On the occasion of collapse

Fu Ling didn't say anything else. She tilted her head slightly and looked at Bai Zhi, who had her head lowered next to her.

Bai Zhi's hair fell down, covering her eyes so that Fu Ling could not see her expression clearly.

"Are you scared?" Poria looked at Bai Zhi's slightly white hair, feeling a little depressed.

This was indeed her first time to really watch someone grow old.

From boyhood, to youth, to adulthood, and then to middle age.

She watched Bai Zhi grow up little by little, and then began to grow old.

"Well, a little bit." Bai Zhi did not raise her head, but her movements let Fu Ling know that Bai Zhi was very scared now.

"Do you have any plans?" Fu Ling's words were interrogative, but her tone was very determined.

She knew that Bai Zhi would not wait like this.

"Well, I plan to find a way to live forever." In front of Poria, Bai Zhi did not hide that they were relatives.

"That's it, do you need me to accompany you?" Fuling used a questioning tone this time, but she also knew that Bai Zhi would not want her to accompany Bai Zhi.

"...No need, I...want to look for it myself." Bai Zhi said this slowly after a long time, but she let Fuling know that this was a decision that Bai Zhi had already made.

"Okay, I...get it." Gently rubbing the tea cup in her hand, Fu Ling took a while to say this.

"Sister, I'm sorry." The two were silent for a long time. It was not until the tea in the cup had completely cooled that Bai Zhi said this.

"No need to apologize, Xiaozhi, no need..." A snowflake fell in the courtyard, Poria raised her head slightly and looked at the snowflakes falling through the leaves.

"This winter is a bit cold. Let's go out again next spring and stay with me for another year."

"Ah."

Chapter 351 She should leave

Winter is very short, only a short period of three months. When spring appears in this forest, it also tells them that it is time to say goodbye.

"Squeak." The sun lit up slightly, Bai Zhi opened the door of her room, and unexpectedly saw Poria cocos standing in the yard waiting.

"Good morning, sister." Bai Zhi's mouth was a little dry, because she knew that this would probably be the last time she said good morning to Fuling for a long time.

"Well, morning." Fu Ling combed the hair behind her ears and said calmly, as if she didn't care at all.

I don't care about the fact that they are about to separate today.

"Are you leaving?" Poria walked up to Bai Zhi and stretched out her hand to comb her robe.

"Yes." Bai Zhi lowered her head and looked at the white snow on the ground that had not completely melted.

"Yes, it's spring already." Poria sighed as she pinched Bai Zhi's face.

Holding Bai Zhi's hand, Fuling put a strange gem into Bai Zhi's hand under Bai Zhi's doubtful gaze.

"Although I respect your choice, Xiaozhi, promise me to come back alive, and I will wait for you to come back to me." Fuling's words were very soft, but they hit Bai Zhi's heart hard.

"I know, sister, I know." Bai Zhi whispered. She knew that she didn't need to do this.

Poria is fully capable of keeping her alive.

The reason why she insists on finding a way to live forever on her own is partly because she still has some instinctive rejection of becoming a monster, and partly because she doesn't want Poria Cocos to help her solve the problem every time, she wants to rely on herself.

Putting away the strange gem in her hand, Bai Zhi raised her hand and took off the necklace she had worn for more than 30 years.

Bai Zhi then took off the flutes from her waist and put them in Fuling's hands.

"Now, sister, I'll give this back to you. It's a very important thing to you, right? And this flute, it's my treasure. It's temporarily stored with you, sister. I'll get it back when I come back." Bai Zhi held Fuling's hand and tried hard to make her voice sound calmer.

"...Well, I'll wait for you to come back and ask for it."

The separation between the two was very dull, not even a goodbye.

Bai Zhi didn't like this sentence, "Goodbye, goodbye, never see you again", she didn't like it, she firmly felt that she would definitely come back.

Poria didn't like this word either, and she naively believed that they had never said goodbye, so there was no difference between them.

Bai Zhi returned the necklace to herself and kept the flute with her. She believed that she could come back to find her, and Fuling also believed that Bai Zhi could come back.

This is the tacit understanding and trust of sisters who have been together day and night for 30 years.

After Bai Zhi left, Poria looked at the flute in the necklace that Bai Zhi had returned, and sat at the table in silence for a long time.

"Crack."

Until a slight noise caught her attention.

It was that necklace, that fragile Poria flower, that had a second crack.

Gently picking up the necklace, Fu Ling gently stroked the two cracks on it.

One was left behind when its first owner returned it, and the other was left after its second owner returned it.

Sometimes, there are really incomprehensible things in this world that even God cannot understand.

Holding the necklace in her hand, Fuling leaned back and leaned on the back of the chair.

"Hmph~ hum, hum, hum~ hum."

Humming a song, Fu Ling put the hand holding the necklace on her chest and slowly closed her eyes.

After humming the song, Poria became silent.

If someone else were here now, he would be able to see that this god was asleep.

—————————————————————————————————— (We didn’t say goodbye, so I won’t take it as a separation.

