to wait for everything that can wait to pass...

Wouldn't it be better to decide everything earlier?Such a child-like impetuosity always draws Leticia's eyes.

No matter how much she explained to herself, she couldn't understand it with empathy.

What else can I do if I don't wait?With a life that can be seen at a glance, what else can we expect in the future?

She said: "Now I am like a person running on the ground, chasing the sun on the other side. If I run, the sun cannot be touched. If I wait, the sun will always rise."

【What is infinite time?What kind of concept is that? 】

In the limited time, you will be impatient, you will lose the opportunity, you will regret the things you missed, and those will never come back——

But in the infinite time, you can't reach the end of the so-called "life", and you don't know what else you have besides this infinite time.

Everything that you may have been impatient with and regretted that you missed, even if you get it, will be turned into ashes by time... In the end, only you will be left.

At that time, all the missed and retained regrets and good things will disappear, and the things you have will no longer be owned. When you know that everything is missed and owned, the result will be the same, and there will never be any Changes - that's nothingness, and they will come again, over and over again...

At that time, you will find that those things that seem to be the most important in life often lose their due value. In the long river of time, they will eventually turn into ashes and return to dust. or forget.

Leticia no longer chooses to chase the sun far away in the sky, she just waits...

When the stars in the universe are all burnt out and the star core is extinguished...the sun falls by itself, what is waiting is the hope that will never disappear no matter what, a single thought.

"I will not wither, I will take root on that dead planet, and wait until the extinguished sun falls and smashes me into it."

Thinking about it now, that might be the most romantic thing for her...

Chapter 8 Sea Breeze, and the Voice of Missing

In Cheng Rang's eyes, Leticia is the same.

No matter how reasonable or unreasonable the world is, it will eventually fall into one place, that is, whenever I turn around, I can see her figure.

She is there and will never go away.

She will wait there until she leaves...

After understanding this, Cheng Rang suddenly couldn't bear it, if he left and returned to the real world.What would Leticia think when she suddenly knew that even she would eventually disappear by her side with the passage of time?How to do it?

Suddenly, Cheng Rang recalled that Leticia had already given herself the answer to this question.

She said at the time: "In that case, I'll burn everything I own and sleep in an unquenchable fire of karma—forever."

……

"Hey, Chris." Cheng Rang poured himself a glass of wine again.

The man looked up, questioning in his eyes.

"Since you died before you came here...then you came back to life suddenly, didn't you ever think about living a new life? Why do you think that you must see your lover again?"

Even the other person's name and appearance have been forgotten, and his own appearance has completely changed, but he still clings to the regrets that happened in the past.

To be honest, this is already a somewhat unbelievable, even ridiculous idea.

"If I remember correctly, you should have died at the age of 87. Are you sure that your lover is still alive?"

"She must be alive." Christian replied firmly.

"Why are you so determined?"

"Because she was still very young when I left."

puff! !

Cheng Rang spit out the half-drinked wine in one gulp, and put down the glass with a look of surprise, "So it's an old cow eating young grass, you?!"

Christian's expression twitched twice, and he rubbed his forehead and said, "No, no, maybe there is something wrong with my description... When I left, she still looked very young."

"In other words, your wife is a longevity species."

"Well... probably."

Cheng Rang leaned back on the sofa and nodded: "Yes, after all, you also said that magic existed in the world you lived in before... Is she a witch?"

"I can't remember, it seems to be... and it doesn't seem to be..."

"Would you put it here for me?"

Christian spread his hands innocently: "After all, when people are old, their memory is not very good."

"Ah, sorry, grandpa, I forgot." Cheng Rang smiled helplessly and waved his hands again and again.

"Stop making fun of me."

Cheng Rang asked curiously: "But, I remember you should have drunk the Resonance Blue, didn't you see her?"

On the day of the team gathering, everyone did not consume the good wine that Cheng Rang robbed from Gracefell.

"I didn't see her then."

"What did you see?" Cheng Rang asked.

"Are you talking about the hallucinations produced by that wine... I didn't see anything, I just thought it tasted good." Christian pointed to his head, "After all, my profession will be immune to many negative states. The phantom should also be blocked."

"That's not right. In this case, it stands to reason that I wouldn't see anything if I drank the Blue of Resonance. Even that boy Leo—"

Cheng Rang stopped abruptly halfway through his speech, pinching his chin and falling into deep thought.

Could it be that the dose is not enough?

I have drunk the most original version of Resonance Blue, which is the version in the Westin bar, so after drinking the counterfeit version of Gracefield, there will be similar situations, but if the taste is exactly the same, it will not happen often. The feeling of being brought in.

I thought it was because of my own "drug resistance" that the situation would not continue to happen, but after thinking about it, it seemed that it was just the difference in the amount of medicine (alcohol).

"Sit and wait!" Cheng Rang got up and ran down the stairs to the bar on the first floor.

The staff and the bartender have already left work, and now there are only the owner and Christian in the bar, and they can only do what they want to drink.

"I hope there's still stock..."

Turning into the bar, I found the wine jug containing the blue of resonance in the familiar dark compartment, and after shaking it a little bit, I found that there seemed to be a little bit of it inside.

It should be enough for one cup, so Cheng Rang took out the cup, poured out the last remaining cup, and went upstairs to put it in front of Christian.

"Try this," he said.

"Is this the blue of resonance? Is it different from what you gave us last time?"

"The last one was my...friend, imitating the original recipe. This is the original signature drink of the Westin bar! Maybe it can turn your wife's appearance out of your mind and let you recall it again. "

Cheng Rang said with a smirk: "I hope you still have a deep impression on her, otherwise you will lose blood if you see other things."

Christian was a little nervous for no reason, swallowed and asked, "What is this, is it a test of her importance to me?"

"Where is it, I just want to help you, after all, we will be teammates after all."

Looking at the guy with a sly smile in front of him, Christian silently picked up his wine glass.

The azure blue liquid in the cup has a slightly viscous opaque texture, with tiny light spots like stars shining, swaying under the light with the shaking, very beautiful.

"Then I'm welcome."

"I'm the boss, this cup belongs to me."

Christian raised his head and drank it in one gulp. As the warm liquid slipped into his throat, the scenery in front of him changed instantly.

……

You can hear the sound of the waves hitting the rocks, the light in front of you gradually dissipates, and you can clearly see the setting sun that is about to fall on the horizon.

I was sitting on the edge of a high cliff, with the sea at my feet, the forest on my back, and on the lawn with the smell of mud and sea breeze, the small room behind me shone with bright yellow warm light, and the chimney Curls of cooking smoke are rising with the sea breeze.

Although he was alone now, Chris knew that in that small room lived the person he was thinking about day and night.

It must be so.

He got up and walked towards the hut, but he found that his body was not as flexible as he was used to before. It seemed that the joints all over his body were rusted, and his legs were so soft that he couldn't use his strength.

Fortunately, there was a cane at hand, and he walked towards the cabin step by step with the cane.

His heart was surging, like a bird about to go to love, but he opened his mouth, but he didn't even know whose name he wanted to call.His hands were trembling disobediently, and then he suddenly heard that he was an old man now.

The sea breeze behind him pushes his back, as if it is also helping him move forward, towards that warm home, towards the person he longs for.

Someone was there waiting for him to go back.

But it was only a few tens of meters away, but he walked for as long as a whole year...

And when he came to this room, before he could hold the doorknob, the door opened by itself.

The figure standing inside the door exuded dazzling pure white, and the crisp and melodious voice seemed to carry the repeated surprise of welcoming the long-lost person, calling his name.

"...Chris, you're back?!"

Her feet in simple leather boots stepped on the bluestone steps. Looking up, she saw the white coarse cloth skirt and her hand stretched out to her.

But when Chris tried his best to look up to see her face, everything was covered by white light, and with a puff of smoke, there were only empty glasses and a long dark bar table in front of him. .

"see it?"

Looking up again, it was Cheng Rang's face asking him.

Chris shook his head regretfully: "No...Although I saw her, everything was over before I could see her face clearly."

After Xiang Chengrang briefly recounted what he saw, Christian asked, "Is there any more? If I have another drink, it will definitely be—"

Cheng Rang stretched out his hand to express regret and shook his head, "There's no way. Since you can only see so much for the first time, no matter how many cups you drink afterwards, you can only see the same scene."

"But I heard her voice!" Christian begged excitedly, "Once again, it will be...!"

Cheng Rang pressed down the cup he raised, and said slowly: "It's just an illusion, my friend, if you keep indulging in it, you will only become one of the guests in our bar who are crazy about the resonance blue .”

"That's why I said that although this thing is good, it's just a taste. We can't go back to the past, and the only direction we can move forward is the future. Since it can't help you remember anything, the rest can only be used as motivation , and move forward hard.”

Christian turned to the wine glass somewhat desolately, got up and took a few deep breaths.