But separation cannot be expressed with a goodbye. If you can say goodbye properly, maybe you won't leave so many regrets. )

Habits are terrible things. Once you develop a habit, it's difficult to break it.

Looking at the empty yard, Poria stood at the door and was stunned for a few seconds, then turned around and slowly walked back into the house.

Bai Zhi has been gone for three days, and Poria is still living here. She hopes to wait until Bai Zhi returns and see the girl again.

But unfortunately, this idea is not practical at all.

Fu Ling also knew, but she was willing to wait.

Her life is long, let alone a few years, it doesn't matter even if it is a few decades.

It won't affect her in any way.

She was worried about what would happen if Bai Zhi couldn't find her home if she left.

She was worried that Bai Zhi would not be able to find her if she left.

Even though she knew this worry was unnecessary.

Day after day, year after year, years, and even decades make no difference to God.

But the boring and dull time will eventually usher in a day of change.

In the 13th year of Zhengtong (1448), the Ming Dynasty experienced another change of emperor. Now it is the 13th year when the fourth emperor of the Ming Dynasty changed his reign name.

After Bai Zhi left, Poria lived here for more than 30 years.

The past 40 years have made Fuling clearly realize that Bai Zhi may not be able to come back here.

She didn't know if Bai Zhi was still alive, and she didn't want to know.

God is not omnipotent.

There is a saying that says, can God create a stone that he cannot lift?

This statement is interesting because if God can create such a stone, then God cannot lift it, then God is not omnipotent.

The reverse is also true, if God cannot create such a stone, then God is not omnipotent.

The so-called omnipotence is only within a certain range.

As for omniscience...

She is the Honkai God, not the God of Wisdom.

The current God of Wisdom seems to have only just succeeded to the throne.

According to An, he should have succeeded to the throne tens of thousands of years earlier than himself.

The God of wisdom and power is also very interesting, because He is the only priest who was born because of the life in the world.

Of course, if you ask there is no god about destiny….

She can give you a definite answer.

Have.

But he is not the kind of god who controls destiny, but the god who sorts out and monitors destiny.

He is responsible for sorting out those messy 'threads' of fate, cutting off those 'threads' of fate that should not exist, or guiding new life's 'threads' of fate.

However, He does not have the ability to weave the thread of destiny.

His power is also considered the weakest among all the supreme gods.

The current God of Destiny has been in office for a long time. He was the same one before An succeeded to the throne, and he has not been replaced until now.

Of course, the gods of destiny cannot see the destiny 'line' of the same supreme god, nor can they themselves.

If the fate 'line' of an ordinary life is an elusive and uncertain line, then the fate 'line' of the Supreme God is as if it does not exist at all. You know its existence, but you cannot touch it or change it.

........

Standing outside the courtyard gate, Fuling took a deep look at the courtyard where she had lived for 50 years, and slowly raised her hand.

time to go.

She had stayed here for so long, and it was time to leave.

As Fu Ling's hand slowly waved down, the small courtyard in front of her was like loose sand, which she slowly stroked away from the air.

When she put her hand down again, there was no yard in front of her.

After doing all this, Poria held up the oil-paper umbrella, turned around slowly, and walked slowly out of the forest just like she did decades ago.

It's time for her to leave.

Chapter 352 We are no longer young

Shenzhou, Taixu Mountain.

There are immortals living on Taixu Mountain. This is something that everyone knows.

Every year, people go to this mountain range in search of immortals, but without exception, they all return empty-handed.

Immortals are hard to find, and ordinary people can't find any trace of them.

And now, Taixu Mountain welcomes a special guest.

On the mountain road, Poria looked at the few extra suspension bridges between the mountain streams and tilted her head in confusion.

Hua shouldn't need this kind of thing, right?

With doubts, Poria walked gently onto the suspension bridge.

Well, it's pretty solid.Slowly moving forward along the suspension bridge, Fuling did not lose her way due to the complex terrain in the mountain, but walked steadily towards the top of the mountain where Hua lived.

Not long after, the flattened mountain appeared in front of Fuling.

But, is it shorter than the last time?

"Stretch your hands straight and maintain this posture." Approaching the mountain peak, Hua Qing's cold voice reached Fu Ling's ears.

This made Fuling a little confused, because in her impression, Hua lived here by herself.

Slowly walking up the steps, Fuling saw the full view of the top of the mountain.

Hua held a book in her hands and sat on the Taishi chair, but her attention was not on the book, but on the little girl walking in front of her.

China's ancient times

"Yes, Master." The little girl's legs were trembling, and her face was full of stubbornness. Even though her physical condition was approaching the limit, she had no intention of begging for mercy.

(Let’s talk about the difference between a master and a master. If we talk about master and apprentice alone, a master can be just someone who teaches you skills, and there can be many.

The master is more intimate. A teacher is an elder, and a father is a relative.In ancient times, it was common for the master to adopt a disciple and the disciple would call him master, which means he is a master and a disciple, and more importantly, a family member.There are also fathers and teachers who talk about old things.